Miscarriage Story| Postpartum Depression| PCOS| Surgery| Self Help| Pregnancy Series Part 1 

Seeking a counselor help here in India, mental health is as important like physical health # it's a long road in India,few cases need definitely medical help , it shouldn't be considered a taboo, it would be much great if you could have said having kids is not the only the thing ,n it's not the start n end of married woman. Society needs to stop so obsessed about having kids

I too had the same experience.I got my first pregnancy after 6 years of marriage and I too have pcos.Got a positive test and went for my first ultrasound ,my obgyn said there is no fetal pole.It was shattering but after 3 months I conceived again and now have a 3 year beautiful girl.

Naku 2 month miscarriage aindhi.pain assalu thattukoleka poyanu.kani nenu depression lo ki vellaledhu.pillalu puttaka pothe adopt chesukundham anukunna.but god grace naku 2 cute little angels🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️

Hi sahaja garu...even I faced the same situation my second baby..I have lots of hope for that baby after 6years of waiting but it's went bad..baby is no growth and all..I was crying and depressed...after then I moved on changed my mind...later on I was pregnant and delivered in April 2nd...my cute small daughter came into my life Hanvikaa shre...I am blessed to have her..

Omg....I saw alot of people but I don't know the actual pain....tq for sharing

I had that experience in last year (exactly 2 months fetus with no heart beat) Now I'm trying to recover from many stories like you sis......

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I just went through a miscarriage followed by surgery last week and watching your video gave me so much strength, hope and willingness to believe in myself. ❤️thank you so much for your wonderful words and for sharing your story

I feel you Sahaja. My first pregnancy was a miscarriage even I shared it with everyone when I tested and when I visited doctor at 8 weeks. We went to doctor and there was a heart beat and at 12 weeks appointment heart beat was not there. My baby doesn’t want to come out too.i had to have a d&c (surgery) done. I didn’t want to get the baby out keep inside me forever.I was 23 then and didn’t know much about anything. I cried a lot.after 6 months I got pregnant I was very happy and that time I didn’t share with any of my relatives until 5th month. Now I have 2 kids and happy. I can feel your pain completely.

Madhuri, i have conceived after 6 years of fertility treatment and i got miscarried in the second month, doctor’s couldn’t find baby heartbeat, again i got pregnant and again i got miscarried in the second month and i got pregnant again, now i have a beautiful baby but during these miscarriage i went through lot of pain and we live in usa, no family, no close friend’s, omg, it was horrible, i can’t even explain the pain i went through, words are not enough to describe my pain you know. I know it’s lengthy message, but if you read it, please reply me

After seeing your video I remembered my sister's miscarriage in 8th month of pregnancy 😞 I really have seen her depressed at that time and I did all that I can to help her come out of that situation.. it is a very hard time and not everyone can understand.. the one who go through the pain only knows it and they grow stronger... more power to you...👏👏

Tears from my eyes rolled down by listening to ur story sahaja garu .it’s so touching video

Hats off for sharing your story , partly relatable ❤️ but most importantly hats off to realize and seek help sooner !

I lost my 9 months full grown baby its iud in 2015😢😢😢U won't believe.. Now my baby boy born same day same month same date August 2 of that 2020 now he is 4 month old ❤️I believe he born again

Your such a great thinking lady 😍👌🏼👍👍👍

The way you said a woman should not hold herself responsible for miscarriage..is very true 👍 sahaja guru

Hi madhuri nenu normal ga time pass ki me videos chusthanu but today u made my day very useful information for lots of suffering women I became fan to u .e rojulo mana pain intlo Valle share chesukovatledu but she is ready to share our pain such a nice person ur love you so much darling letter rasina saripovu na world I'm really impressed. Nd lots of love to u.

