commenting everytime im back. 1 2 3 4 5- im back again dkjgnd , my cousin has covid :) 6- sister went to get tested , waiting for the results 7- whole family positive except me 8- just cry dude 9- 10- im behind on all school work , it's too much ;c 11- thankyou for making me come back
mini update - both of my great-grandparents are now gone, they died one after another, a day apart, two funerals and hostings in a week. lately, I've become very self-conscious of myself and my self-esteem just keep on getting lower.
For someone who lost her mom at a young age, this song hurts, never cried this much over a song about moms 😭😭😭😭 "You're proud of me right? Proud of who I have become?" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I've lost both mom and dad, the pain of losing a parent is just so painful, i'm not even able to hang a pic of them, that's how I say the ignorants are the happiest one :''( This song is so right :'((
@@lessamenollye6336 I'm so sorry for your lost 😭 my bestfriend lost her parents as well and now living independently, I can't imagine your pain of losing both parent ☹ I hope this song comforts you somehow as this can be our open letter to our late love ones. My tightest hug for you Less!
듣는 이가 나의 감정을 고스란히 느낄 수 있는 음악을 만들고 싶다고 하셨는데, 성공하셨어요. 들으면서 음악에 베어있는 잔잔한 슬픔을 그대로 느꼈습니다. 영상에 나오는 바다(Mer)는 불어로 "엄마"를 뜻하기도 하죠. 어머니의 사랑을 바다와 같은 사랑이라고도 사람들은 말합니다. 엄마가 그리울 때 왜 바다에서 수영을 하는지 이해가 될 것 같아요. 그 사랑에 흠뻑 젖고 싶은 마음이겠죠? 아름다운 음악 고맙습니다. 어머니도 기뻐하실 거에요. 그리고 모쿄님이 행복하기를 바랄거에요.
i dont know much about mokyo's personal life but i watched this because dean posted about it, and this feels so personal... i can feel the raw sadness... if u read this i hope today is a good day for you, mokyo
My mom's existence is the best thing that I could ever asked for. I'm living with her right now and I couldn't imagine losing her. I don't have any friends and other close person than my mom. This song makes me so sad to think that I would have to let her go someday.
I feel you, my mom is the most precious thing in my life, the main reason for me to keep breathing. If you need someone to talk with or a friend send me a message i will give you mi Instagram, it's never too late to make new friends. 🖤
버림 받음으로서 더욱 더 커진 아름다움이 거친 이곳에서는 더 값진 엄마의 손을 거친 예쁜 화분이 됐지 자랑스럽지 그치 거짓된 사람이 아니고 나는 멋진 아들이 돼 버린 것 같아 맞지 그렇지 곁에 있을 거라 믿어 매순간이 함께해 난 비록 어루만질 순 없어도 매일 맘속에 기록 엄마는 아플 때도 예뻤어 나는 그리워 그래 알아 이제는 조금 내려 놓을 때도 됐어 그게 잘 안 돼서 빌어 그래 내겐 이 슬픔이 너무 길어 미련이나 시련 같은게 아냐 보고 싶어서 울어 그냥 울어 난 울어 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어 그냥 울어 너무 보고싶어서 난 울어 그냥 울어 난 울어 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어 그냥 울어 난 너무 보고싶어서 난 건강하지 못한 모습 보여줘서 미안 때로는 떳떳하지 못한 행동해서 미안 약속한 것들 다 지키지 못해서 미안 미안한 일이 너무 많아서 이젠 고마 웠다는 말로 대신하고 싶어서 그만 외로워 할게 많이 걱정하지는 말아 엄마가 원하던 가족 같은 친구가 나랑 함께 해주니까 우리 안아주자 꽈악 그래 알아 이제는 조금 내려 놓을 때도 됐어 그게 잘 안 돼서 빌어 그래 내겐 이 슬픔이 너무 길어 미련이나 시련 같은 게 아냐 보고싶어서 울어 그냥 울어 난 울어 난 울어 그냥 울어 그냥 울어 그냥 울어 난 울어 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어 그냥 울어 너무 보고싶어서 난 울어 그냥 울어 난 울어 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어 그냥 울어 난 너무 보고싶어서 난 울어 그냥 울어 난 울어 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어 그냥 울어
That incomparable pain when you lose someone you can't replace... Mokyo, we know that wherever your mom is, she's definitely proud of you and your friends too. I don't regret stanning you 🌊🖤
No matter how many times I replay this song, it always makes me cry. Lyrics, melody, music video - everything just gives that raw emotion. Strangely, it’s not sad, but more a painful peace. You cry, but feel that someone is holding you and telling not to give up. I don’t think, I ever experienced something like this before.
