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living alone diaries: the root of it all is your childhood trauma 

Amani Rakeia
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@muffymariah2889
@muffymariah2889 3 месяца назад
I have realized that my family has made me so anxious when being around them. Growing up I was teased and bullied, so as I got older I have set boundaries with them and realized I carried that resentment as an adult.
@Brwniee95
@Brwniee95 3 месяца назад
I find this to be true for some part of my family 😮‍💨🥴 I gotta work thru it
@Shay4Short94
@Shay4Short94 3 месяца назад
You have highlighted a piece of childhood for so many with this. People really underestimate the teasing/bullying by family members and how it impacts relationships going into adulthood- You simply do not desire to be around or limit your exposure to them.
@princesswilliamsmommyof5
@princesswilliamsmommyof5 3 месяца назад
Love love this video. I 💯 agree. Thank you for sharing stay blessed
@shenaytp01
@shenaytp01 3 месяца назад
💙🙏🏾💙
@crysiiheart
@crysiiheart 3 месяца назад
@@Shay4Short94very true
@ChanteMoore23
@ChanteMoore23 3 месяца назад
You introducing/making matcha for your family was so special. I love the opportunities we get to share pieces of our evolved selves with our family, especially those we rarely get to see. Something as simple as them watching you prepare your morning matcha made me a little teary eyed 🥺 Cheers to healing our inner children 🥂
@mrod87
@mrod87 3 месяца назад
As a matcha lover, it’s such a vibe to share your personal practice or help someone find there’s. I do mine totally different than hers, but i love sharing with others.❤😊
@jessicafianko
@jessicafianko 3 месяца назад
Hiii Amani Happy Sunday How was your week? Yippee for today's vlog 😊👏🏾 ☺️💕
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад
hi my love!! my week was pretty good!! getting back into the flow now that i'm back from hanging with the family
@NicoleHarris-ik5sj
@NicoleHarris-ik5sj 2 месяца назад
what song was that in the beginning?
@steamboat1341
@steamboat1341 Месяц назад
The events that happen in our childhood or young adulthood is what shapes you now, dont give up on God. The past is what strengthens us today and for the future.
@Godismyvaccine81
@Godismyvaccine81 3 месяца назад
Hey love 💙
@MrsMarco69
@MrsMarco69 3 месяца назад
At 42, I am very impressed at how introspective you are at 27. If only I could have been that in tuned with my emotions and how people/situations impacted my life at your age. But as the saying goes... "You live and you learn". So, at this big age of mine (lol), I am learning to do the work and allow myself some grace. Thanks for the invite into your family weekend 😍
@LuvYaya24
@LuvYaya24 2 месяца назад
same at 36 😂😊
@poet82n
@poet82n 27 дней назад
​@@LuvYaya24Same at 41.
@tidari
@tidari 3 месяца назад
come on black family ❤ thank you so much for including us on your trip. it brought me so much joy to see you have those moments, and i wish you all the healing love!
@deetheseamstress
@deetheseamstress 3 месяца назад
Yea Baltimore music 🔥
@dewanajohnson6028
@dewanajohnson6028 3 месяца назад
Happy Birthday to your grandma. She looks so freaking good. 70 WHERE??? 💐🌹🙏🏽💎
@LadyAndrews1
@LadyAndrews1 3 месяца назад
Hellooo.. I am a new subscriber and this is the third video I watched from your channel today. I was like I feel connected to this sista and couldn't pinpoint the connection.... Untilll I saw this episode. I too am from Miami and live in Atlanta alone learning about myself. My daughter left home to go to college, I lost both of my parents recently, and had a bad break up. Through counseling I am learning that the grief/mourning is important to feel on your healing journey, and these things must be unpacked and explored. I say all of this to say Thank you for sharing your story. I look forward to watching more.💜💜 #MuchNeeded
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub 3 месяца назад
This video was great. I totally understand the Mother Wound. My daughter and I have a total disconnect. I pray that God heals that wound because it’s so painful. I pray that you have a wonderful and amazing Sunday. 🙏🔐
@theedeevaplus
@theedeevaplus 3 месяца назад
Same. Will be praying for yall. It's so rough. 😢
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub 3 месяца назад
@@theedeevaplus praying for you as well!! Thanks so much!🙏
@Kpshawtii
@Kpshawtii 3 месяца назад
I love your videos! I'm a mom and wife but in another lifetime if I lived alone this is what I would imagine it to be!
