No Fvce you could be across the continent or we could've seen escherichia at the supermarket today. Who fucking knows. The Internet is full ming insane and I can hardly wrap my head around the concept that we all have these feelings we don't show in public but.. why? Why are we so fake when we are just another face in the crowd. I hate society and I kinda wish I were dead because life just sucks man
Spaced Out you’ll get over it bro i was so depressed over this one girl at one point, trust me it’s not worth all those nights where all you do is cry he or she isn’t worth your time like that, one day you’ll get over it i promise it’ll feel like a endless road but you’ll get there hang in there buddy.
Being a short song is a time honored trick to make a song addictive, it's made that way so that you feel robbed at the end of the song because it's not long enough so there's no real solution for resolution so the only option is to listen to it again.
I was quickly addicted, found the 1 hour loop of this months ago. I would sleep with only this playing, for weeks. I would get high in my room alone, listening to this, get drunk on the weekends alone and contemplate killing myself, and fall asleep pretending I was okay. It kinda gets better..I guess.
I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and do something Edit: Holy shit it’s been so long since I’ve posted this! I just want let everyone know that, even know things are still tough. I feel better. I started bettering myself and doing things to get the help I would need. Sometimes I still get into droughts of depression, but it’s not as much as it used to be, and I have a support group to help. Thank you guys. Seriously, when this started shooting up I really realized I had to make the change.
I met Lontalius at a nothing, nowhere concert, just standing in the crowd, I aproached him, told him he played really nice and that it was very comforting to listen to, (I didn't know Lontalius untill I saw him live). He was so genuine, I felt like hugging him but that would have probably scared him. So a handshake did it, we're manly man ofc, with our feels.
To be honest it hits you more when you're younger but trust me, things feel so much better when you mature more and live the way you want to more. I had an incredibly tough time through my high school years but now I'm graduated and am going to be starting college soon and things have really lightened up for me and I understand things better now. So just hang in there and it will feel so much better in the end.
thoughts that go like bullets through you, the time you told me that you wish were dead but so broken on when you can't stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms, man you're losing your head. (but i cant stop) the thoughts that go like bullets through you, the time you told me that you wish were dead (but i cant stop) but so broken on when you can't stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms, man you're losing your head
One of my online friends told me they would commit suicide several times over two years but always came back and apologized. It's been a year. I don't think he's coming back this time...
Possible reasons you’re here -You wanted to read the comments -You saw the Thumbnail -You’re just vibing to it -You’re actually sad -You saw an edit with this song -Your friend showed you this -You have this saved on a playlist -You saw this on your recommendations
thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wish you were dead but so broken on when you can’t stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you’re losing your head (but i can't stop) the thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wish you were dead (but i can't stop) but so broken on when you can't stop choosing to sleep through your alarms, man, you're losing your head
Realized? That’s a really sad way to put it that way.. I believe that everyone is capable of loving and I don’t think they’re life has to have a purpose either, maybe at least try? Life is more than love and a purpose.
@@youreabtch3408 Life is a way of Living To Experience everything to Contain Memories to passed away with them But trapped underground with Depression and Souless bodies.
Lyrics Thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, Man you're losing your head The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead (Can't stop) But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, Man, you're losing your head (Can't stop)
555 likes man let's hope it stays the same and thank you i appreciate you putting the lyrics here i was curious on the lyrics hope you have a good life my friend
Hey there. Sorry to be “that guy”, ive been seeing alot of others misinterpreting the “Cant Stop” part. If you listen really closely, he’s actually saying “But I guess I’ll go home, and dream instead.” Its sang very low toned and drowned out by the chorus, but those are the actual lyrics. Hope this helps ❤
thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wish were dead but so broken on when you cant stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms may loosing your head but cant stop,the thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wish were dead but i cant stop ,but so broken on when you cant stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms may loosing your head
[Verse] Thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead But so broken on when you can’t stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you’re losing your head (But I can't stop) The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead (But I can't stop) But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you're losing your head
I keep thinking that I'm getting better, but it keeps coming back. Edit 2/17/21: I've been doing better recently. Thank you all for the kind words. It gets better.
i think when people miss someone they don't directly miss the other person, they miss the other half of themselves, because when the other person disappear, it's like a part of us disappears too.