Hello sahaja garu we live in Florida and my first pregnancy I was in india after c section I lost my baby because negligence of hospital that my in-laws family tortured me like anything I went too depression thank god my husband was there to help me

I also felt like somebody help when I faced my miscarriage but nobody helped me even my husband also, all said that miscarriage happened for my irresponsibility. Please everyone don't talk like that with others., u think I said one time only but those words suffered a lot to others. If u have no time to resolve., let them leave not to told as u like

I can totally relate with u.. this happened to me during my 1st pregnancy. It happened 2yrs back and still I'm unable to come out of it. For my next pregnancy , I want to take complete precautions 😭

Such an emotional video Madhuri garu... I too have gone through this depression twice. 2 ectopic pregnancies, first with a surgery, second with methotrexate treatment. Intiki vachesaka hosp, icu, cables, medicines, injections, saline bottles... Ive thirigayi na mind lo. Kallu therichina Ave, kallu moosina Ave... Losing an unborn child is truely the worst feeling for a woman. But, friends made me come out of that phase. Nursery visits, sketches, music were my stress Buster's. Having a shoulder to lean, an ear to listen to us, and a good company to spend time with is all that v need. Thanku so much for sharing ur story.

Just tears rolled down in my eyes listening to your story..okala okaladhi one type of depression ...i didnt experinece this pain but as mother i can understand what you went through ...

I am not suppose to miss even one video till now u know because I feel like my friend not only friend I don't know I am feeling like long relationship. Thank u so much

Even I had painful miscarriage in 2019 went through small surgery (procedure)...also had chemical pregnancy in 2020.... Don't know what's going wrong....sahaja thank you so much for sharing your experience...your such an inspiration...

Better if u name it part 1,2 so newcomers is easy to follow-up with all videos

Can feel the pain as I have gone through this andi. I always wanted to share my experience to the moms community. Our experience always help someone to get out of their depression.

Thankyou so much ...chala chala useful video...depression lo unna na lanti vallaku positive inspiration mi video...

Thanks for letting us know ur journey isn’t a cakewalk. Despite the hurdles your strong will is what takes u forward. RU-vid influencer justified. You influence in a way no one else can. Thank you for reaching us life lessons and making us take back things no one else will tell us. Having a healthy mind is important and that’s what’s happening to us through your content. Much love to you Sahaja. Forever admirer.♥️

Omg.. postpartum depression is unbearable...I also have gone through this🙏🙏.. sudden mood swings, closing the doors hardly..last sentence u told is absolutely correct.. an individual should try come out of it👍,..we women's are strong😊

You never gave up on smile on your face, even in hard times.. i never experienced the loss but i can relate you with postpartum depression. Loved the way you conveyed the message of requesting ppl to be around when someone known to you going through depression. I wish i found you when i was in my bad times. You are beautiful soul 😘 sending hugs and love

Nenu face chesanu aa problem 2 times.but luckily ma husband chala help chesi nannu aa problem nundi bayataku theesukuvacharu.

Hello Sahaja, I watch your videos and like them but I don’t write any comments !! It was so courageous of you to come out and talk about it and help many women facing this .. most importantly, your will power and the positivity made you fight every situation. Much love to the cuties !! Take care

You are a rockstar Sahaja. Very informative video for many women out there. Very inspiring and gives so much positivity.

I connected to your story sister… I had 3miscarriages, happened same like you. I don’t have children, still waiting with the hope that one day god going to bless me. 😢 Play bless me to have a baby 🙏

I lost my first baby at 36 th week few weeks back .I know the pain and depression scared at this time going through that .Are there anyone who went through the same condition. Don’t know if anyone responds to this.

U stook that step &became strong and inspiring for us Thanku for ur valuable words madhuri

Even i had the same situation with my first baby.. We had lot of hopes with our first baby so it made us feel so down.. Our baby's development didn't happen and we could not hear the heart beat until im 3 months pregnant.. So doctor gave me pill to clean everything from inside.. Lot of pain .. Lot of depression.. Everything was okay within 2months i got pregnant again and we are blessed with baby boy.. And now he's 4 year old.. Reminds me little krishna every day with his mischievous things

Your story is like moral support to many , not only relating only with pregnancy, it relating like how to overcome with mental pain

Iam in the same phase currently andi,this gives me boosting energy

Same thing happend to me i saw baby ..same nenu youtube lo chusa full americans storys ..kani akka a pain padinavaliki telustadi ...but i m sad i saw my baby ..little fingers little head...i missed my baby but god gifted now i have baby girl...

