"This song feels like waking up from one of those really weird dreams when you take a nap in the afternoon and when you open your eyes it's already dark out and you feel so unsettled." -joolenka
this scares me too much, it makes me not want to move from the place where i am because it gives me shivers. but i can't stop listening to it, it's addictive
I used to listen to this song while I was struggling with anxiety and depression to calm myself, usually crying to death. Now, some years later, I listen to this smiling, finding comfort and feeling completely healed. Thanks Lana for helping me to heal with your music.
sorry lana but i prefer this remix than ur beautiful original piece. this remix makes me feel scared, sad, powerful and dramatic in a good way? if i could say and i love it sm
At last a remix that retains the haunting, other-wordly feel of the song and not remixed like an ibiza soundtrack. ibiza and dj's have a lot to answer for.
I paint my nails black, I dye my hair a darker shade of brown 'Cause you like your women Spanish, dark, strong and proud I paint the sky black You said if you could have your way You'd make a night time all today So it'd suit the mood of your soul Oh, what can I do? Nothing, my sparrow blue Oh, what can I do? Life is beautiful but you don't have a clue Sun and ocean blue Their magnificence, it don't make sense to you Black beauty, oh oh oh Black beauty, oh oh oh I paint the house black My wedding dress black leather too You have no room for light Love is lost on you I keep my lips red To seem like cherries in the spring Darling, you can't let everything Seem so dark blue Oh, what can I do? To turn you on or get through you Oh, what can I do? Life is beautiful but you don't have a clue Sun and ocean blue Their magnificence, it don't make sense to you Black beauty, oh oh oh Black beauty, oh oh oh Black beauty, ah ah Black beauty, ah ah Black beauty, ah ah ah ah Black beauty, baby Black beauty, baby Oh, what can I do? Life is beautiful but you don't have a clue Sun and ocean blue Their magnificence, it don't make sense to you Black beauty, oh oh oh Black beauty, oh oh oh Black beauty, oh oh oh Black beauty, oh oh oh
Sarah Farron YASSS this remix is tbh the best I ever heard of Lana’s. It keeps her aesthetic while not making it sound like party music, but nothing wrong with that.
I love this song because I understand stand it.i love my life and yes it’s not perfect but it’s so beautiful.i have my reasons on with I punch choke and cut myself though.and that is because I worry about my mom and then my family judges me and all of it is pure hell.when I try to be myself or when I like what I like they judge me until the tears of being judged have left my eyes.i would secretly take my pills and ended up in the hospital.when I took the pills my worry’s would’ve go away.it felt like I was being put to sleep and I liked it.when I hit or cut myself I laugh .i had a very abusive and messed up past.when I try to live the life I want to live it they judge me and I cry.
I hope you're doing better now. When you sense that someone is a good, genuine person, try to stick with them. As much as possible ditch those who abuse and condemn you. I want to tell you that I believe in you and know you'll get better, but I don't want to seem like some disconnected internet stranger. But really, I hope you are doing better. Try to identify healthy habits that make you feel good, such as painting or singing or hanging out with friends. The more of these healthy habits you have, the less you'll want to cut yourself. Changing your habits is hard, but invest in your future and put in the effort