Linkin Park singer's wife reflects on day he died 

Sorry for your lost

Pro gamer moment 🤘🏼

My dads last words to me were “I’m scared”. He died from COVID. Every single day is a slap in the face, since he passed. It’s not right it’s not fair. He didn’t deserve to die that way.

August Winterman You’re talking out of your ass. Humans protect and love them closest to themselves but they do not care about anybody outside of this group. They tell themselves they do, but they really don’t. Just look how many „care“ about children in Africa starving to death, but how few are actually doing something about it, we have more than enough food for all humans, we just don’t care. You can’t tell me, you‘d do anything for your bakery owner, gas station attendant etc. They are all part of your life.

Did I Do That Reminds me of „and you’re angry, and you should be, it’s not fair“. My condolences

That songs so creepy now since he died R.I.p chester We listened but that time it was too late.

Was he warning about suicide or the abuse he suffered as a child

ha the song lol. i got that one.

It's crazy how he almost spoke his future in his songs

What song?

It hits u in waves. When u attempt, it's a spur of the moment thing. After I attempted, I always thought "why did I fucking do that?" But with depression, it's a disease. It's unpredictable. As for people saying "they were so happy before." They're holding the memories they have of the person and holding it under a microscope. Nothing more, sadly.

That’s how it was for me. I got this wonderful high that lasted several days. It was them moment I realized I was in control and there was an end to the pain. I don’t care if it was only pain for another month I had enough, I wasn’t going another day, I called my parents and told my mom my decision , I was so happy and free, It was an amazing feeling. I used my few day high to do a massive amount of research and diagnosed myself with a very rare dopamine deficiency. And got on the correct medication and I’m past that part of my life now still live every day in pain but it’s livable.

He was murdered

​@@Ah_Yoteget the fuck out of here. That's so disrespectful.

and it often happens that in a depressive phase one has no drive to do anything, not even to kill oneself. That's why more people kill themselves during peak periods when they have more energy

My favourite song . When I heard it live I fcking cried

“And don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling empty, keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest” 😞😞😞

I can't listen to that or Shadow Of The Day anymore without being brought to tears 😞

True said

I cried the first time I heard it but if you followed them as much as most of us millennials, he definitely gave the signs and I was devastated for his family and friends. The music never gets old but I can't listen to anything after his passing cause I don't see them as Linkin park without him. Such a beautiful soul gone 😢. Miss his presence in this world

Coorslite Yes, the title is RUDE.

I understand: In death, a member of project mayhem has a name. His name is Chester Bennington.

Coorslite will we never get a new album of the band again

Coorslite also he is an atheist

Ben Sign he isn’t a atheist

Bro you fake it too huh ?

You aren't normal, but its a good thing. The ones that are happy with this shitty pointless world are normal.

Its good to be diferent.

My family invite me to family events - I cannot continue acting like I’m happy and that life is good - I totally get it @METTI1986LA

wearing a mask or a bunch of them are exhausting as fuck..

🙏🤍🌹

It sure is exhausting

I was falling to depression. Many terrible thoughts every day. Then i picked up my pieces and I am fighting it. For me and my little daughter. There are many people who lost the fight but there are many other people who fought really hard and are doing well. Please don’t give up, you are very special! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve seen a video on youtube about an young man who tried to killed himself but survived. He said that the minute he pulled the trigger he regretted it.

I'm with the whole belief he Chester was done away with as was cornell and Kate and Bourdain all linked to podesta and Clinton crime spree and nobody dare talk about it

That’s not why he died, he was murdered because he was going to expose a pedo ring

I can totally relate to that which sucks a lot . Still dealing with it after it being over 10 years.

Ele também minha infância foi um inferno até dentro da casa de onde mora sofria descriminação me hominhava me batia sofre bullying verdadeiro inferno 😓😪💔

Nobody will ever help anyone. A troubled childhood is what most of us have. They shut down all of the mental health system in America a long time ago because it's cheaper to let people with problems die than to help them.

Yes but he was human and gifted… that made it worth living for

@@blufftonyarngirl Takes a lot longer than 10 years to heal, but it will get better! It will.

