Thanks for sharing Karen. I like the little frustrated sigh at the end. My grandma used to do something like that and I always thought it was cute. Thank you for being open and honest. My brain even tries to protect me by not letting me relax. It’s like it thinks relaxing is bad because then I’m not on guard, which is silly since being in that state all the time is not healthy so how does that make sense? And God is control and Limby hears about that every day.