@mschellylove3588
@mschellylove3588 3 месяца назад
I have an anxious attachment style as well. I struggle with codependency in relationships. I have been seen by a psychologist. I can see my improvement. Your vlogs are realistic and real. Love your channel
@jae-annedanae4512
@jae-annedanae4512 3 месяца назад
If you don’t mind sharing, what tips have you found to be helpful?
@mschellylove3588
@mschellylove3588 3 месяца назад
@@jae-annedanae4512 the most major tip was setting self-emotional boundaries for myself and fighting those needy urges. I had started creating some values and morals for myself and sticking to them which I had never done before. I can go on and on ☺️. I love talking about this lol
@bril5018
@bril5018 3 месяца назад
Your videos are SUCH a breath of fresh air! Keep pushing girl! The only life that’s short is the one that causes us heartache. We have a wonderful future set out for us that involves none of the trauma and painful conditions we face today! Revelation 21:4 says it best! Keep pushing! 🤗
@enjaysings6173
@enjaysings6173 3 месяца назад
Your parents are so freakiiiiiinhg young omg😮😮😮😮
@TheModalia
@TheModalia 3 месяца назад
Not your parents looking like your friends
@kennedydigitals
@kennedydigitals 3 месяца назад
I literally get so excited when you post😭🤎 you’re so inspiring have a great Sunday beautiful!🫶🏾💌
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад
hey boookieeee!! thank you so much! i hope you enjoy!! 🥹💗
@FA....s
@FA....s 2 месяца назад
Girl 😉..post something, we miss you 🤭🤩
@whyty227
@whyty227 3 месяца назад
Your blog is one of the highs of my day
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад
awww, this makes me so so happy!!! 🥹💗
@sequoiaday6410
@sequoiaday6410 3 месяца назад
Wow ! It’s so beautiful to see your parents together and you so happy with your family ! Your family is so beautiful ❤. Yo parent look young ok ! Cmon black don’t crack. This was beautiful…. I wish i could have this with my family. God bless you guys
@poet82n
@poet82n 27 дней назад
I could be wrong but I think that's her stepmother. Her birth mom is in New York with the maternal side of her family. I think that's who's she's referring to with the "mother womb".
@ANN-ri8zp
@ANN-ri8zp 3 месяца назад
Sending you NOTHING BUT POWERFUL POSITIVE VIBES... You're all I wanted to be in my 20's... Such an inspiration... PRAYING for you always...💚🙏🏾💛🫶🏾🙌🏾💪🏾🩷
@badzula93
@badzula93 3 месяца назад
Doesn't like kaytranada or rap but listens to something even worse, save her! 😂
@kathryneprickett2083
@kathryneprickett2083 3 месяца назад
How old is yo daddy??? Lol.
@AliciaMitchell
@AliciaMitchell 2 месяца назад
These vlogs have been giving PRODUCTION. Your hard-work doesn't go unnoticed Amani, keep it up, I'm loving it!
@emilykhoza6193
@emilykhoza6193 2 месяца назад
I just found and i am so happy sis. Thank you for the wholesome and healing content😘
@OfficiallyBOBBiDEAN
@OfficiallyBOBBiDEAN 3 месяца назад
Guuuuurrrlll you and your Dad are twins! lol Happy Bday to your GMA 🥳🥳🥳. What a blessing to celebrate all together 🫶🏼💖
@mrod87
@mrod87 2 месяца назад
Ur unmatched!
@JenniTulls
@JenniTulls 3 месяца назад
I’m late to the party but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMA & MANY MOOORE!!! 🎂 ☺️💕
@nikipete8553
@nikipete8553 3 месяца назад
Your grandmother is so precious.
