Sometimes you just wanna listen to one song for an hour then get bored by it Video source: • 終電間際≦オンライン。 - escape(M... Song by: Metric Art by: @syumagi_ on twitter
This becomes much sadder when you realize the artist literally took invididual pictures and drew a girl to spend time with, this is all one big cope. Jeez. Edit: It seems that girl is actually real and has been traced over. It is apparently his girlfriend, which makes this a lot happier and even romantic instead of sad and desperately lonely.
@@BBWahoo Why do you find it sad when a lonely man tries to comfort himself? I know that the real situation was with his girlfriend, but I am asking in principle. What makes this 'sad' to view? As far as I am concerned, all this does is perpetuate further hate and ostracization, only worsening the problems.
@mark3t029 I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST
This kind of thing has been my dream since I was a kid. Now, I'm getting older and older and I've never gotten to experience anything like it. I just have to watch everyone I have feelings for be happy with others. I wish I could just have a long hug.
Also, I wanna reply seriously. You may feel like you're running out of time, but you should realize that life sort of moves in stages. There will be something equally as enjoyable even when you're 30. But, if you don't want to wait and find out what that might be, I'd say put your foot out the door and look for your rose-tinted moments. They exist, to some degree, but they aren't gonna come knocking on your door. Some people live vicariously through media, which is absolutely fine, but if you feel like you're wasting time because things (like the moments happening in the video) aren't coming to fruition, then I advise everyone who feels this way to get up and get out there. Improve yourself, then shoot for the stars. I doubt it's easy, but then again, if it was then everyone would have it. I don't like sounding preachy, sorry if this came across as that. Over all, it's not over for you. Someone is looking to give you that hug, man. Go look for them. P.S Just don't go down any creepy dark alleys
Why is this so good at capturing a fake sensation of happiness? I don’t mean that in a sad “I’m lonely” sort of way, this video just “feels” warm, almost like fake nostalgia
You know, even such a lowlife like me had that one female friend who I enjoyed spending time with. But everything fell Apart when I confessed And she found herself a boyfriend, I still love being around her, but she brings these dark memories I wish to forget
@@oswarz5294 I don't know, It's hard to tell. I guess I'm alright because she And I go to seperate schools, though from What my friend told me she dropped out of school. Also she found another boyfriend that's 8 years older than her. I have no Idea what's going on in her head honestly. Thanks for asking
POV: you're trying to live an aesthetic life like this to be the main character of your angsty story but really you look like a normal fool in your own head
I think the reason this concept is such a brilliant way to tell a story cuz this is exactly remembering things look like, it's not like a moving video but a series of image changing one by one as your brain trying to remember a scene
spent months without being able to cry, tears wouldn't fall then i sat here and listened to this, started crying i don't know what's the point of my life, i don't know who i am anymore, i don't know why i am here i've been suffering for years, things won't change, things aren't getting better, i'm stuck in place and alone i'm not strong enough to get up and change things when my body itself wants to die lying in bed i feel stupid, ignorant, useless and weak
i can relate to this on a celular level....life is really sucks for me for years right now, i dunno if it'll ever get better since i always sabotage myself and ruin everything all over again...im tired of starting new...i just wanna vanish
Discovered this beautiful masterpiece through an online penpal and now youtube won't stop recommending it to me. No regrets tho. Sometimes it feels ugly good to hurt.
Going into the second half of my twenties, this is a symbol of all those things that I've never experienced and at this point likely won't ever... But probably very few did. This little kind of magic that's still possible but that essentially nobody will experience - a fantasy that everybody yearns for, but instead of one made impossible by laws of physics, by the odds being astronomically low. And yet it feels so mundane. Even if it's just a fantasy, even if we logically understand that real relationships are so much more difficult and complex, that "young love" or the exciting and interesting "teenager/young adult life" are basically not real (not the way they tends to be portrayed, anyway), it still feels like a regular, maybe even common, possibility. I think that's why it hurts so much. Nobody gets emotional about not winning the lottery. Worse still, with age I find it more and more difficult to meet new people, and I've lost almost all of my friends through simple drifting apart or particular episodes in my life. The current state of the world doesn't help either, online I rarely even find anyone living in the same country as me. The idea of experiencing even a fascimile gets further and further away This video has made me feel, bros. And I cannot do anything about it but try to bottle it all down as usual. And continue to persist on. This comment is just me screaming out into the void.
