Molly 

As an oncology vet tech myself we are the ones administering the chemo. I have seen so many pups live well beyond the expected. Just know when you bring her in for treatments and labwork the whole oncology staff is fawning over her, kissing her, holding her, and she is defiantly some ones favorite patient. As onco techs we always get attached to these kiddos because we also see the results and we see them so frequently we end up not only bonding with the pet we bond with the owners too. Molly is beyond lucky to have you as her mom and you are doing everything for her.

Vet tech here. Cancer is so common in older dogs and it never gets easier. I'm so so sorry for Molly, and for you. There was a dog last year that we did x-rays on. Something was wrong with him, but we sent him to a larger clinic in Utah to do more in depth testing. Within a week, the cancer had become from invisible for the x-ray to full blown crazy tumor. The leg was taken off, and unfortunately he was put down because it spread throughout his whole body and was too far gone. What I'm trying to say, is it happened so fast, and in Molly's case I doubt you missed anything Celina. Don't put yourself down for this, some things are just out of our control. Okay? Even if Molly goes, I firmly believe they've got something good going for them after they go. Sending love and thinking of you guys ❤️

Never apologize for your feelings and emotions, they are VALID. Our pets truly become part of the family and it's never easy to see them unwell. Remember to give yourselves some extra love during this, too. Praying for you, Adam, and your sweet Molly. ❤

I lost my soul doggo, Copper, to cancer 2 years ago. But he was 18 and just could'nt fight it. It was a surprise because he went in for a dental surgery and they found an internal tumor in his abdomen. They told us we only had a few days, so I put his best tie on and we drove all around for like 8 hours and took photos and videos and ate all the things he wanted and went for walks and sung his favorite songs, because he liked to sing. He especially loved the song, ridin' dirty. He came to me for a reason and my life was so much better for it. As hard as it was to say goodbye the way we did, I would do it all over again in a heartbeat. He passed peacefully in my arms at the vet and he had no pain. I also cannot have children, so I understand your bond to Molly and I send you all my love and very best vibes❤ You are a wonderful Mom to her and she's so very lucky to have you as her person!! Sending strength for your girl to recover!!!!!!!

Such chest crushing grief is huge soul growth. Animals do not fear death. They know. I'm 66 and know how u feel, my little dog was at my feet for 18yrs. A week after she passed over, we all heard our dog yawning stretching awake in empty cnr. Molly never leaves and will be the first one u see when it's ur time one day. Love bond is miraculous. All is well

I so understand your pain and depth of love and compassion for Molly. I rescued a cat and named him Romeo he was 4 months old. He turned out to be loving and affectionate cat so much so if he heard me cry he would be by my side in a heartbeat. He turned out to be my therapy cat and I also had a deep love for him too. Two weeks ago he was walking and started walking sideways which caught my attention. I laid on the floor and petted him but he wanted to go to another room and every time he tried to get up and walk he fell down and his back legs stopped working. There were several areas of bile around the house. I carried him to the other room, laid down next to him. I could tell he didn’t want to be petted so I stopped. He turned his head away from me so I thought he needed time alone to recoup. I was about 10 feet away and heard two deep breaths and a whine. He was gone. I had recently moved to a totally different state not knowing a soul and hadn’t found a vet yet and couldn’t take him to a hospital because I’m living on disability with nothing left after I pay the bills. I can’t have children and my husband passed in 2015, so Romeo, he was my son and my sun. My heart breaks for him and for your Molly but with all the prayers being said for her God will hear the prayers and his Will, will be done Celina. I just wish I had realized my boy was dying, I would have told him how much I love him and I will miss him dearly. I’m sorry this is so long but your pain brought mine to the surface as I haven’t dealt with the loss yet. In God We Trust

I am so so so sorry Celina, having a sick pet is the most heart wrenching pain. These little critters come into our homes and steal our hearts. My cat is sick right now too, and we dont know what it is, and everyday i just hold him close lie i've done everyday for the last almost 12 years and tell him how much I love him. How he is the best cat ever, and how is my special little man. I am truly praying your Molly gets better just as much as I pray for my best kitty Maxie

I can honestly feel the absolute LOVE that you are surrounding Molly with. She feels it too. You are giving her the best care possible, & she knows it...please believe me. Trust your connection with her. I am sending all of the love I have for my Wow-wow... to Molly & you. ♥️🐾🐾♥️

I took my doggo, Russell, to Guelph university animal hospital, every two weeks for over a year. He had osteosarcoma (bone cancer in his right shoulder). They told us we had 6 months if we were lucky but we got over a year and a half! It came out of no where, we just found a lump one day. He was so strong through his whole journey (he was also a rescue) but on Valentine's Day 2019, he didn't want to get up. He was literally jumping off our landing as usual the day before. That was the day we knew it was time. We ended up doing quality of life treatments instead of surgery or chemo/radiation just because he was older, but that Valentine's day, we knew. Our vet ended up coming to my parents house, my husband and 2 month old son went there and got to say our final goodbyes and it was totally devastating. My heart goes out to you ♥️ sending so much love and light. Her soul will always be with you even when her body cannot.

Celina, I lost my 12 yr old sheltie, Harley, the 2nd of October. She had cancer that started inside of her nose and spread fairly quickly. She lived 8 months from Dx. The vet told us we could try chemo, but it was highly unlikely to work. I opted to keep her as comfortable as possible until the time came. She was in a lot of pain the last few days and couldn't breathe. Her nose was bleeding because of the tumor, etc. I knew it was time to let her go. The drive to the vet was too short. She just stared at me with a smile, as though saying, "Thanks for everything." The ride home without her was the longest, most difficult drive of my life. She was my soul dog, and not a day goes by that I don't miss and think of her. Fortunately, I have another dog that is 1 1/2, who has been my rock. Give sweet Molly all of the love and attention you can. Sending you so much love ❤️!

Your pain is valid...no matter what is going on anywhere else. ❤ prayers up

It's a small world we live in. Hi, I'm also from Canada, and when I was two my wonderful parents got me a black labrador puppy, and her name was Mollie. My Mollie girl. She was my best friend and we grew up together. And "My One Soul Dog" is the best way to describe what we had, she was like a sister. When I was 14, she started to limp on her front left leg, and it was a small bit of cancer on her shoulder blade. She was twelve, old for a pupper, so surgery wasn't an option. But she lived a long, good, happy, life. And she laid her head on my knee as she took her final breath. I still have her collar and I'm trying to keep myself from crying as I write this. Celina, you are so incredibly lucky to have so many people in your life to support and even luckier to have this dog. So take it from someone who regrets this themselves, love her, every moment you have, love her. I'm so sorry you have to go through this and I hope that she will get better, I honestly truely do. Stay strong, both of you.

