making the worst decision in honkai star rail that will make you want to rip your hair out 

Real

Think its random, but you can get it in the abnormal occurence in gold and gears

There's an old strat when gold and gear came out where you would keep on coping 2x beacon abnormal occurrence domains. By making sure you pick an unique occurrence each time, you can eventually guarantee both ruan mei occurrences near your last ones. Here's an actual proper guide: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-doplh2iJZ_c.htmlsi=yqy8IbSiOm5VGwbP . Just remember it only works in Gold and Gears and if you have ruan mei, make sure to use her because you can get an extra option to get both of the rewards.

I’ve only found her pt.2 occurrence but never her pt.1

I did that on accident though, I simped so hard at the time that I didn't even think of checking to see if Kafka was real

Basically, the domain is such that you can choose only 1 of the 3 occurrences. The left most occurence is the most op occurence you could get in the simulated universe but they chose some crappy one instead of that

Why not

@@BreadLoverReal its not even by mistake. you literally did it for a video. thats a low man

Nah