STEVE SANCHEZ the irony that the topic of this video is based on suicide. You do realize that if someone actually killed them self based off of you telling them to do so, the police will coming to your doorstep right? For your sake I hope your stupid ass doesn’t get yourself in a situation that you wish you would never gotten involved in.

White Girls are my Kryptonite Womp Womp!!!

CLOCKS TICKING you know they have a shit too of content way more meaningful than HT and meteora right? Chester would have loved for everyone to hear all of them at least once

YES. same, here. this and chris cornell completely knocked the shit out of me. i did shed some tears and felt like i was mourning more than men, but i was mourning my high school and college years!! joseph, it's not that we just "sing their songs," and if you really think that, then you have never had any experience worthwhile when it comes to music. i mean, what is the point of listening to or watching anything if you aren't going to search for meaning or pieces of yourself, your life, and your experiences within? that's how humans relate to the world in every way. it's what separates us from robots and psychopaths. anyway. to just "sing" the lyrics is to completely miss what the artist is expressing. and i am the opposite, i can't listen to them and a lot of other old favorites, anymore. i feel like it's revisiting something that i can't ever get back, and that makes it a very strange, and sometimes, somber experience. idk, i have embraced new music and different bands to make sure i'm not dwelling too much on the past. i look forward to my future and the right music can completely change my mood and disposition by dragging me back into the past or pumping me up for what's coming next.

Chester had just lost one of his close friends Chris Cornell to suicide by hanging in May and then decided to do the same exactly two months later. Tragic!

Really

or they may become a Joker...

From someone who took a First Aid class in college, I can confirm that this is very true. Most people who are suicidal end up being the happiest moments before they attempt to take their life

Very true, ive been suicidal and was almost relieved thinking about ending my life but i survived thru it

i am the senate I‘m sure your first aid class gives you a lot of authority on that issue.

😢

😢​@@mrbobcat2928

Gosh you are so right there.

That is so true.

Just he is perfect. I like him and forever will

He had "rock- soul" You can only sing the way he did if you've gone through some stuff.

@@nicolebrown5987 like Kurt Cobain as well

And now he's hanging around

@@howard1852 say what?

BlackReality87 truth

Exactly.

@Sharon Novak how are you now dear? And can you tell me how does medication work?

True. I have c-ptsd. That comes with depression, suicidal thoughts and alot of other bullshit. Every suicide attempt I made I never told anyone

Aw!

Reading through all the comments…some are nice…some are people talking out their arse. This is the only pure comment I’ve read… I’ve never suffered a suicide in the family..but god knows I understand the subject. I can 100% assure you that you are spot on. Beautifully wrote. Thank you for sharing, and sorry for your loss. I promise to spare some thoughts for your brother, for as long as I can hold them for.

Interesting take. You just hope there’s a solution to their emotional and mental pain. Nobody wants to die, they simply want the pain to go away.

@@FOXAMG63 Exactly. It's the PAIN to go away. What I have learned seeing loved ones through illness, it just to live life 'one day at a time'. Most suicides take place late at night or when fatigued. Just get through that night. It there has been an 'event', such as the loss of a loved one (often a cause for severe depression), just one day at a time. Also try to focus on all that you can do to help yourself, little stuff including nutrition to help your brain.

Interesting perspective. May your brother Rest In Peace.

there is peace in death. It is final there is nothing else

I feel like even if he felt the outpouring of love his family, friends, and us fans had for him , it still wouldn't have been enough. I am depressed all the time, and it's not by choice. Its like drowning and there's no way up.

He had previous attempts, she shoulve been more cautious and knowledgeable about his husbands condition.. you would know, there is something wrong with your husband, whether he speak about it or not tho.. youre his partner.. shm

"Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong" 😥 there were so many signs. We'll miss him, but we'll keep his memory alive.

Essa doença e uma desgraça se a gente não for forte ela arrasta nos depressivo pro buraco infelizmente dói muito essa bosta 😓😓😓

@@SIDGAF It's not really on her to babysit him 24/7, and when you work at something all the time and think its improving you tend to relax a little bit. It's nothing any of his family or friends can do. When you are depressed that badly that you are ready to give up on everything, he knew people loved him, and he cares about their feelings but just gave up. Your own mental health is only controlled by yourself.

All true unfortunately. I am finding it same way no doubt. For years now. This times are tough to and I am not surprised people hang themselves on daily basis. This world just sucks with all modern society and system created.

