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All that matters is that you find peace. I hope you do.

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The fact is that they do Not ''love themselves'' and not possible to ''love yourself'' when one is contradicting that by chasing the impossible, like this, what they can never become which is the opposite gender. Meaning they do not love themselves by wanting to change themselves in this manner.

It is and I give gratitude to have found self acceptance daily.

You're right, the rest is just noise.

Well done! It's always very encouraging to hear stories of people who have left the Mormon religion and found freedom. I always feel deeply concerned and at times troubled knowing that so many innocent people are caught up in this religious deception. It takes a lot of courage some times to just walk away. God bless!

Hey zombie they said they left the church, they never said they stop believing in our FATHER IN HEAVEN!

@Zombie ZH himer You cursed at them and cursed at them. That's not assuming anything. That was rude. I pray you find yourself too

You know that constant feeling of “this isn’t it!”......That”s IT!

Thanks Chan!! I really am!

CookingwithKarma your beautiful

Hahaha God girl, this path is so much better for me. I'm lucky to share it with you! Xx

Actually very sad.

Jeremy Lee actually it's u that's very sad!

I’m in the same boat, I don’t have any one to talk to about this that had gone threw it. I lost everything and everyone after the reverse, how can I reach you to text you and get some information/idea/help. I used to be Brit, was my former name:..( hope we can chat I love to share my pics with you. I also modeled. Very similar story ✊🏻💓✊🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Deserve?

Yeah, deserve? Hmmmm mmmkay. Thank you though Hmoob.

Natalie Day I am sorry if my words misunderstood you.

Thankfully I believe we are living in an age of awakening and enlightenment. People are waking up and realizing things must change. Thank you so much for the beautiful comment!!

How exactly does he ''inspire'' people? Fact is if he was in any way qualified to be called that then he would be telling people things like Always speak out if trauma has happened to you and never try to change your body bcz your mind is disturbed. Like his mind, trans people's mind, real inspirational people are not trans people.

LOL, I have thought about it, but I wouldn't even know where to begin. I thought about maybe writing a screenplay because I love making movies. Hahaha who knows though, I honestly never thought I'd put any of this out here. Xx

Natalie Day Hmm, why not start with your 3rd beginning (this most recent transition) where you tell us your thoughts and your experiences. Then, you can go back to some of your past, most esp. the struggles while being an "acceptable" male, then to your 2nd beginning (the first transition) and the de-transition where it climaxes. The epilogue would then be your epiphany -- and then, we see YOU, your real YOU, like a butterfly emerging from your chrysalis . You could call it "A Day's Journey." Let me know when it's opening night so that I can buy a ticket. Trans-tweener

I’d read/watch it.

@@grlbydesign If you do not know where to begin, start with "the".

Thank you so much!! Your comment is a ray of sunshine on a cloudy comment section day.

Awww thanks Rachel! I wish you could too! :P Seriously though, thank you so much! Xx

True, that was a very difficult thing to hide and I wish I'd seen and done something about it sooner. C'est la Vie. Xx

Natalie Day I know how you feel, not about your situation, but about my past relationships, I was so miserable and i should of not got involved. Its ok, you cant change it now. I do love myself and i can see you love yourself too!! 😘🙏🏻🙏🏻 Buona Fortuna Natalia 💕🙏🏻🙏🏻😇 E Buon Natale, Ciao bella 💋💋

Sadly, the last 3 images look that way. N the words at 13:55 have me perplexed - rather contradictory to his entire journey. Nonetheless, pobody's nerfect, right?😉 Live n let live.

Thank you so much Pam!! I'm so happy I've found my truth again. It's hard because I'm still so far from where I want to be, but I know it's just a matter of time. Thanks again!! Xx

One day at a time my friend!

Thanks for your opinion. That works for some people, absolutely, but it isn't what is true for me. :)

High Elven Wisdom And Love you obviously don't understand the concept of being transgender. it's BEING THE OPPOSITE GENDER. no feminine or masculine energies, no andogynous souls or whatever the hell you're talking about

That's so cool! Thank you!! You're really sweet Siresio, and I'm glad you enjoyed it!!

