Kyler Does't Care About My Sexual Abuse Story, Moving Regrets and Low Sex Drive 

Dying that you started this with the laptop wearing sunglasses 😂😂 I get how Kyler’s vibe of being really direct and outspoken can be taken as a red flag for some people that are off put by that but it doesn’t make him “bad”. I respect you guys for putting all of this out here for everyone to share !! Love that you keep it real!

I’m glad you addressed this, even though you had no obligation too. What happened to you is something horrible and definitely life changing. Sexual abuse is sexual abuse no matter what! It’s something no one should ever have to experience.

One thing I've heard someone tell me is "This is the worst thing that has happened to YOU." Key word you. Maybe other people have had it worse, but for you this is the worst thing you've experienced so far and that is valid.

That conversation you had about being so shy as a kid, i can relate to that, I was an extremely shy kid and I never talked to the kids or the teachers while I was in kindergarten; but when my mum came to pick me up, I wouldn't shut up when I got home lol.

I already knew Kyler was looking up Robert while he was on the laptop before this even came out. The REAL FISHFAM already knows that Madison's story is heartbreaking for Kyler. People handle trauma differently. Madison isn't letting Robert take her happiness and neither is Kyler. I'm a victim of sexual abuse as well. My uncle from ages 6-11. You're so brave Madison and I admire you and your family so much. God bless you all 🙏❤

Madison, I am 17 years old I never got sexual abuse but it is something that really scares me.

Sorry, this show doesn’t make Kyler look any better-he is still as insensitive as ever….he is immature, and constantly saying “can I say something?” Again and again…yuck- he even says “ I am glad this didn’t happen to me…….” He seems 17 yes old.

I have NEVER related to someone MORE than Mad!!!!! You two are literally me and my hubby! 20 years 7 kids🥰🥰🥰

We can't please everyone in life and that's ok! Love your family Mad! And I did agree with what Kyler said before, it truly could've been worse!

I’m sure it’s also extremely hard for Kyler to hear about Madison’s abuse and that was part of his reaction/trying to disassociate in the last video. Think about it, it’s hard enough to hear about your significant others previous NORMAL relationship history but to have to hear about someone that you love so much and are very protective over being abused sexually as a child by an adult must be so hard to dive into. Never mind adding in that he has three sweet daughters that I’m sure makes it hit home harder adding even more discomfort.

My husband and I also both have ADHD and we struggle with the exact same things you do! I ALWAYS tell him when he’s being snappy and he immediately stops 😂😂

I was kidnapped and raped on June 6th 2023 I struggle so bad and it's hard to tell myself hey autumn it wasn't your fault you just wanted to go to the park that day. Unfortunately justice wasn't served in my case but I want you all to know that it's going to take time if you're going through something it's traumatizing and Madison you are super strong girlfriend and your story made me cry I just want to hug you

This is such a self-absorbed podcast. It screams of insecurity as you pick at what you see as your faults. It is extremely sad that you have to deal with these ruminating thoughts. You are beautiful and lovely the way you are! 💕

Madison excuses Kyler too much, it seems like he puts her down a lot but not on purpose :/

I didn't think he was being insensitive. Kyler cares for you so much and we know you care for him just the same

Spironolactone helped with my adult cystic acne that came about because of my hormones. I birthed 5 kids in 10 years, and my hormones went crazy. But, my skin is completely clear now, and I had struggled for so many years. I have autoimmune issues with my digestive tract, which caused a lot of issues as well. But, I’m so thankful the dermatologist prescribed the spironolactone for me. I’ve been taking it about 8 months, and my skin is completely clear now. I take 100 mg per day. It can decrease testosterone though, so you would probably need to take care of that as well.

I appreciate that Kyler explained his role in that SA podcast. I was one of those concerned about the level of sensitivity and respect in that podcast. Neither of them needed to explain it to the public but I sure appreciated it. His explanations made sense.

