I used to feel like everything was hopeless and lie around in bed and wallow in it all day like the world's biggest as$hole. Then I started watching this channel. And one day I got out of bed and thought, "I'm not going to live like a pathetic, negative slug anymore." Now my dog and I walk several miles a day. I try to go out to one public place a day, which can be kind of a struggle for me sometimes. I make an effort to do one kind thing a day, even if it's just smiling at a stranger. And I'm celebrating my birthday for the first time in 10 years this weekend -- with a party -- instead of just ignoring it like I've always done. So thank you, Emily and Aisha. This channel is where I learned how to make the most of each day and live in joy, even when it feels like everything sucks. This channel made me want to get out of my house and live my life and be around people again. This channel has done more for me than a boatload of therapists has ever done. And it all started with just watching a few of these videos and then thinking, "I'm gonna get out of bed and go for a walk." I don't stay in bed all day anymore. And everything in my head feels so much better now. I don't have enough words to thank you. I love you guys. ❤
Its heartbreaking to think she only had a month left at this stage.... as a dad of girls Em's age I can't stop myself welling up looking at these later vlogs... wouldn't it absolutely destroy you to see your precious child slipping away before your eyes and you powerless to prevent it? I think about Em's parents and family and the saddest that they carry. Live is so unjust.
Both my surgeon and oncologist told me that they- and most of the colleagues they had discussed this with- would only take pain relief if they were given a terminal diagnosis. They said they have seen too many people spend their precious last few months/weeks in and out of hospital instead of enjoying being with family at home. Such a personal decision, and some people’s will to live is so strong in them they want to try everything. All I know so that I was offered just surgery, or surgery followed by chemo and radiotherapy. I chose the latter- couldn’t finish the treatment as I had a toxic reaction but I am blessed to be here 6 yrs later.
You can tell by Emily s nervousness, when aisha was running late, how much she depended on her...she was so blessed to have had aisha in her life...aisha was always so positive and hopeful up to the very end 💔❤
in this video even though she had only one month left to live she had such strength such courage. she honestly didn't even look I'll. what a remarkable woman. may she rest in peace and stay as beautiful in heaven as she was on earth.
YES! I have always been a "rule breaker" especially when I was younger. You feel a sense of normality and also are fighting for your life but living with something and not let it define you.
WOW Aisha has been Amazing. She never misses your Hospital Appointments & keeps you positive. Who were to know a month later you would pass away 🥺😢 R.I.P. Dear Emily & Thank you Aisha for always taking so much care over Emily ... bless you 🌹
Aisha makes a lot of sense!!! Emily you have so much drive and determination, which is great but you do need to take it easy! Your body is going thru a lot and you always come out on top!!!! Much love from Chicago USA!!
Hi Emily!! I'm so glad you updated us, I have been praying for you!! Aisha is such a great wife!! She's level headed and comforting! Keep your head up you two!! ❤❤
I cannot tell you how much of an inspiration you are to me. You exhale positivity from every pore, and I say this knowing you had your ups and downs and talked about them. If you have a bad day, it seems like you feel it, you give yourself a break from positivity, you let your humanity show, and then you get back to that state of just serenity, of living THAT day, ONE day at the time, like "today was bad? Tomorrow's going to be much better" You are an inspiration to all. I wish i could meet you, Emily. Lots of love.
Emily and Aisha...I just stumbled on your vlog recently. I've become such a fan of both of you! I admire and love the strength, positivity and honesty you show. I also follow another person who has stage 4 colon cancer. Like you, she has such amazing, positive outlook. Her wife is, like Aisha, an incredibly supportive person. I'm an endometrial cancer survivor and by all accounts, I had it much easier than you do but I'd like to think that if I ever find myself in that position again, I could handle it with as much strength as you all do. All of you are nothing short of incredible!. I wish good things to come for you and Aisha. I'll be watching, every step of the way!
Both of you are so awesome! Emily, you are the toughest, most brave and positive person I’ve ever seen...and if what they say it’s true, is essential for healing. 🙏🏼
You two are just so adorable--I found your site as I was researching my dads cancer a few months ago, and have been completely sucked in by your story. I loved your wedding and pray for your good health! I look forward to your videos every time I get on here--wishing you all the best!!
