hi friends ✨📁🧸 welcome to a new chapter of my life.
deep breaths, fifth year, here we go.
[an update ✧･ﾟ: *]
it's strange to me that i don't have official classes at university any more. i don't need to set foot on campus all semester... i realized it this year, my contact hours are shadowing now. that's strange but also feels right at this point of my life.
lectures exist and are still online (which i am so grateful for (*^_^*) -- saves me so much comfort and time not to mention teachers had the thoughtfulness to start recording and uploading them) and the mornings are at the hospital, where i've been learning a lot about interacting with patients, what a regular day in my life will look like. hhh :')
i was really scared about fifth year, but it has been feeling nicer than the fourth actually. my education has never felt more like my responsibility since i'm just shadowing my tutor for one or two weeks and moving to the next. tutors are more impersonal than ever, but it's kind of cool since we have to go home and spend a lot of time studying. they understand our life and we understand theirs. they try to teach us when they can but mostly we watch and that's more than i can ask for. i turn into a sponge when i'm with them O_O i don't blink
there was an initial shock for me. three weeks in, i'm used to not consuming anything for the whole morning by now, but in the beginning, it was really awful going so many hours without eating. it may have sent me a little into despair, especially on a day where my tutor kept me there until 2pm (in this video).
we follow whatever the tutor does and it feels like a gift when they take a 10 min break to eat and go to the bathroom (only happened once). just today, my tutor (surgeon) straight up sat in a chair and talked to us for four. hours. straight. i am not joking in any shape or form. his energy did not waver so ours couldn't either. sometimes it feels like i'm learning from robots T_T especially the senior doctors, their stamina is insane.
ramblings aside...
i hope you have a lovely rest of september and a calming beginning of fall.🍁🍂
as i'm writing this, it's friday so i'm ready to have a productive weekend ahead, today i'm going to watch the new marvel movie i talked about in this vlog ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
lots of love,
maria
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↪🌾faq:
- where do i live? Lisbon, Portugal
- what do i study? medicine, year 5
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✨music:
Sweet Baby (K-POP Version) (Instrumental Version) - Collin Lim
Tiny Room Bop - [ocean jams]
Pomelo - Jobii
Next to Our House - Josef Bel Habib
Excuse the Dog - Stationary Sign
Notre Jour - Mac Taboel
Just Like I Said - Piper Ezz
Last Time We Kissed - Nocturnal Spirits
That Second Kiss - Nocturnal Spirits
I'll Get Over You (K-POP Version) - Adelyn Paik
♡ spotify playlist with soundtrack of my vlogs: open.spotify.c...
28 сен 2024