-Loneliness Understand the worst part is the thoughts sitting in your head, but understand the reasons behind reasons, how you are planting them for later, bearing fruits of apathy and cyncism and ego, and then pressure, and complexies in possbilibties and then the burden of probability and potential. potential replaces responsibility. responsibility is the flipside to freedom, which is the flipside of liberation, which is the flipside of autonomy, and thus the flipside of truth. Being honest, and atleast dont lie when you have awareness of the truth. The angel and devil on your shouders are incorrect iconic represenations, thus leading to bad and good, black and white, all or nothing, binary like thinking. Thus cynism hides the truth from compartmentizing infomation into cogitive distortions. Thus the way you think is the way you feel, but the way you feel is the way you think. So how is it you feel? LONELY, thus you think lonely, understand your emotions first before understanding infomation. Because we use our emotions as a baramoter for truth, like you feel stupid. But wait, stupid is not a feeling. Figure out how you feel, and if you cant thats alexithymia, thus you are foreverblind in your thinking. YOU can not have eanerness without proper aim, but to learn a proper aim, you need the right infomation, but the way you feel blinds you from truth, === “Good does not become better by being exaggerated, but worse, and a small evil becomes a big one through being disregarded and repressed. The Shadow is very much a part of human nature, and it is only at night that no shadows exist.” SO instead of the angel and the devil, think of them as the The Pen and then the Manager. You have been using a pen for the building of your life, you are both the writer and the actor in your life. And who is it that is writing your story, is it you? well yes, but which part of you, the ego ? an evolutionary self defense mechanism with no idea of logic, sure it reminds you of memories of couple of small things are truth, like semantic memory, but thats not reasoning nor logic, understand. The reasons behind reasons, who is writing your story is it the brain or the soul? Is it you or the programming in your brain. And if you dont know the answer, then ask what makes us more than an animal? What makes us human? What is abstraction? Life is a game, learn the rules, duel process the rules, live by the rules to make new rules, what rules am i talking about, the one your brain has made and the evolutionary ones. Innate rules and made rules, it takes effort, its not easy, as nothing is easy, but it can be simple. Though the most simple of question have the most complex of answer, and if you ask a why it can forever scale upwards or downwards. But when you have a why, you can bare any how. So if the answers are not coming, then ask better questions. You are the pen and the manger, the writer and the actor, but these are not titles to bare, but way of reasonings, ways of mindsets, different ways to answer which just magically appear in any given circumstance, prescriptive lens which allows for answers to come easier, or maybe representative heuristics. Which icons are you following? Though what is magic really? perhaps its just low resolution phenomenon, or perhaps its a story of human experience. Well if you understand its not binary, thats good, it means you reconize its both, the spirit and the matter, the thing and the meaning. One where the details can be subjective, but feeling always exist. Fanstasy is way of processing information, its just how are you compartmentalizing it, heuristics or cognitive bias. A dream you cant wake up from, because we are for ever away from grieving unto it. Listen tragic optism is following the light at the end of the tunnel, follow the light within. -The light at the end of the tunnel is a sham, follow the light within, for we become the brightest, when light within becomes brighter, and the whole world will awaken around you, man has made his own fire and took control of fate, we have came to a conclusion ever before reading the introduction -Understanding has two parts, the literal step and the metaphorical step, the understood by product of us under the condition of read experience, and the understood by product of us under the condition of spoken experience. (Understanding a laungage or idea, but unable to speak said laungage, or knowning something but not understanding it which is due to the lack of reasons behind reasons.) -We must find synchrony in both parts, into order to see the third part, that final part is action. -Then we must find harmony or individuation when we order all three parts together, then we truely see it.
