I remember watching your videos years ago they helped me get though many dark times of feeling suicidal and intense emotions.I spent many time in hospitals but now I'm training to be an expert by experience on personality disorders.I do monthly meetings with mental health professionals where I get to share lived experience of eupd aswell as advocating for what needs to change in mental health services in order for people to be more compassionate towards people who live with eupd.
I just want to say thank you !! I relapsed two days ago, I cut my throat, and I felt like it wasn't enough I went over the cut like nine times then my forearm, and it's soo horrifying I am scared of myself, and now binge watching your videos u really helping me! especially the video of how deep is deep enough, this is sooo important to hear! I feel like it's so similar to anorexia where it's never bad enough till u actually die, it's just an internal feeling and unachievable, and it's never enough and seeing them fade triggers me to cut again too, and I love seeing all the blood so much like that alone makes me want to do it again, I was clean before my longest was around nine months, I feel like it's beautiful how u encourage to comment and to open up, it makes me feel less alone in this, anyway thank you sending love and hugs
I’m both grateful and saddened to hear of your most recent experiences. I’m glad you can share comfortably, I want YP to be a safe space. Equally I’m sorry to hear things got really dark there. I hope I can upload more and more to keep us all going in the right direction. Stay strong and keep up the fight🔥🔥🔥🔥
That sounds like a interesting job. Im glad you have things to look forward to. Its really nice to watch ur video again. 😊 Am back at square one again. I ended up losing my job over a hug and lost friends again. So ive actually just stayed in bed or the house. It just floored me so much. Its a shame id just finished counselling too.
I watch all your videos on repeat and ive been clean properly for nearly a year (other than some small relapses) anyway, yes i agree lifestyle changes made the bigest impact. And to anyome who sees this try these things to distract yourself Reduce the sad music Go to gym Chnage job Change your diet Change anything small or big just for a change just to get out of any bad habits Anyway, hope everyone stays safe❤
Welcome back! Always love your content and am excited about your new book, will definitely be buying one when it's out. Go you! You're doing an amazing job and you are so valued and have so much good to share ❤
I'm so glad you uploaded again. YP feels like a safespace where things are openly talked about which definitely helps me. I recently relapsed after a while of being clean so your videos have been very helpful. Keep up the good work. You’re making a positive difference in people lives, thank you ❤
I hope youre doing okay mate ❤ 2023 has been pretty fucking shitty for me, relapsed quite a few times, almost killed myself multiple times, almost had to go to the er once. Im doing better now though :) i was diagnosed with autism and ADHD around a month ago, after doing undiagnosed for over 15 years. Its helped a lot, i dont feel as weak or wothless anymore. Im 72 days clean from self harm, but the urges are hitting today
Hello! Glad to see another video, and happy that things are moving forward for you. I just want to say thank you. Your videos have really helped me over the past several years, as I come to understand how I'm struggling, and learning that I'm not alone. As of today, I haven't relapsed in 4 months and 27 days, which is the farthest i've ever come. I know that your videos definitely helped me when it became really difficult. I wish you well on your future plans, and hope things can start going upward as well as forward for you.
Welcome back! Sorry to hear how much you were struggling but happy to hear that you're somewhat better now. I am graduating in a few weeks, 2 exams left. This year has been very stressful so far but I am optimistic that it will get better. Been clean from self harm for 12 weeks, relapsed twice but now it's been 2 week again. The urges are still going strong and I doubt that they will ever stop, been self harming for 4 years. But I think that I am learning to live with it in a better way and also to forgive myself when I relapse cause it's honestly not that big of a deal. What's been scaring me lately is that I hardly feel any emotions anymore and things that used to bring me so much joy don't make me feel anything. I hope I can overcome that soon
It’s good to „see“ you again. Sounds like a really tough time. I’m glad you made it through this time and that there have been positive changes for you. My last year / last months were a rollercoaster. Struggling again and again. Feeling isolated. Lonely. It’s hard to fight so hard for every good moment.
I’ve been binge watching your videos and I’ve got to say, this has really helped. as someone still in middle school, I used to struggle to the point where the only possible thing I could do all day was cry, cut, and hide in my room all day so no one could see. Last year I decided to try and better myself so I searched up self harm help and came across ur channel. since then I slowly came out of my bad habits and finally started to become less ashamed of my body, now letting my scars show without sleeves or baggy jackets. It makes me so happy to see your back but I’m glad you took your time because you deserve it just like anyone else. I wanted to let you know that the work you put in to helping youth like me is truly appreciated. and that you really did help me. I also felt the need to share this because despite providing tremendous help on the internet you are a still a human doing all of this for us and I think that’s the nicest thing I ever seen anyone do. Once again, I’m glad to see you’re back and I hope we can all improve as a community :) 🐱
I found your videos during the year after my own really shitty time. It's helped me so much not feeling alone and having someone who actually understands the issues we go through and not just from a book/or as a carer role. My year has been a mess but at this moment I'm somewhat OK. In my mid 30's I've just got an EUPD diagnosis, I start group therapy soon, I've had to give up a career I worked so hard for and am now looking to start something else that I honestly I'm not sure I'm capable of. I've not s/h'ed in a few weeks which is a plus but yeah... each day is a day to get through. Any ways rambled. Make sure to take care of yourself. You help so many people, but make sure to leave something for yourself :)
