My Ectopic Pregnancy Story 

Just yesterday afternoon I had ectopic pregnancy surgery 😢, after 7 long years first ever time I got positive pregnancy and this happened just one week happiness turned into sadness 😢, I totally feel you dear , please heal yourself , definitely good news is coming soon, god bless you❤

Aw, all the baby dust your way Jade. I know we talk about this privately, but still, I think it’s amazing that you made this for both yourself and the other people out there who will learn and relate 💕 Also, leave it to doggies to not read the room 🐶

I honestly wasn't expecting the outpouring of love and support I've received on this video since yesterday. Thank you all so much for your kind words and most of all for just listening to my story. You guys are awesome 💕💕

Currently going through this! I cry soo much and end up hurting my throat 😔 Hope everyone worked out for you!

I am so sorry Jade to hear about your loss, all the best to you and your future. ♥️

Sending you positive vibes and thoughts ❤️❤️ This must have been so difficult. I cannot imagine what this feels like but I am sending you strength.

Thank you so much for sharing! You are a real hero.. my heart goes for you. I hope you will have a healthy baby soon. 💕

I'm so sorry for all you went through. Thank you for being strong enough to share your story!

Sending you and your husband love and light Jade! 💜

I'm so very sorry for your loss! I'm sending you lots of love and hugs.

This broke my heart for you. I hope you are able to grow your family one way or another. I'm sorry you had to go through this. Sending love and prayers ♥️♥️♥️

❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you for talking through this, really admire your vulnerability and bravery to bring light to this

I’m so very sorry for your loss, Jade. Thank you for sharing.

I wish you healing and peace, Jade. I’m sorry for your loss.

I'm so so sorry you had to go through something like that. Thank you so much for sharing your story, and I'm sending all of the baby dust and best wishes your way! 💕

Jade, I am so sorry for your loss and all you have been through. My heart goes out to you and your husband. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending positive vibes your way.

I’ve had this in my watch later waiting for a time when I was in the headspace to watch. You’ve been in my thoughts, sending you guys tons of love. ❤️

Aw Jade, I just wanna give you a huge hug right now. Sending you love ❤️❤️

I’m so sorry you went through this. This is heartbreaking. Wishing you all the best and sending you lots of love 💕

Jade, I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re a very brave and caring woman. I’m sending prayers and healing thoughts to you.

Thank you for your bravery and vulnerability in sharing your experience. You and your family are in my thoughts. Sending all the positive vibes / baby dust your way!

I am so sorry for the pain and trauma you've been through. Sending support and prayers, if they're welcome, your way for continued healing 💕

I just want to give you a big hug. Stay strong and wishing you much success on your journey. ❤

Big hugs, I am so sorry for your loss. I hope it will happen for you and that you and your partner will get what you want so badly 💕 🙏🏼🤞🏼 I'm sending you baby dust!

I am so sorry for your loss Jade. I cried watching this. Sending you love and hugs and good vibes and baby dust 💕

Oh wow, I am so sorry for your loss. You just keep me wishing I knew you, to be able to give you the biggest hug. All the best wishes going forward, I'm keeping fingers and toes crossed.

I think it’s so brave for you to share this story, and am sending lots of healing vibes, love and hope for the future ❤️

Jade, you are so brave to talk about this. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I will send you all the baby vibes and all the baby dust from now on. Glad you are healing, you are amazing.

You are so strong for being vulnerable and sharing your story. Big hugs to you 💗

All the hugs, also thank you for the puppy bloopers! I honestly feel like in your situation I would have done the same thing, I very much like to research all the facts I can find. Wishing you all the luck and I am glad that you are in the part of grief that lets you enjoy things again.

Sending y’all so much love! 💜💜

So sorry you had to go through this Jade. So brave to talk about your experience, and I have no doubt it will help other people experiencing the same thing! Sending you lots of love!

Jade, thank you so much for sharing your story. I can't imagine how difficult and saddening this is. Thankful you have a supportive family to help you get through this. Believing in you and your fertility journey whenever you're ready to try again.

Love, prayer and support heading your way❤ Couldn't imagine what that might have been like for you, I hope you find peace and comfort

Oh Jade, I’m so sorry ❤️❤️ I wish I could give you a hug. Sending all of the wishes, dust, vibes, and support. I’m so glad you made this video and shared your story. I learned a lot and I’m sure it will help so many other women, too. I know we’d all love more updates if you want to share :)

Thank you for sharing! I really appreciate you explaining your story as so many women go through this as well.

