Dear juice, I miss you a lot, I just wish that you were still alive, having this many songs and still lots more unreleased songs at 21 is mental, can always understand how u feel in ur lyrics whilst still making the song a banger, taken too soon 999❤🧃🌍
rest in peace dad...it was so sudden. im 28 and a dying vet...failed by my va negligence...now my small family will bury me and him...he was 48...death to malpractices. good bye father I love you and I am so sorry for your entire lifes trauma and abuse. i wish i could have given you the the grandchildren in time you wanted. rest in piece dad love you
Hang in there mate, life is tough as fuck at times, but yet your dad is still watching down on yae, I’m certain he wants you to live longer, he will forever be in our hearts, I’m here for yae :)
Loosing ppl is rlly hard sorry uve had to go through that things go bad just to be good remember that 1 bad stage in ur life ull have so many ups and ur dad will be proud
What i would give to feel genuine happiness again, I used to love with all my heart and all I wanted was the same treatment and feel like someone cared and loved me. But now all I feel is hate and sadness towards her. She was the happiness but now she’s the one that’s taken all of it away. Every day and every night I think of her just wanting everything back to how it was. I haven’t seen her face or heard he voice in so long, I guess love is what makes and breaks people. Hopefully one day I will remember her as a good memory and a lesson to learn but at the moment it’s tearing me apart every day
Intro Lost in a dark place, lost in a dark place Lost in a dark place [Verse] Lost in a dark place, trapped in the crawlspace In my mind, I get lost, then I wake up in a coffin They tell me they care, they're just in love with the music So they'll never know about the pain I go through It's like a chain of reactions, all these demon attacks From all the drugs that I'm taking to the women distracting me From being myself, it's like I'm losing my traction Kiss death on the lips, I have a fatal attraction This is my heart, watch as my problems inspire me Tear me apart, won't let the demons take over me They took it too far, now I need some surgery I'm falling apart It's like I'm lost in the motions, use this song as a rope To wrap around the commotion, tie the knot at my throat I look at death as a notion, I don't want it no more But it's too late to reverse it, as I fall on the floor [Outro] Lost in a dark place, lost in a dark place Demons inspire me Floor [Intro] Yeah, uhm Na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh [Chorus] She want a title, I'm in denial Don't need a rifle, everyone suicidal I'ma burn a bridge, I feel like a pyro' I'ma say my prayers, I'll be hellbound tomorrow I'm in my sorrow, oxy-my-codone Does someone have a heart that I could borrow? Tearing me apart Does someone have a heart that I could borrow? Borrow, oh [Verse] Time after time, they let me drown in my sorrow I run through the night, I only wish for tomorrow Love, love, love, got me walkin' in circles Something isn't right I'm livin' a lie, uh Ain't no you and I Walking in circles Something isn't right [Chorus] And I'm in denial I don't need a rifle, everyone's suicidal I'ma burn a bridge, feel like a pyro' I'ma say my prayers, I'll be hellbound tomorrow I'm in my sorrow, oxy-my-codone Does someone have a heart that I could borrow? Tearing me apart Does someone have a heart that I could borrow? Borrow, borrow [Outro] It's crazy how I feel, right? I wonder if this real life Will I see tomorrow, tomorrow?
Lost in a dark place Trapped in the crawl space In my mind I get lost in I wake up in a coffin They tell me they care They're just in love with the music So they'll never know About the pain I go through It's like a chain of reactions All these demon attacks From all the drugs that I'm taking To the women distracting me From being myself It's like I'm losing my traction Kiss death on the lips I have a fatal attraction This is my heart Watch as my problems inspire me Tear me apart Won't let the demons take over me They took it too far Now I need some surgery I'm falling apart It's like I'm lost in the motions Use this song as a rope To wrap around the commotion Tie the knot at my throat I look at death as a notion I don't want it no more But it's too late to reverse it As I fall on the floor Lost in a dark place Lost in a dark place Demons inspire me Floor...
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
Made me cry. Thank you for this you don’t know how it got to me. I don’t wanna be here but i am. Multiple attempts on my life but for some reason im still here. These words you spoke of helps. Don’t stop being a ray of sunshine in a world filled with darkness
It's finished, I've fallen into the Abyss. Normally I claw my way out but now? I don't find it in me. You take it, you take it and you wake up one day and your legs just give up. Help me
@@bjornvanlieshout8685 Jarad helped me a lot before but it can't always be like this, at some point even Juice can't do nothing. I simply can't continue like this. Just wanted to tell someone, anyone before I go. But I can't go, love my fam too much to put them through that shit. Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCKKKK. Feel stuck living for others and denying myself
Me too man.. I think I just watched my dream girl die in my arms I’ve been an addict for years finally got all the bad shit away and then boom everything is fucked. I really wish emotion was something I didn’t feel…