모쿄님 엄마의 소중함을 알게 해줘서 감사해요. 그동안 가족문제로 많이 힘들었는데 엄마한테 떳떳하지 못한 행동을 했던 엄마한테 너무 미안해요. 저도 엄마한테 후회와 죄송이 더욱 많아지기 전에 앞으로 열심히 노력할께요. 저를 행복하게 해줘서 감사해요. 모쿄님, 엄마가 하늘에서 너무 뿌듯하고 자랑스럽게 지켜보고 계실거에요.
I just wanna hug everyone here in the comment section who lost someone precious to them. I want to let you know that each of you is strong, even if some of you maybe crying everyday reminded of it- it doesn't mean you're weak. You're so strong, I'm so proud of you, I'm so proud of where you are, I'm so proud of your journey, I'm so proud of your story. Bless you, I hope life has the best planned for you, hang in there
i’m 21 and i lost my mom a month ago due to cancer and knowing he wrote this for his mom made me cry. i miss her so much, she didn’t deserve such a harsh life. for all the ones that lost their mom at a young age, i hope we can all receive all the love that we won’t get anymore from our moms in other forms and shapes. we got this.
"Yea, I've been trapped by this sadness way too long, but it's not for ordeal and regret, I just miss you too much." I felt and still feel the same way after losing my mom at the age of 9 it's been 4 years since and I still can't let go.
the part “you looked pretty even when you weren’t well” HITSSS like my mom was in the hospital for cancer and they gave her so much pain meds and was incoherent even if she didn’t make any sense i didn’t mind it at least she was talking
Mokyo is insane. His lyrics are like no other. He, his style and words are so raw and beautiful. I'm so so so glad I got to know the artist that Mokyo is. He's extraortinary and unique😍
i love the whole personal intimate feeling of this song and video. he is showing his mom different videos and saying he is surrounded by friends who are like family, it’s so beautiful.
Which is beautiful because even though it's a sad song he also wants to show her he will find his place among lovely people. Also, the clips made me smile while the lyrics were so sad and deep
I am saving it here so that it's easy for me to sing along. :) Beorim badeu meuroseo deouk deo keojin Areumda omi geochin Igoseseo neun deo gapjin Eommaui soneul geochin Yeppeun wabuni dwaetji Jarangseureopji geuchi? Geoji tde sarami anigo naneun meotjin Adeuri dwae beorin geot gata Matji? Geureochi? Gyeote isseul geora mideo Mae sungani hamkkehae nan birok Eorumanjil sun eopseodo maeil Mamsoge girok Eommaneun apeul ttaedo yeppeosseo naneun geuriwo Geurae ara ijeneun jogeum naeryeo Noeul ttaedo dwaesseo geuge jal an dwaeseo bireo Geurae naegen I seulpeumi neomu gireo Miryeonina siryeon gateun ge anya bogo sipeoseo Ureo Geunyang ureo Nan ureo Hal su inneun ge eopseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo Neomu bogosipeoseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo Nan ureo Hal su inneun ge eopseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo Nan neomu bogosipeoseo nan Geonganghaji mothan moseup boyeojwoseo mian Ttaeroneun tteottteothaji mothan haengdonghaeseo mian Yaksokan geotdeul da jikiji mothaeseo mian Mianhan iri neomu manaseo ijen goma Wotdaneun mallo daesinhago sipeoseo geuman Werowo halge mani geokjeonghajineun mara Eommaga wonhadeon gajok gateun chinguga narang Hamkke haejunikka uri anajuja kkwaak Geurae ara ijeneun jogeum naeryeo Noeul ttaedo dwaesseo geuge jal an dwaeseo bireo Geurae naegen I seulpeumi neomu gireo Miryeonina siryeon gateun ge anya bogosipeoseo Ureo Geunyang ureo Nan ureo nan ureo Geunyang ureo Geunyang ureo geunyang ureo nan ureo Hal su inneun ge eopseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo Neomu bogosipeoseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo nan ureo Hal su inneun ge eopseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo Nan neomu bogosipeoseo Nan ureo geunyang ureo nan ureo Hal su inneun ge eopseo nan ureo Geunyang ureo
for years this has been my comfort song when i'm sad and i miss my mom because it describes perfectly what I've been thought :( mokyo is such an underrated artist
The first time I heard this song I cried my eyes out, I cryed so much that I got an headache and since then I hear this song everyday, I don't know why but this song is kinda comforting
"You're proud of me, right?" This is the question I always want to ask you. Are you even happy to have me as your daughter, mom? It's been six years but it feels like it happened yesterday. I'm sorry for holding on to you too much when you should be resting peacefully. I want you to be happy while you're up there. Please be happy, mom. I want to hug you for the last time but that won't be possible anymore. Just visit me in my dreams, I will be contented. I miss you so bad but I had to let go of this sadness. You will always be in my heart, mom. If I will be given another chance to see you again, I will tell you how much you mean to me. I love you, mom.
over two years ago i lost my mom to cancer and i discovered this song just a couple of months ago. it always reminded me of my mom despite my lack of knowledge in the korean language, and it wasn't until a couple of weeks ago when i decided to look up the translation. this is truly such a beautiful song, the emotions from the lyrics and the instrumentals blend together so well and perfectly convey those bittersweet feelings that come with reminiscing. lately, my days have felt like this song, more so now that i'm starting to move forward in life instead of allowing myself to rot in one place. it sucks that she can't see me physically, going through these major life obstacles by myself. i can only hope that she's somewhere, watching proud.
