Thank You for Sharing Your Experience Tatiana 😊 Hopeful That A Lot of Your Past Experiences Came To The Surface For You So You Can Be At Peace 😊 Do You See Yourself Taking Ayahuasca Again?
I’m convinced that nearly all of our world’s issues could be cured with psychedelics. They showed me that every action is a reflection of what someone is going through internally, which really allowed me to let go of a lot of hate that I had, they really are life changing
Well said my friend. I can say that psychedelics have helped me see that everything has consciousness or intelligence. And this intelligence or consciousness is able to emit its energy at different degrees of "intensity" based on the specific complexity and potential the form has. The atom reacts and vibrates and has energy and it groups with other atoms to become a more complex form, therefore it operates at a degree of this intelligence or consciousness and is alive. Minerals even though they seem to be unintelligent to a closed minded person actually do have a level of intelligence. Minerals react to the environment too and create amazing mineral, geological, and crystal structures that are a part of the earth's form. Plants do the same thing using their intelligence. Human beings are also a very specific and complex form that because of its specific complexity, we are able to awaken a very high degree of intensity of this consciousness or universal intelligence. I find that this view is a view that really shows the unifying understanding that you and me are expressions of our universal intelligence and we should trust ourselves and enjoy the marvels of our universe.
@@miastallard4592 actually humanity can and did over 12k years ago. Humanity was reset due to a catastrophic event. Don’t doubt humans we can totally live in peace. The lack of belief is why we haven’t yet
The more I watch the more I fall in love with you. You are such a humble, down to earth and wise women. You’re still very young and have a lottt of money but still soo kind.
I was getting emotional through this too! I only found out about Ayahuasca this weekend and I am super intrigued! I am in no way going to rush into it, I need to do my research but I feel this is something I need down the line!
Oh my goodness, the tears were uncontrollable when I listened you open up about your father😭 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. This really pulled on my heart strings ❤
I teared up listening. Thank you for sharing this! And the fact that you felt so much gratitude that it physically hurt, just goes to show how much gratitude your soul carries on a daily basis. You're SO lucky - gratitude is the key to happiness and I've had a hard time trying to hold a sense of gratitude long-term.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience Tatiana. You are so eloquent and this video was exactly what I wanted to find out :) you’re so beautiful inside and out !!
I have done Aya 6 times and each time its incredible. You do fast and eat selected foods for a couple of weeks prior . I always set an intention yet Mother Aya always knows where I need to go. This medicine for me gives you more insight and guidance than years of therapy. You can't hide from Aya or choose what you want to address and how. Aya takes you there. The negative is that I hate returning to the matrix afterwards . As hard as you try not to with such an awaking you integrate back in. My retreat was in Mexico in the jungle was incredible with a Shaman and medicine woman.
if 1 time is so enlightening as mentioned, could you please share why does it takes you 6 times to go back? is it because of curiousity or is it keep bringin you the unknown things in life?
Its totally ok and perfectly normal to fall back into the ego, that's how it's supposed to be. Only a few Beings ever Reached Enlightenment. Beings such as Jesus or The Buddha etc.. Spiritual Awakening wakes you up to Deeper Truth's and the Deeper meaning of Life but the ego still remains. Those Beings who Reached Enlightenment have no ego and are in A Permanent State of Bliss. Spiritual Awakening eventually leads to Enlightenment. We will all find Enlightenment in the end!!
Tatiana I watched your Amazon videos. I think you are awesome, but being very familiar with plant medicine myself for many years, Id like to say, "I'm glad you had a great experience, but you should know that although you loved Soltara they are not the only capable providers." There are many places to have a great experience. The wisdom comes from the relationship with the medecine and there are many ways to experience it. Sounds almost like a publicity for Soltara, and this is not the time to sell.
It is the same with our Father in the heaven, creator of seen and unseen, heaven, earth, spirits and us...what you say around 21:38,40 - He is waiting for you He wants you to notice Him, to turn to Him and live. Please don't discard the most important in this life - the giver of life. He is not impersonal universal force.. just as we are personal and relational - because we are indeed created in His imagine.
Mama Aya is a loving being who helped me grieve for my parents too. I also recommend trying it if you can, just follow the diet instructions very carefully. Blessings to you all!
Ayahuasca… she has answered me so many questions which bothered me for long before. She has also helped to mourn my grandparents and thought me a lot about the universe and myself. So grateful for this game changing experience. We are all one 🌟
I have gone through 3 ceremonies and this was the most profound experience of my life. NOT recreational for sure and people need to do their research. For me, and for others that I know, this has been life changing. Thank you for sharing.
For those who have experienced DMT, do you know or aware or remember that you are on DMT when you experience whatever it is that you experienced (good or bad)? I find it very confusing when people say all their faculties are intact and that they are not high or anything like that but that they are in a different reality. They say they can answer a phone call and talk like normal but then they are in different reality! I find it very confusing that they are here and in different reality at the same time?