how can't i stop thinking about it if these people are killing me with their thoughts of hate and toxicity towards nothing but just to remind me how many stupid things i've done in the past? this isn't right, i should make a change for their mind but making sure that will work, will not work after the attempt to do so i miss everything good in this kind of website, no hate, just only some stuff in it, just gonna say i wasn't feeling any some of sad emotion while listening to the song, i've came here to express how i feel about this comment for odd reasons
Sweetie Belle I know it’s hard, i’m literally in the same position rn, but listen I really hope that everything things gets better for you. I really wish all the best for you even though I don’t know you,,
you. you promised me you wouldn't leave me. you told me you loved me more than life itself. you told me you loved me more than anyone. you told me you couldn't handle me being gone. you were scared of me leaving you. yet you were the one who left. you were the one who left me broken. in the dark. alone. you left me confused. i loved you with everything i had. you meant absolutely everything to me. i miss you. i need you more than anything right now. and it fucking hurts to know that you probably don't even think of me. you forgot about me. when all i can think about is you. all i can think about at 4 am is you. how i would stay up all night talking to you and just you. i looked forward to talking to you in the mornings. everything i thought was real, everything i've ever loved, everything i've ever wanted, is gone. you're gone now. you're not the person i always thought you were. you turned into this distant person. and before i knew it, you were another one of the people who left. and that fucking hurts.
Soothing, yet depressing. Its 3 AM, and I cant sleep. I've shut my eyes for a few minutes and embraced a pillow tightly in hopes that I would fall asleep, but I felt no such thing. Just wide awake. Wide awake, with my mind going wild with those 'little' things that they said I should just forget, but haven't... Haha, Im probably overthinking again....but what if? Just what if? But...no. There is no "if". Only you, and nothing. I blink slowly, and weakly. How long have I been struggling? How long have I been feeling dead? Yes, I am alive, because I breathe, but all else is dead. I embrace my pillow tighter. What did I do wrong? Was I wrong to do that? Was it my fault? What did I do this time around...? I shouldnt have...I sigh. Yet again another episode of this. Why am I like this? Why do I think this way? No, I shouldnt. ...but I did. I did, I did, I did. I cant sleep. I cant sleep... I Cant... Sleep.. I cry softly. Forget the eyebags. They will only grow darker, and droop some more. I cry into my pillow. My mind feels overwhelming, and my heart feels heavy, But I tell myself: It is okay. It is dark. Nobody will see your tears. Nobody will see you ache. Nobody will see you lose control of your mind, for the fifth time, the tenth, the hundredth, and beyond. After all, it is dark. I close my eyes again, and this time they remain shut. I want to sleep. Please. Let me sleep. I need sleep. I feel weak, vulnerable, and just....tired. I am tired of thinking. Tired of trying. Tired of me. I want to sleep, For I am tired. Tired. Tired... ... t i r e d... . . . . . . And so I did. But despite having been able to finally lay my eyes and my mind to rest... At the very moment that I open my tired eyes to another day... I look to my left. [1:00 PM] ...ah. . . . I have, Yet again, Slept through my alarms. . . . And I smile.
No, Ive slept now, but the feeling lingers. This song is really good though. Love it ❤ I suffer from social anxiety and depression so this song hits the mark and I couldnt stop thinking about it
O-oniichan // I am doing well now, thank you 😊 Im able to cope with it and I read alot of articles about how to cope w it and listen to calming music--the attacks are not as frequent anymore ^^ and ah, I see, she does bare some resemblance at first look xD
why does it always feel like I'm alone even tho I'm surrounded by everyone, i know I've got family and my friends but it just doesn't feel right , i can't even open up properly about what i feel when i try to or maybe its just that i havent found the right person to open up yet,everything seems so bottled up ,i know i need to let it all go but here I'm again listening to sad songs laying on bed , questioning my existence and everything i feel,i really need to get my shit together, lets believe that im gonna be fine.
I don’t know why but this quarantine has given me the time to sit back and think about how pointless everything in my life has become. Everything feels never ending like am in a loop or cycle. Everyday that goes by I might do new things yet it feels like I have done the same thing over and over. I feel like o have failed myself. I need to work harder on my lead to create the person I wanna be. I wanna be able to do the things I would only dream of. Thanks to anyone reading 📖
@@kageified7611wow, looked through a playlist that had this song and didn’t even remember ever leaving this comment. I hope you are feeling better friend.
Damn this girl and i would stay up late and talk like everyday, she would open up to me and I'll do the same. And then one day it just stopped, we rarely talk anymore and if we do they're very short convos. IDK what to do anymore i feel like im losing her and now the loneliness is starting to kick in.
that feelings when long deep latenight converstation changed to few words and you know that talks ended and it will never comes back. If you are lucky and you meets some really nice person, you understand well each other, you open up to each other, after little time you think you know him/her for ages, even better that some old friends, but then it ends. You know it will happen and you cant stop it. If you are thinking if that time spended with him/her worth - sure it worth. Good feelings are really rare in sad life. But now, clear mind start thinking - what are chances that you will know someone new with same perfect understanging for each other ? Is it even possible ? :/
I feel like I'm alone even though i have good friends even though I have my family but it's not that type of loneliness i feel like I'm lost in myself I'm lonely not because i don't have anyone but because i don't have myself.... If that make sense!