I am 80 years old and I love your banter .. you have a lovely family … happy new year 😘

Accutane is the only thing that finally cleared my acne. I wish I would’ve taken it sooner.

I love hearing our podcasts! They are so good and entertaining! You guys are so sweet and the cutest family! Loved meeting you last year in Disneyland!

I understood kylers behavior in the other video. This is something I'm sure you have discussed privately many times with all the emotions and feels. As a victim myself it didnt bother me and it is normal for loved ones to want to try to look at the "bright" side that it could have been even worse or more traumatic, he was never saying it wasn't awful or traumatic though.

Low sex drive is SOOO common, especially among women. All we can do is our best and seek help if needed/wanted!

This is the first time I’ve listened to your podcast!!! I loved it!!! I need to get earbuds so I can listen while I work!!!! Love you guys, have been following you on instagram for years!!! And love you and the kids!!

I still think he was a dick about the situation 😅

I think majority of the video you could see Kyler is also trying to process that trauma Madison experienced and it can be uncomfortable for a signifcant other to know that that happened to the person you love. I think the term 'lucky' is definitely is not the right term when discussing sexual abuse as it does seem to invalidate someones trauma and experience. No one is an expert when discussing a very sensitive and confronting conversation, but I am glad Kyler recognises how it made Madison feels, along with other viewers. I am really sorry you went through that Madison. As we become adults we start to try to process these traumas from our childhood that often we submerged, and it can be a really hard and emotional thing. Please never blame yourself for not speaking up earlier. When you're that young it is really hard to understand that it isn't normal behaviour that you're experiencing and scary as well. I hope that you seek professional help or confide in someone you trust to be able to heal from this.

I love you and your family. Thank you for sharing your beautiful family and all your hard work. Madison I think you're an amazing mother and person. Great parents. Love you guys❤ thank you for making my heart happy ❤

Although Halston would clearly prefer to perform for a live audience, were you able to create a live stream for her, I would definitely tune in.

Madison, I know you are often anxious. Do you have any tips?

Hii❤ I was wondering if you watched "A friend of the family" film that is similar to your story? So anytime people will ask you about what happened or how can we protect ourselves from sexual abuse you'll recommend to watch it. The abuser there was gaining parents' trust and had his own family. I just thought it's important to tell you about this film... Wish you the best, and also your kids are sooo smart and cute!!! 😊

Madi, you are a great speaker I hope you continue to do YT because I’m a fan 😂

Madison you should go get a sleep study done! Sleep apnea can cause low T. And that would explain the fatigue. If you get diagnosed and get CPAP your T levels should go back up naturally!

Kyler is right about the sex life being important

Your truly amazing Madison and I love watching your podcasts 🥰❤️💜

California is not the great state it used to be. It's getting worse everyday. I used to live there all my life and moved to utah last year and I am so gald to have gotten out of that hell hole. I know you miss your family, I get it, but California is getting baaad!

I would reach out to an MD or functional Med MD before you start taking testosterone injections. I’m a nurse and would not do that myslef unless one of the providers I listed recommended this and followed my hormone levels very carefully.

Love love the honesty here!! What’s the test called? I think I have similar issues trying to figure out if it’s my thyroid or hormones post birth but I used to have higher drive until after giving birth

The title is off putting….

Love Taylor and Dakota and would Love to hear her story of how all that stuff starts too.

I’m vitamin d deficient. My levels are like 12-17! I was trying to hear what she told you to take? I take prescription vitamin d but it never really stays up not even in summer. I’m tired all the time and sleep horribly.