@NalaLatrice
@NalaLatrice 3 месяца назад
I'm like seriously fan girling everytime you post😂 you're such an inspiration to us all Amani. Thank you for showing up❤
@mrod87
@mrod87 3 месяца назад
Isn’t she so unique and REAL! I heal a little every time she posts.
@thehannahlp
@thehannahlp 3 месяца назад
Girl, can I just say: your ARMS THOUGH 😱💪🏼🤎 *edit: also loved seeing the family vibes, loved the video 🙇🏽‍♀
@JalissaMichelle
@JalissaMichelle 3 месяца назад
now I can meal prep and watch my girlllll 💕
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад
oh my girrrrlll! yes!! i'm looking forward to meal prepping this week too!! go us!! 💗
@azaleageorge
@azaleageorge Месяц назад
Hey gurrrrl. I wanted to ask what font do you use for your intro. I love how aesthetic it is ❤❤
@deedeedanielle
@deedeedanielle Месяц назад
Ummmmm babygirl, where are you? You are missed.😢
@ashleywilliams4149
@ashleywilliams4149 3 месяца назад
Hello. Please look up and research about Saturn Returns. You're at the age where you get your first one. If you have any questions then let me know.
@3Bnannylounge
@3Bnannylounge 3 месяца назад
You look like both of your parents- you have your dads smile. What a blessing to turn 70🎉 she’s grateful I can tell. You are so blessed. Seems as if you brought the matcha to those who weren’t familiar with matcha🎉- your vlogs never fail❤🎉
@chaoticbrittbudgets5070
@chaoticbrittbudgets5070 2 месяца назад
Hope you’re doing well. Been some weeks since you’ve popped up on my suggestions
@michellejohnson341
@michellejohnson341 Месяц назад
I haven't seen any new content from you are you okay ❤❤❤
@dewanajohnson6028
@dewanajohnson6028 3 месяца назад
Thanks for taking us with you to visit and celebrate with family. The yacht day was so nice and relaxing. Glad you made it back home safe. My mom loves her some Aretha Franklin. She's her favorite singer. See you next Sunday. Take care.
@delyoung1282
@delyoung1282 3 месяца назад
Beautiful FAMILY it was nice to see you enjoying your bloodline and them you.🙏 Thnx 4 sharing another piece of you. Blessings on your journey.🙏
@curlyque4866
@curlyque4866 3 месяца назад
Thank you for bringing us along. You are the perfect combination of Dad and Mom. I chuckled when I saw how you and the handsome tall gentleman had matching Boy Braids. Glad to know you will bring back the roller set because it’s GORGEOUS on you!! Sending you good energy that you soon will heal and no longer need to revisit the past traumas. Peace, Prosperity, and Solace are yours❤
@chichiemeka4667
@chichiemeka4667 3 месяца назад
Wow, Amani. This video was everything, the quality 10/10. Thank you for sharing your family's joy with us. Loved every it of it. Happy birthday to your Grandmother .
@Lawtoya
@Lawtoya 3 месяца назад
Loved this video! I am so inspired by your editing style! How did you learn to edit so well?
@Kawaiicutiebaby
@Kawaiicutiebaby 3 месяца назад
Have belated birthday to your grandmother 🥳🫶🏾🙏🏾🎂and happy belated Father’s Day to your dad🎉🎊. I love you seeing you and your family ❤😊. Yes I agree with you with the insight shared.💚
@trulyshare1955
@trulyshare1955 3 месяца назад
I felt this on a soul level😢❤
@braggz.
@braggz. 3 месяца назад
lovedddd the vlog it was short yet so wholesome that you were with your family thx beautiful babe love from south africa! 💖💖💗💗💞💞
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад
thank you so much my love!! i wish i could give y’all longer vlogs, but i need to find a video editor to help with that 😅❤❤ so happy you enjoyed!
@telsanot_tesla
@telsanot_tesla 3 месяца назад
This brought tears to my eyes, I relate to the disconnect all too well !
@Daniisavibe
@Daniisavibe 3 месяца назад
Girl you stole your mommas face.
@MsBNYC1986
@MsBNYC1986 3 месяца назад
That was a very nice father's day weekend. You look so much like your mom. You have your dad's smile.