I'm a teenage girl... But I'm telling you.. This is the greatest help one can give to the girls in the society... Ur eyes reflect ur heart.This is the most usefull video to many girls.... I love you even more from this video.Its all so real... And this is definitely very very helpful 💋💋 ❤❤❤

This is one of the motivation who are experienced this and they can be normal by u r words U will definitely have a better healthy baby soon all the best

Very sorry to hear Madhuri garu. You are such a sweet darling and inspiration for lot of families out there. Praying you will overcome the un-replacable healing process. Boston, United States

In every thing u share... Good and bad, happy and sad, routine life and tough times.. these are something which happen to everyone of us. I am pretty sure from the beginning that u are not lucky. Then what separates u from everyone else is ur perception and choice❤️.. Everytime!! u inspire us to choose happiness over everything else and above everyone. U inspire us to be happy & choose happiness so that Everything falls into place.. Such a beautiful video ❤️❤️❤️ Feeling happy right now that some fine day youtube recommended ur video to me. Tat really matters to me right now👍🏾

I'm Unable to understand why people have disliked this. You've done a wonderful job destogmatizing miscarriage. Thank you for this wonderful video. ♥️♥️♥️♥️

Feeling much better after watching your video...i am passing through post partum anxiety... just love your words.. thanks.

Can feel the pain of u andi...same experience naku jarigindhi..they did surgery and removed..chala days varaku I felt my heart heavy with that pain ...now I have 2 year old baby ..I felt like my feelings expressed by u

This video is very helpful to all women, though we hv gone through this situation or not.. it just tells us how much we are in control of God’s will 🙏🏼 It does make us be prepared for such situations or any situation around us.. You hv articulated it so well, i had my eyes moist but in the end as we remember about Srinika we realise what it is to come out of pain and believe in Miracles!

naku elane jerigindhi sister 2nd miscarry edhe chala dipression loki velipoyanu kani me matalu vinnaka chala relife ga undhi thanku akka

You are an Angel this video of yours helps lots of ppl to come out of their problems. Thank you so much for guiding us in the right directions

You are an amazing woman sharing your experience coz coming out of the shell is not really an easy part especially when you decided to make a video. Sharing your erealistic experience will truly help lots of women. Be yourself be strong seek for help. This is one of the best heart warming videos i have ever seen. Blaming our situations is truly wrong (ur awesome).

Sahaja garu you are truly a person to be appreciated andi entha manchi message pass chesaru ante edi vinaka ayina chala mandi mindset mari support estaru instead of simply blaming them.

Hi Sahaja Madhuri garu🙋‍♀️🙂. Nenu mi videos chustuntaanu chala natural ga untayi. Being a mother for two kids u manage so well. I get really inspired from each n every video of yrs. You are the best woman, wife , mom,..😊😍 All d best for ur Channel n keep doing videos👍

You are such a strong woman Sahaja garu 👏🏻👏🏻...I like all of your videos and the way you convey everything gives positive vibes and great energy 👍🏻....Thank you for sharing...

U deservrss a loads of likess before starting this vloggg. Realllyyyyy u r such a strongerr ladyy that every female learn from uuu. Loads of love sahajaaaa garuuuuu😍😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰 such a informative videoo where ive experiencedd. Now i changed my thought processs Thnq dearrrrr

Sorry for the loss dear...yes nenu kuda ilanti topics kosam indians videos kosam choostanu. Thank you for taking this step and making this video. God bless you

Meru barinche pain me voice lo telusthundi manchi msg ni share chesaru thank you and God bless you

Ninu kuda idhi experience 2 times pellina 1 year lo, and 3rd time my 1st baby pregnant time 5 th mnth lo heavy bleeding... But God grace bleeding ayyina baby healthy ga vundhi... Now my 1st boy 6 years old nd 2 nd boy 4 years old...

The only best thing happen in 2020 is you shaja garu Thank u so much for motivational words

Thanks a lot for sharing sahaja garu. Currently in same pain got misscarriage in 5th month end of my first pregnancy.