@@grlbydesign beautiful.you should have been born a female... stunningly beautiful

✝️JESUS IS YOUR SAVIOUR✝️...TRUST ONLY JESUS ... RECEIVE JESUS NOW .... PLEASE ????😥🙏📖♥️🙏📖♥️🙏

@@joannebushberger6883 Jesus was a human like you and I, no more or no less. Natalie has everything she needs, she doesn't need saving or any other claptrap you might spurt from your bible-thumping brain. The only person who can save a person is themselves, by being who they want to be, not what others want you to be. I'm not even sure what you think Natalie needs saving from???

Thank you!

Guess you are hell bent on wrecking your long term health. Have fun.

You will NEVER be a female just a female impersonator living a life meant to deceive mostly yourself. Dr. Paul R. McHugh, the Distinguished Service Professor of Psychiatry at Johns Hopkins University and psychiatrist-in-chief for Johns Hopkins Hospital, who has studied transgendered people for 40 years, said it is a scientific fact that “transgendered men do not become women, nor do transgendered women become men.”

You're very sweet, thank you for your kind words! Xx

Hahaha thanks girl!!

@Lighten UpFrancis SHUT THE ACTUAL F UP. You're whats wrong with the world.

@Lighten UpFrancis This channel doesn't have any content lol troll.

@Lighten UpFrancis Troll.

Hombre, cuando la gente dice creer ser un gato, un perro o un león, ya estamos hablando de algo muy distinto, ¿no crees? Es más, ¿por qué mezcláis churras con merinas?

Thank you so much Laia!! It has taken years and a lot of pain for me to finally become so honest, but I'm pretty grateful for it. I'm so glad to have you as an ally, girl!! Love ya!

You're so sweet! I've been struggling to make them every Sunday, because I never expected the response I received and I truly wasn't prepared for it. Good and bad. Keep working to love and accept yourself, every part. Everyone deserves love, and self love is just as important. I'd love to hear how our stories are similar. If you have IG, message me!!

I won't complain. The algorithm favors me sometimes and I'm glad it was interesting for you. :)

probbaly u gay bro

@@paugasolina5048 you might want to back to school, at least to learn how to spell, probably not though, also comprehension is a good skill to master, understanding what you are reading and listening to, Natalie is a female and therefore cannot be bro...You have neither good manners or decorum. PROBABLY, you should work on this, be a productive contributor to society, as opposed to blurting out complete tosh, amadan.

@@Alexandra_Hill huh? He is referring to Jason Burch's comments

just fun there’s so much more to a content life than being beautiful, whether that’s inner or external beauty is totally irrelevant.

No she’s not. Ever heard of gender dysphoria? It’s scientific. It’s where a person is born with opposite brain waves than their physical body. Sure, she is biologically male. But in her brain patterns she is female. Why the hell do you care anyway? She’s happy!

Yes we all do. Thank you!!

It's a spirit of Double Mindness that this boy needs to get free from. God dosent make mistakes. we are born either a boy or girl. there is a spirit that is lying and its sent from Satan. God dosen't make mistakes. Feelings should not be listened to, the heart deceives the most of all..

The Bride of Christ God’s so powerful that he created the entire world and every human in it, yet he can’t stop Satan from sending humans “lying spirits”? God sounds pretty incompetent and selectively altruistic to me.

@@user6d2a05 amen....this poor guy is suffering from demonic attacks...they all are...it is so sad and hurtful to watch...Jesus change this mans life, Nathan...and show him who you truly are in his life...save his soul dear Lord...in Jesus name... I too was once very confused...and not comfortable with who I really was...but without Jesus...were all lost...confused...

@@TheReMorseCode somehow you have the strange idea that God is a control freak needing to stop every spirit worshiped and enjoyed by humans.

Cindy Temple I have the idea that characterizing God as a sentient being rather than a metaphor is ultimately flawed unless you admit that God is kind of an ass for being all powerful, yet allowing all this heartache and pain into people’s lives.

I'm glad that works for you. Some of us are so dysphoric that this is the only way for us to make peace with ourselves. Do what makes you happy.

