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My 3h Binge...What I Binge In A Day | 5000 calories //TW 

Bianca B
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This is my binge eating journey.
Soon I will be moving which makes me exited but also anxious at the same time. Food gives me comfort and my way in dealing with stressfull situations.
I am documenting what I eat within a day. I'm binging a lot...especially when I am stressed. I don't want to live in denial any more. This video shows me exactly what I have been eating. I need to change and this is how it will start.
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Комментарии : 86   
@keevaw6230
@keevaw6230 3 года назад
I feel the needing to finish the package thing... I find buying multipacks with mini packages inside helps :)
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
It’s really hard with living at home since my family goes food shopping, but soon I will move out and try that!
@clemmonro9604
@clemmonro9604 3 года назад
All that plastic is so bad for the earth though
@mars-nf9cj
@mars-nf9cj 2 года назад
@@clemmonro9604 when 100 companies produce 70% of global emissions it honestly doesn’t mayter
@jackiebennett3762
@jackiebennett3762 2 года назад
nothing is more important than your health
@MintPro47
@MintPro47 3 месяца назад
Anyone else watches these kind of videos when they have a binging episode to feel better?
@matchazy
@matchazy 3 месяца назад
yes, i feel less alone ❤
@tanyalow3346
@tanyalow3346 13 дней назад
Yesss I try so hard to find one where they binge more than I have so I feel better about mine
@FriesFries-i7f
@FriesFries-i7f 12 дней назад
@@tanyalow3346that’s kinda selfish
@tanyalow3346
@tanyalow3346 12 дней назад
@@FriesFries-i7f is it? I mean it’s not really hurting anyone?
@tanyalow3346
@tanyalow3346 12 дней назад
@@FriesFries-i7f idk I just feel so much worse when I watch one and I ate more than them
@adeeti1602
@adeeti1602 3 года назад
The lesson I learnt the hard way is, the only way to recover is by not holding it against you. Feeling guilty will just make you feel worse and likely to binge again. So just let it be, what happened, happened 🤷🏻‍♀️ When we wake up tomorrow it's a new day and a new cycle, forgive and move on :) ALWAYS! Stay positive ♥️
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
Thank you! It is so hard I got better with not feeling guilty but their are some days which I just can’t stop it. Thank you for the support 🥰
@Houseproudasamotherhen
@Houseproudasamotherhen Год назад
Also seek professional help. I’ll pray for you all.
@parisgbrl
@parisgbrl 2 года назад
This community is so sweet like I literally want to start a discord server for all of us to help each other out 😭
@geisitaq
@geisitaq Год назад
Pls I will literally install discord just for this
@adt4025
@adt4025 Год назад
@@geisitaq same
@Rose-el2bb
@Rose-el2bb 18 дней назад
Same
@hase2944
@hase2944 12 дней назад
if there’s a community I would love to join, I’m so tired of feeling alone and helpless
@mimbay4200
@mimbay4200 3 года назад
I miss eating sushi man it was supposed to be my favorite food.. hope you'll get through this. I believe in you
@sage.eclipse
@sage.eclipse Год назад
in the past month ive binged enough to gain a lot of visible weight and i just keep binging :( i always feel like i HAVE to finish whats in front of me and i don’t know how to stop this mentality but best of luck to you, i hope things get better and easier ❤
@emilyvieiro-ru7cx
@emilyvieiro-ru7cx 5 месяцев назад
Challenge yourself by leaving only one mouthful. I used to be like this. And repeat ti yourself I don’t want this and that’s okay. I’m not hungry I’m satisfied.
@sage.eclipse
@sage.eclipse 5 месяцев назад
@@emilyvieiro-ru7cx thankyou!!!
@francesengland79
@francesengland79 9 месяцев назад
I recently discovered I might be a binge eater. I’ve been keeping track of my calories, and most days, when I’m tracking, I do good. But when I don’t track, holy $hit, do I binge. I always thought binging was over eating all the time… like mukbang over eating. But the other day, I felt “snacky.” And I ate two bowls of ice cream, 5 caramel rice cakes, a soda, chips and salsa, and a bag of carrots (that was an attempt to lower my caloric intake while I was snacky). I think that feeling I get when I feel “snacky” might be binge eating. I hate taking away from anybody else’s real disorder, so I feel like I’m over exaggerating me being a binge eater. But the more I look into it, the more I realize… I might be a binge eater.
@hi-si2zs
@hi-si2zs 2 месяца назад
ur not exaggerating dw ur completely valid. I hope it gets better for u. I dealt with similar things but what helped me was avoiding sugar completely , ur brain craves it the more u have it, and try to distract urself as much as possible, and when u eat something ask urself 'why am I having this?' if the reason isnt because ur hungry, then tell urself ull be okay without it, u love urself regardless of the craving, and put it back and tell urself u can have it another time. dont be mean or hard on urself it will make it worse
@user-hq1em5vk7n
@user-hq1em5vk7n 20 дней назад
I originally tried to tell myself that I didn’t have a binge eating disorder, and I kept trying to justify it like oh I’m sure people eat like this for a party or occasion, or mindlessly snack. Even when deep down somewhere I knew this was not normal for me anymore. I don’t think you are taking away from someone’s eating disorder at all, and I hope you get the help you deserve.
