[Meddling Lez] Fake Hetero Love 

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I think it depends if you are willing to lose her as a friend. This is a big risk because if she has already said 'I will stay away from her', then that is what she may do. However, 'staying away from her' may not mean forever. There's also the fact that she really doesn't know what she would say if you came out to her and would be shocked. I think that you should test the waters a bit before diving in and try to get more information in how she would potentially react to it. Also, it sounds like you wouldn't be happy just being her friend, so you have some choices here, you either stay her friend and say nothing but keep being jealous all the time and your heart breaking inside. The next option is that you don't tell her and you stay away from her and try to move on without her in your life, or the third option is that you confess your feelings for her, and if it does work out, then you'll be happy with the one you love. This is an extremely difficult situation for you though and the way I see it, there is only one route to happiness all the time this girl is in your life. You have to really think about this and I hope other people from this channel can also comment on your situation and help you out. Anyway, whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best of luck!

Hi Maya, Hope you are well and staying safe. I would equate this situation to a guy who has a crush on you. You know you like women and that you don't have those feelings towards men. She is the same way only she likes men and doesn't have those feelings towards women. She isn't capable of giving you what you want from her beyond a friendship. Just like you would not be able to give the guy anything beyond a friendship. I recommend that you friend zone her and try to start hanging out with people who are interested in the same sex as you are even if it only online or through social media. You should set some boundaries with the type of affection you allow her to give you as well because this will help you mentally distinguish between friendship and a romantic relationship. Focus your energy on yourself for a about a year and learn to accept yourself exactly the way you are. This will make you happier in the long run and you will have better relationships in the future because you have laid down a solid foundation for yourself. Best of luck to you!

Hey, Maya You should first know why she wants to stay away if her friend has a crush for her, if it's for bad reasons (homophobia) she's not good for you.. so just keep the friendship without confessing, but if she wants to stay away because she thinks that not giving back the same feelings for not being gay can be worse to her friend (she's a good person and cares about you) then you should try talking to her.. but I still think it's best you look for lgbt friends, you first need to be freedom and more confident about yourself, meet gay girls for then thinking about in a relationship. Those feelings can just pass if she's straight and if she's don't want to be your friend just because you are gay then she's don't worth it

Maya Richardson i think you should try/pretend dating other girls and see how she reacts.

if it just pure pain being near her. pull away, you have dropped enough hints that any one should get it. if shes asks why you can say that you have dropped enough hints and if shes really doesn't get it, then you know you are saving yourself a lot of heart ache later. i have done the unrequited love, and it hurts worse than any thing. so pull back slowly. you never know not looking might just mean you find the right one serendipitously

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