I lost my soul dog, my shadow, my magnet, in January - it was too late to do anything.. he hid it so well till it was too far gone... he would've been 12 this year. I feel you. My life will never be the same.. I'd pick my dog over anyone in the world.. you'll and she will get through this though.. I know lymphoma is very treatable.. my 93 year old grandpa had late stage lymphoma & got an extra birthday, Christmas (an extra year) because of the chemo. Enjoy your moments with Molly. You're her world as much as she's yours. Give her all the treats & cuddles & junk food & swims & all the things she loves. Important !!! I regret not having the chance to be joyful & lovely with my boy & spoil him rotten before he had to go instead I was sad and stressed and worried.. Try to give her as many fun happy moments with you as you can & enjoy her ❤

Sending prayers for you and your soul puppy🥺❤️

Celina, never give up on her, dogs give us such unconditional love and they deserve exactly the same thing in return. When I was three, my family rescued a dog from a shelter. The second she was out of that pen, she was jumping and licking me all over, and it just felt right. Several other people had also applied to adopt her, but the shelter decided I needed her the most, so we brought my Sally pup home. The shelter had named her Sweetie, and there could not have been a more accurate name for her. She was so much more than just a dog. She was the heart and soul of my family for years. Sally gave everything she had to us; none of us could so much as she’d a tear without her there in our lap, licking the tear from our cheek. It was the first time I ever really had an animal that I considered my own. In June of 2022, she went to the vet to get a small lump in her mouth checked out. My mom and my little brother took her, and I stayed home with my little sisters. When they got home, my brother walked into the living room where I was sitting and said, in the calmest voice I have ever heard, “Sally has cancer.” Now, he is autistic, so he didn’t process things the same way, but when I say I have never been so angry I am not exaggerating. For the next six weeks I did everything I could to give my baby girl the best life she could possibly have. She ate wet food, got constant tummy rubs, slept wherever she wanted. Anything she wanted she got. And then, on August 29th, 2022, we took her to the vet to be put down. She had begun drooling blood a couple days back and we decided it was time. I think that was the first time I ever really felt my heart shatter. Celina, bottom line, never ever give up on Molly. Give her the love that she’s given you all her life. Know that I am praying for the both of you. ❤❤

When my son collapsed on Feb 12, 2021, and was rushed to the hospital, they called me, made a covid exception and let me come in. He told me "leukemia." And my world hit a wall. It felt like all the air left the room and that I'd been sucker punched at the same time. He went through a year of hell and has been in remission for 2½years (don't misunderstand, the story of that year is a long and terrifying roller-coaster, but this is not the place for all of my baggage). I know it's not supposed to be the same, but everything you described feeling, i felt as a parent. So don't ever think it's less. She's your daughter in fur form. I fully believe that, for some of us, our furbabies are our children, emotionally. Our time with our furry ones is never enough and all we can do during our short privilege of sharing their time here, is love them. Just love them and make sure they feel your heart in the moments they have with us. It's never long enough and even if it were possible to share a million years with them, it wouldn't be enough. One day, we will be able to be by their side permanently, i fully believe that. I'm also praying for that miracle that you will get so much more time, in health, with her. I'm praying for her remission and your comfort. Also, don't neglect yourself, you need to be healthy for her. She and you and Adam are in my prayers and my thoughts and just know that she knows she is so loved. And so are you. Never doubt that she knows your love. Never doubt it because she doesn't doubt for one second. Sending you love and prayers and so many hugs. F*ck cancer! Hang in there and stand strong. ❤🧡🌻💜

It makes me sad to see you cry 😭🫶🏻

It’s not unhealthy to love a little companion like that. It is a deeply emotional connection. Our beautiful little souls are our best friends. And remember, our animal babies absolutely DO go to heaven, and their little souls truly live on. I’ve heard many accounts of NDE’s where the person was clinically dead for a matter of time, and experienced heaven. (Sometimes hell though too). But many of them saw their beloved animal babies that had passed in heaven. So whenever you lose a sweet little soul companion, please remember you WILL be with them again. For anyone interested, let’s join together and pray for a physical miracle for Molly. God bless you. Love you Celina, and your whole family! ❤️🙏🏼✝️🐕‍🦺

My grandmother, god rest her soul, was one of those people that did not know how to be without a dog. Since she was in her twenties until she died in her early nineties she had a dog(s) in her life. She was very intuitive and emotionally connected to her her animals in such a way that she just knew when they needed/wanted something, or when something was wrong with them that went beyond what she could do, she knew how to let them go despite her pain. She was like you, Celina, in that she refused to let her selfish desires to always want them with her to get in the way of what was best for them. So throughout her whole life she did EVERYTHING for her dogs and gave every single ounce of love and energy she had into caring for them and giving them the best, comfortable life. We used to always joke that her dogs lived better than most humans lol. When any of them got sick, no matter what the medical issue was, she would dip into her savings to pay for it because no emount of money mattered compared to their lives. Towards the latter half of her life she had two dogs, a cocker spaniel and her elderly golden retriever whom was literally her animal soulmate, and they both got sick over time. The spaniel developed skin issues, a condition that caused seizures, another condition that affected her immune system, and then as she aged she grew deaf. Her golden retriever got cancer. All of it required regular vet visits, medication for the rest of their lives, and changes to their lifestyles in order to keep them healthy and ok. Her golden retriever required chemo treatments and other meds. Luckily I lived with my grandparents during all of this so I was able to help with everything in any way I could. Long story short, throughout ALL of this stuff my grandmother remained proactive, positive, and prayed every night for simply that everything she was doing, everything that she could do, was for the best benefit for those dogs and their health, happiness and comfort. She asked for signs if what she was doing was only prolonging the inevitable and if she should let them go instead. In the end, her spaniel responded well to all her meds and treatment and exercise, her golden responded well the chemo that the cancer went away, and both those dogs lived for many more years until my grandmother put them to sleep at old ages simply for being old, tired dogs. Their deaths did not bring much grief to my grandmother because she knew they lived long, happy, good lives and she did her absolute best to give them those things. To the point they grew old along with her. She found peace in their peace. And she just felt blessed to have had them at all. They were the last pets she ever had until her own passing a few years later. She loved her animals as much as she did her own children and that's all we can really do. Is just... love. And let love do its thing. And oddly enough my grandma's spaniel was named Molly too :)

Growing up, I had no one to lean on, no one to be there when I needed them the most. Then one day I met my soul dog. His name is Tucker, a golden retriever, currently 16 years old. He is my rock, my go to at hard times and good times, and I cherish him more than anyone will ever know. Some people don't understand the bond you can have with your dog. I always say if he could talk he would have a million stories to tell, stories that I told him as he sat there looking at me with nothing but the happiest thoughts in his eyes. I don't have kids, but to me, he is my child. I treat him and love him as much as a mother loves their own. I love that dog more than anything on this planet. I have days where I have panic attacks, and cry and wail at the thought of him passing, especially as he gets older. I have lost pets in the past but this dog is different. He truly is my soul dog. He knows when I am upset, and never leaves my side. I get light headed sometimes and at 16 he still leans against me to try and keep me balanced even though he is weaker then when he was younger. I feel like he knows what I'm thinking. How I'm feeling. And he knows nothing else but to give anything he can to cheer me up. Watching this video made me bawl. The way you describe molly sounds so similar to my Tucker. She is your soul dog. I don't pray much, But I WILL pray for you. For Molly. For anyone else who is going through or has gone through a similar situation. I wish I could do more. I don't know what else to say. Celina, if you read this, Me and Tucker are praying for You and Molly. (Trigger warning: This poem is very emotional) A poem I think embodies how I feel about my soul dog: Because you will not be forever, Hope against time though I may, Paint your picture in my memory, Eyes blue with age, muzzle gone gray. Because you walked with me in Springtime, Puppy-clumsy, running free. As you grew, we grew together-- You became a part of me. Because I shared with you my sorrows, Not understanding-- simply there. Often spurring me to laughter-- My friend, you know how much I care. Because the years have slowed your fleetness, Though your spirit still is strong. I promise I will take more time now, So that you can go along. Because you do not fear the future, Living only in the now, I draw strength from your example-- Yet time keeps slipping by somehow. Because the day will soon be coming When I will no longer see You rise to greet me - but in memory You will always walk with me. ~ Gayl Jokiel ~

