Life as an Autistic Teen (Autism, ADHD and Anxiety) 

Yeah most of this world is gray but I try my best to make people laugh and my parents as well and it feels great when they do laugh :D

Absolutely

She going to be friend zoned a lot even by the Jock's

"A colourful person in this gray world." I couldn't have said it better myself.

What a depressing comment, dude, go to a psychiatrist

@@The-Arsonists_7 omg same yayyy i love these personality traits uwuu

Y’all are not alone love your self and every obstacle you’ve over came 💯

@@veto1087 they aren’t personality traits

Something that confuses me is that there other children who are labeled “autism”, but they don’t use verbal language .

@@Sdoddi it’s a spectrum. Most people only see the black and white. The autism spectrum is more of a grey area, as no one person with autism possesses the same criteria as another. Also, looks can be deceiving. Even though someone may not be verbal, it doesn’t mean that they aren’t capable of understanding language.

omg same! its true she doesnt have to change herself to be dull

Everyone says that but in reality autistic people are severely irritating

Me as an autistic adult wanted to be her friend so baaad

Why there's gotta be always these kind of people in the comments throwing around BFF sounding like charity? She probably wouldn't want to be your friend, all kids are the same and you were most likely no different of all of her school mates, stop trying to get praise on youtube comments

@@dirt_xo It’s not our fault and if you tell us to stop doing something that we don’t know is annoying we’ll do it

I’m an autistic woman and married to my favorite neurotypical. It makes me happy to see this comment!

@@djsaintmusic7819 Your husband is very lucky to have you, congratulations! I wish one day to marry my beloved Krista.

@@abrahamdiaz3648 I actually have a wife but thank you anyways!

@@djsaintmusic7819I have adhd lmao, but I find autistic people very cool

@@PyroJovanny912 on behalf of autistic people, thank you! You’re cool too!

im a 38 yr old female who wasnt formally diagnosed til my 30s ive had the complete opposite experience. unless ur nonverbal everyone expects you to have that same secret file she mentioned in the beginning. people have no parience or apprecitation of people who learn differently

@@SyrianSoaper It's because we're "high-functioning" so they expect way too much of us. They don't see the side we hide from the NT world. Where we get tired, sad and burned out.

@@PhoenIXPhantasies Ouch. NT rational in the personality test? I think she is actually more interesting than most people but less well understood. What is so great about living your life as a cog (breeding, getting fat, and dying without understanding the world or anything; she is very creative but sadly, she doesn't have the support system to channel that creativity into something productive or meaningful besides art drawing which has no value. But, many people are overlooking her flaws because she is a thin white girl who has been groomed well. The comments would be completely different if she was an obese black teenager in the hoods.

@@SyrianSoaper it’s a shame you’ve been treated that way. I’ve met plenty of people who appreciate it, thought not until adulthood unfortunately.

where and how did you get your diagnosis?i really wanna gett tested but im afraid my parents and family wil just make fun of me nd tell me its a wste of time

Bubbly😁👌👍

Bubbles from Powerpuff Girls.

For real! He should do another interview with her. She seems like she would be absolutely _owning_ life!

I love her mind. Ellie is perfect girl. 🌞

And I am pretty sure she can raise one eyebrow! She is so cool :D

She'll have crushes pestering her, night and day. She probably already does. When I was her age, I would have thought she was the cutest girl in school, and probably would have made friends with her immediately..

Same. People love talking to me now, which is a huge change from the rejection, fights and bullying that I received throughout all of elementary through high school.

I got diagnosed at 26 and I still have no friends

@Alyssa Mello you could definitely try finding similar people. It's hard. But worth it.

@@nikosucksatskating I'm trying

i have the same diagnosis as her and an IQ of 137. Thats something that happens often parallel with this diagnosis.

​@@SuperCybertiger There is no correlation between (Asperger-)Autism and IQ. Those people, independent of their IQ, are just more conspicuous. Hence, people with higher IQs and those disorders are more likely to be diagnosed and tested (which is a standard procedure when diagnosing someone with something neurodivergent). People who are highly intelligent, but don't have any disorder, are less likely to be tested. I have an IQ a bit higher than that (I also have evidence, but that's not the point), but I wasn't primarily tested for my IQ, but because I have OCPD and comorbid OCD, which made be more prone to being tested and conspicuous. Just for further clarification: you generally said that intelligence and autism or linked whatsoever, which isn't true. If one takes your comment literally and out of context, then yes, a diagnosis and IQ testing go hand-in-hand.

