Awesome story!!! Makes more sense why your ex wants you to be sober now since she understands the lifestyle. I lost lots of friends from heroin so luckily I never tried it. Ugh!! You’re lucky you made it back.
Just watched your entire story!! You have def come a long way! You should be so proud of yourself!! You are doing awesome!! I can relate to the feelings you’re having!! That feeling of being ok but something is missing? I get it!! 🤨
Stay strong man we have almost identical stories the only difference being I’m on methadone but I totally relate with the whole reclusive part it makes me just okay with sitting at home by myself playing games on my phone and watching tv...I also have a very small channel of ur interested my name is Morgan Dunievitz if you type that into the search it will come up.