I feel bad at times because my mom damages my mental health a lot but I can't imagine losing her , and at times I feel like it's just my fault but then all I can do is just cry about it and act like nothing happened.
I'm so happy I found Mokyo. His songs are so comforting. I feel like I relate to Mokyo alot not because of his mom but because of his lyrics. Will support him till my last breath 🤍
I can’t say I relate exactly to the song because I have a toxic/borderline nonexistent relationship with my mother but it makes me mourn the loving/wholesome relationship other people get to experience. Such a beautiful song 😌 I don’t doubt she’s proud of his resilience.
it's so pure, touching.. the lyrics, the melody, the feeling, cried my heart out. think I have to say thank you, somehow. best wishes mokyo, this is/ you are really incredible.
'meet a genuine friend , that itself can lead to a successful life' that's what his mom said and i can really tell you that it is true. my older sister and mom left while our eldest sister and dad died, it all started from when i was a baby and by the age of 14 i was left alone, with people that doesn't treat me well.. i was in deep sadness i couldn't finish highschool and went to hospital for therapy, until i met my friend again after 3years, the only person who genuinely care for me, she helped me ,pull me up and I've never been happier.. we've had lots of fights but we always find our way back to each other again, we're in our mid 20s and still standing strong together :)
i didn't lose my mom, but I can say so, cuz she's an alcoholic. I didn't see her for a month rn (long story) and I'm afraid of losing her someday, I don't have anyone but this woman, I will never live with my dad, he's an abuser. I'm staying strong but yk... I'm not even 18, i can't make money legally, I can't protect her, can't live without thinking abt her addiction. Ik, it's stupid to talk about this type of situations here, but i needed to speak out. thanks for reading my story.
나도 누군가를 잃었다. 그거 어려웠 어. 이 노래는 나에게 평화를 가져다줍니다. 나는 이것을 들어야 했다. 당신은 아름다운 영혼을 가지고 있습니다. 당신을 발견해서 기쁩니다. 당신의 엄마는 당신이 많은 사람들의 마음을 감동시킬 수 있다는 것을 자랑스럽게 생각합니다. 감사합니다. 감사합니다...저에게 연락해주셔서 감사합니다. 듣고 싶었던 노래를 불러주셔서 감사합니다.
english trans: Was abandoned and became greater Dark beauty that is More valuable where I am Nurtured by your hands Became brighter and greater You're proud of me, aren't you? I am not a fake person and I am cool Son that you always wanted Right? Right? I believe you will always be with me through every moment Although I can't see you Even if I can't touch you I will forever have you in my heart Mom, you looked pretty even when you weren't well, I miss you I know that I should have taken you off my mind by now But it's not working so I pray Yeah, I've been trapped by this sadness way too long But it's not for regret or trial, I just miss you too much I cry I just cry I cry I cry because there is nothing I can do I just cry I cry because I miss you so much I just cry I cry I cry because there is nothing I can do I just cry Because I miss you so much I'm sorry you had to see me down like this I'm sorry that I acted wrong sometimes I'm sorry I didn't keep my words I wanna make up for so many things I feel sorry for I just want to say I did I'll stop being lonely so don't worry about me Just like you wanted I surrounded myself with friends that are like family to me So let's hug each other tightly I know that I should have taken you off my mind by now But it's not working so I pray Yeah, I've been trapped by this sadness way too long But it's not for regret or trial, I just miss you too much I cry I just cry I cry, I cry I just cry I just cry, I just cry, I cry I cry because there is nothing I can do I just cry I cry because I miss you so much I just cry, I cry I cry because there is nothing I can do I just cry I miss you so much I cry, I just cry, I cry I cry because there is nothing I can do I just cry
It seriously touched my heart. It allowed me to release everything I was emotionally holding in me. I guess this song will become my wall of cry for relief. Thanks for this song. I hope everything happens according to your heart and you achieve your dreams.