Amazing that you know ''most people'' and how they are and their age.

​@@sonicmaths8285As far as I am aware, there is currently a correlation between both fluid and crystallized intelligence with aspergers. I'm wondering where you got the info that disproves this?

@@Hiro_515 My gosh, there obviously isn’t one. Through common sense and some (proper) research you will arrive at the same conclusion. Also, you seemingly don’t understand statistics, so let’s look at that purely speculative phenomenon closer: Suppose there exists a “correlation” (mark/highlight this word), then this doesn’t mean just because you have Asperger’s you automatically are more knowledgeable and intelligent then the average person. It would just primarily show us that there exist people who also are intelligent and have Asperger’s. If otherwise, then we have the situation as I have already mentioned above. Correlation isn’t causality, which is assumed here, but this isn’t true at all. Asperger (or autism in general) doesn’t imply intelligence in the least. There exist way more Asperger-people with average IQ scores then there are otherwise. It would highly interest me where you have found your information proving this ridiculousness.

Ditto ‼️😊👍❤🧡💛💚💙💜

Yes. Most people are so mean and dull whereas she's so uplifting and sweet. Having a person to always remind you of the bright side of life in their own special way must be amazing.

i hope she's read this comment

This is why we need more autistic people just being themselves.

Thanks 💜 That's what I always say when people talk down on autism. We're actually better humans than NT's.

Most underrated comment!

Its a good thing to think about, alot of people dont know when to stfu

@@latenightcake5881 and some of those "a lot" of people may have mental health disorders. So don't purposely be insensitive, try be nicer to others and maybe they won't have negative self thoughts like this, that do not assist in their mental well-being.

Can relate even if you don’t have any disorders

@@ScorpioFortuneTarot everyone could have mental health issues. some of those could involve sensitivity to talking or social anxiety. ignoring others' needs can go either way.

same here.

Nice to see some representation.

Fight the good fight. Being aware is what a lot of people are afraid of, and many people dismiss a diagnose as a "label". But it actually helps to give a vocabulary to problems that people experience. That's why we have diagnoses. Not to label people, but to help people.

Almost the same here but CPTSD, also diagnosed at 32. It is a relief to see how girls now receive the diagnosis, and therefore the correct support, at an early age. I have met other women also diagnosed with autism and ADHD + complex trauma in their thirties and our life stories are similar. A good thing is that we are not alone, you are not alone. I empathize with you from a distance and encourage you to take off your masks to be your authentic and wonderful self. I live in Lima, Peru.

@@LaykaSnail where did you go to diagnose yourself?

I think they care, but they also want to help her develop the basic level of control and social awareness that helps her relate to others for her benefit. I love marvel super heroes, always have. But as an adult, I am aware that it would be confusing to just start spouting off random marvel facts at my job or during social events where other people have dozens of different interests that don't pertain to the current event we are attending. Everyone has interests, sure. But not every event is a time to talk about your interests. That's just normal life, and I am glad to hear they are helping her adjust to that so that she doesn't run into complications later in life when she meets new people who don't know her (who will be far less understanding in most cases)

Yeah it can be unfair and lonely sometimes. To just have your special interest hushed up. And then what if you never are allowed to talk about it? Why can’t we have more of a balance at least.?

she acts normal. idk is she really autistic. Shes like a 20 yr old that acts like a kid and very jolly

@@pripyat.sadboi8092 That's extremely common for those on the spectrum.

@@pripyat.sadboi8092 I swear if the title didn’t say she was Autistic I wouldn’t of realised

Nopee

@Ryan Alex the way she explain things and how she confront everything with such creativity.

She has star quality for sure. And as far as autism goes I’d like to just show this or her to everyone I’ve hear make an ignorant comment like when a family member told me my son was “too smart” to be autistic when we had some concerns. He’s finally speaking and more than likely has sensory processing disorder and yes he’s very intelligent and just a joy to be around but I can’t stand the ignorance and misinformation. And I’m not trying to be negative but people on the spectrum are so unique and there’s so many different levels and different personalities and strengths and quite frankly they’re beautiful souls , too bad some see it as a negative reflection on them. I want to say well you’re not that smart so don’t worry no one thinks he’s getting any intelligence from you anyway 🙄🙄🙄

@@rissadingram4548 It reminds me of what my mum said, so many of us are on some level, we are all unique. I went for an aspergers assesment because of some sensory overload issues and my score was only 2 points below the amount needed for a diagnosis of asd, 24 when 26 is needed, but I have spent 40 years convincing the world that I am like everyone else I have got too good at it maybe. Life is a mixed bag. I am sure your son is a joy and I hope he likes being unique

@@dantaylor333 I think a lot more of us are on the spectrum than most people would imagine.

