We talk about alcoholism when I recently looked after someone in the last throws of alcohol addiction. Help Support the Channel = My Donation Link = paypal.com/paypalme/HelpwithA...
100 pr cent right buddy. That injury is horrible. Doing that kind of injury set's you back. Yes it's hard to help others when they don't want to help themselves. Definitely a cross road. Once again great to see you back.
Sounds like you bit off more than any one person could chew. In hindsight you should be really proud of yourself, not many people would do what you did.