Remember fellas, if you feel worthless n shit theres bound to be someone out there rooting for you whether it be your mother, father, other family, friends or a random fella in a youtube comment section someones always going to believe in you
@@efegokselkisioglu8218 I completely agree with you on being miserable all day, but recognising reality should come first. Comfortable ignorance can lead to more suffering. I don't have an issue with optimism, I would go as far as to consider myself an optimist, but sometimes you genuinely don't have anyone to back you up or help you. Deluding yourself into thinking you do can dig you further into misery. Hence why I think it's inappropriate to adopt this mentality, because if you remove your ability to recognise when you're alone, you may never go through the effort of fixing that. Most people are lucky enough to have support, but not everyone is. Misery is awful, but recognise it has a place, as does everything in moderation
@@_Stray Has this "cynical optimism" done you more good than any, so called "comfortable ignorance" has? If it has good on you brother. I'm glad you've risen above appreciating the love of those around you. Maybe you're the one in a billion people that relies solely on themselves to grow.
@@mechagoomba4577 I think you misread what I was saying. I'm not a cynic I'm a realist, accurate portrayals of reality is something I value more than being happy, but that doesn't mean being happy isn't one of my priorities. They're not mutually exclusive. My point is if you choose to value comfort over reality you may end up needing more comforts to compensate. Recognising what you may lack is the first step in getting whatever it is you lack. Pretending to be happy isn't as good as actually being happy. Humans are social creatures that need support to maintain stable mentality, if they don't have this but delude themselves into thinking they do then they will suffer. I'm saying if you're lonely you should go out and talk to people, I'm not telling people to deal with it, I'm telling them to fix it
I imagine this being a visual representation of depression. It shows us what this person wants more than anything but can’t have. The moment everything is silent and it cuts to black is what I associate to be their medications effects wearing off, only for them to live in denial and retake the medication, only this time, they don’t care she’s not real because it gave them genuine happiness for the time the medicines effects were prevalent
Meeting someone on ur wavelength, having the time of ur life, bei g scared of rejection or just to insecure. 2 weeks later someone else had the courage u lacked.
The only way to suppress the painful memories is to lie yourself so she doesn't exist in your mind anymore. I rarely thought about her anymore. It's been six years, and she's probably married to some guy by now. Life moves on.
I’ve had dreams like this. They feel amazing… until they end with everything getting dark around me, I was holding her hand, looking around now cant find her… search dark roads, alleys, rooms, spaces… then wake up feeling the emptiest Ive ever felt. I’m not gonna find her bros.
Some people never experience this. Consider yourself lucky if you ever heard from a girl I like you or I love you. I confessed to my crush High school, I confessed to my crush at Uni. I confessed to my crush at Work. Ended up switching Job. Just one thing i ask for some girl to like me back. My life is halfway over. Some guys are made to die alone.
I experienced my first romance in year 9, year 10 i missed out and year 11 i got into a secret on and off with another girl, year 12 i missed out and year 13 was an on and off relationship....ive never had a full strong relationship ever and its coming to the end of my highschool life..
I was fine living alone during the pandemic but when I went back to uni I met this girl. She was nice, didn't really pay much attention to me but I made an effort to talk to her more and more. Hanging out with her after class all nervous was a refreshing experience, my heart jumping every time a notification of her answering my texts came up felt really nice. I asked her if she wanted to hang out some time and she didn't say no but clearly wasn't interested so I let it go. I'm not heartbroken, I wasn't in love with her or anything, but it feels awful to be alone again with nothing to look forward to, it changed me in a way. I hope I can make it.
