Thanks so much for sharing all those "before" pics. You're the first person I've known who has deliberately gotten surgery to look more masculine in an attempt to fight dysforia. What an interesting part of your journey. That's very unique. Would love to hear more about that someday if you'd care to share. No wonder you look so good now, you were beautiful even before any surgeries. Hope you and Alpha are still doing well. Have a fabulous week! Love and hugs from across the pond, Jackie 🌺💃🏁🏎️
If people is going to stay, truly, true to who they are then they never would or think of changing themselves. Especially drastically, emulating a whole other gender, soo. To be true to yourself means accepting who you are. Meaning, especially, the looks and the gender.
You look so stunning and I love your body confidence. FFS must have been so hard to go through especially after having to reverse the chin implant and nose job. It would be great if you did an update on your life now. You've got a lot of courage. Like you said, it's a marathon. I admire you so much.
@@leefrancis007 I'm so sorry that happened. I had botched skin cancer surgery on my face and I'm still angry with the doctor. I hope that it's completely fixed now. Merry Christmas x
You look so stunning and happy! My heart sings for you! I myself have been on female hormones for almost a year and five months, and it's been quite a ride. I feel more comfortable in my own skin now. I can look in the mirror and see her, my true self. I started HRT on August 1, 2020 and have counted the days ever since. On April 20, 2021, I had my name legally changed and have since legally been known as Daria. I also purged my guy clothes from my wardrobe and have been presenting femme full-time; one of the proudest moments of my life.
Hello! I would like to say that your transition has been the best I've ever seen. You look amazing now! Keep up the good work and reach your goals, whatever they may be.
That was a fantastic video and so informative . You have gone so much and I know from your videos that you are now in a happier place - which is what matters most of all. Just enjoy being the girl you are truly are and ease in to womanhood without looking back and wishing you could have started the process sooner than you did. Be at peace with yourself and just love life for giving you the determination and the opportunity to be the true you; so many people don’t get a second chance to be their inner self. Thank you ever so much for sharing your journey with us here.
@@ElKnoppers She is and if you find that offensive , perhaps you should keep those thoughts to yourself and educate yourself on the matter of what constitutes male or female . Some things are biologically created and others from perception of who we perceive who we are. A woman is a woman and it runs deeper than physical appearance . Do not judge the book by its cover , but the content between its covers . Do that , then we can have a sensible debate about it. If you cannot bother to read the book, then we have nothing to discuss .
@@carmenfissenden2530 He is not really think a man become one by putting hormones that he doesn't create naturally makes him one and undergo surgery to remove a body part he doesn't like There is a reason why it's called the male/female reproductive system if you don't have a female one you can't be a woman And why is humans the only animal that can change their gender? a bull will never be a cow right? By the way fisse means vagina
@@ElKnoppers Life is not always as simple as that - it’s not black and white , no matter how much we would like it to be. This can be a hard concept to accept. The first lesson is to learn how to love others as we would like to be loved ourselves . In translation that means that we accept them for who they are and not judge them on their appearance, but on the person they are inside . Since this is the time of year to celebrate good cheer , I shall begin by wishing you Happy Christmas as I do all I meet . Whatever our differences , I wish you a peaceful and happy time with your love ones . We are not going to agree on the fundamentals of the views you have expressed , but it does not prevent me wishing you joy , peace and best wishes for the New Year.
wow look at your video and that is also how I visualize myself when I also start my transition being a beautiful woman too when I finally have my hormones in my hands thanks for sharing hugs 💗
Thank you for sharing this journey. As a therapist,( Behavioral Health and addiction) that has worked with the LBGTQ. It processes of ongoing acceptance, dealing with the bone head comments, and truly embracing this ongoing beautiful journey!!! I wish nothing but happiness!!!
May I say you are brave for putting this out there. I appreciate that you did. I learn from things like this. Years ago I thought people like you where freaks. I have been lovingly tout by others such as yourself that made me see my perspective was wrong. I'm am man in my 50s and still have a lot to learn. Thank you for making videos such as this so people understand. You are a very good looking person all the way through.. I wish you love and happiness. Take care.
You are incredible. Not only do you look absolutely gorgeous, but as you say it takes so much determination to make such a change and become who you really are. I’m in awe of you. ❤️
Now you are absolutely gorgeous! You said it: transition is a marathon, and expensive... but it worthed! Many of us only dream about it, and are proud of brave women like you that went the full way... Good for you girl! ❤️❤️
U said it girl, it's a marathon and expensive. In month 16 hrt now. Just turned 58 yesterday. But had to comment because A: I feel u, I get it. B: Damn! you are model material! Peace n blessings thus new year 2022 going forward. #onTopOfTheWorld
Lee ... amazing! You really opted to "open the box" on things here ... if I recall correctly, you just had one of your "boy" pictures up previously, and had only mentioned your venture into drag ... needless to say, it's fascinating to have the "before" images to see how far you've come in the current version.
You are all things feminine at 3:08. And the glasses are the frosting in the cheesecake. You look so sultry, yet approachable and pure, natural ciswoman. I am sooo envious.
