Sweetie thank you for talking about your addiction in the last, I myself will be celebrating 15yrs this July from being addicted to pain meds. I was diagnosed in 2020 with stage 2 triple negative breast cancer and believe me it was a time in my life that it tested my sobriety and I am proud to say I did amazing. I did 14 rounds of 3 different types of hard chemo that causes pain, a painful double mastectomy and 3 painful breast reconstruction surgeries and I did it all without pain meds other than ibuprofen 800. I knew right after the surgeries they would administer pain meds but I told them I didn’t want to know when they gave it to me and I didn’t want any to take home. I’m very proud of myself. I pray this upcoming yearly cancer checkup they tell me I’m in remission for a 3rd year ❤