Your strengths and positive attitude is such an inspiration I was diagnosed with a large angioma in my brain which can rupture and kill me anytime and they cannot remove it so that hasn't been easy to deal with but following you and seeing how well you're handling everything as such a help and every time I start to feel down I think of you and I kick myself in the ass put a smile on my face and keep going so thank you for all that you do I sincerely wish you all the best ! ... hugs from Las Vegas😊
I have been following you for only a few months but just have to say you are both such an inspiration. Your courage and bravery through all the medical adversities thrown your way is humbling. Please don't under-estimate the power of your positivity and your unfailing ability to press on regardless. Throughout my childhood I fought against recurring abdominal tumours. Thankfully I won that fight but it was at times a lonely battle. Your vlogging will mean SO much to many people, especially those also fighting cancer. I hold both you and Aisha in my prayers and thank you for being such and comfort and inspiration to many. Keep strong and lean on each other and you will find comfort and strength. None of us know how long our lives will be and you continuously show how to live every day to it's fullest. Long may that continue. God bless you and keep you and give you His Shalom (Peace.) xx
Been going through some stuff this last month, nothing serious but just been unwell and it's grinding me down. I come back and watch your vlogs and it helps give me perspective. You are still helping people Emily, I hope you know that wherever you are now xx
It's okay, that's way better news than it could have been. It's amazing how well you're doing, just keep remembering that. Love and hugs, your fan in Seattle, Rozzella.
Aisha is right Emily!! The power to the body, is all in the mind! You’re doing amazing!! I know backing off the gym a bit isn’t what you wanted, but don’t think about that part! Concentrate on the positive parts in your life right now! I know it’s such hard work and a massive struggle, but when you get out of bed, tell yourself, it’s going to be a good day, and really, really believe it! You’ve got this Emily!! You are such an inspiration, you really are. We are here with you! 💕❤️ to you, from across the Pond 🇺🇸 ~Trina 💋
You two are the strongest women I have ever seen. It’s been a pleasure to be a part of your journey. Love you guys and love your vlogs! Lots of love from Canada 🇨🇦
Aisha has a wise soul , her positive philosophy towards this terrible journey is a rock to you Emily , you both are so strong & together a fighting force against this cancer 💪, x x x
I just love how calm and supportive Aisha has always been and tried to make you see the reason and why and makes you feel better... love you both and miss you Em💪🏻❤️
Aisha is such a comfort for you. I wish there were more people like you two on this earth! Can you imagine if the majority of the population were as positive and inspiring as you two?! Thank you!
Aisha talks a lot of sense - wise woman. PLUS, even if you have to modify what you do at the gym for a short time, you are inspiring a shed load of people on here to go there and get fit, so you're doing it all vicariously ;) xxx
I agree rest up and let the treatment work with relaxed muscles. Doesn't mean you can't get out in the garden, walking or buses for eats out. Loads of love to you both it will be ok we are all here supporting you all the way xxx 👊🏻💕
Your positivity is amazing. Please try not to be upset by what I am going to say. It is amazing to see you so positive. But in your eyes, I see the worry, there is stress. It is OK to talk it through it with us-it doesn't make you any less positive. It is not a sign you aren't living life to the fullest. As you face this, you are bound to start having some very different thoughts/perspective. I encourage you to talk those through-say them out loud. You are a beautiful person, and Aisha is a living angel-it is refreshing to see such thoughtful kind human being.
Love that your keeping your head up and positive attitude. My husband had cancer in 2010, so I'm like Aisha, I was my husband's cheerleader and kept a positive attitude and reminded him that miracles happen, he was already at stage 4 when we found out and they weren't giving him alot of hope. I'm like Aisha also about being Spiritual and prayed to Jehovah constantly for his miracle and you to Emily are a living miracle because your beating the time frame they gave you! ❤🤗. Love your smile and Aishas, you all keep each other motivated 👍. My husband did beat his Cancer and has been Cancer free since 2011. I wish the same for you. Sorry so long message, but until next video, just keep being yourself!