Oh sweet girl, I am sending Love and Healing Light and my deepest prayers for your sweet Molly. For almost 20 years I begged for a dog but my husband was very anti-pet. But he traveled for work a lot and my best friend surprised me with a tiny puppy on Valentine's Day 10 years ago; my sweet baby boy Carl. In his 10 years he has eaten mole poison, gotten hit by a car, become diabetic which caused him to develop cataracts and literally go blind in just over a week. Every time I thought "This is it, I'm losing him" and every time his strong spirit prevailed. He has cost us thousands and thousands of dollars and we would gladly have paid 10 times as much to save him. He has had surgery to fix his eyes, a knee replacement, he is diabetic and gets insulin shots twice a day. He is getting a little slower, and a little gray around the face, but his personality and spirit are so strong, I can still see the puppy in him. He brings me joy every day and I thank God for him every night. He is a complete turd and bites us on the regular for such offences as accidentally bumping him with our feet while we are in bed, or for getting too close to each other (he is my dog, but he is my husband's best friend) and we love him for exactly who he is. We plan our vacations around what we think he would enjoy (the Smoky Mountains are his fave). He is a walking, happy, farting miracle and I can't even count the times that his little face has brought me laughter on days I didn't even think I could lift my head. Don't give up!!!! Much love from Carl and I to you, Adam and Molly.

I am also childless and the mom of a dog. Don’t ever feel silly for feeling the way you do. They are our children. My dog came to me as a stray. I said to my husband the week before he came, “I really want a dog.” Then all our excuses came (we don’t have time, blah blah blah…we thought we were going to raise a puppy). Next week came this scrawny little dog on our doorbell cam and he just kept hanging around. We tried to find an owner with no success so he became ours. It’s sad to know I am preparing myself daily for when he isn’t here anymore (whether consciously or subconsciously) and I don’t even know when that is…1 year? 5 years? 10 years? I guess it makes you appreciate the now. I’ve had dogs before but I’ve never loved like this because I also know he seems to appreciate the love a lot more deeply than the ones I did raise from puppyhood. We’ll keep sending healing vibes toward your way! Much love to your family!

I've had the same fear every day of losing Ella, my sweet cat. It is unhealthy, but we can't help it when they're such a huge part of our soul. You're not alone, and we love you ❤

Adam is so right about appreciating time so much more. I really needed to hear that today. We lost our sweet girl a few weeks ago. She was definitely my soul mate in cat form. Love and prayers for Molly, you, Adam and the rest of your fur babies. ❤

I'm so thankful that you feel comfortable telling us this. It takes courage to be vulnerable, and I think you're one of the bravest people I know. I'm going to be praying for you, Adam, and Molly. ❤️

I will pray for Molly and you. I lost my soul dog in 2021, it tore me up inside. Sally had lung cancer and like Molly, she was fine until she wasn't. Im in my 60's and I wasn't much for living in the moment. I was impatient and waiting seemed like torture. When the vet confirmed her diagnosis and the prognosis was bleak, time slowed way down. I spent every second by her side from that day until her last. You really struck a chord when you said that you've turned down a lot of things in your life to be with her. I get that. I hope your sweet girl will stay strong and breeze right thru week #4. Much love to you.

Sweet sweet Celina- never apologize for things being the way they are in the world, and grieving your news. She's YOUR baby!! She's no t just your dog. We love you and are praying hard!! ❤❤❤

We can all agree that we love how Celina is open to telling us her personal life stories 💗✨🥰

All my dogs have just all of a sudden gotten critical over night. Your a good mom! I heal buy getting a new pup! Their kisses and all the focus it takes to bring up that pup… healing!❤

I have a little fur baby who was diagnosed with parvovirus just after his 3rd birthday. It broke my heart too see him in pain and uncomfortable and the vets told me there was no hope, that it was best to say goodbye. I brought him home because of he was gonna go, I wanted him to be as comfortable as could be and to be home where he felt safe. I took time off of work and was by his side 24hrs a day making sure he knew he wasn't alone. Through all the treatment and the tears. Through all the medication and needles and IV's, my baby boy made a full recovery and is healthy and happy as ever now. He will be 6 in May. So I know your pain and feel your sadness, just be strong in front of them and make sure Molly knows she's not alone through this fight. I hope she makes a full recovery and that your heart heals and blossoms full of happiness again. We love you Celina 💝

My heart reaches out to you Celina… I myself at age 18 was diagnosed with Stage 4 Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma… pretty much all over my body including all throughout my spine. I can’t even imagine what this could feel like through your own pet. My fur baby means the world to me, and I honestly wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for her and I don’t even want to imagine where my life would be in the future without her. One of my friends lost her dog (also named Molly) a little over a year ago. I believe it was also through cancer. I feel like more and more animals suffer through this, and not only doctors don’t put cancer on top of the list for animals, they do that for people too! It took me over a year to get my diagnosis. From pleading and telling so many people that something isn’t right about how I feel or even live anymore seemed like an absolute joke to them. As if I was making this all up to get attention. Even now, after 4 years of remission (Dec. 13), I have CONSTANT trauma and PTSD from it to where I’ve spent the last year or more just to make sure things are okay. The doctors have told me face to face that “It’s all in your head”. To think that this could happen to someone I love dearly, especially an animal? Utter complete heartbreak and anger. A love between a person and an animal is the best kind of love. Like you said, a whole other level. Molly sounds like such an amazing dog. She’s so beautiful too!! She sounds so special to you like you are to her. You’ve done everything in your power to love her and take care of her Celina. From the way you talk about her, she’s had such an amazing life since day one. It was fate! It really was! Keep manifesting girlie. You’re so strong. I wish I was as strong as you and manifested the ways you do. This is a scary time, and we are all here for you… Love you Celina 🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️ -Alyssa

Awww I’m so sorry for your pain. I had a beautiful English cocker spaniel, and she was so special to me, more so than any other dog I ever had. We had a very special bond. At 11 yrs old, she too ended up with cancer, and it was advanced before I knew anything was wrong. After some time, I had to make the hardest decision ever, to have her put to sleep😢. My heart was so broken for so long. It was extremely painful, and I still miss her 4 yrs later. I do pray, and I pray that your baby Molly can have peace and comfort during this time, and I pray for you and your husband, to also have comfort and peace, and the strength too get through this. Sending you the biggest hug girl, from a fellow Canadian and another dog mom who has been there ❤