"Is wasn't in love with her"... I said that too but had to admit to myself, that i actually was in love with her.. i just didnt noticed it at the time and couldn't admit it to myself.
during the Las Vegas shooting Stephen Paddock supposedly expent 3000+ rounds of ammunition over the course of ten minutes from 27 AR-15's with bumpstocks despite the facts that it would have required him to drop a gun after each 30 round magazine was empty, even though videos from survivors show that it was a nonstop stream of ammunition with a firing rate much higher than a bumpstock is capable of producing from multiple locations that appear to be M249 LMG's. more interesting is the fact that after the FBI took over the investigation, his house somehow burned down with all of the evidence, and photos of the hotel room he shot from only show 50 spent shells. Years later we still have no motivation, and there was strangely no follow up on the biggest mass shooting in US history. Most confusing is that the day after his brother had numerous press interviews where he claimed it made no sense, he was arrested for possessing several hundred terabytes of child porn on a 20 year old computer running Windows 95, at least according to the photos taken by the FBI.
It's so easy to fall in love with any girl, all of them are beautiful, but when you feel her eyes looking yours, you feel trapped, you want to know her more, spend time with her and make her laugh. Is it love? No, you just found another kindred spirit, but she doesn't need you, she is well on her own, alone, always has been...
Snap back to reality I edited this because I saw a lot of sad comments rather than nostalgic ones, I feel like that too so wake up and stay strong, stay sigma, stay zyzz brah
my dog died today and he may not be a lost kitten but this song will always remind me of him. i discovered it around his last moments of lucidity before his organs shut down. he has the most beautiful eyes of any living being
This makes me both feel better and worse at the same time. It's so nostalgic, in both a good and sad way, bringing out a sense of yearning for the past and a sense of dread for that which will never come back-- like the opportunities of my childhood or just interactions with people i'll never see again.
i feel kind of depressed watching this, the visuals paired with the song makes me feel like im "wasting" my life, like im missing out. though im still super young (not even in my 20s yet) the feeling just persists no matter how many times i watch it And this isn't about the girl, the part where it hits the most is when the song goes "i was looking for a hooker when i found you" And the photos started to show an empty street
just turned 18 like a month ago. I see so many people in these comments talking about girls they liked or whatever. 18 never had a girlfriend, the one girl I did like brother zoned me, that was 3 years ago now. I'm hoping I can find someone at some point since I'm moving out of my house in just a few days going to live on my own. even though I'm doing that at 18, I still feel like I'm never doing good enough.
no having this memory will only give you pains when you remember it cause i had once and its recently happend everytime i think of it only pains cause you know its not gonna happen again with the same person anymore
No, humans are social, make good Friends and LOVE yourself, there is no hurry into LOVE, you can't chose when or where yo Will find It, but you can start by been a good partner improving yourself, then some girl like you Will get atracted to that
still remember her, sitting across from me. sun on her shoulders, sitting with her best friend unaware that i was watching her. could see her rainbow underwear. wasnt being a creep or nothing i just thought they were cute. we skipped school together a few times, never made a move on her even when we skipped school to see a movie together. i just loved being around her. she never got into social media so after school just never saw or heard from her again. that was 15 years ago man. 15 years ago. jesus. why am i thinking of her still i have a family now. jesus.