This video was heartbreaking . I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts.

I'm recovering from ectopic surgery now. My surgery was on the 7 week mark, the day before Christmas. I feel so lonely in my experience but videos like yours help. Thank you.

Thank you for sharing your story. Sending you best wishes ❤🌹

Thank you for sharing this. I am currently dealing with my recovery of my ectopic pregnancy. My ectopic pregnancy was bad requiring surgery. As you expressed your feeling, heart break and pain. I felt like I was there with you. I’m still a couch potato its hurtful to have this happen. I finally watched some videos about this to help me get through this emotionally. I’m sending you positive vibes and praying for you to have your rainbow 🌈

Thank you for sharing Jade, I know it means a lot to so many people to hear they aren't alone. I'm so sorry you experienced this. Sending you ALL the good baby wishes!

I'm so sorry jade. You havnt had the best luck this year. I hope things turn up for you soon. Thankyou for sharing your story

Sending baby dust your way. Prayers of health and healing for you both physically and emotionally.

Hope you heal well and sending lots of love

Thank you for sharing your story and I'm so sorry for your loss. I haven't experienced an ectopic pregnancy but I did have a suspected ectopic with one of my pregnancies and also a miscarriage when I was younger. I'm glad that nowadays that people are more open to discussing pregnancy loss as it's such a lonely thing to go through, even with a partner and family in your life, it felt like it was only happening to me because it was MY body that was experiencing it and nobody else was really discussing it. This was back in 2007 so things like pregnancy loss, mental health etc was still sort of not discussed. Sending love your way with a huge sprinkle of baby dust. ❤️

I don’t comment often, just lurk and like lol. I’m sorry you had to go through this. Sending you good healing vibes and hope for the future!

Sending you all the baby dust I can. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal and sad story. I am a female that has never been pregnant and your video helped me feel a lot more empath and compassion for other women and men struggling with fertility and early term miscarriages. Praying for you and your family.

Sending you and your partner all the love and light.

Thank you for sharing all of that. I'm sorry for your loss and a lot of us dealing with fertility problems and treatment know how painful miscarriages and that long journey can be. This video will help women who go through the same feel support, so thank you again been so brave to share your story.

❤️ I'm glad you were able to share your story as part of the healing process, and I hope this helps other women going through ectopic pregnancies. Very much wishing you guys the best in getting pregnant!

❤️❤️ this was incredibly strong of you to share your story. I’m so sorry. I’m praying for you and your family! Sending you alllll the baby dust!!!!!

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I know exactly how you feel because I just had an ectopic pregnancy removal on April 5th. This was the worst day of my life. I have watched a lot of videos regarding ectopic pregnancy and the removal of 1 tube. It scares me because I want to give my 7 year old daughter a little sister or brother.. and now I’m worried about my fertility. I have been praying, taking my vitamins, and eating healthy since then. I still cry about my ectopic pregnancy. I don’t know how it happened honestly. I’m lost. I’m so happy I came across your video. It helped me to know that I am not alone. Love you girl. ✨💕

Stay strong! The day will come! Love

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm going through a miscarriage right now, but being followed since my doctor is worried it's ectopic. Thank you for sharing your story, you're helping others ❤️

Oh Jade, I am so sorry for your loss. I have also had a miscarriage and am glad that people now talk about it more openly so women can find healing through other's stories when the worst happens. Best wishes and hugs 💕

Sending so much love your way Jade ❤️ I think it's so important for women to share their stories of loss, I think it helps everyone not feel so alone. But I'm sure it took a lot of courage to make this video. Hoping you get some good news soon 🥰

Thank you for sharing your story. So very sorry for the loss, pain and heartache that you've had with losing your little one. Sending you lots of support and good vibes.

I suffered an ectopic pregnancy in feb this year which resulted in losing my right tube. 😢 all the love to you, you’re so strong. ❤️

I am so sorry for your loss! I went through a missed miscarriage and nothing can prepare you for the things you feel during a loss.

You can have ALL of my baby dust!!!! More and more and more baby dust!! I'm so happy for you that you made this video despite how difficult it was. 💗

I hope that being able to share your story makes it easier to process the loss. You have been in my thoughts and I will continue to send you goofy cat pictures if it means that it will help you take your mind off stressful and difficult things even for a little bit. You can have all of my baby dust! Lots of hugs. 💖

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage back in June of 2018 (and then dealt with infertility for the next two years). I also had unexplained infertility. Ended up going into IVF, which we had success with. So much of your story resonates with me so much. The healing process is long and the road is hard, just know that you have support from lots of us, even the lurkers. I really enjoy your channel, thank you so much for sharing your story with us.