Molly is in the best care possible, so imo you can trust this university vet. You sharing this video with us is my miracle. I've lost 6 cats by now. Most recent was my baby girl, the one who pulled my heartstrings. With the others I was sure euthanasia was best, except I doubted myself after the fact when my 18 year old cat passed away. In 2022, I lost my other two senior cats 6 months apart, both to cancer and rather quickly, within days. They were in the best care by the university small animal hospital. One of them had thrown the doors of my heart open as a kitten as soon as the vet tech put her in my arms saying, "this one needs a special home." I knew her name too. After I got her home, I had an anxiety attack. She was the first kitten I got since my first cat died. I had to go for a bike ride to get my head and heart sorted from the anxiety. Finally, I told myself I know what it takes to love a cat from kitten through to old age and death. All the love and the grief of loss because we loved. My last senior cat was with or around me all the time. When she was in the ER she was away from me for a few hours being treated, but she was crashing. When they brought her back to me, to the consult family room, I knew it was time for humane euthanasia. When they brought her in, she was cold and actively dieing. The vet got the euthanasia shot in a hurry, and I only had a few minutes with her and then she was gone. It was the hardest death of a pet yet. I realized that there is no such thing as a good death. We do the best we can. The vet staff assured me that I did everything right. Now listening to your story, I am reassured that I can trust this vet that we did everything possible. Wishing you and Molly comfort, peace, and strength. Hugs.

Hey Celinaspookyboo first off I wanna say I absolutely love you. My mom just lost her 8 yr old doberman named Aura a couple of months ago after battling lymphoma cancer She too was also on chemotherapy and Prednisone a steroid. I send healing energy to your babygirl Molly. I will be praying for you boo. If you ever need someone to talk to or if you even have questions I can tell you what we did to help sustain a good quality of life for her while she was here with us. I took care of her too the best of my ability. She fought that shit hard day n and out and she was on her feet up until about 8 hours before she passed. Such a strong dog she was and I wish everyday she was here. I'm praying for you all. I firmly believe the bond you two have you will know when she has had enough and when the quality of life has gone away. Prayers babygirl 🙏 make the most of what you two share, she knows you love her. I love how she took a dunk 💩 on cancer

My heart dog, a Doberman, his name was Dixon passed away at 7. He had a heart attack while we were in the backyard playing ball. One second he was there, the next he was gone. I was devastated for months - its been 3 years come April and I still cry myself to sleep at night at least twice a week. I am putting all the positive vibes into the universe for you and Molly because I absolutely know that pain.

Fur babies are so so precious, and I will be praying for you and your beautiful Molly. ❤🙏🏻 Edit: You should never have to thank us or apologize for the sad videos either, because you are just being real and that’s one of the things I love about you, you’re real. Hugs to you from me in Arizona.❤ -Amanda

Hang in there girl! We love your content and your amazing bubbly energy!❤

I legit cried watching this… I’m so sorry…. I will pray for her.

Oh Sweet Molly Girl!!!! Sending many MANY prayers to you and your Soul-Pup🙏😇💗🐾!!!!!!!!!!!

Aww Celina, I'm so sorry. I understand how difficult it is when you have such a close bond with your fur baby. My Sierra was a husky-coyote rescue from northern Ontario who we were lucky to have in our life for over 13 years. I miss her daily since she crossed the rainbow bridge in July 2018. Celina, please don't think it's your fault or that you missed something. Animals hide injuries and illness, it's their survival instinct. I'm happy that you're trying the chemo route and not just for Molly. Sending you hugs and prayers for a healthy outcome for Molly. 🤗🇨🇦🙏

My heart goes out you, totally get it and the connection, trust and depth of the bond. I'm 51 and had 3 soul dogs pass, one is with me the 4th. I believe my past fur family sent me another as the loss was shattering each time. May Molly have an amazing recovery and many more years with you. Reiki distant healing over your home for her and you. 💜💞🐾💞💜

I bawled like a baby during this video (my hands are even shaking as I type this). My heart aches for you Celina. I lost my soul dog back in late 2002. In almost the same situation. She was a mini (stunted growth, never got taller than my shins) black lab puppy that I had rescued from the pound. I had named her Lita Rose. She had the cutest white patch in almost the shape of a heart on her chest. She was my sidekick, went everywhere I did besides work. She was only in my life for 2 years. In late December of '02 she started not being able to use her back legs and was having extremely black BM's and puking blood. I brought her to the 24 hour emergency vet and I had to put her down the day after Christmas. The vet ran tests and labs and was able to determine she had Pancreatic Cancer, which she showed no symptoms of *and had regular check ups because she was a rescue* except for that last week. It was too late. Nothing we could do. This was such a rough time. I have not had a dog ever since. Losing her has been one of the most painful moments I ever had. The night I had to say goodbye we had serious northern lights (I do live in Alaska, so they can be common) but they were the most beautiful colors swirling and bright. So, I like to believe whenever the lights dance like that night, it's my Lita Rose giving me a show. I miss her so much, so I understand exactly how you feel and I want to thank you for sharing your raw emotions like you do. Molly is so lucky to have you & as well as you having her. Lots of love to you all.

My dog was diagnosed with cancer a little over a yr ago. They had never seen it so severe or in a dog so young. It was 10 times the normal cancer cell amount. We had to amputate his back leg. They are unsure if it got in his blood stream or in his bones. I’m happy to say, he is still here with me one year later. He is also my heart dog. Still a lot of unknowns for his life span too, as this is all essentially new for that type of cancer. But I’ve come to realize that every day is so incredibly precious with him, and we truly never know when our animals last days will be. All we can ever do is give them the most love and a safe home. I’ll be praying for you and Molly. It is an incredibly taxing experience and the not knowing is devastating. Just hold onto her a little tighter for as long as you can ❤

This breaks my heart. I’ve had and lost so many pets that I adored.. I know the pain. I had one cat that seemed like a little Angel in disguise. He always seemed to know when I was sad or depressed and he would comfort me. I lost him last year. As a Christian, I don’t believe in manifesting, but I do believe in a God who is merciful, and kind, and always has a reason for the things we go through. My faith has helped me tremendously dealing with the pain of losing loved pets, because I truly believe that they are a gift from God. Given to help us for a time and to give us joy and comfort. We won’t have these gifts forever but that’s what makes them so special. Cherish the time you have with them, capture the memories, and practice gratitude for each day you have with them. I will pray for little Molly, and you. No matter the outcome, try to focus on the joys she has brought you, they are irreplaceable.❤ stay strong, friend!