My parents got a puppy. a year later they had me. I instantly bonded to this puppy. He was my best friend. I took care of him, he took care of me. Any where I'd go he'd go. I used to have this little electronic truck i could ride in, i would get in, and he'd get in the back. I would drive him up and down the driveway for hours. What's funny is that he wouldn't do any of this stuff with anyone else. Some years roll around and we had to move to the city. I was growing up, so was he. Since i couldn't let him run wild, we built a fence. He hated it. More years roll around, he has cataracts and can only recognize me. every time i came home he was the most excited thing on the planet. One day, we were having a bonfire. People were swimming, talking, and just chilling. Then, my dog has a seizure. I was terrified, but all in all he was fine. I was worried for the next couple of days, then he gets another one. It doesn't stop. we put him in the car, it doesn't stop. we drive him to the vet for an hour ride, it doesn't stop. This seizure has been going on for several, seemingly countless hours. we have to put him down. I pet him and i say "good boy" to him for the very last time. The depressing fogs rolls over his bloodshot eyes. Then peace. this whole time his head facing mine. It was the hardest thing to see the one person who wouldn't give up on me die.
Hey it's been 10 months by now and I couldn't imagine my dog dying it must be one of the most heartbreaking thing in this world. But hey time heals and that's good but hey I would never give up on you as a friend or as a person I am glad that you're still alive in this world. GamerPlayer 452 I hope you know there is one person or more then one even who wont give up on you living
Lyrics: Thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead But so broken on when you can’t stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you’re losing your head (But I can't stop) The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead (But I can't stop) But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you're losing your head
Ti de you copied that shit from someone else. The comment that made this was 6 months ago. Your comment, as in which rn, is only 4 months ago.. Copycat
So, On march 15th, the girl that i loved for so long, told she was talking to someone else, i reacted by getting drunk, i cried , i told her fuck you, i started to cut myself. We've known each other since kids, she was my crush and i was hers. Throughout our years i was there for her, no matter what, when her mom had cancer i was there to talk to her, i would tell her she was beautiful everyday and she hated it but i knew deep down she loved it. She left me for someone else, and that day she asked me, either you stay in my life as friends or walk away. I decided to walk away, my drunk dumbass couldn't handle the pain, she seemed like a different person. 4 days later, she texts me, that she wants distance, she doesn't want any problems with me because she wants a healthy relationship with her new boyfriend. I was torn apart, to this day. She goes to my school(college), i see her and she sees me, walks past me all the time, like strangers who never new each other, but she tries to catch my attention but i can't bare to see her because it disgusts me, she sees my snapchats everyday, and she blocked me from Instagram EXCEPT snapchat, i can't bare to see her snapchats but she sees mine all the time. I lost a lot of weight from depression, i don't sleep, i can't eat, etc. Today marks the day i blocked her from snapchat and everything else, so this goes out to somebody who is going through the same thing or similar, you are not alone. Fight back and love yourself, you will get through it, we will get through it, it hurts i know it but if you block that person from everything and become someone better, everything will become better and you will be set free. Thank you.
My Ex is a bitch she broke up to me and she litteraly tries to get me jealous and today she litteraly started swearing at no one with her friend aside and she sends me Snapchat streaks trying to get me jealous and then a school year later I met this girl that gave me hugs everyday but I lost her to another boy since I was a bitch to ask her out. I was afraid that she would be a bitch like my ex but I should've known. My heart races every time I see her. Everytime we bumped into each other she would say Hi Ethan and give me a hug and now when we bump into Each other or I see her we just walk pass each other but it just hurts so much walking pass a girl you truly love 😞
Every since 2017 life has been getting worse. What 2023 has in store scares me. I miss how good life used to be, how happy we all were together as one. I'd do anything to get those times back. But what once was will never be again. Those times are never coming back.
I have a lot of friends I usually tell myself that I’m not alone I have company but for some reason I feel lonely in a crowd of people I feel like I’m slowly drifting away its a weird and absurd feeling but I hope one day this feeling of emptiness fades away. I don’t really tell anyone how I really feel because I don’t think they care or have the audacity to understand so I’ll just leave this here.
Did some research and fount out where the animation in the background is from. It's called Ohayo (Good Morning, In English). It was the last short film made by Satoshi Kon before he passed away back in 2010. Just look up Ohaya Satoshi Kon and you should find the 1min short.