I have so much chin hair and it sucks. Grows by the end of the day. I don't have any hormonal issues or anything. It just happens

How could you not want to move back close to Disneyland ❤

My husband and I are the SAME EXACT way about sex drive!!!! 😩

It was not just what he was saying, just came to this video from watching you share your video. It’s almost his body language specifically when you were stating you forgive Robert, and how you would forgive others or something in those lines. He looked so uncomfortable. And for someone to have heard your story multiple times and knows more details. He shouldnt had felt so uncomfortable unless he has a reason behind it. Not stating he is guilty, im just saying look at his body language..

i was scrolling through yt shorts and i found a video saying " only fanis star _____________" so i scrolled and then i said " wait how do you know shes famous on only fans" lol

Love madison, she is a whole vibe 🤍 Is it just me … I feel like Kyler is very condescending when he speaks

I know you got acne and you got it checked out but you have beautiful skin. Love you❤

I love this and you and Kyler are a real couple and not fake like a lot of couples on Instagram.❤❤ I would so love to see Halston put on a concert,she is so adorable and has a beautiful voice . I love watching this and all your other socials 😊. God Bless your family ❤🙏🏻 Stay in Utah so much better for your kids and you & Kyler.

I love watching your RU-vid channel

Maybe it’s very hard and personally to them. Maybe it’s hard for him to talk about it.

Women at a certain age go through the whole menopausal cycle. Peri, mid, and post at different stages their hormones are all over the place. But it’s like when women want it then men are having their own issues they begin to deal with. Introduce play with no expectations to take some of the pressure off. Like a body rub to relax Madison and hit some of those erogenous areas lightly. Make it about her.

You know your husband better than this people and wby would you listen ro their opinions don't let them affect your relationship with your husband you two have amazing relationship

I hope Kyler knows that we all love him the pod would not be the same with out him!! Love you both

can someone let me know if it would be possible to get your insurance to cover part of the lab work thing Madison said she did

This is funny because I must have enough testosterone lol I have been getting chin hairs! I have one that grows abnormally long😀I think it’s kind of funny! I’m 62 and surely low sex drive! I think it’s because we Women work very hard and at home. I lost my Daughter 10/2020 and am raising her Daughter since she was one month. Now she’s 6! I’m learning at my age I’m doing pretty good and chin hairs or not we need to love ourselves at this moment. We should strive to be better but don’t beat ourselves up because we have this one life here. By the way you are beautiful and such a good Mom! No wonder you’re tired 💗

Do a podcast about adhd!!!

I think he is lying

I’d love to have your Utah house what a dream 😭 can’t even afford a house…

should i get a laptop or ipad??

Mad in Engover ? American First !

oh my lord

And I don't want to hear about it either why I chose to stay away from a hot topic that should be carried on another podcast

TMI

I got the testosterone pellets and I gained 40 lbs 😳😭

It's your thyroid

It’s not selfish or sad.. to have a low sex drive is okay

do you have narcolepsy? have a sleep test done.

💜🩷❤️💝💖💗💕 ☺️🥰

Date nights?🩷

Kyler I'm starting to think is borderline arrogant 😢😢 how is he with you Madison I mean do you feel that way even a little bit? I don't know him and I totally off here? I really really love you guys all of you please don't take this the wrong way. I love Tyler too but he seems a bit arrogant at times. Please let me know if I'm wrong and I hope that I am! LOL😂❤

I love you guys and I have been a supporter for YEARS. I will say though that I don't think it's this one isolated incident with Kyler. It's that he's been this way for years. He just has a way of coming off insensitive and unattached at times. Like he's a little self centered and he comes off rude and kind of like sarcastic at times. I remember when you were very stressed out with the kids and you had just had Oliver and he would go play golf instead of helping you with them. There's been several times that your audience has expressed this to ya'll, this is far from the first time we've pointed out that we don't love the way he talks to you or acts toward you Mad. You are a sweet, fun, amazing mom Madison and we just want the best for you. Also, I have had 6 kids and my body suddenly stopped making FSH (follicle stimulating hormone) and I stopped having periods at age 34. My hormones are completely out of whack and it has changed my life, not for the better. My muscles started deteriorating.

