Hi Tim! I am praying for you asking God at this moment to give you His peace that passes understanding. And that He will honor your efforts with the favorable outcome you desire for the full-time residency.
Dear Tim.... Shame on me... The pain in my leg and my foot,after my gangrena and my polymyopathy,being somehow umbereable,me not willing to use painkiller opioïds,In desperation,there I am,with my little bag of china white,empty now.... What the fuck???? At nearly 70,I am on this bumpy road of addiction,withdrawal,re addiction,re withdrawal,and so on since my twenties,and I feel miserable Tim..... I know myself,It will be 3-4 days using,then,feeling strong to cope with the pain,I will go through a light but frightening wtrwl,and that until my next weakness against pain...Am I cursed??? We are never totally free of addiction if we have an ailment which keeps us in pain......terrible 2024 coming,I presume ...