I’m not like depressed or sad or feel any way. But I listen to a lot of music and I feel the music. When I hear this, i feel, alone in my thoughts. Confused. Not about anything. It just makes me feel that way
It's funny and sad at the same time. The lyrics are so short, yet every word reminds me of a girl that said she wanted to die, that it was the only way she wouldn't be so hurt, that she wanted to feel nothing, wanted it to end. I sat there with her in my arms crying my eyes out telling her she couldn't leave cause I needed her, cause I loved her. I still remember how we would snooze 5 times before we woke up and have two more alarms just for safety. Man, I'm losing my head. I always told her that it gets better, that I'm here for her no matter what and I was. She is all better now. I'm not.
I met a guy when I wasn't out of the closet, he became my life I came out of the closet got married to him, and I guess I was just young and a fool but he cheated on me now I can't function I can't shower I can't wash my clothes I didn't go to work for a month I just returned today, I want to cry every second I want to scream every second I play my video games to escape I don't know what to do every memory is us I don't know anyone in all alone I was his little guy, please someone tell me I'll be okay. I need messages like yours they bring my soul slowly back together thankyou.
When you're just that one kid who hangs wit those people and no one really notices you in the group because you just aren't considered a cool person but deep down you know that when you are actually talked to and listened to you can be cool? am i the only feeling this right now
I’ve been listening to this song for years, and I just don’t know how but it resonates with me in such a personal level. It’s followed me around for so long and has helped me and comforted me in so many ways? I always come back to this. It sounds so stupid thinking about it.
Staring at the ceiling wondering why. Why was I made like this? What did I do wrong? Am I being punished? Am I being selfish when I think about dying? I have everything I could ever want? Right? Don't I? And once again I'm over thinking things. Once again my throat tightens, I try holding back the tears but this has been going on for too long. What am I supposed to do?
You ever just not smile for a long time because you’re not happy and then once you try to smile it just feels off like you forget how to?...no just me? Okay.
i’ve seen too many comments in this comment section about people wanting to die. i just want to let each and every one of you that it will get better. you are worth so much, even if you don’t see it. go out for a walk and surround yourself with people you love, you can get through this. i believe in you.
I want to sit in tall grass, alone, and feel the warmth of the sun cover me with the sound of nature in the background. That's all I want. I feel so alone all the time, I can't stand it here. I want to be okay
I remember listening to this song after a bad break up and through the worst relationship of my life. things can get better. my advice to people in similar situations never let anyone tell you you're selfish for wanting to die, because if they're gonna be mean about it they aren't worth being there. let things fade, and become as distant as they are, but you never need to forgive, or forget.
Forcing myself to watch this to make myself feel sad... just so I can feel something. Man, feeling better after depression gets so depressing again and it’s so much easier to make yourself sad.
It's so hard to keep pretending I'm okay. I feel like I am slowly fading with each day that goes by, although I try to convince myself that that's not the case. I don't want to die, but living seems like too much of a task for me at this point. I wish I could just stop time, breathe. But everything moves forward and I'm stuck here. I know people out there love me, look after me and care about me. But I honestly just feel like a burden with each word that comes out of my mouth, as if they could barely stand my existence. I know I have to keep going, I know that this is not the time to give up, that I've already achieved so much in only 5 years. That I'm finally letting go of all these dark memories, these 5 years of absolute pain. But I can't help it. I'm sinking back into what I once thought I'd finally got out of. I don't even want to ask for help. I don't need it. I know that if I wanted, I wouldn't feel like this now. That I'm deliberately letting myself feel like shit, to have an excuse to finally give up. I can't even take care of myself. I'm such a mess. I don't know what to do anymore. Letting it be just seems like the most reasonable decision. I can't even be bothered to get myself out of this one again. I think I've just accepted this is all I'll ever experience. Pain. Unending pain. And I'm okay with that. I don't even know why I'm ranting about my problems here. It really does not solve a thing. But it feels like the only place where nobody will read, whilst it still being public. It feels safe enough to open up about emotions no-one seems to understand. The emptiness, apathy that are slowly taking over my entire body. At such point where I can't feel a thing anymore. Neither happiness, nor sadness. I can barely even cry anymore. I'm losing. :)
We're in love. But I can't reach you. We're separated by a screen. We're separated by miles. Even if our hearts keep beating. That feeling of loneliness will always linger. And it will eat us inside slowly. Without knowing we will be slowly killing ourselves. Finally meeting we'll break down. And remember all the hard times we had apart. And we'll smile at how happy we are to be together. And even for a split second or more. We're not alone anymore.
Holy shit everyone is so God Dam depressed in the comment section, I feel like I'm the only one that isn't trying to commit suicide and likes this song...
