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Love is a strong word.
A word filled with endless passion burning like an undying forest fire, in the middle of your heart and soul. A word filled with admiration and care, for whom or what you so deeply Love. A word that can be described in whatever form you want it to be, but lacks more words in order to fill that blank space that always is left behind.
But Loving isn't just loving a close one or a hobby. It's loving the things you create with your mind, as you finally let yourself become inspired. It's loving the things you say and the smile you give others. Every step you take down the dusted dirt roads and every song you sing in your own tunes. It's loving the mirror that reflects your true beauty and highlights every flaw on your skin and bones. It's loving the difference between you and others, loving the way life created each person to be unique.
Cause everything owns its flaws.
You might only loath yourself, as life is a brutal reflection of what you don't own. Mocks you like a crow and haunts you like a ghost. Everything you hate about yourself, spinning in your head as if you're the only one who's "Disgusting". But our minds are delusional and competitive things. Striving for success and perfection, believing truly that if you starve yourself you'll become a bit closer towards "Perfection".
But once you've tortured your body and beat your brain. Picked at its flaws like a rose's thorns, until everything you hate about yourself is so clear to that everything you do is filled with your insecurities.
And what then,
where do we go from then on?
It's easy to lead the horse to the water, but you can't force it to drink.
Nobody can force you to find true Love towards yourself, only you are capable of that.
Loving yourself is done by choosing yourself. Focusing on yourself and the things that are unique about you. But flowers don't bloom without rain, nor do they thrive without sun.
I can't tell you how to find that sun. I'm no professional and I can't say that I love myself yet. But I seek comfort in many things in life, BTS being one of them, knowing I'm not alone in feeling the way I do.
I want you to seek comfort in their songs as well. Whether you've already found the place where you can call your flaws beautiful, or whether you're still beneath water reaching for somebody to grab your hand.
I do truly hope you continue your journey, paving your path the way you want it to be.
Love
- Rebekka
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Original music 'Magic Shop'' by
BTS (방탄소년단)
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Thank you for watching,
Bye!
21 май 2019