It is awful to go 5hrough, so sorry! When we lost our rescue Boston Terrier mix suddenly in 2017, I didn't think I could love another dog as much. However, after a few months we got another rescue dog, an 8 year old Papillon. They can live up to 16 years or more and he was healthy. He was my special velcro dog. After being diagnosed with a heart murmur he did well for over 2 years on medication. Then last year he started having accidents around the house. I thought i T was his age, 14. When I took him to the vet, he was diagnosed with bladder cancer. He lived another3 months before he was in pain and got aggressive. We put him down then just before Halloween last year. Later this year, we may look for another small dog. We live in Sarnia and most breeders are too far away, so we will see. Take care, a memory album helps with the grief.

I literally balled listening to this video. I have followed you for years and I have 6 dogs but I had a pug that passed away from cancer two years ago and he was my soul dog and it's hits so different. My heart is with you so much girl. I know the uncertainty and fear. It was like you were explaining everything he went through. My heart..... You will get through this. I know it feels like it won't... And it feels like it will not be okay ever again but it will. ❤ I will pray for Molly, what I wouldn't do for one more day. ❤❤

I have witnessed a lot of sad deaths and i understand hopefully everything gets better, my old dachshund lived to be 16. I am so sorry i hope molly gets better, stay hopeful. We love you, you are the most beautiful talented and smart person ever. My grandpa just died of cancer but hopefully that wont happen to you. She will get better, whenever your sad the best thing to do is let it out. I love how you let out your feelings, as someone with a lot of mental illness(such as bipolar and adhd)letting emotions out is really hard and you motivate me son much, thank you.

Celina you are always an inspiration and bright light in my worst days. So I hope this little story gives you hope. My nextdoor neighbour had a beautiful Maltese shitzu, that got cancer around the same age as Molly she too had chemo and she went into remission. Sadly she is gone now but she lasted another 4 years and peacefully passed over in her sleep with her loving owners. I've also had a dog with cancer but she was a border collie she was cancer free when she passed on at 18 because she was old. Me and my beautiful loving soul puppy Luna have you in our prayers as she always gets excited when she sees your beautiful dogs/ humans. You have every right to feel the way you do and the way you describe Molly as being your child and you imagine it feels the same when you loose a child. You are damn right I lost my son at 4 year's old and when he was diagnosed as terminal I felt how your heart feels. Don't listen to the negative Nancy's because they don't matter. Your children are your children whether they are human or puppy. You give me the best feeling in the world at how open you are.❤

Awww Celina I really understand the part where you check your pet if she is breathing, It really hit me 🥺💜

i lost my baby girl 7 years ago and it is still insanely painful for me she was one of my 2 dogs 10 babies and she ran away with her dad and just never came back. it is absolutely devastating not knowing what happened to her, idk if she suffered idk if she is in a loving home i only got 2 years with my baby but not a day goes by i dont think about her. my first dog i ever had we lost due to cancer she was throwing up for like 3 days before she was scheduled to be put down so we said bye to her the night before bc we had school the next day but she passed that night. it is never easy buying a animal you know is going to pass away before you but you have to be willing to understand that they are going to pass away one day but you have to keep loving these little fur babies especially the older ones in the shelters who need it the most. it’s disgusting what some people do to animals so we have to be willing to give them love even though we get hurt in the end.

Sending prayers for Molly. She’s going to hang on for as long as you need her to. I believe that cause I had a dog that couldn’t use her back legs anymore & had to be lifted down the stairs to go outside to go the the bathroom. We’d feed her from her bed. Carry her everywhere & love on her so much. When the decision was finally made to put her to sleep & my grandfather was put on his jacket it’s like she just knew we were ready to let her go. She let out a small howl & just passed right there at our feet. Don’t think of it as being selfish. As humans we do everything to keep ourselves alive for our loved ones. Dogs are incredibly smart & intuitive. I feel your heartbreak cause my now little girl is 13 going on 14. She struggles to walk at times from her arthritis. We have her on pain meds, amongst other things to help with joint pain. Her breathing worries me because she sounds congested all the time. She coughs sounding like a pig which the vet said it’s a backwards cough. She’s thrown up which my husband always accounts as her likely have eaten a bird or a rodent & it’s upset her tummy. I know it’s because she’s aging. The vets tell us she’s healthy for her age but instinct tells me different. They are our children. They bring such unconditional love & joy to our lives. I don’t think I could ever have another dog when she goes. I have cried harder losing a pet than a friend or family member. They are so innocent & they truly are the saying “man’s best friend “ in my case woman’s. I wish they had a life span 4 or 5 times longer than they do. Mollys going to hang on for you. She knows it would break your heart ❤

I hope Molly makes a full recovery and the process is as painless as possible for you all. It is absolutely heart shattering...I lost my dog Jake in December last year. I had him since a puppy...he was my dream dog and he had eight happy years of adventures. His behaviour suddenly turned in the last few months of his life, becoming aggressive and biting. The vet said he could have epilepsy or a tumour, but all they could do was sedate for the rest of his life which he would build a tolerance to and the issue would escalate again. I made the difficult decision to have him put to rest...I cried for two weeks straight. I miss that dog, he got me through some of the hardest times I have ever been through and there is hole in my life that will never be filled again. You cannot find a love like that again...but to have had it all is truly beautiful and all we can do is try to love like that. He taught me a lot that dog.

I love you Celina ❤ I had two pups that died of cancer and I’m totally with you❤ praying for you and yours and sending so much positivity and love.

Sending Molly all the good vibes the universe holds. I am so sorry for the pain and agony you are going through , but I am also so happy that Molly has you as her Mom and Adam as her Dad because she could not be with more loving and dedicated parents.

No worries about the sad vids, Lady, we love you. I'll be praying for you & Molly.

💔 oh, I can feel your heartache. praying for your doggie. I have this connection with my male cat, Fat Baby and I’m terrified of something happening to him. I’ve had other animals, that I obviously loved, but this cat is on a different level. I feel connected at the soul.

I understand having a deep connection with your dog. I've had my dog since she was a two week old bottle baby, and she chose me to be her momma. She'll be 10 in April. I have other animals, but she KNOWS she's the favorite child. I love her more than anything, and everyone knows it. My fiancé knew when he moved in that, if he didn't get along with her, we wouldn't work out lol. Luckily he loves her, too. I never knew a dog could be so much like a human, but my Mila is just my personality cloned into a furry dog body. I know you'll do what's best for your girl, bc you know her better than anyone. Just stay strong and have faith in her.

i know these feelings all too well. Missing my heart boy Onyx a year now and it is still raw. Dogs can hit your soul far deeper than people can. Their loyalty and selfless love penetrates your heart as few can and when you share that extra special connection it is so much deeper and enveloping. I am 55 with no kids so fully relate. My hubby has had 2 heart dogs, one still with us (a Hortaya Borzaya) and a greyhound which is how we met (I founded a Greyhound charity here in SW Ont) and whom we thought he would never have another to match. This boy he has now for the last yrs exceeds his first so there is hope. My heart is not ready for another and we still have dogs and that is always a boon; to have other pets to care for and love. All pawsitive thoughts to your sweet Molly and your own sweet self. Blessings Be with Love and Hugs from Wheatley, Ont.

You are the best mother a doggy could ever want. Sending all the positive vibes to you and the family.