Smoking dmt can be mind boggling. You cant answer a phone, even walk. You are semi paralyzed and when deep it feels like you dont even have a body. At the peak. Im a sober guy for decades. Smoking dmt is unusual because your thought process, that inner voice seems sober yet you are confronted with visuals and at times those visuals although alien/foreign in nature seem as real as this world. It is not just visuals, you can be connected to what feels like pure love. Then "things" seem to want to telepathically communicate. Not all times are break throughs, . One can listen to peoples experiences for years yet those stories dont even come close to the actual experiences . What can happen one would not believe is even possible. Doesnt even compare to shrooms, lsd etc, which I did as a kid. Never did aya, Im cool with the person I am now and puking, crapping and being locked into an experience for hours is not something I want.
Hi Tatiana, I had the same attitude that you had when my mum passed away. I am Brazilian and I did ayahuasca for the first in January. Thanks for sure your experience. 💚
very nicely put tatiana. try doing it in peru in amazon jungle followed by machu pichu as it connects us with very very powerful and different energy/entities but it wont be luxury retreat but introduction to reality which is a blessing still available to humanity by nature.
Tatiana, I could feel your pain through this, but mostly your growth. Thank you for sharing this with us, you have no idea how much this has opened my eyes. You are extremely strong and I sincerely appreciate everything you do and share with us. As cheesy as this sounds, the more you share, the more I feel like I grow because you have so many beautiful thoughts and experiences to share. You have a way with words that sits with me. I hope you're feeling grounded and happy and you know how you said that Jocelyn is an angel? I feel like that with you haha, truly, you're soo kind and out of this world :) I feel like I gotta do some inner work, starting today! I definitely want to try this to open my subconscious!
I’ve always wanted to do ayahuasca; for about 10 years I’m 24 now. Unfortunately I don’t think I’ll ever even have enough money to do it at any point in my life. Poverty really sucks, I’d honestly rather die.
I'm so sad to hear about what you went through with your family, it's amazing how you're able to share your experiences and use your platform to let others relate to you even if it's hard to speak about at times.
Thank you for sharing! I’m doing my first ceremony this month. I loved the part about your dad. I lost my mom in 2016 so I’m looking forward to reconnecting with her. 🙏🏼
Who here that has done dmt before thinks this would be a good way to describe that awesome feeling: imagine the height of an intense orgasm , not the sexual aspect of it but like that feeling of awesome pleasure, ecstasy (again , minus the sexual aspect of it) , bliss, feeling of release and freedom, pure happiness at its rawest, while at the same time , feeling an overwhelming feeling of love and connectedness to everything. If you can capture or imagine that cloud of all those combined feelings that warmly embrace your whole being, you’ll sense what it’s like
Tatiana, this video is just everything I never knew I needed! So many important things said, I have to watch it over and over again. You're a special special soul. I appreciate so much about you.. alone in this video you showed the importance of vulnerability, courage and having the self-love and self-respect to actually be open and the most transparent with your viewers. I'm so excited because I was on their website and your info was amazing, I will do deeper research. I'm in Uni for health, so natural medicine is something I learn at school too! I don't want to get too personal, but I'm sorry for your loss and hope that you visit each other often. We have our loved ones always with us. ♡ Also I wanted to add: Past-traumas are so damn destructive if not healed. The effects are seen daily, it takes so much courage and honesty to sit with oneself. I have experienced that too: I was afraid for a longer time to sit with myself and journal honestly about how I spent my time. I didn't want to be disappointed with myself, but only I will get the rewards of it if I journal and be brutally honest. It's hard to live a life without self-reflection and it's also hard to live unhealed and to suffocate our souls with dissatisfaction. Choose your hard, I'd say to myself. Thanks Tatiana! Every video of yours is appreciate. ♡
Thank you so much for your comment! I couldn't agree with you more, we must heal from traumas or else they will stay with us indefinitely. I appreciate all of your kind words, thank you again
In 1956 a woman woke up from general anesthesia after surgery. She insisted for days, for weeks, months, that she received a monumental, trascendental, truth during the procedure, that would change the whole world. She whispered the words upon awakening. Her only problem? She couldn't remember it. After months of frustration, her husband and doctors, agreed that in her best interest, she should be placed under anesthesia again, and this time, carefully record her words upon awakening. Her husband wrote her words as soon as she became conscious. An hour later, fully awake and really excited, having the feeling of a trascendental truth again, she asked her husband for the message. The husband passed her the piece of paper: "Eat more bananas. They are great or you." These... are the kinds of realizations you get from Ayahuasca. And for the record, I made a one month retreat in Iquitos.
