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..The cold wind rushes into you, and swirls around you as you stand upon the peak. The sounds of the ocean lightly soothing you and the moon shedding its cold light upon you. You have reached the end. At the end of all things.. You think to yourself about all that you've been through in the past couple of months, the crazy adventures and world-shattering revelations of the worst kind. Even through it all, even after being so close to death itself, you stand alone and in the cold.. and yet you are victorious. It comes to your mind that In Essence, everything you went through was all to make you stronger. You sit down quietly at world's edge, and relax your mind of all that has bothered you. You are safe now. It is going to be.. okay.
My grand aunt died. Got evicted from my house. Lived in an infested shelter for a few months. Flew to California. Starting anew. Lost my friends , lost my life. Was depressed for a year don't call me emo I'm serious right now. Life kicked me really hard, but how many times are you gonna take from a man who has nothing left to lose.
“You are nothing Your words sting less everyday and soon I shall forgot them entirely They shall disappear Melt Like snow within the sunlight Your face shall disappear I will not remember or care about you or whatever you said to try and discourage me You are nothing You Will be nothing And I shall be so far beyond what you ever dreamed I could be…….”
I get you brother, both my siblings died a month ago. I’m just surviving hoping for better days to come. But i have to keep going for them. For what they couldn’t do.
I love how everyone is thinking the same thing, about not giving up, even when this song sounds dark. I guess everyone discovered this song whenever they needed support, including me. This was reccomended to me on Spotify, and I'm glad i found it. I have been listening to this song since months and its making me feel better somehow. I hope it is the same for everyone and I wish everyone well in life. Never give up!
I don't see like that. In my pov, this song is about the universe, the laws, human nature and what to expect, the undeniable force of the unknown and, ultimately, nihilism.
Hearing this instrumental brings me to a very dark place where weirdly i like to be at times to find passion and motivation to keep grinding and keep moving forward… it also brings me to a light where i reminisce about my brother E who passed away…his soul lingers on me and i cant help but shed tears man…1 love world!!!
Jesus Christ loves you and died, rose from the dead, and ascended to heaven to pay for your sin! Turn to Him and you will walk in light and be saved. Read the book of John and Luke to see God's love for you!
This music gives you the vibe that you are running in the rain and you are thinking about giving up or not or you are walking in the night also under the rain and remembering all your traumas and bad stuff then you decided that you will ignore all these stuff and begin a new life and beginning with the things you wanted you to achieve. It also gives you that vibe of being lost and having a lot of things running in your head and not knowing what to do.
Villains and Heroes. Both with sad backstories. Yet both with different replies. Villains were hurt by the world, So they decided to share the pain. Heroes get hurt by the world, They dont let anyone else get hurt.
@@Myphonesux-villains r hurt by everyone hated made fun of called stupid and stuff so they want to make every1 feel like they did and get revenge their heart was pure good and nothing bad in them until they got hurt so bad
The people Whose watching this. They are not normal. They are rare in this world..🌌 Hey listen You !! I know what you are feeling right now. WELCOME to this World..🤝 Yeah.. World..🤫
@@atillaadn I suppose that in your life you came across many people who treated you badly and belittled you to get to the point of believing that everyone is the same as you.
Honestly gives me the vibe when I'm sitting alone at night, staring up at the ceiling and asking myself, "is it all even worth it anymore?" it gives me a feeling that I'll never get what I've truly always needed in my life, and that was a true source of happiness, not one that's gonna be taken back away from me when I think all of my problems and worries are finally over. It makes me feel like I'm drowning in my own tears and sadness, not being able to scream of cry for help because I'm already too far deep. However, I learn to find comfort in my sorrow, and so, the cycle continues..
My goldfish died. I caught a cold. My wifi was down for ten minutes. I missed the bus. I had no umbrella in the rain. A stranger didn't hold the door for me. I slept less than 8 hours. My boss frowned at me. My chair was uncomfortable. Did I quit? No. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Next time my takeaway order arrives slightly late, I will listen to this song and remember how strong I am.
