Oh my goodness, the loss of your mother, the loss of your father, fertility loss, cancer, it's no wonder you need to "trauma dump." I also love writing poems and putting them to music and doing exactly what you are now doing. However, my poems are very different from yours. I love writing erotic love poems and stories. I think my brain is hard-wired for everything erotic. Unfortunately for me, my last 2 RU-vid channels got suspended for sexual content. And when my mom found out what I was doing on RU-vid, she threw a hissy fit and put me on a short leash and now I'm not allowed to upload anything on YT. Then RU-vid recommended your channel to me and here I am bothering you and I hope I'm not becoming a pest. I'm looking forward to hearing more about your dear mother. :)
@@AmberTiffany2009 Well, you still are a kid. Lol!! Maybe shouldn't be writing naughty things until old enough. Lol. RU-vid doesn't cater to that much either. I've had a rough go at things for sure. BUT... I am still here and that's what matters. Feel free to bother me. I don't mind. :) Just keep things PG please! Age difference and all. Lol.