She does actually, its called prepareyourchairs unfortunately she doesn't really upload videos maybe she'll read these comments and do it more Or maybe she's not 18 yet so comments are disabled and she doesn't know how awesome she it

@@AndreyGuild I just spoke to her and she is on board! 🤩so yay!

Don't smoke you'll regret it

Smoking is a horrible life long addiction that will haunt the user, same goes with alcohol.

⁠@azimpremji1514Agree speech therapy is very important and improved my speaking a ton but one year they left so now I slip up on some of my words and now I have an accent. When I play online games people always think I'm from another country and they always ask if I'm French or assume I'm French, I find it funny.

Hey im on my late 20s and still watching anime. Nothing wrong with that

Same. I'm 19 and I'm currently watching Disney Junior

pumfeethermodynamics3286 - Exactly 💯

She’s a genius and a bean! Get this girl a RU-vid channel!

Autism isn't contagious please don't spread disinformation on this youtube channel. What's next, vaccines cause autism? Please go be a jerk elsewhere. Thanks.

Yeah she should be a youtuber with that kind of joy

You are beautiful just the way you are 🥰 Don’t be ashamed of your personality! God loves you like His own child ❤️ I’m glad the video helped you

@@Hellohihey670 Aw thank you, that's very sweet!

I’m so glad! And I love your name🤗🥰

I'm autistic as well

You sure? I mean, any kind of animation are not all made for kids in mind! They are just a medium, not a yin-yang genre! LOL

literally

@@sirmoony5633 wut

@@quanleandinglean6950 Oh, it is just art! You're probably confused! Ohohohoho! LOL

@@sirmoony5633 i am confused, but what is yin-yang you were talking about?

Totally agree! She's an individual, she is herself, just let her be. She's so sweet and would be a blast to be around. Unfortunately someone has told her her whole life that she's different, somethings wrong, and that in itself changes the brain. But I think she's awesome. She will go places

As a person in highschool, high schoolers are so judgmental. It's like a competition everyday going to school to be popular or trying to be cool and act like someone you aren't, specifically American highschool.

@@fbiagent3998 You are correct! But have you tried other countries high schools? They're the exact same. Also, everyone is judgemental AFTER high school, but trust me, you will find a point where you wont give a crap anymore and THEN you will be free and happier than ever. People told me I'd be lucky to have 2 real friends as an adult, and they were right. My 2 friends don't care what I do or say or how I act they stick around and don't care about what's "popular" and everyone else will use you then ignore you, sooo screw em! Remember these words and come back to say "Hi" one day

How do you know any of that? Are you her friend IRL, or are you just writing fan fiction about a person you don’t even know?

I completely agree. I was a male version of her. I drew a lot of parallels with the way she is and how I grew up. I adapted but it takes time. You build confidence and skills over time. It’s not easy but everyone has their own struggle. She different but I don’t think she has a “learning disability” or autism. I hope she understands that although she has a different way of seeing the world it’s a gift not a hinderance.

It's funny!!! Deep depression an anxiety kinda feels the same way when making the simplest decision like changing lanes when driving or paying for groceries at the register.

That was a horrible explanation that was just not knowing the answer on a test and feeling self conscious about it

Being autistic in a neurotypical world is like being a penguin trapped on land in an ostrich farm. All clumsy and overwhelmed while the ostrichs run around elegantly. Now switch the scene and put the ostrichs and penguins in the water.

@@AlexFromnic it was a metaphor for social interaction

@@brickalmonds3531 Yeah. Not autism.

Yea it seems like she has aspergers not autism. My friend whose autistic can't really talk to people normally like she can

@@houseis that’s why it’s called Autism spectrum … it’s literally a spectrum from mild to moderate. Everyone is different.

She does need to improve

@@xxphhhxx6921 on....

@@xxphhhxx6921 on what?

