Man I wish we still had in person meetings. Clean time is so important and to be remembered and celebrated because like you said the more time and people around you who depend on you the less likely you will take a drink or use. Thank you for these videos!!
One hell of a story man. I'm so sorry you had to go through that bullshit. I can feel your pain man. Not exactly but your story touched me. Keep on the hard road man. I know you know it will pay off. Thank you. JBL.
AA or NA has done nothing at all for me!! To me it was just a bunch of pointless stuff lol!! Now I get that it does help thousands of ppl and that's good!! Keep doing it but I'm just say for me!! For me it was I guess my age and realizing that the way I used to live I was gone have nothing at all for life. I been clean 2 years and i have no struggle or thoughts of wanting to use ever!! Its just been easy for me cause i have my mind set on doing right and i hope it stays that way!! No disrespect to the NA ppl but it just did absolutely nothing for me lol
My mindset is simply just dont use or you'll be like you used to be!! Not I did go through a 2 month detox where I absolutely felt nothing cause I was in a coma for 2 months!! Lol I detoxed countless times in jail but I'd get right out and go steal something to get "well" but I guess this wreck done it for me!! I dont even have a "hard time" to where I get thoughts of wanting to use or anything!! I guess my age and my mindset!! I'm 32 years old and done heroin from 19 to 30!!