@Rilchan1130
@Rilchan1130 3 года назад
I love coffee and whenever I drink it, I won't binge or eat anything really afterwards. I would be filling myself with coffee throughout the entire day
@danielverrelli590
@danielverrelli590 3 года назад
try eating more low calorie-dense foods like konjac spaghetti, or low calorie popcorn like smart pop. If you're trying to get super full, I'd give it a try
@softmoisturizingwaxstrips1218
@softmoisturizingwaxstrips1218 3 года назад
Even if something dosent even taste that good I still feel like I have to finish it ya know?
@soulkiss1013
@soulkiss1013 2 года назад
I felt the 'finishing a package once it's opened' to my core. I find it much easier to just not have stuff I can binge on in my house. I have a colleague at work who can just open a pack of chips (for example), have some, share some with us and then just leave it there FOR DAYS! And in my mind I'm like 'Just throw it away if you're not gonna eat it anyway. How can you just keep it there on your desk for days and not be tempted?' She does that pretty often. One time I worked overtime I ate her leftover chips 😂. Jesus! I felt so embarrassed. But that bag was sitting on her desk the whole week. Why?? Just why? What is this sorcery? I wish I could be this indiferent to food.
@izzypfutzenreuter
@izzypfutzenreuter Год назад
She just didn’t want to eat anymore for that time being, I’m like that. My sister is a binge eater and we argued yesterday about something similar. Basically my bf got me a tray of artisan chocolates so I ate 2 pieces then left it in the fridge and 2 days later she ate it all and I’m so irritated. I’m trying ton understand the psychology about this but I’m still so angry. That’s a gift for ME. 🙄
@iamsomeone8266
@iamsomeone8266 Год назад
Yes, my friends wpuld leave half eaten oranges and i was like. WTF, u not gonna eat that or smthin?
@elliebossier1632
@elliebossier1632 3 года назад
sending you love and support! you are so brave to go on this journey and to share it with others! i believe in you. your videos inspire me to help myself and others. i’m on the opposite side than you, i restrict like there’s no tomorrow but i do binge sometimes and i feel so ashamed. i don’t know you but i bet you are an amazing person! watching your videos makes me feel like i’m not alone, like we’re recovering together if that makes sense. imma stop taking now bye💖
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
I believe in us! We can do that! I wish you all the best and stay positive ❤️ it helps me recording it because sometimes I get so caught up in my binges that I can’t remember what I eat. You are definitely not alone! We can do this! ❤️
@elliebossier1632
@elliebossier1632 3 года назад
Elba B OMG you responded!!!! this made my day so much brighter! i feel like i have a friend backing me up now☺️. i just want to thank you for all that you’re doing, you have no idea what this means to me. none of my friends know what i’m going through but i don’t feel so alone anymore. sending love and good vibes to you!💖💖
@Carlee16
@Carlee16 2 года назад
@@elliebossier1632 how are you doing now love? :) I'm currently a week into recovery for my restrictive eating disorder, I'm struggling with a lot of mental hunger but just trying to stay positive and listen to it! I really hope this year has been a better one for you, I wish you and your recovery all the best
@LucyWells-im1fg
@LucyWells-im1fg 5 месяцев назад
Thankyou for sharing your vlogs. It brings me comfort. I feel the same way that when there is a binge food in the house that I know of, my mind cannot focus on anything else until I eat it. It feels horrible. Im so proud that you didn't binge for 2 full months before. I really hope you are able to recover and good luck x. (ps sorry this vid is 3 years old and Im only commenting now lol)
@linnh940
@linnh940 3 года назад
I am rn binging and i'm going to seek help for it soon. I've tried it over and over again alone bcs i don't want help but rn watching this video i realize i just need to get help or it will always become a cycle..
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
Definitley seek for some help! I am in therapy myself and even though it is hard it is the right thing to do! There is something in us that is unsloved and often needs gudidence to get out of this endless repetition of eating!! xx
@zuzka11101
@zuzka11101 3 года назад
It’s 4 months later. How are you doing now?
@user-hq1em5vk7n
@user-hq1em5vk7n 20 дней назад
You are so brave to confront yourself and keep a vlog, I admire that. I am supposed to keep a food log for my therapist, but I can’t even bring myself to write down all of my binges
@ghofranelaouar1164
@ghofranelaouar1164 2 года назад
I also suffered from this eating disorder during my whole childhood (I still have not completely healed but I learned how to control myself) I hope you'll get help and be okay soon ❤
@ionamacleod384
@ionamacleod384 Год назад
I wish none of us struggled the way we do. My head and my mind feels like a prison. I feel like i’m never gonna get out no matter how hard I try. Recovery feels like it is so far away and i’m so exhausted
@Eva-kv3cx
@Eva-kv3cx 3 года назад
Hope you’re doing well since this binge.I understand you , I also have binges . Stay safe and take care.