So nice to see confirmation that it’s normal to push yourself to be more masculine to fight dysphoria- I never got surgery but I wore a beard and spikes in my hair like a safety blanket to feel safe and separate, playing a comfortable and confident character. In reality I’m a shy girl!
Hello! i hope you don't mind asking me, as i am quite sure this is kind of rude to ask, but... well, here i go: When you tried to be someone else, did you model him after the kind of boys/men your true self found attractive at that time?
In the beginning of these transformation videos you think : this is never going to work but in the end the results are stunning. Good job done. Live your life if this makes you happy.
People say... beauty, is on the inside... id say they're talking bollcks! A caerpillar has to change to become a beautiful butterfly! Before it can trully become!
I very much love this video. I hope you can make a video where you talk in it. I am MTF transgender too. I desire the feminine shapely body too. I am also a personal trainer. I did weight training and am still too vascular. I'm on estradiol patches, but my testosterone is still TOO HIGH, ugh. I have decreased my workout weights drastically. My doctor has me on finasteride for a blocker. It is NOT working. That only blocks DHT. At this point, I am 100 % in. I could not go back. As a woman, I love myself much more, have more joy and peace. The Bible says I am wonderfully & fearfully made. God knew I am transgender before I knew. I need help with my voice. Please pray for these blessings in my life and for a career in personal training / nutrition so I can be a blessing to others. Becca
Hi Becca I'm Jessie. First of all congrats on becoming your true self and wish you the best of luck in your journey! I just wanted to comment on a couple things that have worked for me really well, so maybe they can be helpful for you as well. I never did weight training as you did, but was a professional athlete (tennis player) so I was also really vascular (not mass muscular but veins popped from everywhere lol. Maybe ask your doctor about Androcur ( Apo-cyproterone) as the testosterone blocker. It has worked wonders for me, and combined with a controlled weight loss and exercises targeting the "girl muscles" (yes, I did an insane amount of research :)) it completely transformed the shape of my body and now my veins are gone. I have been on HRT for about 10 months (avatar pic is me). I also did a lot of research and practice regarding my voice. To sound more feminine, other than the obvious (higher pitch), is what's called 'resonance" There are many other things of course that help sound more feminine, but pitch and specially resonance are the big ones. Trying to prevent this comment from looking like a novel (too late, I know ;) I will just say resonance controls where to voice "is coming from". Guys voice comes from the chest and throat, girls voice is more "breathy and nasal". My first "practice drill" to feminize my voice helped me immensely hopefully will help you too if you try it All it is, is repeat over and over the sound of the letter "M" but make sure you are making the sound come through your nose. You will know if you are doing it properly by simply feeling the air coming out through your nose, and putting your hand on your chest confirming you don't feel any "vibration" on it when you are making the sound. If you feel the vibration then keep on working on it until is gone. It also helps to to look up and raise your head so your throat is nice and open. Ok sorry for the long comment, hope it helps! Jessie
Whew! If I hadn't known better, I would never be able to tell that your female personna once inhabited a male body. Kudos for your courage in changing yourself into something that made you happy. As far as I'm you're not a fox - you're a goddess!
it's really humbling to see so much hardship you have to face during your transition and that's why I respect transgender women.... the amount of negative reaction and comment they all have to endure and still most of people don't understand so I'm with you girl.... you've earn the respect you deserve.....😊😊😊
I like how you shared the part about how you used to try to be more masculine and even got surgery to look that way. I think for so many trans people they think “I can’t be trans, I’ll be a joke to everyone because of how I’ve acted like my assigned gender” but we all have different journeys and look different at different points in our life, it doesn’t determine who we have to be in the future.
In general, physically, your very in agreeable in both the male and female worlds. In your current situation and appearance, however, your anatomy and psychology match up perfectly. Your beautiful and never let anyone tell you different!!💕😘🍾🍾
One of the things I regret is that I didn't start some treatment when I was young and able to do it. Now I'm 55, and although I have no problems as a man, I feel like I am not where I really belong.
Might be helpful if you added in how much money was spent on these surgeries. And while you at it, maybe say WHERE that money came from. Ya know, since most of us find it a tad difficult to come up with the 50-75k (like you did) working our standard 9-5 jobs.
Wow! I think before you transition you looked like a male model after you also look like a Female Model, Stunning looks!!! Hey just a question I'm thinking about getting ffs did it help with unwanted stares much? I hope it does as cant deal with this anymore 🙄
You are absolutely beautiful. I could stare into your eyes all day and night. Thank you for sharing your life story. Keep posting.stay safe. Love from canada.
0:37 I’m not sure if “dysmorphia” is a word, but I am pretty sure it’s not the word you wanted. I believe “dysphoria” is what you wanted. Regardless, you are so cute!! And I respect you for your courage 😽
this video is amazing as someone who is still in the learning who she is stage... i can imagine how hard it was to make the decicion to fully just be you... i am trying hard to discover whether i want to stick with prosthetics. or go get implants or go on HRT i like my masculine side for work.. but any other time... it's fem.. i just want to put on something cute and relaxing and just feel amazing... thank you for this video maybe when i can finally figure out who i am i'll have to make something like this. your such an inspiration and look amazing thank you
