That's awful cam's suicide had broken him and broken Mya she tried to help him it never worked even though cam was sick and wanted to stop hurting. It some times help whenn you talk about what's bothering you inside your head...even if it's painful...it'll make you feel much better if you at least try...I went through depression too and had anger even suicide thoughts too back I've been there.I know exactly what it felt like,it felt your unable to speak or feel too ashamed of things or think that'll others will trick you into thinking they won't judge you if they will It plays a devastating row on you to get you to shut down even more.There's no Maya could know that cam had problems had serious problems..he had poor communication he didn't allow himself to grow or try to seek help...not saying it was it was that easy but it could've gotten easier if cam tried to reach out to someone or a therapist it would've helped him supposedly.He put Maya in a traumatizing position, it was ashamed that she had to relive that for the rest of her life I feel terrible for both them they were both just kids..and isolating people who do care about you gives you more frusation and stressful melt downs doesn't help it only makes it worst.I know not every one is strong to speak up but it never should hurt to try it out that's all I can say.Anyone going through something use it as a weapon not a excuse to push harder through you are worthy of everything don't give up,whatever your suffering from or facing get it the hell out your head! Seek help forgive yourself..grow from your mistakes don't others bully you,stay strong and keep moving God's got you.
Of course it is not wrong! You are just going to a bad chapter of life right now. I would recommend going to an psychologist though because those kind of people can really lighten the sadness.
Mimi Gorgeous please seek help and/or do things to lighten this feeling. Always open up about your feelings and please don't let it get to the extent maya did. ❤️❤️