So sorry for your loss...I'm sending buckets of baby dust your way. Hoping things work out for you! Stay strong, we are cheering for yot!

I have no Idea what to say in this situation but i am very sorry about what happened to you. I also want to say you are extraordinarily strong and things will get better.❤❤❤

I hope you know how strong & inspiring you are. In November it will have been 9 years since I lost my son when I was 6 1/2 months pregnant with him. I had been going through chemo & radiation treatments when he was conceived & he had heart complications. I've never felt comfortable openly talking about it. I wish you the best. 💗

❤️❤️❤️ all the love to you. Thank you for sharing your story.

I'm sorry to hear about this, Jade. My mom had a ruptured ectopic when I was a little boy. I was too young to grasp what was going on at the time.

Sending you lots of love and hugs xxx

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I had surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy a week ago and I can see echoes of my experience in yours. It’s good to feel that I am not alone.

Thank you for sharing! This is such a powerful story and I agree that stories like this help others. We should normalize these topics because it it normalizes it, and then allows more people to share and heal. You are amazing and thank you ❤️

Sending you guys so much love and support!

I am sending you really positive thoughts & all the luck going forward! I know how emotional infertility can be. I too was a "test early and often" and "learn everything I can" along the way. I'm also a pretty rational/scientific person and didn't think I'd be as emotional as I was going through infertility. It's just something nobody can prepare you for. I'd burst into tears all the time and just felt on edge CONSTANTLY. I got a little obsessive about TTC and it's hard to explain to others how it can just completely take over your life. I've never seen a positive test... so I can't completely relate. My story is pretty crazy. After about a year of TTC (also with unexplained infertility after testing), I started Clomid... and two weeks later I was diagnosed with leukemia (imagine my surprise when I thought I just was having weird side effects to Clomid)! Obviously, that put TTC on hold. In hindsight, I'm glad I didn't get pregnant and then get a cancer diagnosis. When you started talking about MTX, ironically I *can* relate to that. I'm glad you didn't need to take it! At one point my oncologist gave me a methotrexate and cytarabine injection (so I'm not sure which drug caused it) and I had a terrible reaction - painful muscle spasms and cramps that completely debilitated me for about 45 minutes. Thankfully I've been in remission since 2016 - but I've decided I don't want to put myself through fertility treatments again. Even though chemo/cancer didn't "take away" my fertility (if I had any to begin with...) the thought of putting myself back on that emotional rollercoaster is too daunting for me (there are some additional reasons I won't get into here). Anyway, I actually didn't know that about ectopic pregnancies - that they could resolve naturally without damaging the fallopian tubes... I learned something new! I'm glad you shared this - infertility can be SO isolating for so many people.

We don't know each other, but I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine what you went through and are still going through. My wife and I have yet to start trying for children, so I can't even begin to put myself in your shoes. Thank you so much for sharing this story with us, though, and for those who may be going through or have gone through something similar.

Jade, thank you for making this video for yourself and for others who may go through this. Please know every time you cried in this video, I cried with you. I don't want kids myself, but I feel so much for the women who do want have such a hard time. Please don't force yourself to read if you don't feel like it. All your feelings are valid. Sending you hugs and know you aren't alone. Much love.

Sending lots of love and baby dust ❤❤❤ 2020 still has time to improve and I hope that it turns around for you soon

My dear friend Jade...Marie and I just watched this video. We love you so much. You and your husband are in our thoughts and prayers...and glad to see that you are on the mend. We are so happy that your situation was nearer to a best case scenario, but really sad that you had gone through this traumatic experience. Yes, we hope for good news in the near future. Talk to you, soon.

I am so sorry! I don’t know you, and I’ve only seen your videos here on YT but I am deeply saddened by this as if you were a friend. No woman should suffer this. I am happy that you had so much family support for the good and the bad. Clump of cells my ass, I acknowledge your loss as you felt it, even if you knew it was doomed from almost the start.

I hope you are doing better. I totally understand you i lost my baby at 22 weeks last year (2020) and it was the worst experience of my life :( and it hurts so bad till this day!

