It's been a long time since I tried to sew up the tears in this cheap outfit. Every week I go to your laboratory I always walk through the library floors thinking we're going to bump into each other I go up to the top floor and enjoy the view from the parapet I don't want to finish anything. Just think I saw my psychologist cry I think there, a little of both of us died We saw so much pain I tried to hide it, I didn't want you to feel the burden after all It was me who hurt about everything I cried I have no idea how you are What do you think or have experienced? Months have passed It's been a year I still hope you return Return from something I prevent How are you going to come back if I was the one who purged you? Months have passed and I always remember you I always regret not being who you deserved Who do you deserve Be happy somehow Please smile Please run Please take care Please love and be loved Please don't hate me or forget me
arıyorum geceleri bedenini hep ama sarılamadan ölürüm bu bi eziyet seni solumak için yaşadım bütün ömürü senden başkası bana yakışamadı pek çünkü seninle pekişti bütün duygularım çöküşdeyim her gece kafamda ben kurgularım çalıyor telefonum onlarca farklı çağrı seninle kapandı bu perde senaristi vurmalıyım nerdesin sen kimlesin sen kimlere değiştin aşkı birden ? olmuyor böyle bak bu yükler travmalar ben dahil içten