This isn't what I wanted.. But then I realized, this is what I needed.. (I just let a random music playlist play, and this came on, I was just about to skip it, but then all these great memories came to me, and I never happy cried so much in my life before, thank you 💗🙏)
"On the hard, cold ground, I open my eyes. My pain-blurred vision finds my clenched right hand. I open my fingers, or try to. They're stiff and wooden. Even so, little by little, I uncurl them. There's Kanji there. I strain my eyes. 'I love you'" (Excerpt from 'your name.' the book) One of my favorite moments in the movie, and this music makes me reflect on this moment way too deeply.
I miss her so much, after she break up with me, i don't know why i'm still aliving, my life has completlly lost the meanig without her, i just wanna meet her one more time and say i still love her, she was my world, she was albe to me make forget my problems, she made colors out grey for me. i'm crying here, guys, i just wanna keep moving but i cant sleep a fucking nigjt without seeing this damns woman on my dreams.