@thelexyshow
@thelexyshow 3 месяца назад
Amani ikyfl making everybody have matcha 😂😂😂😂😂😂
@shermaine7579
@shermaine7579 3 месяца назад
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜, Sending love, prayers for you, and your family. Loved the trip. And I feel ya with the braids, our hair needs a break every now, and then.
@mrod87
@mrod87 3 месяца назад
I saw someone post something like “bryson tiller is my favorite artist, i been to four Bryson tiller concerts and i still can’t tell what he look like.” I see how that happens now. Haha.
@refilwemm
@refilwemm Месяц назад
The car ride music 😂😂😂
@shaquanawatkins7577
@shaquanawatkins7577 2 месяца назад
Hey Girl, New Follower 😊
@Teegirl1339
@Teegirl1339 2 месяца назад
Love your content!
@jojobean2845
@jojobean2845 3 месяца назад
Love the pre-wash hair. It's giving Donna Summer. 😍
@elizabethl.1143
@elizabethl.1143 25 дней назад
Hey Amani!!!! Help all is well with you, you are certainly missed, can’t wait to have you back!!!!
@theshaesthetic
@theshaesthetic 3 месяца назад
lol I loveddddd this. When the kids like it, it’s a winner! They don’t be playing
@asapjacy
@asapjacy Месяц назад
we miss you!!!
@magneticunicorn
@magneticunicorn 3 месяца назад
Wow, your granny looks amazing ! Her energy is everything!
@khanarimusic
@khanarimusic 2 месяца назад
Loved this ❤
@miksriri5353
@miksriri5353 27 дней назад
We love and miss you amani take your time we will be here when you come back for now just rewatching all your videos love you sis from Cape Town South Africa
@MaggieMagnoli
@MaggieMagnoli 3 месяца назад
your family's vibe is just 10/10!!! Thanks for bringing us with you
@G_Pauling
@G_Pauling 3 месяца назад
1) Your dad Is a Zaddy lol …. And 2) I always come to your videos for positivity, one love from the NYC 3) when you come back to New York we need to do vinyasa hot yoga❤
@GulfCoastLady
@GulfCoastLady 3 месяца назад
I enjoyed this vlog so much. Your family is LIT. Even your grandmother. ❤ Girl, your parents are so cute. I thought they were your cousins or something 😅 They must have had you when they were in middle school 😂❤
@janirav3454
@janirav3454 3 месяца назад
details on how you manage it alll ❤
@sweetlooweeze
@sweetlooweeze 3 месяца назад
You and the fam were so cute
@bjmiller9759
@bjmiller9759 3 месяца назад
I am being a pillow princess enjoying the vlog. May peace be with you.
@Hestia134
@Hestia134 3 месяца назад
I love to witness your growth 💚
@MahaGazee
@MahaGazee Месяц назад
Can someone please help me find the Lucy Pearl/Phabo mix from the beginning of the video, I have searched the whole internet for tiiiime now! 😭😂
@lovelygeneva
@lovelygeneva 18 дней назад
you insipre me so much as a young girl learning life with you, Im excited to tune into your next episode of life. thank you.
@MirleneFevrier
@MirleneFevrier 3 месяца назад
I enjoyed this vlog! Good one. ❤❤❤
@Mscheekarrr
@Mscheekarrr 3 месяца назад
I’m so glad I found you
@alainacommander2657
@alainacommander2657 3 месяца назад
I enjoyed the full video.😁
@latoyaspears2401
@latoyaspears2401 2 месяца назад
Love love your content and single lovely life…beautiful capture
@Silvergoldandglitter
@Silvergoldandglitter 3 месяца назад
Please link the orange purse /bag in the beginning of the vlog, thank you ❤
@christinejourneys
@christinejourneys 3 месяца назад
I love this ❤️❤️❤️🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾Happy Birthday Gma!