I never thought about making a world that conforms to me! 😍🥰❤️😍I think I’ll go do that now.

its always important to love and accept yourself but not changing yourself and trying to make the world conform to you is an optimistic but naive ideal. the world wont conform to you but its important to not erase everything that makes you who you are, dealing with autism is all about finding a middle ground

Natalie 💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️ ❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚 You put it in perspective for a lot of different people in the world 🌎 today.

​@Emularis I completely agree, and would like to add that it's always a balance of both. In this interview, it's barely noticable that she has a special condition, apart from some strange contradictory statements. But I assume it's because she's already worked so hard on trying to fit in. Also changing the world around you isn't simple if you aren't accepted in the world. It might get easier with time, idk. But I do hope she doesn't conform to the boring lifes of so many people and forgets about the bright and colorful spirit most people push away after school, because that's not something "adults" do.

That's a dumb ideology.

So true, she’s great!

Better than most people

Please don't infantilise autism

You say that as if you spent anytime talking to the people you've "known"

it gonna be so much fun if you "only" hang out with kind of us for a day or two. Meh, you gonna learn when you meet one. I guess all ADHDER know what I was referring to.

Hub material

@@LSK2K ayo 😳

Thank you momma! That is exactly why we did it 🥰 hugs

Teletubbies though...

@@DGneoseeker1don’t judge ppl. Autistic ppl are often drawn towards acting and doing younger things. It doesn’t change anything about her

@@DGneoseeker1 what’s wrong with that???

@@DGneoseeker1 I love kids shows, I am a kid myself. Have you seen the 40 yr old adults liking bluey.

@@DGneoseeker1 genuinely what's wrong with that????

Organized chaos is the best description I have ever heard 💀

Very true

ya I was diagnosed with the exact same 3 disorders and this comment section is pretty awesome

You a girl too?

@@ploopybear I genuinely wish you were my girl

@@corpmobb4134 thanks I'm a dude sorry. also I think the having 2 brothers is a big part of it

Absolutely!

Thank you! We have always let her be HER! She is the best. Everyone LOVES ELLIE!

@@Charmander009 Tons of amazing people come from the Moron religion. The leaders may be corrupt, but most of the followers of Mormonism are solid. :p That said, tons of geniuses are autistic leaning. Not all of them are over dopamined fireballs of psychosis.

Exactly!! Her family is amazing!! ❤️

@@Charmander009 you do know and understand the autistic spectrum correct? Maybe not? It’s a whole spectrum with so many varying levels and can be shown differently between the male and female genders. A lot of autistic people are very very bright intelligent people. You can look up famous people with autism who did or were apart or very big things.

I feel the same 😁

right lmao i want to watch some anime w/ her

Face the wall

No you wouldn't

Airwave2k2 ?

SAME

@@CandyMan2001 it is, bc the way girls are raised forces them to mask. but that's not always the case

Same

Me too

Same

Same

Same

hey buddy im a american white boy can we be friendz

¡Sí! Verlo me hace pensar "ser empático no es tan difícil ¿verdad?

I have Autism.

how old is yer son ?

Hey, my son is 4 and is autistic as well. I love him to death and this interview gave me a little bit of peace of mind and hope. I wish your son all the best and I hope you find strenght in you necessary to give him what he needs to thrive. God bless.

@@replicant8532 I'm a teenager and I can guarantee you that even if I have many friends I would love to have a friend like the girl in the video, so if your son is gonna be like that just know that there are many people who will love him as he is

Hi mom

Tbh autistic people don’t ‘improve’ and forcing them to act neurotypical is extremely harmful and traumatic

And respectful, and not like how the evils of society want women to dress... like these music videos you see today.

@@edwin99901 agree

Fr

for real though

Shout out to the amazing parents and brothers too! I bet they encourage her to be herself

​@AbdulRahman-lv5pjwhat is that? herb name?

​@@johannyrivas9607 He probably means this stuff that is in brokkoli, sulphoraphan I think it was. People with autism seem to have a deficiency, but so far no one knows why.

Me too. I'm 18, and just discovered I have autism. I used often to act like I was normal, as you said, and to fit in character that was not me. Now, I finally have the courage to be myself 😊

Although I don't have autism, I was in a primary school that did not let me feel like I am myself. Now i'm in secondary school and I can finally feel happy and be myself!

@@snowypaw101 that's amazing

What is normal?

@@anjarsulaiman3766 behaviour rules enforced by society

Same!

Of course

❤❤ I’m a 14 yo boy with Autism, ADHD, CPTSD & Conduct Disorder!

I myself have autism

¿Tonto? ._.