this song literally changed my life, everytime I feel too much I come back to it. in 2022 I had a suicide attempt, never in my life I had felt loved or liked my appearance, in September I decided to end it all but I survived it. In December, I had to go out and checked myself on the camera and I liked how I looked for the first time in my life. After an hour looking in the mirror I decided to take a photo and post it on Instagram with the ending of this song because it was everything to me in that dark place, even thought everyone had more likes than me in that time, I cried of joy when I saw the likes of old people in my life that actually liked how I looked. I still have that picture on highlights and every time I feel like ending all I look at it, at how I have growth of it, at how everything's good compared to that. I still feel deep and I relapsed after 2 years clean, but I know I have to stay strong. I wish I could hugh 14 year old me.
me, as well as many other people, not only in these comments but close to you too, are very happy to hear you're okay, I really hope you never come back to such a place and if you ever do, which is nothing to be ashamed of, you can get out of there,, there'll always be people for you, who do care about you and who love you. pls never forget life is worth living, and even though there's an overwhelming amount of bad, there's a lot of good too, which you should really try out, there are some incredible things out there, I hope you are improving and can live a truly happy life, best wishes!!! :D
The ending makes me feel like escaping, leaving far from here, go to a place where I’ll live fighting the rough life but not with extra fighters in the ring.
Lyrics: I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
This song makes me know that life is tough and you gotta be tough sometimes to fight it back, and eventually sometimes you have to run. Run far away. Escape from everything. From the laughter of madness and evil that comes from those who seek to damage, laughter that comes from the bullies, that comes from the harm doers. Eventually you get out safe and sound but the fight doesn’t stop. No. Certainly not yet.
Certainly not yet. I had a great time a month ago. Now I’m in a tight crawl space, but I knew, and I’m not alone. It’s a comforting feeling knowing it’s not a one man struggle.
@@Daphne_is_cool_af course, life is hard and tuff but sometimes you just need a breather, it’s really hard but life keeps going, no matter the weight on your shoulders
I moved to Mexico from the US to live with the love of my life, I left my friends, my family and everyone I’ve ever known. I miss them all so much, but living with her is worth it. It worked out in the end because I was working a job in corporate management working 70 hours a week and eventually found a remote job with a tech company that pays just as good for half the hours. My friends, when you find true love, just go for it and the rest will work out on its own. Now I’m living in a town where I learned Spanish to communicate with the locals because she is the only other English speaker here Don’t be afraid to take risks and go for what makes you happ. Whether it’s the logical thing to do or not, life has a funny thing to make what’s meant to be happen
took a trip to Canada to see a close friend initially coming was scary but then we met and spent time together I felt at home now that I have to go back to my country I feel utterly hollow and depressed and down again sigh
To anybody who reads this, I love you. I may not understand your pain, but I’m here for you. We don’t know each other and that’s okay, I’m sending you a virtual hug. I know life has been tuff but that’s okay, you got this. Whatever your situation is, I know you can overcome it. I love you family. Be safe, I hope we can meet in some way. Love🤍
Recently It Came across my fyp, my life isn’t doing goood. I try to find distractions but reality comes to me so fast. I get hit with the truth and I don’t wanna hear the truth. I’m always avoiding it. I once Had it all. I had my loving parents we finally bought our house. We were doing soooo good as a family. I was gonna go to a trade school I had my future planned out now that u was graduating. I knew what I wanted. Recently i found person who loves me for who I am and that honestly is so satisfying to have. I love her. Disaster struck and my parents got divorced, we’re gonna lose the house we live in . We were a family of 6 and now it’s getting split in half. I lost my future because I had to help at at home paying bills. I’m not currently working my ass off. I am trying to get this family together but I know it’s futile. I am now only w the person who loves me and I hope she doesn’t leave me.
at times u just gotta think through the shit u were meant to go through , cause the shit you think about (negativity) is the shit you gotta go through not matter what shit you gotta go through is the shit that’s gonna get you strong, I’m drunk
i used to listen to this song alot struggling with mental problems I hope to everyone who is going through suicidal thoughts and people who feel like that beat their battles !
this song make me get into my feeling it like a can feel a vibe with it i just dont know but i feel more relax and feel depressed for sum reason like it bring me back to it in a good way
When I listen to this song I remember when I was happy .and when I was around people that made me happy but not just happy comfortable in my own skin sometimes I wonder why I’m so mad and angry but maybe it’s because of my appearance, or the people that I have lost but honestly I forget about that when I’m with them
Este mundo es una batalla constante , cuando quiero lograr algo parece que se alinean las estrellas para lograr que me rinda , cuando estoy en el piso me patean y solo puedo observar sin hacer nada , solo quiero levantarme y darle un puño en la cara a la vida
the only way you can punch the face of life is to win, if you let it win then you will feed it strength. Run towards what you want to seek and run away from what the world wants you to seek.
