Thanks for telling me that and thank you so much for this song I think I understand Melanie Martinez’s Portals album much more I’m diving deep into Melanie Martinez because I have a while until the film and I’m learning about reincarnation and death and life thank you so much if there is anymore songs please release them love you❤
I would die a happy man if Melanie were to ever officially release a studio version of this song. It’s beautiful and really helped me cope at a very low point in my life.
Heyy it's me from another channel! And yes, relating to this song is really sad but I guess that's Mel's point, making people with these problems know they're not alone, that's why we love her❤❤❤
This was always my favorite MM song- I’m so glad it got reuploaded; idk why she’d delete this masterpiece. To write with such depth and clarity at such a young age (I think she write this at 14?15?) is wonderful to see. I hope she makes more songs like this and won’t lose this talent by being too influenced by her record label 🤔😞 I’m glad she is still releasing music either way though 🤗😁🌼
yes but the song was scraped witch in music means she was proud but has never needed the song but it probably supposed to be in her debut album but never was she also probably did not wanna post it for reasons.It was leaked for reasons that could be back 2023.as the song was not needed but was proud of it could already be forgotten but when she said dont liten to the leaks it hard to hold back her songs are great but we know the mm3 is comming out soon right?melenie should be in mexico right now.but maybe the 69 unrealeased songs will be in the new album.?
Hey guys it's the owner of the video but from another account because I lost this one HAHAHAHA I just wanted to search for Mel's unreleased songs lyrics and found this video which I totally forgot about. I never expected to blow out like this. Thank you so much, really❤❤❤
Pupils begin to observe Watching the waste on this earth Mamas don't love their kids like they used to Letting them smoke their herbs Nails bitten down to the nub Palms at a fire as they rub Soup never reaches its boil Dinner ain't the only thing they spoiled Let the maggots and worms infest your brain Got your memory of all timers begins Let that hell of a drug emerge in your veins And I, will claim that I love you And I am the one who birthed you Skin tearin' down to the bone Freckles fall off as they're told You realize soon your identity changes No longer the person you were No longer the person that you adore Let the maggots and worms infest your brain Got your memory of all timers begins Let that hell of a drug emerge in your veins And I, will claim that I love you And I am the one who birthed you Thank you mama For all you've done Gave me cancer And thick black lungs Left me rotting On the street Rather shoot up Than have food to eat Let the maggots and worms infest your brain Got your memory of all timers begins Let that hell of a drug emerge in your veins And I, will claim that I love you And I am the one who birthed you And I am the one who birthed you Do, do, do do do, do, do Mamas don't love their kids like they used to Letting them smoke their herbs
This song spoke to me so deeply that I had a mental breakdown because of everything she said is half true with my mom 🙁💞🙏 amazing song saved me from harm
Heyy it's the owner of the video from another Channel! This song is so relatable to me too and I understand people with the same situation. I'm also so happy to hear that the song helped you! I hope everything is okay for you now, lots of love❤❤❤
I don't do drugs but my mom smokes which caused me to have health problems and she told me that I'm dead to her and that she regret having me and that I'm not the same girl that I used to be So I relate to this (she did a lot of other horrible things but I don't want to say anything about it)
I'm so sorry about these. Please stay powerful. You are precious girl and nothing's gonna change that. One day you have a own life and family. And that day everyonewould understand she is not telling the truths.
Heyy it's the owner of the video but from another Channel, I relate to you and this song, it's a really horrible situation and I hope you're way better now. Things get better even if it doesn't seem like it, I promise❤❤❤
I was just wondering what this song is about... I have many theories (and please feel free to tell me your ideas too) but one of the theories I have is the song is about a mother who is an addict who continues using while they are pregnant and literally give birth to a child that is born addicted to drugs. The other theory I have is a mom who is addicted to drugs actively does drugs with their kid, helps them get high or helps supply them with drugs or turns a blind eye to their addiction. Another is a mother who gives birth to someone and somehow they end up addicted to drugs and the mom claims to love them despite their kid being an addict and maybe the reason they became an addict was because of their mom either through neglect or abuse or other circumstances. These are just my ideas after listening to the song many times. Let me know yours! I am curious to know how other people interpret the song. Edit: also there's parts of the song where Melanie mentions how the mom would rather do drugs than put food on the table and make sure the kids are fed. I think this is also very important to mention because it's very prevalent in parents who are addicts to ignore caring for their children. There's plenty of movies and documentaries about it. Just figured I would also mention that too. "Rather shoot up then have food to eat." Really hits hard when you know how true that is for so many kids across the world.
It's titled "birthing addicts" so I assume it's about the mother/father being irresponsible and keeps having children even though she doesn't take care of them and that she's a drug addict.
I like to interpret this from the perspective of a child who was neglected/abused by their parents , whether because they were drug addicts themselves or , as the name implies , they were "birthing addicts" and had more kids than they could care for , out of irresponsibility or solely so they could have full control over another human. As they grew up , turned to drugs to cope. I think of the bridge , where Melanie sings "Rather shoot up than have food to eat" is the child (now adult) speaking about themselves. Because they never were raised properly and have never experienced love or warmth in their life , their priorities are not right and they believe the drugs they take are the only source of happiness they have. They would rather take the drugs so they can at least feel good when/until they die , than take food or basic necessities and prolong their suffering. Or something like that idk
@@nikolevasey4316 it is mine, I wrote it myself in my notes app How did you come to the conclusion that this was not written by me? What did you look up? I looked up my own work and saw no results. Who do you think wrote this? I'm just a nobody on the internet. My work doesn't exactly reach many eyes so I'd be quite interested to see that someone out there found the things I wrote and claimed ownership over them.
@@nikolevasey4316 it's based on my own experiences. My ex would come over to my home once and never want to come over again because they came out of there terrified of what they heard in there. Something they found terrifying was something that I've grown to get used to.
Let your hart break but let your dreams focus on laughter let the wind speak of your whispers of souls to grow in your memory of holding my hand like a swing of kiss not by skin but lips that words touch your ears please don't let me pass away with out
Holaa soy la creadora del video desde otra cuenta, y te juro que me paso lo mismo, empece a cantarla por la cara y cuando la busque me encontre con mi propio video JAJAJAJAJAJ
im crying i use to sing this all the time when i was 13 but forgot everything and only remembered was the word maggots and mama it took me so long to find it ..
I give one song hear this a spider silk worms coucon feels of love clothing feel me in bed the sun wind blows to gifts of hugs and gift of flower calling your toes to tippy toe in my garden dear children of sun when it rain clouds of the sky is times of bed rest and stories of heaven gates that keep asking and recieveing your birth life and wisdom of spiritual knowledge
Que linda gente😍😍😍 Ah meu coração cortar com toda maldade que já fizerem com ela e com pessoas como ela... que no caso sou eu tmb😢💔💔😔 Te amooo melsinha💕