Thank you,we'll said.

Sadly that's the truth

@@doodbropersonthing8558 Happy for you.

@@VictorSeedorsky It does suck in ways and COOL in other ways. My experience is that I could never figure out who I was. Didn't realize my own identity. I without realizing it, had thoughts of I'm not much like anyone else I know. Everyone else's thoughts were off kilter to my own. No biggie I thought, but it's an awkward feeling, unsettling. Just last few years, I realized I'm just me, whether no one else is like me, gets me, ok, do me. Huge decision/choice to do me, cuz at that point I didn't know me without the ruckus going on in my head. So rather than looking around I looked in. My "in" is different from most, just is. For one, I don't make friends. I have in past, it wasn't hard. But my true me isn't that person. We are told we should have as many friends as possible from childhood. Turns out, that's not me. I'm not "comfortable" I don't want anyone having expectations of me. Not that I'm anti social, hate people, the point is I realized social butterfly is not my role, I'm not that crowd, others are. Still not sure entirely what my "role" is but Im learning as I go, for myself, just for myself, not to become someone I'm not for any reason. If I allow myself to get to into my head, I fall into the trap of overthinking. Sorry just thought I would share. God Bless

Thank you my sentiments exactly They have 6 kids She is AMAZING

She was literally screaming on the 911 call

How do you know that?

I'm the same way I never show at all

- Pᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ Cʀɪᴍᴇ - You look and sound like an incel, so I don’t blame you...

It wasn't suicide they killed him for the trafficking documentary

@@ikilledtheghost4844 I just read an article about the crime scene there was wet carpet security cameras “weren’t setup” even though he had a stalker and made sure to have protection his own mom thinks he was killed and he was turning his life around I think there’s a lot of foul play involved

@@tylerblad6610 Because it's easier to think someone else is guilty, anyone. In that case something could be done. Putting the guilt on yourself or someone else gives you some peace. If you face the fact that nothing could be done and he was already lost, well then it sucks for a big time!

Why the f would any sane MAN feel sorry for a pretentous psychopath? She's a two-faced evil soulles creature. She never loved Chester.

Mike Shinoda was actually the main song writer in Linkin Park. Chester has a role in it but it was actually Mike who wrote a majority of the songs.

@@dperrierb But it simply doesn't make sense....By the musics Mike would have suicidal thoughts

@@arthurm.8007 no, that's not how music works. Otherwise, every musician thatsde sad songs would commit suicide. He's just a good songwriter. Doesn't mean he has suicidal thoughts.

Darren Perrier Most of the band wrote the songs I believe, right? Most Of the time mike

sometimes you realize this kind of things only afterward, unfortunately.

@Ret1173 no, it is NOT her fault.

@Ret1173 other people didnt notice anything so why does it only have to be Talindas Fault

@Ret1173 1. You can't make someone get help, you can only encourage it 2. What do her personal achievements have to do with anything? 3. Some people are so good at making it seem like they're okay on the outside, depression isn't one size fits all

@Ret1173 The man had been struggling long before Talinda came into the picture. It's not her fault and not everyone is equipped or understands how to help someone with severe depression. Everything you're mentioning, you don't think has already been tried? You have no idea what it's like to be with someone who has mental illness. My wife is and has been going through severe depression and has made suicide attempts, guess that's my fault as well according to your logic. No, it's not. She's made attempts long before me and it all began with early the childhood upbringing as with her, Chester had a terrible upbringing filled with abuse, molestation and who knows what else and when it implants in the psyche at such a young age..well you get a recipe for disaster as an adult. When you marry someone with depression, it affects everyone, some are better at hiding it and once they make up their minds that they want to take their life, they are gonna do it, there's only so much you can do, 24/7 monitoring is not realistic and no way to live for anyone, clinics will only monitor 24/7 for 2 weeks max and many fake being better cause they don't want to be in a clinic that long, so then what? Mood stabilizers, they can get abused and affect other parts of the brain overtime, again no way to live. The only true solution for him was to talk and be open and honest with those who are close on how he is feeling, empathy if you will has been the most effective, at least for me an my wife. In this case, he found an opportunity to take his life to stop the demons in his head and he took it.

Demon Slayer ... you mean in the performance ...