I'm so sorry. I'm glad making this video is helping you come to terms with it. I only recently started following your channel. I had a miscarriage last year, and while not ectopic, I had some of the same things as you, the really faint second line on the pregnancy test and my HCG not rising fast enough. I had a US at 7 weeks and they moved my due date back one whole week. Two weeks later, I had an emergency US and found out there was no heartbeat. We've been TTC for almost 3 years now and because of my age, who knows if things will work out. Anyway, thanks for your story. It helps to hear other people's stories.

Sending you and your family prayers and blessings.

We definitely aren't alone in this. Hopefully things turn for the better very soon along with all the baby dust.

Sending you virtual hugs, praying for you, I myself just had ectopic pregnancy ended up removing one of my Fallopian tube and it’s just so unfair but I know everything has it’s reason, It’s only been a week since the surgery and as soon as I’m fully recovered I’d have to see a specialist to help me figure out what I can do to get pregnant again. God bless and your turn to be a mom will come in his time.

I'm so sorry that happened to you, especially after how long you tried for a baby before that. I wanted to watch this video because I have several friends who are trying to get pregnant, and one who did have an ectopic pregnancy, and I wondered how one finds out they have an ectopic pregnancy. I'm really glad your situation was a best-case scenario and that you're able to feel more ok now. And that's definitely weird about 2020 being a difficult year, because in addition to everything going on with covid, etc, so many of my friends are suffering the worst they have in a long time, like deaths in the family, divorces, etc, much more so than in a typical year. It's so strange, and I really hope that ends in 2021.

I am so sorry, thank you for sharing your story.

The strength you have in sharing your story is absolutely incredible. I know words might seem meaningless right now, but I want to send you so much love and healing. Thank you for putting your story into the world ❤️❤️

Currently experiencing this😭 my doctor treated my ectopic pregnancy like yours, expected management because my HCG turns 450 from 1400 in a span of 48hrs so my doc said we will wait and see after a week but now i’m having intense cramps . Thank you for posting this 🥺 You really helped my anxiety. Healing to us🙏🏻

Sending much love your way.

I'm really sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story, I hope it will help others too. All the best on the baby front. I've gone through the treatments too and had a miscarriage on the first try. After that we got IVF twins.

I know this a rather late response to this video, but I just wanted to say how sorry am I that you and your husband went through all of this. Wishing you all the baby dust and best of luck in the future.

I am so happy we were able to fight infertility naturally .. and for those people who keeps battling the same sending you love..

Sending lots of warm hugs from Europe! (and any baby dust that I can find!) 💕

I'm so sorry for your loss. I had an ectopic pregnancy this last February where mine was too far along for the Methotrexate to even work. My HCG kept going up after the 2 shots I took. I actually had to go in and see my babys heart beat before I elected for emergency surgery to remove it and my fallopian tube to avoid rupture. It's a horrible horrible thing to go through and you should know you're not alone.

I’m so sorry for your loss as someone who can relate to your experience I’ve had an ectopic ovarian pregnancy last year I was bleeding internally and then they’ve to do ovarian artery Embolization to stop the bleeding feeding the mass that was from the product of conception on my right ovary thankfully they told me everything is ok but can’t get pregnant for the next six months and currently I’m on TTC journey it was very tough journey again I’m so sorry for you loss praying for your healing.

Thank you so much for sharing I had experienced the same pain and my tube had ruptured. I had to have one of my tubes removed but the doctor said we can try again to conceive again. This would’ve been my first child and mentally I’m still trying to deal with it. Sending you love and light 💗

I’m going through an ectopic pregnancy and it’s my first time and I’m really scared. Because I’ve searched up what an ectopic pregnancy is and I’m having symptoms. I also have a daughter and she’s 5 years old, I just wanted to get pregnant so she could have a little brother/sister and so I could have another baby! But I loved your video! I just wanna know a lot of women’s stories about ectopic pregnancy, because it is very dangerous and scary to go through, especially if it’s your first time. But I loved your video, you explained a lot of details and I also cried when you got emotional. I wish you the best ! 💞❤️

Thank you for sharing Jade

Totally 2 weeks late. But sending all the baby dust. You're defiantly not alone. The loss for me was one of the hardest things I have ever been through. But every once of grieving is valid! My Rainbow baby is 12 and my second is 9.

I’m so sorry Jade and thank you so much for sharing your story 💛

Same case with me also,it happened one week back. I can feel the each word and pain u had gone through ☹️sorry for your loss

I’m currently going through this right now and I’m scared to try again, just fear of it happening again and the pain is unbearable. Sorry for your loss.