I just want to say: I'm in love. In love with a special person, in love with myself, in love with life, in love with God, in love with all that I AM, in love with all that is. I love life. I've spent my whole life in a suicidal hell, and for the first time ever, that's all permanently shifting NOW.
This is wholesome and leads to peace! "To TRAIN in the impermanence of feeling; it deconditions clinging, without clinging there is no agitation, without agitation, we obtain Nibanna." What color is this apple? pithy!!