People should be glad she is being honest. You shouldn't have to feel or pretend to understand something like this if you can't relate. But the irony of it all is, that now she probably does know what it feels to be depressed since his loss. God bless her and their family. Rip, Chester.

He didn't write all the music.

Dan W Good job man. I hope you’re doing well today ♥️

Well done, mate!

How are you today?

Hope you are doing well...

Great job, buddy! Hope you're doing good now.

Me too.

Hard RIght I know how you feel I cant understand ehy he did It he had so much to live for. He sang so many songs that spoke to his inner pain but you cant tell when he needed help. Look at Jonathan Davis and how he coped. Its as all about how you deal with it I was abused when I was younger. I just cant justify taking my own life to deal with it.

same, ive literally never cried for anyone so much

Me too

EX DUECE yeah bro it's a sad thing

Suicides don't rest in peace.

Lakers fan that's very naive of you! Depression isn't based on your situation its a mental disease ! It can effect anyone. Think before you speak or type for that matter.

Lakers fan it's people like you who keep the stigma of mental health at thay a stigma. How dare you say if someone had this this and that he doesn't deserve to be unhappy. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain. Its not just something you can't get over in a whim. It needs to be treated like any other sickness. Just because it isn't a physical sickness doesn't mean that it should be treated anything less.

Didn't Chester also deal with sexual abuse as a child? Rich or not, that fucks your head up for life. What is this Lakers fan kid smoking. He did live in the 'real world', before he had a big band that blew up and made him financially successful. What an ignoramus. 95% of people don't 'struggle' to survive. We all live fairly comfortably. More and more people on this Earth are able to meet their basic needs than ever before.

Always will too. Just Got emotional thinking of Somewhere I Belong

Anthony Anthony you’re a fucking moron . He poured his emotions into his writing . depression is a literal fuckin illness you asshat. His music HELPED people .

This is me .. I go ind and out of bad and good periods of my depression.... It's hard ..

Playing life on easy mode

@@Cortanasboyfriend that comment got me so hard

Neither do I

The Masked Sam yeah the easy mode people would never understand

I don't believe her

Tim Cee--- They don't care what his name is at all. I'll bet they just did this for the kids, to get them to watch their shit. Disgusting.

They do, it's simply that a larger audience recognises "Linkin Park" than "Chester Bennington". What an absolutely ridiculous thing to complain about, and I've been a big fan since I was a teenager.

Trump Won. Move On. - oh boy. Most folks recognize the group name and then can make the association when they say his name in the piece. Folks really need to take a breadth...

Neo The Boxer Don't waste your breath; they're just looking for something to get bent out of shape over.

The larger audience is fully aware of who Chester and Talinda Bennington are these days. This much needed panel only existed because of the recent string of celebrity deaths. My point was this event happened to raise awareness and to point people in the direction of getting help. Using names would have certainly helped this video reach more people.

yes u are strong...have faith...life changes..God helps..

There, you are human evidence that it IS survivable!! It's all a cakewalk from here.

By the grace of God your still here. God has a purpose for your life. Pray that he reveals it to you..

Gabrielle's Gardenia's Girl, Kratom has taken many lives. Don’t take that shit if you’re working to stay alive! Wishing you peace

I understand your last sentence so much, only my problem is social phobia and chronic anxiety... which has limited my life so much it sometimes causes phases of depression. I'm a 24 year old woman and I can't even pick up the phone and make a doctors appointment because I'm so afraid of being rejected by whoever I'm speaking to. Forget about actually showing up to said appointment and talking to them about my problems... I'd die. I know it's illogical but my brain doesn't care and fills me with the level of fear you'd experience if a massive bear was charging at you. It's so messed up and feels hopeless. I don't have superpowers... I can't change my what my brain wants to do with just willpower... I've tried. To the outside world I'm a loser and a mooch for not having a job. Little do they know, I'm actually doing FANTASTIC with what I've been dealt. Most days I still find a way to be cheerful, help animals, and spread love to people who need it. Good luck to you. It's not your fault and you're not the only one. And I bet you have a huge heart. Don't forget you're just as valuable as anyone else.

Nikki Lea Exactly!