Baby girl, you’re such an amazing human! I’ve gotcha with prayers, manifestations and hope. The Universe has you! Molly is your everything, and what a sweetheart she is. It’s such blow to have a sick pup. I’ve had 2, and I miss them both. They’re still around me sometimes and I talk to them always. We’re blessed to have chemo for our animals so that we can have more time with them. More cuddles and smooches, walks and loves. Sending you blessings, huge hugs, big love and strength. ❤🕊✨🤗🧚🏽‍♀️🤟🏽🫂🦉🪶🌛🌝🌜🌹

I had a golden retriever named molly. She was my family's dog but she always clinged to me. Even, when I had to put her down in 2021. she had breast cancer and had a really big tumor on her last left nipple that cause her not to be able to walk much. I had to most nights carry her outside or to a puppy pad so she could go potty. vets were scared to remove the tumor since of her age. so, I ended up deciding to have her put down. She was the most loving dog you could ever meet. I never can find another dog like her, but her memories live on. She is in heaven living her best life and sometimes I feel something brushing my leg, like she used to do. So, I like to think it's her still by my side.

I know how you feel, I had a very prtty white husky, her name was Tennessee, and I got her from Tennessee. She was SO sweet, she always knew when I was upset, and she was smart, when I got physically or mentally or even emotionally hurt she ALWAYS knew lol.. Every time I cried she would sit in my lap and let me cuddle her, everytime I got hurt she licked where i hurt till th pain went away. She was just so overly sweet. I had a genuien connection with her. I truly loved her. It was a different feeling then with anyone I ever had. She was my everything. She would break out of the house when I got home from the store or school and would go to the bus stop and jump on me the second I got off. She went EVERY where with me. I truly cant explain how special she was to me. She didnt have anything wrong with her. But my grandmother said I had to give her up. So they brought her to the shelter while I was at school WITHOUT ME KNOWING! I wish so so so so SO desperately that they would have atleast let her stay another day, or at least wait till I got home from school. I will NEVER forgive my grandparents for that. I thought that she atleast got adopted. But they were SO cheap that they brought her to teh one that put them down. AND THEY OWN 5 OIL COMPANIES AND HAVE MONEY SO IDK WHY!??!? I dont know if anyone actually read my whole rant, but I put a prayer at the bottom, I have never been the type to pray so sorry if its bad, bu tI truly care, so I put it anyways. I hope yall add one too. Love y'all, especially you Celina and Molly❤ Dear God, (Or who ever you support) I pray that Molly will get past her terrible disease and become health and live as long as she possibly can with no pain and complete bliss. I pray that once Molly gets past her cancer that she will be brand new. I pray that she will feel better than she ever has before and live the most perfect life any dog has ever had. I pray that Molly will forever be health and have no chance of death anytime soon. I pray that you help her and give her ultimate strength to easily heal. Celina has already give her happiness, but I hope you can make it better for the both of them. Amen.

heart breaking my pet is my everything, sending the best vibes mollys way❤ miracles happen everyday i feel hopeful for molly!

❤❤❤ sending you all my love and hugs and blessings 💞. You're so brave. I've never mourned most people like I've mourned my animals. Such a special connection. Snuggles and woofs to Molly from London UK xxx

Prayers sent to you and Molly, this vid was very hard for me to watch specially the part where u said that you have that one pet in your life that u feel a soul connection to and that hit me hard, a couple years back I got a gray tabby female cat we named her Zera and she was my world. I loved her so much and still do, we would play all day together we did everything together and if u asked any of my family they’d tell u I’d do anything for my Zera. We only had her for a couple years not long at all but I just knew… we were souly connected… and I prayed and prayed that when she went she would go easily and painlessly but when we had to move houses she got outside one night on a stormy night and was struck by lightning… even before we found her and what had happened I cried and cried begging for her to be brought in but my parents would not let me outside and kept asuring me that she was safe, she’d be fine but in the end she wasn’t.. when I found out I cried and cried after a while I developed anxiety of losing people I love and depression this was two years ago I still think of her and how fun it was way back then.. I would give anything to see her again even if it was just for a min or two, I loved her, more than words can explain… so I feel for you Celina, I hope Molly gets better and y’all have fun and beautiful years together in the future. We are all here for u and will always be, love u Celina ❤❤

I will pray for you and Molly and for the doctors! There is always a bright side. Can you imagine if you couldn't afford her treatment and you either had to put her down or just watch & wait? You will do what's best for her but what if you couldn't afford to give her what is best. My dog's name is Ollie, and I love him so, so much! I remember the day we picked him up, I couldn't believe how much I loved him already, and we weren't even home yet! I remember telling my boyfriend I was afraid to love a dog so much because they don't live as long as humans. He said, "Let's hope we go first!" Ollie is 13 now and has some health issues, but we are still paying the vet bill from the last time he was sick. We just can't afford much more. I just wish everything wasn't so damm expensive! Just remember no matter what Molly loves you, and you return her love!❤🙏

I lost my sweet dog Teddy Bear a sheltie in 2013 I didn't realize how emotionally dependent on him I was I went through alot of tragedy in my life. He was my soul dog. In 2013 I was diagnosed with stage 2 rare breast cancer. He developed inoperable terminal cancer in the left side of his chest. My breast cancer was on my left side as well. He was 15 years old at the time. I survived the breast cancer but lost my boy in the same month which was February 2013. I truly believed he took my cancer to help me survive. It was the most difficult decision I've ever had to make in my life. I miss him so much that I haven't adopted another dog to this day. I feel your pain & it's a pain like no other. Sending love, comfort, & strength as you go through your loss.

I am sitting on my bed crying for you and Molly. I lost a cat named Lola Gene Edwards she died of cancer. So I pray for you and her to have as much time to gather as possible 🙏 ❤ 💓 💗 💕 💛

I’m so sorry Celina, it’s so heartbreaking how common cancer is in dogs and how easily they can mask signs of their pain. To tell you my miracle story, we had a dog named Fritz who all the sudden got sick out of nowhere. He was acting off for a week and we decided to take him to the vet, and he told us that he was shocked Fritz was still alive. His organs were failing, and it was due to him having diabetes. My mom was a mess, debating on putting him down or not, but I told her to try. We had to drive to Walmart to get insulin and back to the vets office, and the vet told us to be aware that he might not live through the car ride. Thankfully he did, Fritz got the insulin he needed, and he seemed to go back to normal. A week later we checked his blood work and he was magically better, everything was at a normal level again, I remember thinking how unreal it was. We ended up having him around for a little less than a year after this happened, about 11 months. What ended up happening was me and my mom went on a trip, and he ended up dying as we were out of town. He was my mom’s baby, and I think he was hanging on because of her. When she left, he finally let himself relax and pass away. A very sad story, but it’s amazing what our animals are capable of. I’m just so thankful we had another year with him, it’s hard not to think about what’s looming around the corner, but it makes you appreciate that time

I am so sorry Celina, I know how it feels when a dog has the possibility to pass, and it really sucks so I feel for you a lot. Praying for Molly 🙏🏻

I completely understand your pain, I also had a dog with cancer. We lost her not too long after. I will pray for molly ever night because I know the pain is heart wrenching❤❤. I’m here for you

There's a saying that I've heard before that gives me some comfort in these kinds of situations. Our beloved animal companions won't be with us for the entirety of our lives. But we are there for the entirety of theirs. I can already tell that you've been an amazing mom to her and it's clear as day that Molly treasures you as much as you treasure her. You've given her an amazing life and will continue to do so for however long she has left. I hope and pray that Molly does recover from her cancer and manage to surpass the 15 year mark. She has lived an amazing life and will continue to do so. No matter what comes, I know Ms.Molly will forever be grateful.