Watching another vlogg and seen yours so I clicked straight on love u Emily keep strong hopefully it will be kept under control and I’ll have a 2 week break from hospital enjoy the sun ☀️ constantly thinking about u and I no u gonna be ok uv past the prognosis look at u u look brilliant considering what theve said ur gonna beat this ❤️❤️❤️
Sending another hug your way, keep your spirit up. Pain saps away so much energy. Hoping it settles down very soon and you are feeling a lot better. Chillaxing for a bit isn't so bad, even for one with as much pep as you. I do understand Emily, I've gone from gallivanting around travelling, working, fitness and sport to virtually a screeching halt. Well not quite, not my way to lie around either. But am slowly accepting that sometimesI just must yo powerup and feel a bit better. xx
so beautiful, so brave, much love to you Emily..... remember, its not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog, keep going Emily xx
after a 13 hr day I just ran upstairs when I got home to check on you! I never watch these updates on my phone because I want a full screen. I get a kick out of watching you eat! I have 5 boys and thats always how I can tell how they are feeling. Love to you both!!
I just adore Aisha. She is the best. I want her to talk to me when I'm feeling down or discouraged. Not saying you are, Emily. You're the most positive person I've ever seen. Glad you got things sorted out at the doctor. Now try to rest as much as you can. I'm sure for you, that will be hard, but just try. Thank you for sharing with us.
I can imagine how frustrating this must be for you. It’s good to know that the T&D is helping but from watching your blogs and insta stories for a while I know cutting back at the gym is upsetting - hopefully it won’t need to be for too long. Sending love and best wishes. 💖💙
Hey Girls, thank you for the update. Glad to hear you have a couple of weeks before having to go back and also pretty good news from the hospital really overall isn’t it 👌 I know it still leaves you with the pain and having to manage the puffy ankles but like you say, all part of the joy of cancer right so you just deal with it like you do, like the warrior you are Emily. I saw you talking about not wanting to reduce the weights you lift. The way I see it, as long as you are safe to do so, why would you? Reason I have hat view is that you have come so far by continuing your usual routine that it is obviously helping 🤷🏻♀️ I would only be cautious around the potential for you to have any extra risk to break anything? Not sure if that is an issue for you or not my lovely? I’m sure you are all over that one like a proverbial fly so I won’t teach you suck eggs xx Anyways, this looked like a pretty good outcome all in all. Love seeing Aisha sleeping like that. Gosh that girl could sleep standing up couldn’t she 😉😂 Looking forward to your next vlog. Looks like you guys are having some gorgeous weather up there in the UK!!!! Would love to see how your garden is coming along. Have you picked up some new garden furniture? Do share if so 👌 Sending you both all my love from a cold winters Brisbane (24 degrees down here 😉) Big love xxx 💜 Amanda
I know the gym is your passion, but you have a really good reason to take it down a few notches. It’s one thing to carry on strong, but why push your body to the failing point. Moderation is a good thing. Love you girls. ❤️❤️
You couldn't have a better close supporter than Aisha. She is perfect to sort your thoughts and mind. Keep resting with your feet up and things will improve. Bless you both.
You are all kinds of awesome Emily. If anyone can spontaneously heal, it's you. I wish I could enjoy the gym as much as you do, but you've inspired me so much, I'm going to go tonight since you can't right now. Go swollen ankle squad!