It seems to me that most here are from developed countries, so listen to me. Most people envy what you may have. Safety, wealth, prosperity. I'm from brazil and i couldn't really enjoy a night like this even if i wanted. I had a girlfriend, and i loved her very much, and this was the kind of experience i dreamed of again and again. I feared leaving her because i was getting old, and this would be my last chance to enjoy teenage carefree love. I remember in dates feeling very stranded because the streets were unsafe and we had to resort to staying in minescule places like my house or small shopping centers. I dreamed of being free and leaving my country...but i couldn't, because i was committed to her. Despite my fears, i also had my dreams, of enjoying life with freedom and hopelessly yearned for it. Then it happened. I decided to break up with her, because i realized i didn't truly like her personality and didn't enjoy being with her a lot of the time. It was the hardest decision of my life, and i thought i couldn't find love again, because i wanted to believe that was it. Shortly after, i discovered this song, and it hit me in ways i couldn't imagine, because i wanted to go back to her, but i knew it wasn't for the best. Now, i feel a little better and got over her, and even though i'm older and alone and my fears came true, i still have hope. Hope of finding someone special again, and in this time, i will have all the freedom i wanted and yearned for , and hopefully more friends to boot, as i drifted away from many former friends during the pandemic. I believe i can still live this all again, but having the freedom of a bird. I may be alone now, but i believe God has something even greater for me. I fear aging a little less, i'm 20, and i realized that love and friends are still love and friends even if you're still older, and life is worth living at any age, it's never too late . So if you have freedom in your life, go out there men. Shes waiting for you, and you have the choice to make your dreams come true. I suffered a lot in my life, and realized the place i live in is a prison, and it was a very hard realization to have...leaving your family is though. I believe i will be leaving at the end of the year, hopefully to Japan. I live by this motto: The best is yet to come.
Exatamente isso, infelizmente a maioria da galera de primeiro mundo nem tem ideia do que tem, aqui na cidade as únicas opções são shopping ou levar um tiro se você sair andando assim de noite. Se me permite a pergunta como você alcançou o sonho de conseguir sair? E boa sorte no Japão, se puder espero ir pra lá também um dia.
I live in a big city of a semi developed country and I live a modest but quite good life, now imagine I tell you I still feel empty when I take my meds do therapy and recently started doing sports again, sometimes we work in ways we can’t even understand we just got to keep pushing foward. Stay strong
re watching it for an hour only makes it more depressing it's as if we're reliving those moments over and over isolated in our room in the darkness, crying that it's all gone I haven't experienced such thing yet but I'm sure as hell not going to live long when the time comes saying goodbye to anything important is terrifying but a part of your own life? makes you want to consider ending it because you know you'll never have it again...
Three year of my life was full of joy because of her. I was the weird outcast of the whole class and when I met her at the stairs, things changed. It was raining and i didn't bring my umbrella.She handed hers to me and asked me to share it with her.And later that day things changed. I loved her and my life was beautiful as it was never been before.I got myself some friends.Later, I became the Yuuta(that one guy with many friends ,in japanese word) .We escaped from reality and sent ourselves out to our very little imaginations everyday. I was scared that if I confesses her, I might lose that little hope. When I had that courage to tell her, she was already onto someone. I lost. All my ambitions changed and my friendship with her ...even with the whole classmates stopped. I became a loner again and still that part was chasing me like a ghost. I did everything to forget her...but, this uncovers easily. So, don't hesitate my guys.....grab your luck and risk it. It'll be worth the try somehow. (Sorry about my identity. Forgive me)
It only gets as good as you can make it. To quote my man Confucius, there's 2 man, one says he can't do it himself, another says he can do it himself, both are correct.
I still find myself unconciously saying her name when im sad, or just going to sleep. Been 3 years lads, it's obvious at this point that im gonna die alone.
I used to think that being an outcast with my 'dank' circle, doing nothing but gaming and surfing nonsense on internet was more than enough. Thinking that being 'normal' is shallow and being in relationship is just a waste of time. Now... I regret every single decision I made. I just want to be loved.
during the Las Vegas shooting Stephen Paddock supposedly expent 3000+ rounds of ammunition over the course of ten minutes from 27 AR-15's with bumpstocks despite the facts that it would have required him to drop a gun after each 30 round magazine was empty, even though videos from survivors show that it was a nonstop stream of ammunition with a firing rate much higher than a bumpstock is capable of producing from multiple locations that appear to be M249 LMG's. more interesting is the fact that after the FBI took over the investigation, his house somehow burned down with all of the evidence, and photos of the hotel room he shot from only show 50 spent shells. Years later we still have no motivation, and there was strangely no follow up on the biggest mass shooting in US history. Most confusing is that the day after his brother had numerous press interviews where he claimed it made no sense, he was arrested for possessing several hundred terabytes of child porn on a 20 year old computer running Windows 95, at least according to the photos taken by the FBI.