Yes akka I also face the situation appudu naku evaru mental ga strength evaledhu mee vedio naku inspiration avutundemo thanks

Even I went through that situation I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks 1 day pregnancy It was very hard for me to come out of that It is also very hard after seeing the baby’s heartbeat I was into depression for very long time

Hi sahaja garu. I am following ur videos from long back andi.i like ur content. And today's video is very informatic andi. Because my sister in-law is going to have the same surgery within 2 days. She was literally dipressed alot andi. I had share the video to her. Now she prepared to go through the surgery. Thank u so much andi. God gives u all strengths.

First comment, Madhu you are a great inspiration when ever I feel low... u r a strong woman who can handle any situation with ease... loads of love

Omg !! I literally got tears 😭 after listening to your story.. Sorry about that ! But God blessed you beautiful Shrinika ❤️❤️❤️

Your story was so heart touching it made my day ❤️❤️😭

My sister also faced miscarriage recently for twin babies... At 3rd month akka.... Dnt worry akka ... Take care

Such a useful information.it's very helpful for the people who r facing the pain or feeling low.

Thank you Sahaja for sharing this. You are such an amazing & strong soul inside out. And thank you for being on you tube. Thank you the your content. Thank you for sharing this tough journey with us giving us strength and support. I had a baby but the struggle through depression till date on the verge of loosing my job for my poor performance. Which I take full responsibility for. But just coping with all the emotions that come along with these circumstances are so difficult. Your videos and stories have been helping me in these tough times, I recently stopped commenting because till date I was genuinely expressed my feeling and never really wanted to commented for the sake of dropping a comment. And also today I felt in my heart to thank you for being their for me.

U r video make me to feel like I'm not alone because the same situation was happened to me...at the end of my second month pregnancy in frst ultrasound there is no evidence of gestational sac but I got positive pregnancy test...i got misscarriage naturally...but it was so painful movement...that nvr ever happened to anyone...tq u so much for making me feel so free and fresh...

Thank u so much it’s very helpful to who are in depression Ur such a strong women

Every women and every girl should be as brave as you akka....

I too have faced same problem.. Took 6 months to come out of that situation.. It happened in the 2012 May.. I can feel what u are saying Sahaja...

Thank you so much , it means a lot

This is so emotional and heart touching .. ur words are so inspiring . Thank u so much sahaja garu .

Akka really thank you for sharing tips and these tips are really gonna help many people 😍

Sahaja Garu the amount of respect I have towards you has increased 10folds with the message you gave at the end.You are a great human being I am feeling proud to be your follower. Be the way you are.Loads of love and strength to you...

I know how exactly it feels like. Got pregnant with my 2nd baby last December. The first three months were horrible with severe Vomitings. After a couple of days started to get blood along with vomitings, it was that severe. Forgot about eating couldn't even drink a sip of water. Was on saline for three months. 5th month start ayyaaka I could eat a little and vomitings thaggaay.. Started to feel good. Naaku baaleni time lo maa peddhodu face chesina problems, husband padda avasthala gurinchi cheppanavasaram ledhu. 25th week run avuthondhi. Peddhodiki baby ni parichayam chesi vaadni prepare chesaam. Bojjalo unna Bujjidhaaniki bed time stories chepthoo inkokka 4 months lo Paapa ni choodabothunnaamani rojulu lekkapettukuntunna time lo general check up ki velithe baby ki CDH (congenital diaphragmatic hernia) undhi. It is better to abort this pregnancy as soon as possible annaaru. Shock, pain, ivannee chaala chinna padhaalu. .. 2 days pattindhi sense Loki raavadaaniki. Yedchi yedchi. Huff. Okka chinna chance unnaa biddani brathikinchukovaalani meelaane internet Lo chaala vedhikaanu ilaati experience yevaraina share chesaaremonani. No one from India. Doctor advice tho thappaka April 1st na hospital Lo admit ayyaanu. Labour induce chesaaru. Normal delivery. It was a boy! My 26 weeks old baby boy. He was still alive when he was born. I couldn't say a proper goodbye to him. ... .......... It's been 8 months now. Because of my first child I somehow manage to showoff as if I'm alright but my heart inside is still logging for him and.. .. I really want him back. But yes. Am very very scared to get pregnant again .. . Prapanchamlo yevvarikee ilaati experience kaavoddhu.

