Hey Russ! I'm a new subscriber i came from your tiktok anime inspired fashion. I know u as redrinox but imma call you Russ for now. Thank you for being vulnerable with us! Its great to find someone relatable :") 1. I honestly really relate to your identity crisis 😂 because I'm like that too. When I'm in the internet i feel free and I'm actually more cheerful and playful. But in reality I'm someone who has high social anxiety and low confidence in myself and my skills due to past traumas that haven't healed. Also i'm dealing with being "queer" . Anw my point is I masked my true self on the internet 😂 2. I am an self study illustrator. And i love to draw myself, fanarts or Original Characters. And my drawing style is using bright colors with cartoon-anime style(which im still developing) I love drawing because it helps me escape sh*tty reality and whenever I draw I feel like I'm in my own world. I guess in the end of the day I really want to be like my drawing someday. I feel like that hayao miyazaki meme where he's actually a "deep dark" person with cheerful drawing lmao. 3. But yeah close friends really are my helpers and saviours. They listen to me and... we're people with problems too that we can relate with each other and be safe with each other. I cherish them a whole lot and try to help them if I can. 4. I was taken aback with you being a gemini HAHAHA. I'm actually studying about astrological chart right now, i would love to read your chart 👀 If thats oke with you. Because astrology is actually much more deeper than that. I started studying astrology bcs I'm trying to figure out myself. I read my own chart and I saw glimpses of why I'm like this and that 🥲
