How well I understand all these lost, non conforming, disillusioned souls. I too wandered around attempting to find meaning in life. Eventually, after realizing that I was living a lie, I had no choice other than to confront myself.
Dark and claustrophobic . Who else would incite others to subscribe to these blanket interpretations of human interaction - is there no unexplainable reality /time or magic . Bleakness is not a sign of intellectualism