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
Thank you! Take care of yourself as well! 🥰
@rubysimi3375
@rubysimi3375 3 года назад
Please don't hate me but I rlly wanna know if your parents ask who ate all the food. I also binge and my siblings say I'm a pig and all I do is eating.
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
Occasionally, but often I buy my own stuff and hid it from them. Also they are working and I am working so our schedule do not aline so I often eat alone in my room. Currently I’m not living with them anymore. When they say something I feel exposed.
@lielie8192
@lielie8192 3 года назад
I feel that because I don't eat for weeks and when I eat everyone says I'm like a pig that hurts so I'm not eating anymore
@Sky-ht6tv
@Sky-ht6tv 3 года назад
@@lielie8192 pleas eat, others might call you a pig but it’s not your fault the human body needs food and energy to function. You are beautiful and amazing no matter how much you eat. Food is your fuel my fuel, it’s what humans need to live.
@yasamannfaith
@yasamannfaith 3 года назад
Heyy luv!! I'm not doing a sponsorship or anything just to make sure! I've dealt with BED before too and I know how much of an impact it has on someone's daily life! It truly isn't something I would wish anyone to go through, not even my enemies! I overcame this monster and I'm wishing from deep deep down of ny heart that you will too! I realky wanted to introduce a book to you! It litterly changed my life and I'm forever grateful to that book and its author! It called "Brain over Binge" it helps you to understand your behaviors and why it happens! It's such an amazing and life saving book! You can order it from amazon! I really hope you will order it and change for the better 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
Thank you!! I will have a look into it 🥰
@yasamannfaith
@yasamannfaith 3 года назад
@@elbab8728 I really hope it will help 💜💜💜
@hase2944
@hase2944 12 дней назад
I’ve j relapsed after being hinge free for 2 months, sometimes I feel so stressed and overwhelmed idk how else to cope, I’m scared I’ll be like this forever
@Sonoyunoji
@Sonoyunoji 2 месяца назад
On a binge rn 😢
@minimalea
@minimalea 6 месяцев назад
For me the worst thing would be to have to buy new (bigger) clothes, i would feel so embarassed.. im very afraid to gain weight
@Rubarbleh
@Rubarbleh Год назад
I need to start recording all my binges omfg
@theresabarrow5086
@theresabarrow5086 Год назад
Your hands are beautiful!
@kite6864
@kite6864 2 года назад
those airfryer mushrooms did look good.. now i want to try them
@funhut1
@funhut1 3 года назад
I'm sorry this is really off topic, but is the background music from the game "the last of us part II"?
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
I am unsure, I don't think so...I linked the music in the description box. ☺️
@planet0fbeauty
@planet0fbeauty 3 года назад
I don't know what to say much....I know how u would feel. I'm so sorry... 😭😭 it would feel like hell.
@iamsomeone8266
@iamsomeone8266 Год назад
too relatable and it sucks
@iamsomeone8266
@iamsomeone8266 Год назад
u talked about feeling achieved wen u fibish food, is that smthing from ur childhood, where ur parents expected you to eat everything on ur plate
@iamsomeone8266
@iamsomeone8266 Год назад
for me, i can only put them away if i have At least 3. Therefore, i tell myself do not open it and then i quickly hide the bag away
@MakeupartistUK
@MakeupartistUK 3 года назад
I understand what you are going through, what would help is doing a good plan and following it with a friend or family member. How much do you currently weigh?
@venusinfurs76
@venusinfurs76 3 года назад
Could you please tell me what app do you use to edit your video?
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
I use iMovie on my MacBook. Hope this helps :)
@venusinfurs76
@venusinfurs76 3 года назад
@@elbab8728 thank you baby 💚
@brauchefeuer
@brauchefeuer 3 года назад
die lebkuchen kenn ich lebst du in deutschland?
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
Momentan wohne ich in Italien. Zu dem Zeitpunkt war ich aber in Deutschland bei meiner Familie.
@hannahk9894
@hannahk9894 3 года назад
I just want this shit to stop
@federicafloris2717
@federicafloris2717 3 года назад
are you italian? I'm just curious because I'm italian myself and here you know they think all the eds are just anorexia and maybe bulimia
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
I am German but currently staying in Rome 😊
@liviagassner1369
@liviagassner1369 3 года назад
Are you vegan?
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
yes :)
@liviagassner1369
@liviagassner1369 3 года назад
Oh nice, me too:) And you're from Germany right?
@elbab8728
@elbab8728 3 года назад
@@liviagassner1369 yes I am!! :D
@liviagassner1369
@liviagassner1369 3 года назад
@@elbab8728 Cool, ich komme aus der Schweiz :)
@Julia-tt8pz
@Julia-tt8pz 3 года назад
@@elbab8728 ich lebe auch vegan🤗🌱🌍
@dawnpost2657
@dawnpost2657 2 месяца назад
Are u vegan?
@guillem1781
@guillem1781 11 месяцев назад
fatty
@soul_survivor1.1
@soul_survivor1.1 Год назад
Include more protein in your diet, you'll binge less. Sugar carbs make you think you're hungry
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