It seems to me like madison is overwhelmed with all that she has to handle with the kids. I think that if Kyler would set out some time to help her with the kid stuff, it would allow her to feel more relaxed and more likely to make more time for the two of them

when your wife is speaking about such a sensitive story in her life, you shouldn’t be worried about impressing/ fooling the audience, you should be paying close attention to her emotionally & be in tune with her emotions because she chose to share her sensitive story to help others out there in the same situation or bring awareness to the cause for the safety of others. I’m sure there is therapy for a spouse to better understand your wife’s emotions. Coming from a good place, Madi deserves tender care and understanding.

If this is the case, he should have done his research prior to airing this sensitive topic on the podcast/RU-vid. When speaking to an adult or child of sexual, verbal, mental, and physical abuse your attention needs to be on them. This signals you care and you are listening.

Im really glad you addressed this, Madison. Thanks

So funny when Madison said: you need to let your petals out, you need to be flowery 2 secons later Madison: this drink is sooo good Kyler: this drink is fairly decent 🤣🤣

I understood what he meant.. he meant she was lucky that it wasn’t worse which she is lucky it wasn’t worse…..meaning there were worst things that could of occurred in that situation. Not that is was okay what so ever…. People take anything out of context! You guys are awesome!! & love listening to your podcast 🥰

Haha you and Kyler’s relationship is me and my husband to a T 😂 I feel like I get Kyler cause of it so no hate at all! I’m married to someone just like that 😂 but I love it! Your podcasts I always feel so connected! Love hearing them!

This is information I would love to know! I hate its so expensive bc I think knowing this stuff would be so beneficial to so many. I’m curious if there’s foods I’m eating that I’m allergic to 😬 I deal with breakouts. Makes me so sad 😢

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I understood Madison’s parents lived in Utah but I must’ve heard wrong

People in the caveman days did not have red meat every day, they lived off plants and legumes mostly and had to hunt for their food, unlike today where u can eat red meat for breakfast, lunch. and dinner!! U can eat things like peas, beans and nuts and gain good amounts of testosterone. You can also find it in leafy greens or in fish as well :) everything in moderation.

Also though, high stress/cortisol can make your testosterone low....which can also result in low libido. It's all a ripple effect! I would look into the root cause of your low testosterone before getting shots- just something to look into!

You should totally do a live stream for Halstons concert and have some friends in person. That way Halston has “hundreds of people watching her” even if it’s virtual.

Maddison, I have the SAME thing with my sleep. I legit have always been able to just sleep and sleep my mom and my husband thinks I need to get sleep study done or something. It’s a whole thing… I’ve been getting blood work done and all that too.

I live in Utah what is the place called in Provo I live very close to Provo. I have tried finding a wellness place like that. I also have fatigue and other things similar I need to get those tests even tho I’ve gotten tests like my whole life for health problems and can’t figure it out. Much love love you both

Kyler was just being kyler I think it maybe came across that he didn’t care but if u know the two of u kyler does care. Xx

Omg I have been a fishfam follower for years and I’m absolutely loving this podcast and how real you are Madison! I adore you guys and I can relate with you on many things you deal with with the anxiety, tiredness and hormone imbalance. It is very nice seeing I am not alone. It’s been years of dealing with this and of course as you know it’s hard to talk about. over the last couple months I have just started to dig into with it my doctor to see exactly what I am dealing with and what I can do to help it so it is crazy that you having been touching on these subjects at this point in time. Love yall 🥰 keep shinning bright ❤

You should see if there are any sports games or events that would like to have Halston sing the national anthem

Ryze mushroom coffee & Matcha helps with inflammation…

It’s gonna be Taylor! I’m so excited!

"umm can you go get them ". I'm dying over here 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I love this podcast

If I lived near you Madison, I would hang out with you every day!

Omg I want an invite to Halston’s concert! 😂💗💗✨

I love you guys always enjoy your podcast. Love your beautiful family.❤❤❤

The Amway XS energy drinks are sending me😂😂😂😂

post more vlogs with kyler you are soo cute

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Thanks for being vulnerable!!!

You should have Savannah Labrant on your podcast ! I love all the videos you guys did with them!

Love you fishfam