I remember my childhood dog rocky. He got cancer and was in a similar situation to Molly. We were all devastated. He was a big cuddly dog, and he loved running around. We started treatment and he started to have more good days. He was never cancer free, but he lived another 4 years. He passed away on my uncles farm at the age of 14. We know he had a good life, and you've given Molly the same. I'll keep all of you in my thoughts and manifestations. I believe that this will be a hard bump in the road, but that she will leave this world as Rocky did. Happy and old, knowing he had a full and wonderful life. We love you, Celina.

This video had me so emotional. Its not easy dealing with a sick pet and im so sorry your going through this. You guys will get theough this and everything will get better in the long run i have faith for you and little molly you guys are both tough. My cat got sick in october he unfortunately passed away on November 1st but every day he got worse and worse i had to feed him i had to carry him cuz he couldn't walk and i just held him alot and told him he was gunna be okay. I even held him until he took his last breathe telling gim it was okay for him to go and that i woild be okay, he was so worried about leaving me behind that he didnt really want to let go, with that being said it not easy dealing with a sick pet jist make sure you do everything to let molly know she is loved, i will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. Love you celina and molly!

We had the most amazing Siamese cat. We got him when he was just under 2 months old back in 2002. He quickly became a true family member. He had a different relationship with me, my husband, and our son. Way back in 2009, I felt lumps behind his "knees". I took him to the vet, he was diagnosed with lymphoma. His vet wonderful. She used a mix of East meets West treatment on him. He sailed through chemo and was in remission....for one month. After that we did the East thing. She prescribed Wei Qi and Stasis Breaker, along with the prednisone. That little scamp lived until he was nearly 20 in 2021. He had stopped the Chinese herbals and prednisone a few years prior. His cancer did come back, but we had over a decade of really good times with him. His age was really catching up with him. I will never be over losing him. I understand your connection to Molly. Give her as much of a chance as you can, and don't overlook asking your vet about Chinese herbals, or finding a natural vet. Molly (and you) will be in my prayers. I hope you get at least another 6 years with her, lets blow 15 out of the water, let her get her driver's license.

Prayers to Molly! ❤ Our soul animals are a different love! I have a husband and 4 kids. It’s all different love. I love my soul dog in 2022. I’ll prayer for her every single day and for you! I’ll pray for healing and to soothe both your pain!

I lost my Havanese 2 years ago. She was 13 and passed in her sleep, but I still miss her. With each dog I’ve had in my life, I’ve loved them so much and I thought I knew what it felt like to have a soul dog.. However, I now have no doubt in my mind that I have my soul dog. I cried yesterday taking him to the vet because he has a minor ear infection. I don’t want to see him in any kind of pain. I can relate to the feeling of my heart being outside of my body. I don’t have kids either and I know that people laugh and say “you have no idea what love is until you have a kid”, but I’ve never loved anyone or anything as much as I love my boy, Brew. I’d give years of my own life for him to have more years on this earth. Dogs do not live long enough. They’re angels walking among us. ❤

I have been shoving down all my feelings about my Penny girl I lost in December 😭 thank you for being so open and sharing some tears with us. Please don't blame yourself 😢 people miss their own cancers, it's so hard to catch in dogs 🫂

I didn’t know soul dogs were a thing till I came across you. I have this indescribable bond with my pup aria. Got her when I was at my lowest and I found out I couldn’t have children. This dog is my SOUL dog. I love my other ones but she’s mine. She’s 7 years old now and I fear the day she won’t be with me. I wish you all the comfort.

❤ Praying you Molly and you! I have a soul dog and she turned 11 on the 22nd. I understand your love and your tears. Lean on your friends and family and you will get through this. ❤

I will keep your sweet Molly in my prayers and thoughts!! It is always a hard time when our pets are sick. They are our children. Try to stay strong and positive I know it's hard. I will pray for you and your family also. Love your videos.

My heart goes out to you and Molly. I pray that she is okay. Sending big hugs sweetie.

It's okay to be sad. It's okay to cry. Will be in prayer for little Molly. Thank you for sharing

I understand the pain of dealing with something like this, and I'm so, so sorry you're feeling it. Our pets are so innocent and give us nothing but pure and unfiltered love, it's beyond painful to see them suffer in any way. I wish nothing but the best for Molly, you, and any of your friends and family that are suffering with you. No matter what happens, I know that Molly knows how much you love her, and that's the most important thing, and the most beautiful thing you can give her. I just finished the last two minutes of this video and I needed to make this edit too even though this comment is pretty long. Please, don't ever downplay your love for this soul because shes "your dog". It makes me sick that some people actually have the gull to say things like your dog isn't your family. The relationship you build with your pet is unspeakable, and the devastation you feel from them hurting is the same kind of love you'd give your child or family. She's not just your dog, please don't ever feel like you need to suppress your love for her because she's your pet, she's family, period.

I’m 100% here for you during this really hard time and sending many positive vibes ! I was supposed to lose my 14yr old toy poodle Miley 2yrs ago, she’s my everything, my best friend that has been there for me during the hardest times!!! I was told to go to the vet and say my goodbyes because she wasn’t expected to make it an hour after the phone call. I couldn’t leave work because I had no one to cover for me (I work at a daycare). 4hrs later the vet called and said I could take her home and that by some act of a higher power she pulled through and is still with me today 😊 we’ve got this baby girl, I love you so much and pray for peace for you and Molly💕

That hit hard for me when you talked about 1 soul pet. I had a chihuahua that him and I were inseparable, he learned how to fit in a carry on, and i smuggled him every where. Id NEVER had such a connection with a person, family, etc as stong as Puddles. He passed from cancer as well, and i didnt get out of bed for a couple of days...couldn't talk about it for a couple months. It took a while to heal from it, but it helped me to share my story with other people whom could relate that helped a lot. Im sorry you went through this, im sure our fur friends are waiting for us on the other side. Thanks for sharing and let others share.

My heart goes out to you. We just lost a dog to Leukemia but we didn't opt for chemo. She was older & outcome wasn't good. It comes on very very fast and can only take a few weeks after first signs. You got her in right away which is so good. My spirit dog died in my arms at about 20 years old. I know the pure devastation & the howling cry coming from your heart crushing. No matter how long you've had her, no matter how old the dog, it's a pain that some don't understand. There's those of us that do understand and are sending you & Molly good light and love.