I would love being a male but i’m not. It’s very difficult. i’m so sad inside but i’m almost 50 now and just try to accept it, just like you Joseph, embrace my feminine and masculine sides. sorry for my bad english . Take care , hug from Holland.

Thank you so much Adynda!! Xx

I'm so glad to hear that! Thanks May! I envy those who knew from day 1 who they are and never fought against it. We all just do the best we can though, and I hope you find your happiness!! Xx

IMHO religion taught us that “ our body is just a vessel that the soul hijacks”. Religions twist things. Our body is a temple that must be preserved in Our Creator’s likeness. Our Creator has no gender. Our Creator is pure love. He wants us to love ourselves and each other. That is why I will not judge the person who made this video. I just can’t bring myself to do this. I see it in their eyes, the pain, turmoil. But, I do not feel pity, because they discovered that gender isn’t happiness. Love is. Happy New Year to all.

Thanks Luke!! I need to be so much stronger than I currently am, but it's a process, right? I'm excited to see what comes for you too!!

I'm so happy to hear that!! We all deserve to be happy and the only way I know how, is by being who you are. Live authentically! If you need anything else, reach out to me on either IG or email me. Best of luck girl!!!

But was it "stunning and brave?" Hahah I hope you got that reference. Thanks Caroline!!

Thank you!! I shan't forget it anytime soon.

Thank you so much for saying that!! You're right! What matters most is are we happy with ourselves.

Thanks girl!! I appreciate your support!

I'm literally so confused. How are you "crucified with Christ?" Were you metaphorically nailed to a cross for three days and then died to be risen and redeem the world? Or were you there and you're a time traveler? If you were, why did you stop in 2019?! Like the world is crazy out there rn! :D

Natalie Day 😂time travel good one! But don’t miss it! Being crucified with Christ simply means DEATH TO SELF! And bruh man that’s pain and excruciation! 😖 You see the truth is at the very core of our being we love ourselves more then God, we put our own interest before His n frankly everybody else’s. We desire to be the captain of our soul! The Lord of our destiny! And The Master of our fate! But The person who has died with Christ (The one who confesses that he has lived a sinful and openly rebellious life before God ( a rather painful admittance) , in fact impossible to do without God’s help!) has by faith humbly received God’s loving gift of pardon via the cross. In so doing relinquishes right of ownership in exchange for a new life directed by God. (That’s being raised with Christ!) It’s such a radical transformation it’s nothing short of being born again! Perhaps now read the verses again.

Thank you!!! I am so proud of what I was able to accomplish as a model. Xx

Exactly! They literally do not try to accept basic reality, fact is it was just not in the cards for them to be what they are not and they are wasting time and money chasing the impossible, it is very contradictive when they talking about being their so called ''true self'' lol, like a big joke that is when they say it, for that they would have to accept what is True and that is what they were from inside the womb.

Thank you so much!! I'm glad you liked it Chrissy!

Thank you!! I'm glad you found value in what I had to say. :)

Also, goddess? Thank you!! :D

That's what I was going to say. Speaking on the strictly physical part, that's when you KNOW you're good looking , when you can look great either way. Must be nice 😁

asherdash12 yeah exactly, if u can look handsome as a man to most people and pretty as a woman to most people you are without a doubt good looking.

I truly am, thank you!!

Aww, I am so happy you actually saw this!! Xoxox

You honor me with your words, and I'm grateful you took the time to comment your sincerity. Thank you!

Thank you so much Arudora, for this very sweet comment! I wish you the same!! Xx

I think I might. Maybe I can do one with my Dr. I'll have to see what he says. Thanks for the idea.

Hahaha thank you!! Yeah it's very real! :)

As a woman he does not look that good because of her strong bone features it looks manly but then again she or he is happy

It's kind of interesting huh? Like I can empathize with people more than most, but I could never fully understand what your experience has been either. Then there are the countless variables, the different relationships, social circumstances, etc. That's why it's so important to share these stories. Yes it's been difficult, but I'm so fucking strong to have gotten through it. It's still a struggle at times, but all of these experiences have taught me resilience.

Thank you so much!!