So true

He was depressed cuz Mike and Talinda Packed his schedule after his best f Chris killed himself. They ran him.

bob si dog that's not a bad thing, it would of kept him busy and his mind off of depression and suicide, it's the moment you alone and left to your thoughts, that's when the moment strikes

Exactly EKspeed. Notice how he did it when he came back home alone away from the family vacation.

❤

Yeah, he died two days before my 13th birthday, my 14th Birthday is next month and I plan to play Linkin Park songs nonstop on the anniversary of his death and listen to them on my birthday too.

beautiful soul... i think, he thought something different about his soul... his soul was black like my... and its hard to show the people, that your soul is white, when it`s in truth black...

You mostly are younger than me - do your RESEARCH on how the news LIES - DEAH HOAX - LOOK AT TALINDA - big head big hands give away an Adams apple cant continue to see this fooling the Masses -

The thing is in most surroundings, people start to avoid you if you are in a constant negative mindset. There are hundreds of tutorials on how to stay away from negative people, labelling them as toxic. Alot of times, these "toxic people" are highly sensitive, emotional and caring people, while alot of the "forced positives" focus on success and enjoying themselves (pure egoism). Depressed people such as myself have to choose between putting up a smile every day, or loosing everyone. Unfortunatly i`ve chosen to be myself and lost everyone. I understand everyone, that goes with the mask, but in the end it doesn`t really matter. No one cares if one more light goes out.

Chet Coyote so true. People suffering from depression learn to hide their sorrow.

Chet Coyote, My dude do you even listen to his music? Its in his fucking songs he is always screaming out in every fucking song.

Aw!

Even if he didn't talk about it, there are very subtle signs like even the slightest change in their behavior, patterns, or actions that can seem just out of character. They should be a cause for concern.

I forgot him the next day actually.

@@243wayne1 clearly not, you're here on this video

@@nadia-xy3qj Nobody cares.

@@243wayne1 you cared enough to click the video and comment 😂 you're pathetic

@@243wayne1just cause you forgot doesn’t mean everyone else will forget him

It’s just hard for people to accept that. If someone who had „everything“, can‘t get out of depression, who else can? Some might ask: How could I do it, if he couldn’t?

no amount of money can make happiness

SO SO TRUE. In these days if you do not have a sense of perspective you will go mad ,you will go insane. Join us as we do our little bit using our music and messages to shine some light in these challenging times. UNITY IN DIVERSITY, TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER.

I totally agree with you.

This reminds me of the actor William who made people laugh all over the world. I loved this one movie called Mrs Doubtfre. Hope that's the correct spelling.

Absolutely the realest truth 💯

Yup :(

@@Mary-AnnThorson I got through all of this as well and if I understand it with my eightheen years, I know that nothing in my whole life costed me more than this depression. And finally understanding that you just think that life is not worth this high cost

This is completely true... I felt such a relief couple of months ago because I was finally looking forward to "something" in this case to just end my life. It was weird and I knew why I felt relief but I liked it. After months of big rock on my chest, no being able to breathe, losing 15kg... I can really relate to that.

This is why Instagram too and everyone’s stories is a load of shit.

🥀 Rest in Peace Chester! 🥀

SSJ4 Vegeta because Chester Bennington is and always be immortal in our hearts.

SSJ4 Vegeta. Yes!!! LP for life!

Honorable Catsmeat Where's your proof of this?

Tom Le magnifique Linkin Park is the best!

Nice seeing u here Nike

xxnike629xx It’s because there’s no hope for people who are depressed these days. It’s either grit your teeth and get on with it, or die. There is no inbetween.

I'mposs ible I agree 💯

I'mposs ible It wasn't talked about 150 years ago.

meditate is the answer.

just listen to music and heavy metal fuck those people

because not everyone knows him by name? the entire point of the video is mass appeal?

@@ryshed4365 are u serious ???? linkin park is one of the biggest rock band in music history . and chester was the front man of the band and people not knw his name ?????

@@misssen26 I think he means everyone knows the name Linkin Park, but not everyone knows the name "Chester Bennington"

Because hes the bastard son of John Podesta. RIP Chester.

Im OK with the title. A lot of people won't know who chester is, but know linkin park. More clicks, more awareness with the way the title is. The description explains more detail about the video.

Very true. Successful people commit suicide all the time. Money does not buy happiness.