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I liked this girl that lived pretty far not far far but far enough I couldn’t just go to her which is funny because I always made fun of long distance relationships I confessed and she felt the same. we would talk for hours and I was planning on meeting her she was the coolest, funniest, prettiest, most awesome person ever and two years ago today she took her own life and I never knew why the last thing I said to her was goodnight and I miss her a lot. this was her favorite song.
Curioso, como es que una simple musica instrumental, puede generar una sensación de Pensamiento 💭 profundo es raro como si fueran mil pensamientos pero ni jna sola palabra.
Por si alguien buscaba la song: "Mac DeMarco-Moonlight On The River (instrumental)" Ah si, el contexto, es cuando el/ella, mira a la persona que pensaba que la/lo iba a hacer realmente feliz, pero no lo fue. (El fondo según es triste wt-)
@@Danielcrygo not so good right now.. you know? its just strange how i cant cry anymore when i actually want to but it just doesnt.. sometimes i just sit and wonder and look at the sky and everything around me if everything is what it seems like to everyone aswell as i do. sometimes i think to myself what is it to actually feel something you want back again?.... at night i sit outside for hours and just stare at the moon to the left side then hours later to the right side and from then looking at the grey clouds up above wishing they were white and with light just as those days as it used to. thinking that someday we will see the day again but wont.. late at night... no sleep ... no thoughts.... no tears... just numbly in pain where i cant feel it no more and just wishing and praying one day i will cry again and feel something and that same feeling i want.. sometimes im not okay.. i dont want to go into the abyss where i just feel trapped to myself but im thinking to myself... i think its just best to stay this way and see if anything happens .
I’m only 14 and a freshmen in Highschool I am so deeply in love with this boy I met last year we get along so well we dated for a while until my mom found out I was with him she the proceeds to tell me I was such a skank for being with a boy I was so disappointed and disgusted in myself I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror or look at pictures of myself I wanted to wash all of my skin off forget about who I was and what I did I then got advice from my older brother he explained to me crying over him wasn’t going to help me deal with any of my grieving that I should just talk to him and grow our relationship and that’s what I did today would be the year anniversary if we were together I still miss how it was before I feel like I can’t even talking about him with my mother because of what she’ll say so I stay quiet and don’t talk to her about boys or him in general I feel like my mother would always see me as her disappointment of a daughter for breaking her trust as the oldest daughter of my family I really do feel like a disappointment he’s the only thing I could think about how or what hes doing how hes feeling If hes sad if hes upset if hes crying me and him care for each other so much I haven’t seen him in so long I really just want to hug him and not let go feel his embrace and the company of his presence, today is also his birthday I feel so horrible because he spent time with me on my birthday and I can’t see him on his I can’t get him a gift because I would have to ask my mom if I could buy him one I’m just so frustrated and tired I don’t know what to do I don’t know if I should tell my mom that we both still really like each other the other thing that has me completely hooked on him is the way he cares and loves me I’ve never been treated like this before he makes me feel so complete and comfortable in my own skin he makes me forget about my worries
I really just wanted a friendship with him, been fine for a couple of months until he told me i was a waste of his time. Saying that im just the average girl he talks to.
It eventually will. Good times and bad times come and go, and sometimes it’s hard to accept life’s hardships but trust me it will get better and I truly hope you get that happiness soon.
I'm so lost, why are there quite a few people in these comments saying "I'm ending it". It's not a joke, it's not funny, it's a serious thing that people go through. If you're actually going through it, I apologize for this, but if you're just saying that in the comments because you want someone to hear you, you don't need to say "I'm ending it", all you need to say is you want someone to 'care', someone to hear you, listen to you, make you feel like they understand you. Suicide isn't a joke and I really hope none of you resort to that. I've tried resorting to it a few times, it never ended well. There are people who care for you, there is someone out there that is made just for you. No matter what you're going through right now, you're strong, I believe you'll get through it. Whether it's alone or with someone else. Just don't bring others down with you. When someone is trying to be there for you, it can sometimes drain them. So, when someone is helping you, try and be appreciative.
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