It's something to remember, Japan has been inhabited and developed for millennia. Murrican natives never really urbanized in any meaningful way, and Murrica doesn't have the millenia of culturally-derived structure. 200 years is a long time, but it's not that long, and all the time it took for Japan to focus on developing areas for habitation, Murrica hasn't. On top of which, there's Murrican people with their independence and anti-socialness and lethargy, political indifference, much more dangerous urban settings. It's just a whole different bag.
@@ThatManCarryingSand I sorta disagree with the specifics. The US's reluctance to make good urban design can be found in specific policies (see: the TX GOP's newest platform, which makes mention of being anti-public transit, among other things) and in an unwillingness to leave car-centric design behind. Either way, even if I'm wrong, I find it more sanity-preserving to scrutinize policy instead of general cultural attitudes
@@ThatManCarryingSand It is not true in the slightest to say "Murrican natives never really urbanized in any meaningful way". There were dozens of cities across the western hemisphere with tens of thousands of people and even a handful with hundreds of thousands. The Mississippian, Mayan, Aztec, and Incan civilizations come to mind specifically. It is simply that disease killed off so many people that most of these pre-colombian cities were abandoned.
This is a song I can't actually focus on or I think thoughts and feel ways I've never felt and likely wouldn't feel without it. Odd experience, don't even know what the song is about, just hurts
When you realize all the girl wanted the guy to hold her hand and enjoy the moment together based on the sleeping in the restaurant how she positions her hand to be hold, the way she grab his hands to go for a venture and the last sigh when the train arrived
Rewatching it for an hour only makes it more depressing It’s as if we’re reliving those moments over and over while being isolated in our dark room looking at these images crying Those times are forever gone I haven’t experienced such a thing but when I will I’ll sure as hell not live long when the time comes Saying goodbye to anything important and natural is terrifying but a part of your own life? Makes you consider ending it because you know you’ll never have it again...
I feel like I’ve already got a first step into this feeling I physically can’t smile no matter how hard I try, something natural that I can’t do anymore makes me feel like I lost a limb To anyone who’s going through these kinds of permanent losses I feel very sorry for you and hope you’ll be okay
i know right, legit sitting here at 2am almost 3 just alone just dreaming of going on adventures like this with people but knowing they'll never happen
I've never wanted a relationship and still don't but I found this song after losing contact with a lot of important people in my life so that's what I've associated it with. I have years worth of memories with someone and yet I still remember them far longer than ever knowing them, I've know someone my whole life just for me to only feel what life is like without them, I enjoyed talking with someone so much that their conversations still keep me locked in place till this day, I've been close to someone without words ever needing to be exchanged but words could've made that bond last longer, and there was someone who wasn't fun to be around but there complete absence was never desired from any of us. These were all close friends of mine but sudden channges occurred and I still feel left behind even after years of never hearing from them again but even if I had more time, an eternity could never be enough time to know them better
This kind of reminds me of the instances in fantasy when there are machines or drugs that let you experience moments of your past (like in fallout 4 or code geass). It's like this is from the perspective of a man that's lost everything, and so lives out his life trying relive the happiest moment of his life over and over through the use of some machine or drug. I probably only think that because the slideshow loops by literally rewinding the slideshow.
@@quykisanto4057 Yes. I've been to alot of the places in this video. Shimokitazawa is a cool place and definitely a place I recommend going to in Japan. Not far from the middle of Tokyo.
This reminds me of my youth. Of nights in NYC and Taipei where I did not get enough sleep. Of walking around all night talking to someone in Macau that I never saw again. To catching the last ferry of the night in Hong Kong. It makes me hope my own child enjoys her youth and finds adventures in it.
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