The world had beaten me down for every breath I have taken, multiple dream's wear shattered by things out of my control, no family that cared about my aspirations and gave hardship, no friend's or anyone to talk to for 8 year's, lonely my entire life, mental instability since I was 10, I tried to give up multiple times, the world even tried to kiII me 5 times,yet something inside me was burning 1000x hotter than the sun, unwilling to be defeated, unfazed, came back from a dark, endless void that many men fall victim to, more hungry than ever to prove the whole world wrong, anyone in my path who isn't as hungry as me will be vanquished, and I will be the best at everything I do, no matter how much effort is required. No retreat, no surrender. - a guy that's got nothing left to lose, and the only way from here is up (More context, past 2 months I haven't been to the gym because 2 of my dreams were shattered, military (94 on ASVAB) and college (no scholarship, I'm not gonna place the financial burden on my parents when we already live paycheck to paycheck) So i'll just have to adapt and overcome, like I always have.
keep struggling king we live in an age where simps pay their daddy money on only fans and run from responsibilities like me i can relate to 50 percent of your story however lets keep moving forward brother we got nothing to lose now
The most dangerous people are the ones who lose everything they created, come back unrecognizable, reborn into an animal unimaginable. This sound is the very "essence" of being reborn.
Took so many L’s recently. Been through shit like this many times and always bounced back. Just leaving this comment here to see how far I’ve come in a year - 20th June 2023 19:48pm
With this, I see all roads ahead. Which ones I shouldn't take and which ones will take me further. I will stand still, look at my mistakes, pay my penance, and never look back. I am not what I am, what I was is soon behind me.
i sat there. i had felt sorry for myself before many a time. and i sat there and i felt tears rolling down and i felt like breaking down into fifty thousand pieces. but i quickly snapped out of it. used to be i couldn't hold myself together. couldn't convince myself that i wasnt' really suffering. in reality, i was. but you need to constantly remind yourself that if you won't believe in your happiness, no one ever fucking will. i felt disgusted that i even thought of crying in the first place. i said wake up you whimpering bastard, you're fine. i scratched my head, got up and went about my business. i distracted myself from those toxic thoughts. once they suck you in there's no chance you'll find a way out. you'll start all this existenciality bullshit that'll eventually leave you depressed and screwed in the ass. and you want to feel sorry for yourself cause no one ever has, and you want to stay in bed and keep rotting away cause it's the only way you've known your whole miserable life. and in the end, you're gonna be the only one who holds the power to change. not your close ones. not those fucking friends or parents of yours. no one but YOU. and you keep reminding yourself that every time you feel like sitting down on a cool rainy evening and feeling sorry for yourself while your sense of "you" is deteriorating. slowly, but surely.
Who else has been bullied here I have been going through that for a long time now, but when I listen to this song, it gave me motivation to stand up to these kids I did not look down. I kept my eyes open, and I gave them a great stare in the eye until he felt uncomfortable and threatened and I said this exact quote to his face” buddy you have no idea what life is about to give you right now” plus I learned self-defense
Hey, just wanted to share the Gospel that all men need, the Bible says all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23) this means we all deserve death and separation from a perfect and holy God. But God did not leave us for dead, He sent His only begotten Son to die in yours and my place, so that anyone who believes in Him and repents of sin will be saved from separation from God, and have eternal life! I urge you please put your faith in Jesus Christ and follow Him, He promises to save all who cry out to Him and have a humble heart. We arent guaranteed another day so we must seek Him today while He may be found.
Hard work pays off, you just have to be willing to leave people behind and go down that dark road alone in order to be the scariest person in the room.
Concentração, determinação, disciplina.. Autocontrole absoluto. Não tenha medo da escuridão, pois faz parte de um todo. Assim como o negativo é o positivo são um só, energias necessárias que não existem um sem ó outro. Sejamos um só em tudo,e tudo em um só...💪🤯 Sejamos um1️⃣🚨🧿
I crawled out of depression 32 days ago. Life gets better. But you need to remember you are trying to be a better you each and every single day. It’s ok to take days off but you can’t let it take over.
On repeat 3-4 hours workout every day, nothing to prove to nobody but myself. I could do it, i can do it, but I dont. Thats a superpower. Be stronger than your brain. Stronger than your will, let God take control.
Germany. Ww1. You are on the western front then you feel the earth shake, you grab your Rifle and aim. Sadly fior your battalion a 23 ton "pillbox" is coming for you, You fire and fire at it but, you don't do any dammage. it comes over your trench and you hear a sudden crack.. Then the whole strucure breaks and the 23 ton tank falls on top of you. That was my great grandpa's fate.
I and my colleague was in a relationship. Soon the management caught us. Once she flew for her vacation company terminated me for sexually harassing my girlfriend, even she defended me before the H. R. But in her absence they lied to me she has sent a mail against me. My whole family, friends came to knew about this. And me standing in shame and don't know what to do what to say just stunned and chilled 😢
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