Not related to pregnancy but some how got connecte for todays video,hope things get best for all women who are facing depression kind of phase,and more more power to every strong women who are trying their best in every way

Thank u so much akka...u made my day...nw i m xprncng same...ur last words motvtd a lot...thank u

It is really great that you are sharing your story which will give confidence to all those who are facing the situation. It gives them hope to overcome this situation. Thank You and lots of love to you.

I had two misscarriages.one terminated with sugery.one was ectopic pregnancy.one was normal miscarriage.

Very emotional ❤️......❤️❤️❤️ Just lots of love ...I don't know how to express ❤️❤️just love u

Hi sahajagaru..my first pregnancy was a miscarriage..miru cheptunte i can completely relate to u....by god's grace we r now blessed with a wonderful baby boy..who is 2yrs old...ilanti video pettadam valla...evavriathe ilanti situation experience chestaro vallaki helpfulga untadi..lots of respect to you..🙂🙂

Soo thank you akka. I am very relaxed after hearing your words.

Really u passed those hard day's but by the grace of God everything will be alright and it's a very good informative to all intoverts

You are simply amazing sahaja. Such a inspiring woman you are.

Heart touching video andi n thank god u r such a strong lady

Hello sahaja..u r such a bold lady I say...kudos to your patience and thanks for sharing all your experiences..I am the one who also believes that everything happens for a reason.. You are such an inspiration to all women..breaking all the stupid thinking..lots of ❤

Hi sahaja garu. Superb video for the people who is facing that problem.

Hi Madhuri garu...I can udrstd ur pain bcoz I felt across it... I got miscarriage at my 6th mnth of pregnancy,when I go for anomly scan.. the baby growth is not good ani..we felt so cry.. immediately have to remove the baby ani cheparu..yes we admitted at hsptl nd proceeded for that.. Fully depressed 😭..it takes 3mnths for me to come out of that...aftr 4mnths I was pregnant again..now iam good .. blessed with baby girl..so nthg will hpn.. it's take time..be happy madurai garu🤗

Tnks alot sister was in da worst situation last year . Gone through lots of things after my postpartum. Ma mummy vadhilasi vellipoyaru . Me one my one month old child ni. Hubby took care of us Literally felt very struggled, postpartum tharvatha week ki body totally swelled urine got stucked in hole body n that I didn’t realize finally it took me to get seizures😢 2 mnts bed rest whole body got damaged like my eyes kidneys . Ntg wrked fr me like 1 week was in emergency 🚨 room . Total insurance didn’t cover everything. After discharged frm bed 1 mnth I couldn’t pee myself 😫 mom godavapadi vellipoyaru india 🇮🇳. At that time i hate my 1 st baby 👶 i dnt no wt im dng😡so bad situation cant imagine myself thanks 🙏🏻 alot to hubby who’s there always when i in worst situation. No one knows dat my pain actually nt even my mom as a mother she has to understand my situation but she couldn’t 😳 she left. U no managing wid one month baby n me like hell 2 him but he never expressed it. Totally 3 mnts full bed rest with seizures medication ohh🥺 thank god nw done wid my bad days. Finally I got normal now n of course lot of family issues nw as well wid my mom🤯. But its ok i can handle it 😊

Hi madhuri garu ,it's very painful experience that u faced and ur really brave person and wat happened think in positive way madhuri garu and God blessed you and gave beautiful baby srinika 😍 be happy always madhuri garu.

Thank u so much for uploading 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 It’s really helpful for many Kudos to u the way u explained

You are such a kind heart! Thank you for making us understand that it’s normal to go through such a phase and it’s important to seek help. God bless you!

Chala chala bagundi chala inspiration vachindi me matalu vinaka

Kudos to your courage Sahaja garu🤗 It's a very helpfull vedio andi. Really appreciate your thought to share this. Thank you Sahaja garu

Ur video is soo much helpful for many people. Hats off to you mam.. Love you for what you are!

Me also face dis pbm but ma both families r support a lot to change dat typically tym.became a girl z very tough dis situation to face.ur amazing Nd beautiful soul to share dis story very clearly may god bless ur future dreams andi lots of ❤️

Hi, sahaja very informative video. Thankyou for ur encourage words.