@dopeazchick
@dopeazchick 28 дней назад
2 months no vid where tf r u 🥲💀 we know u take ur mental breaks but ur missed
@tyhayes4077
@tyhayes4077 Месяц назад
Ayye shoutout to Baltimore and YG teck ❤
@B.UnApologetic
@B.UnApologetic 14 дней назад
Girl where are you missing you much 😢
@CrivinaB
@CrivinaB 3 месяца назад
Hi Amani, hope you are well! Looking forward to today’s vlog! 😊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад
hi my love!! all is very well :) i hope you are doing amazing ❤
@ItsMiR314
@ItsMiR314 3 месяца назад
Just found you on TikTok and had to subscribe immediately, ❤ love your vlogs currently binging ! Also what font do you use for your main text ?
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 2 месяца назад
hey my girrrrlllll!!! thank you so much for being here!! i use 'perfectly nineties' from Jen Wagner!
@flycoffeedude
@flycoffeedude 2 месяца назад
Love this so much. Amazing vlog sis
@manythingsmona
@manythingsmona 3 месяца назад
What was the song for the boat trip on the “ happy fathers day”part…
@beuatybyshae
@beuatybyshae 3 месяца назад
lmaooo dying at the part about Yg tech 😂😂😂… #bmore
@survivalsilk2101
@survivalsilk2101 29 дней назад
amani where did you go??
@MorgannFlowers
@MorgannFlowers Месяц назад
This was too cute, loved!!
@majesticnfree
@majesticnfree 3 месяца назад
As a supporter from Baltimore that’s been with you for a while, the Teck part WARMED MY HEART ALOT!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😂😂😂😂😂
@CameliaKay9804
@CameliaKay9804 3 месяца назад
What is the name of the camera that you use please?
@NaturalGlover
@NaturalGlover Месяц назад
How do you avoid copyright😭😭
@AliceMoyo-r6z
@AliceMoyo-r6z 3 месяца назад
We missed you girl 😊
@livhuwanimunyai1793
@livhuwanimunyai1793 2 месяца назад
Sis what’s the name of edge control you use, I tried to look so bad for name or anybody that knows it please help thanks
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia 2 месяца назад
it's the pattern beauty edge control! i am currently looking into finding a new one bc i feel this one is starting to break me out around my forehead!
@janetgriffin7779
@janetgriffin7779 3 месяца назад
Seeing all those phones during the concert is wild. I hope you had a great time!
@NeeshNeesh211
@NeeshNeesh211 3 месяца назад
Shout Out To BALTIMOREEEE!!!!! LOL I'm from here and don't even listen to YG Teck lol but the streets do. I'm more like you though as far as music goes.
@TreiPinzo
@TreiPinzo 3 месяца назад
Come on new vlog!!!!
@lindaphifer8664
@lindaphifer8664 3 месяца назад
Hey honey bunches hi 👋🏽 one to think about pushing forward to and today and see what’s happening tomorrow critical thinking, but pushing for positive results. Another amazing video Linda 💙🏡👍🏾😍👩🏽💕😊
@BrittanySymone
@BrittanySymone 3 месяца назад
I love your content , what lenses do you shoot in ?
@theedeevaplus
@theedeevaplus 3 месяца назад
Me too! Obsessed ❤
@c.nicole.n
@c.nicole.n 3 месяца назад
I hope y’all had a wonderful time. Cheers to your grandmother!!! Your parents are too cute, and the family. I had to check the deets for your luggage. I’ll be checking the Away website. 🙏🏾😍❤️‍🩹
@jamilahhendricks7681
@jamilahhendricks7681 3 месяца назад
Hey Amani girllll 👋🏾 It’s so good to see you vlog sis 💕 I really enjoy your content and I just love your personality. You always keep it real 💯 and it’s always so refreshing to see you as a smart, beautiful inside and out 😍 independent Black woman in her 20’s living your best life, balancing work, hobbies and your family and friends and always making time for the things that matter to you. Healing your inner child can be hard sometimes but best believe you’re doing great and the outcome is going to be worth it. From one Scorpio sister to another 🥰♏️❤️ Your support is right here 🫶🏾 Love you ♥️
@lelethugam7913
@lelethugam7913 3 месяца назад
The way I screamed like I was at the concert 😭🩷🎉
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