❤❤❤ Love you so much Celina. Sending Molly you and Adam so much light, love and healing. My 2 dogs are my soul animals so I understand how traumatic this is. The thought of the loss is truly unbearable and I am begging the universe to bless you with all the positive healing energy for Molly. ❤❤❤

Sweetheart YOU are manifesting MOLLY'S MIRACLE! Everyday you have had since the 13th has been a miracle! You are living the hardest kind of loss while shes still here babygirl talk to your angel's theu are surrounding you i could feel 2 really strong on your bridge! You have the same birthday as my son Jason hes prob a few yrs older than you are. I didnt get to celebrate his birthday with him 😢 it was sad but it could be so much worse HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SWEET GIRL! ❤ Molly is still here i believe to help you say goodbye in your time n in your way. Molly IS your CHILD! i have had 6 beautiful son not counting my beautiful 4 furbabies that were my family too . I slso believe you get one soul connected pet . I currently have mine n i know the fear of loss ... Ive lost 2 biological sons n 1 adopted son who have been taken from this world too young. All at different ages n in diff ways. I know that heart wrenching pain of losing someone so dear to your heart. Molly is that dear to your heart so there is no difference in your pain or grief.. the heart n the soul dont categorize people into specidl groups separate from animals God i hope im making since! You are an amazing human being that has been through alot you dont owe anyone an explanation for your grief! Take all the love n prayers and everything n put in in your memory with the special spot inside your heart too that you are preparing for molly n keep them there to visit when the day cones for her to cross your bridge to the next realm. You are so sweet n beautiful hang in there girl! This is so painful but it is also growth for your soul . She belonged with you, you were God's ,the universe's gift to one another! Sending you all the love i have and shouting out to the universe that a miracle we need for you! Keep your eyes open so that you dont miss it sometimes they sneak in disguised! Love you

My soul dog was a Molly, too. My sweet Boxer. I miss her dearly. I lost her to cancer. I miss her every day. I realized that they are just loaned to us, and then we have to give them back. It's one of the hardest things we have to do. But, it allows for more of these furry angels to come in and bless us. Take heart.

Even though we know it's not forever; it still hurts. You give your furbabies so much love and care. Hang tight dearest.

A little bit of happiness, my first puppy is now 10 and her birthday is February 20th like yours.. she’s so special to me and I couldn’t image life without her

I feel the same way as you do about my cat who we recently found out he may have a mass on his liver. We noticed him having some discomfort and not wanting to be touched one day so we brought him to the vet, we ran his blood work and they found a minor increase in a liver enzyme so we got him an ultrasound and they saw something that could be a mass but also could not be. We don’t have the funds to do further testing and the thing is, the “mass” is so close to his gallbladder so even if we did test and found it something that needed to be removed, no surgeon in our area would want to risk that surgery. So I understand the feeling of not really knowing how much time you’ll have left with them but I agree with Adam that at least we know something could be wrong so we can cherish the time we have with him so much more. I lost my first cat to sudden stroke due to an overabundance of red blood cells likely caused by a genetic issue. She was only 4 when I had to watch her having strokes and one day she had one that took her life and I have all sorts of regrets because I felt like I didn’t cherish my time with her because I was naïve and didn’t even consider that I could lose her at that time. So now with our big boy, I’m trying to love and appreciate him every day because you truly don’t know when it might be the last. I don’t have a miracle story right now sadly but I wanted to provide some empathy around what you’re going through - I fully understand how hard these times are and I wish you and Molly nothing but the best ❤

Yes that is absolutely the feeling of being a parent. Its a different love you have for your child then your spouse. Having a pet be sick is hard. A few months back i lost my cat she was like my baby before i had kids she was only 8. My animals are apart of my family. I hope molly gets better i will keep her in my thoughts and prayers

I am so sorry Celina, losing a pet is one of the hardest things in life. I had a little dog named Winston, he taught me not all dogs are mean (I’m adopted and growing up with my bio fam all we had was mean dogs). Anyway he was a little Halloween dog, he was the sweetest and fluffiest thing ever. We had gotten a standard poodle and we had him too. They was both in the house, they played together and cuddled and everything. Shadow (the poodle) had did something but I can’t quite remember and I had put him in his kennel for about 10 mins. I let him out and he started growling at me, as if he was about to attack. Winston (a little Pekingese Chihuahua mix aka the little dog) thought he was so big and put himself between me and shadow. Shadow pushed me out of the way and got Winston which killed him on the spot. My mom lucky brought him back to life and took him to the emergency vet. He lived for about 2 days after the incident, he had a brain bleed. The vets could’ve stopped it and fixed everything but he could’ve had some side effects. So my mom decided to put him asleep so he wouldn’t be in pain anymore. He lived to the beautiful age of 10. He was my best friend for the time I knew him. May him and Molly rest in peace, as they play up in heaven.

In the past couple years I was living with family and I grew a bond with the family dog Pebbles, she had surgery for a ruptured uterus, then then I was cleaning up her tummy checking her incision area and whatnot and I found a patch on her tummy I thought was dried poop so I went to clean it with a baby wipe and it turned out it was a scab over when turned out to be a tumor. We bandaged her up and protected it until we got her to the vet and upon comforting her and petting her I found a total of 3 masses which all were tumors. The vet was able to remove all 3 without issue and she is back to being her old dopey dog self, this dog came into the family just weeks before my son was born, he is 13 now and pebs is deaf and partially blind in her age but she is still on our feet and will lay down and give me her belly for pets any time I'm there! I know this is hard but love Molly through it and keep manifesting positivity for her, I will pray for you all ❤ much love

I'm not a dog person but I lost my first cat to cancer. We actually spent a lot of money so she could have her first tumor removed and it bought her another 1 1/2 happy years. A cruel part of this world is that we live so much longer than the animal companions we share space with. But the alternative is to never spend any time with them, which is an unbearable thought for many of us. I wish you and Molly many happy and healthy months. I hope there are some miracles on the horizon for you and if not, I hope her journey is full of joy, high energy and no pain

Oh my god girl feels so bad for you I can't believe this had happened to your dog it all happens at least once in a lifetime with somebody who has a dog and it's the most saddest thing you could ever experience But I feel super bad for you and that's sad because dogs having cancer would just break my heart I can't believe you got through this but we're here for you girl, vent as much as you need to it's all right we got your back❤

I lost my soul dog back in 2020. He got really sick really fast. I took him to an emergency vet, they gave him a blood transfusion but his body rejected it. The blood was clotting up inside his veins. The vet told me if they did another one, his body would just reject it again. He would have turned 10 a few months later. I got him when he was only 8 weeks old. I grew up with dogs and cats. I have never had such a connection to any other animal as I did with him. Losing him has left an emptiness I don't think will ever be filled. I hope Molly makes it through this and you get as many years with her as you can. Hold her tight and never let go.

Celina, you're allowed to feel the way that you do, even when the world seems to fall apart. Dogs and cats are more than just animals, you're doing what you can to give Molly the best life that she can have. Losing a companion like that is never easy and here's to Molly living to old age and having the best time of her life!