Mor M21 such a beautiful voice

Mor M21 no

Mor M21 sometimes its the worst thing for damaged ppl. He lived so many lives with the money he made, so the volume of experience must be far beyond someone in a small town. Might be easy to let go if "nothing" can make it better.

No shit idiot!

They killed him he was about to expose a human/child trafficking ring

@@ikilledtheghost4844 that was a conspiracy theory. Let's just respect him, his family, friends and band.

Maybe he's also with dimebag, Eddie Van Halen, and Paul Gray

They’re rocking it somewhere, I know it.

And Layne Staley and Andrew Wood

@@andrewsallee3060 And Eddie Van Helen

Christ, try to imagine what Cobain, Cornell, and bennington would sound like harmonizing together. I would be at that show regardless of cost.

Hey dear how are u doing now ?

@@shidhichauhan1123 much much better now. 🙂hope you are doing well too❤

When I was dealing with depression (I am still going through minor phases here and there) I found it helpful to talk to other depressed people. Or at least people who have been depressed in the past. They have proven to have the ear to listen to my problems and then make me feel accepted. We are somehow together against this state of mind and once again, together, we are hoping to get through this with time. I don't think people know how to handle depression properly. They usually send you to a therapist or tell you to be happy and surround yourself with happyness and uplifting people. This however, is THE WORST you can do. Their happiness makes you realise just how bad everything is. Usually when a person is depressed, they have a reason to feel like they are an outsider. By having people around you, showing you how to have fun, you feel even more alone in your misery. You start asking yourself why can't you be like the others? How come they are so happy? Don't they see the problems you see? How come? Are they stupid or something? Are they just sheep? Am I the only one with my eyes open here!? That cannot be the case! This is of course a very selfish thing to think and it must be wrong. So why!? Why!? Why am I different!? I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM! I CAN'T! How can I end the misery when the act of living itself is miserable to me! ... ... Oh...

@@leolegendary3275 hey dear if you have something to share please do it , whom you trust and if you don't have anyone to share it , find someone who can equally understand your pain , it's true that nothing change the past by sharing your pain , but you will feel better and accept the reality , I'm saying this because I saw my friend who has almost recovered, I believe you will be healed and live a better life

I am a psychologist and it's so hard for me to see people suffering and not asking for professional help. I sincerely hope you're feeling better.

This is an important comment.

Mouhamad Darwish . People who had nde's never have positive things to report.

Exactly, they didn't even put lead singer. We going to pretend that Mike didn't sing just as much as Chester?

Shane Sawyer exactly he did harmoney

@TAX COW FARTS pathetic human being with a very weak troll attempt. Grow up

@TAX COW FARTS how could you even joke about that

@TAX COW FARTS shut the fuck up and crawl back up your nest you troll!!

Maryjane Preston Exactly my friend, exactly...

The name "Linkin Park" has a bigger reach on the vastness of the internet. It's actually good because fans will be recommended this video.

How many people wished they didn't know Fred Durst?

it's about the Linkin Park singer's wife recalling his Linking Park singer's last day which is not a particular date but just a day last day of the Linking park's singer who had a linking park singer's wife typical for any Linking Park singer's life

Maryjane Preston But they did use his name. Lol

Maybe he's thinking what's this life for ..when everybody dies anyway.. :(

Chris Cornell is his brother.

@@_vakas No he's not!!

@@melissawright1979 Sure is.

@@_vakas is he john podestas kid too?

My late hubby's funeral song.. And yes,it definitely was an indication

@@hazzaplayz808 🐹💕

Agree when I started listening to Linkin Park when I was like 12 years old I always had a strong and sad feeling that one day it will happen. :(

@@weedy1718 🐹

I think he always knew one day he was going to commit suicide. Like it was meant to be.

Well some of us forgot about him

@@JoSoKe__ Do you have any problem with Chester Bennington ?😐😐😐😑😑😑

She got paid. Its free money.

She don't care about Chester.

@@shichilaofa Seriously? You are an idiot. Same with @illuminated1054 . Massive fkig idiots you are.