This song describes grief so well. I feel like no one else could've put my emotions into an actual song other than him.I cry my heart out every single time. There's nothing else I can do and I think it's okay. Cry your heart out. Your grief is valid no matter how many years have gone by. You've still lost a person you love. That pain is immeasurable. So just cry if you want to❤
버림 받음으로서 더욱 더 커진 아름다움이 거친 이곳에서는 더 값진 엄마의 손을 거친 예쁜 화분이 됐지 자랑스럽지 그치? 거짓된 사람이 아니고 나는 멋진 아들이 돼 버린 것 같아 맞지? 그렇지? 곁에 있을 거라 믿어 매순간이 함께해 난 비록 어루만질 순 없어도 매일 맘속에 기록 엄마는 아플 때도 예뻤어 나는 그리워 그래 알아 이제는 조금 내려 놓을 때도 됐어 그게 잘 안 돼서 빌어 그래 내겐 이 슬픔이 너무 길어 미련이나 시련 같은게 아냐 보고 싶어서 울어, 그냥 울어 난 울어 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어, 그냥 울어 너무 보고싶어서 난 울어, 그냥 울어 난 울어, 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어, 그냥 울어 난 너무 보고싶어서, 난 건강하지 못한 모습 보여줘서 미안 때로는 떳떳하지 못한 행동해서 미안 약속한 것들 다 지키지 못해서 미안 미안한 일이 너무 많아서 이젠 고마 웠다는 말로 대신하고 싶어서 그만 외로워 할게 많이 걱정하지는 말아 엄마가 원하던 가족 같은 친구가 나랑 함께 해주니까 우리 안아주자 꽈악 그래 알아 이제는 조금 내려 놓을 때도 됐어 그게 잘 안 돼서 빌어 그래 내겐 이 슬픔이 너무 길어 미련이나 시련 같은 게 아냐 보고싶어서 울어, 그냥 울어 난 울어 난 울어, 울어, 울어, 울어 그냥 울어 그냥 울어, 그냥 울어 난 울어, 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어, 그냥 울어 너무 보고싶어서 난 울어, 그냥 울어 난 울어, 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어, 그냥 울어 난 너무 보고싶어서 난 울어, 그냥 울어 난 울어, 할 수 있는 게 없어 난 울어, 그냥 울어
There is something universal about love, loss, longing. Listening this, you can feel it all.. One of the biggest emotions I felt through a song, thank you again.
I remember laying down crying because I just lost my grandpa and I got a notification for this video. I watched it and listened to the lyrics and I’ve never cried so hard ever. I always wanted to tell my grandpa if he was ever proud of me but I never got the chance.. i relate to mokyo and that’s why I really love him ❤️
My mom died 3 1/2 years ago when I was 16 and when I was 18 a homie that was close enough to call my brother passed as well. For others who have lost people they love, maybe you can relate to when you’re so sad you reach that place where it’s numb and frozen but almost melancholy at the same time. It’s like the new version of feeling at peace is within your most painful feelings. Maybe it’s because that’s when the most honest emotions are aloud to be felt instead of suppressed but idk. I’ve learned to not hate being there anymore though and this song comforts me when I’m in that void. The line “I cry cause I can’t do nothing” that hits different. It’s so hard to feel powerless or out of control and with death that’s exactly what we are. I hope I can emotionally reach where he is one day. Maybe when I grow up more I’ll get there.
bazen oturup neyi yanlış yaptım, her şey ne zaman nasıl bu raddeye geldi diye düşünüyorum ve bunu çok sık yapıyorum, çok endişeliyim ve aklımdan geçen tek şey ''bugün böyle geçti, geçiyor; ama yarın bana ne olacak?'' senelerim böyle düşünmekle geçti, on bir yaşımdayken de böyle düşündüm, şimdi de aynısını düşüyorum, o zamanlar ile olan tek farkım yaşım, bunları atlatmayı bile istemiyorum artık, tek isteğim düşünmemek
I lost my mother a few years ago due to cancer when I was 13. She wasn't very present but I know how much she loved me and tried everything to have contact with me, not like my dad, who was never present and didn't love me, his indifference made my days sad. Mokyo is a comfort zone for me for that, maybe because I can relate with him in a certain way? I feel good when I listen to his music even if I'm crying. I just wish that he could be happy forever, I'm sure his mom is very proud. You always make good songs.
I always come back to this song whenever I want to reconnect my memories with my mum who passed away from cancer 2 years ago. I’m really glad this song exist and it really help me a lot just remembering her and the times she helped me. There’s never a day that I don’t think of her. I miss her so much.
This just popped up on my feed and I do not understand Korean but I still wound up crying at the end of it. It sounded like he was singing to someone he lost but even though he misses them he is telling them he is okay. It takes a really good artist to get a message across without even speaking the same language.
So I'm back here listening again after finding out today that my mother has passed away. I wish I could have talked to her and seen her one last time, but I'm glad the last thing I said was I love you.
I cried bc I cant imagine losing my mum Idk what I'd do without her i hope all your loved ones you've lost could find their peace at the end of the journey
