UPDATE: I do have covert narcissism, BPD and CPTSD. My borderline personality disorder video part 5. Please comment if you have any requests, thoughts or questions.
Developing self is the key. Develop a secure attachment to yourself. Look into CPTSD based content. BPD related content/therapy never helped me, but healing the underlying trauma that caused it did. For the record, I have BPD, CPTSD and Autism. Hope this helps.
You are a beautiful person, inside and out. I'd be proud to fall in love with someone like you. I think I have BPD and I appreciate you posting these videos so I can hear your experience.