@@illuminated1054exactly

​@@illuminated1054She was with him but wasn't there for him. As a man we are expected to be the emotional rock our family but our emotional needs are neglected or brushed over. We pretend to be strong but sometimes but we need the emotional support of our spouse but are appalled that we would have to ask. All she had to do was listen to his music. It was a cry for help but nobody was listening. He was a beautiful soul and I wish he would have had the support he needed.

hey man, hows it going? feeling any better? just know people care about u and ur life is important

hannah ingle Satan runs this world. Repent and turn to Christ. Spiritual Warfare

This is not about religion..

IKR!?!?!?!?!

hannah ingle hit the nail on the head. That is what causes this. It stays in your subconscious

guess he got tired of it too.

Learn to write English properly

My identical twin brother Keith was in so much pain before he passed away from falling down and hitting his head very hard and never woke up he said many times that he wanted to die i couldn't stop him from drinking very sad for her I feel her loseof is major talent

He was most likely killed

@@pokerqAK47 Are you fucking serious? Keep your mouth shut when you don't know what the Hell you're talking about. Literally no one thinks he was killed. Chester himself has always been open about being sexually abused/molested from when he was 7 years old & it continued up until he was 13 years old. He's said that was when his depression & alcohol/substance abuse began. Posting a comment like yours saying he was killed is dangerous, disrespectful, & tone deaf.

@@kevinlodowski1216 "Learn to write English properly"? You are seriously going to say that to someone, when scans of 360° cannot find a single fucking punctuation mark anywhere in your reply to someone else's comment. You cannot call somebody out over their English being improper when your English is just as improper.

Mention his name is even more disrespectful. He killed himself and left his kids and wife alone

How? It’s the truth. Grow up.

...oh ok. So he's not the linkin Park singer?

@@mickistyle he should be known as much more than a Lead singer so thats why his name should be there

Must be Trumps fault

Seek out a therapist

don‘t stop fighting

Their are so many reasons to live, this world isn't suffering unless the people make it about suffering. People can enjoy life, they just have to balance the aspects of reality with what life offers at them. Their times to share with love, new things to be explore and learn all their is to the world we all share. So many possiblitys and things to do, and anyone can do them all.

It's a damned hard fight...The things which turns you up are family, friends, how and with whom you spend your time ( mostly for all this points )... For me it's my 7 year old grandchild. We have a very strong bond and she makes me laugh, she's crying with me just cause she see me sad, she didn't ask why but she come on my lap and hug me as long I stop crying...This little soul is so strong and has such a variety of emotions. I want to see her growing up and I want to see her wedding day. This helps me more then all that pills....

@@danielangom Let's all keep fighting this invisible killer Like me you have alot to live for. I've met many devils in human form.. But I've also met Angels in human form. Things will change. It's so hard...it really is.. But please do a small list of things that are not out of your grasp....even 1 day.or 1 a week.. We will live again and look back...how close we came. I now talk about love and kindness..constantly. I've always got time for people who seem lost. Its kinda strange. They don't have any idea That iam also lost. But love ,,for others is guiding me home. Please fight, walk tall, Be proud and not ashamed of who you are. Today I'll carry a part of you in my heart Xxxx Neil

There is no God

@@mtivemicky4635 says who

He was the best thing about linkin park honestly suicide is heartbreaking 💔 😢 😔

Febelous life man,that video of his last performance with all the lighters(phones)in the air...gave me chills!! I still crack every time I see that picture of him with all his fans just loving him

This just game me chills 😔

Yeah yeah yeah!

Thanks!

Hm.

He also had 6 kids to take care of...selfish...sorry..

@Stix Mattoon - Calling someone who commits suicide as "selfish" Is like telling a rape victim "Well you shouldn't have dressed that way, you were basically asking for it". Victim-blaming does NO good and does NOT prevent suicide.

Very strange that both hung themselves from a doorknob.. it's not a copycat thing. Its worse .

He had more Problems than only this, yes it‘s true, but there were much more problems..

Dan Ellis You’re quite the asshole lol

Ken Warkola what the fuck ? His hair ? Are you serious ? Think wisely man

So true, espeacially one more light album.

All the shit he went through i'm pretty sure his hair was on the bottom of the list.You haven't got a clue

There are loads of artists who have way darker songs and they don’t commit suicide. You want to send everyone that mentions suicide in their lyrics to a therapist?

Sia Mean It shown more in his live performance of One more light. Although pretty much every song they've written is true to one of theirs thoughts and feelings.