Since you were younger, you have always been on the move. Whether you were in training for something or just kicking butt at the gym, you have always been working your body to the optimum. It goes against everything that you have known to have to give your body a rest, but you need to. Focus on the goal...kicking this cancer in the ass! Stay strong and know that we are praying for you and Aisha 💪❤️
Emily, you are so inspiring and positive! Give your body a break so hopefully you can stay away from the hospital for 2 weeks. Love you and Aisha! ((Hugs from Ohio))
Again, Aisha is right, the mind over matter theory is exactly the way forward! You, my darling never cease too amaze me. You’re doing incredibly well. My swelling in my ankles ( CANKLES) is horrendous at times but the raised feet is the way forward absolutely. Hope you enjoyed wagamamas, looks like you’re absolutely a convert now Mrs Hayward-Hassan 😂😂😂 Here’s too two weeks hospital free, as always right behind you all the way, love you xxx
Ach, pain in the bum, I know, having to put the brakes on...but...look at it this way...the sooner you rest and it recovers, the sooner you can get back to doing what you enjoy......this is a good excuse to get all the movies watched/ books read/ people visited etc. that you can’t normally do :) Best wishes to both of you, I rarely comment but I’ve been watching you for months (and yes, am subscribed!) and have been checking for this post from you for what feels like weeks lol...I’m so glad it’s not bad news....you two beautiful girls have a lovely evening xxx
Honestly, considering what you've been through and are going through, you are doing amazing. I know how you feel about lifting weights, but hopefully it's only for a short time. Your body may just need that break. Keep strong xx
Meh ... Oh Emily.. Just stay strong. you are simply amazing. Love to you and Aisha - enjoy your Wagamama and keep on going - thank you for continuing to post your updates ... Enjoy the next two weeks hospital free and hope you have lots of fun stuff lined up for the weekend. xx
Who are the strange people who click 'dislike' on Emily's videos!! It better be because they feel the videos aren't long enough!! How can you not like Emily ❤❤
Emily, I have health problems as well and your positive attitude really helps me realize how small my problems are. I love you and Aisha , and know that you were placed in each others path for this particular time. I believe you will have a long, long remission. I trust you know that I really love you and include you and Aisha in daily prayers.
kinda worried!! hope all is well with y'all!! love you girls and anxiously awaiting an update! I am hoping y'all are having too much fun and are too busy too update. hugs and love sent your way!
I hope the pain is gone in a few days and you can go back to lifting what you want. Aisha is right, your mind has great power over your body. Love you two xxx
Please rest a bit!!! You keep up the fight💜💜💜 You are like a well oiled machine. Your regiman is so powerful... 🌼I keep checking on your story everyday....thoughts of love and prayers of you both💜
You call those fatt ankles?! *pff! 😆 You've got this! 🤘 You are my daily inspiration, sweet Em.. we are right here with you, supporting your fight, your journey. Your ability to kick cancers ass EVERY SINGLE DAY and to maintain such positivity, and a great sense of humor has truly made you an inspiration to us all. Hugs and Love from Oregon 🤗🤗💕
I'm so sorry you're having more side effects from the cancer and the drugs. It may seem like small things but I know that if it effects your daily life then it's not great and a daily reminder of your disease. Sending lots of love to you and Aisha, my two favorite people on RU-vid!
emily keep strong and give yourself some tlc and rest instead of the gym why dont you go for gentlewalks ect get out the house keep your mind busy with other things your amazing and will be helping so many people everyone is fighting with you takecarexxx
You are such an inspiration! Such determination about getting whatever needs checked out, done and over!! Rest a couple days and then back to routine tight? Aisha is right on👍🏻👍🏻 about the best advice for given your body a rest and better chance to heal❣️⭐️🥇✌️
Dear Emi, please do not tire yourself too much. Give up some gym tasks and rest more as I am sure that it will help you. I am so so relieved that you posted this video. Today I came to YT 27 times to check if there were news. I was so worried. Lots of love as always both to you and Aisha.
It’s good to give your body a break so your immune system can catch up and remember you’re still healing from the radiotherapy.. much love to you Emily & Aisha.. hope your Wagamama’s meal was a nice one ❤️🌈🦋🌞xx
was so happy to see a new upload! haha I settled my kids to bed got a cuppa and caught up with your day :) , thanks for updating us it really is lovely to see how you guys are doing :). haha i did laugh at your expression when you had to have the gym break haha as we all know you love your gym time aw the week will fly by before you know it hun , take it easy ( well try haha) and have a lovely week! heres to 2 whole weeks of no hospital visits! hope the break helps. xx
Our bodies are pretty smart- it tell us when it needs things- Just give yourself permission Emily to slow some and rest and keep your feet up when you can- enjoy your down time- work can come later on! Aisha must love that last post- ( ha )- beautiful girl- so encouraging to you-
Ahhh Emily the way you pine for Aisha to be there at your appointment was so cute. You can still enjoy your trips to the gym but just take it easy, accept I know that TAKING IT EASY!! isn't in your vocabulary lol 😂. Take each day as it comes every day is a blessing make the most of every minute like you always do. Love 😍 to you both 💖💖💖