Wow I honestly cried along with this video. I can sooo relate especially with the explosion of gratitude and appreciation you can end up feeling. I’ve just done Ayahuaca yesterday with a Shaman playing live indigenous acoustic for hours and hours and it was a mind blowing experience and it seriously changed my worldview. It’s going to take a long time to unfold the information but it was beautiful. Very terrifying at times cause it’s such a foreign sensation but when you lean into it and respect the plant, it just does what you need from it. I’m also happy you mentioned Facilitators.
This is beautiful! I lost my dad about 6 years ago. I have grown so much through the mourning process. Much like you I didn't allow myself to mourn his loss right away. It took my about 4 months to fully feel his loss. I haven't done the mother drink but I have used mushrooms and DMT. But what really allowed me to see him and communicate with him has been meditation. It's such an amazing experience to connect to higher sense of self. The amount of love and healing that I have experienced is more then profound. You are right in making the point of sitting with all your feelings and give bad and good feelings respect. It's completely changed the way I look at personal emotions and how I deal with them.
Thank you Tatiana for sharing your experience here. I could relate to so much of what you experienced (doing breathwork and inner child healing meditations). I look forward to experiencing this medicine one day soon
I notice as an individualistic culture we refer to things like "we try to suppress our emotions." However, I think it's more accurate to say that in a culture that has no room for deep emotions and in which everyone around us gets upset with grief or intensity of all kinds, the culture suppresses our emotions and we, in that culture, accommodate the status quo by suppressing our emotions. All my life I have wanted to share my grief as an American male and it took going to Thailand to find people who were comfortable hearing it.
I understand that everyone has or goes through a completely different experience from this. However, OH, MAN!..... it would have been extremely, EXTREMELY helpful if you had gone into YOUR specific encounter (to some degree, at least!!)! To have gotten some type of inside authentication from your adventure would have been fantastic/beneficial and valuable to most of us, I'm sure! Other than that....this was very good content. Thank you.
It’s crazy because you are the one that got me on my journey to FBA and over that’s year I have been putting forth the effort of this business model however I have been haven’t this strong spiritual calling , something telling me to look within my self . And wow the enlightenment and truths that have opened up are crazy, then to see this video right in the middle of my spiritual journey really makes me feel like I have a companion, ❤️thank you for sharing . The earth is in a changing time into the 4th dimension and we feel it, it is God calling us to wake up and help others
You’re inner world seems so tranquil already maybe that’s why you didn’t feel it the second night despite you taking a larger dose than the first night, you seem to have already figured yourself out 🦋🤞🏽
Thank you! I think doing Biocybernaut before Ayahausca was really beneficial as I got to do a lot of major inner work there. However, I wouldn't let my ego enjoy the pleasure of thinking that I've got it all figured out ;)
I had ayahuasca 4 weeks ago and I never purged by vomiting during any of the ceremonies. But I think I was made to purge in a different way, for example my arms and legs kicked about extremely hard and I was yawning hard constantly too. It just felt like I was doing these things to expel dark energy Also the first ceremony was very gentle as well, it was very loving and insightful. In fact it was so good I was actually scared to do the 2nd one incase it turned out to be bad lol. Anyway I was wrong, ayahuasca took care of me during the whole experience
I feel like you don't have to explain the reasoning or defend the idea of you using Ayahuasca because of your personal beliefs in God. And I hope no one judges you for it. I just see it as an alternative medicine to help cope with trauma. I'm sure not everyone will have that experience, but I'm glad it helped you.
I did 5 years of ayahuasca as a spiritual practice, mostly twice a month, with some 4 day retreats. Between ayahuasca, huachuma (San Pedro), psybociliam (magic mushrooms), and cacao (sacred chocolate), I've probably done at least 100 journeys. I prepared for aya, with a YEAR on full time lightwork healing from a powerfully trained by kahuna healer, 4X a week (full time healing). That made ayahuasca journeys much easier for me than most. The plantista saw that I was a powerful healer from my first experience, and invited me to be the designated healer and co-facilitator for those 4 1/2 years. I also traveled to Peru and did San Pedro (Huachuma/cactus medicine) and ayahuasca down in the jungle off of the Amazon, and also traveled twice to Costa Rica to do ayahuasca with Rythmia. I wouldn't trade my experiences and healing for anything in the world, and I learned to be a multidimensional healer on aya, who was my teacher.
Your a true good women with an inspiring journey. Morning your mother and father’s relationship was a beautiful heart touching experience that you shared. Thank you for being transparent and open. God bless you 🙏
Thank you Tatiana for sharing your experience and opening up about your dad. I lost my husband unexpectedly 3 years ago and then both my parents 10month after my husband passed. I also haven’t had the time to mourn or grieve, I went back to work the day after we laid my husband to rest. I used work as my way to block out what I was feeling. I’m looking into going to ayahuasca retreat soon I know it will help me. I need to help myself so I can continue be emotionally and mentally sane for my kids.
Thank you for sharing this experience. I connect a lot with it, I lived the same at my 19's and in the path I connected with ayahuasca too, it was truly a healing experience and until now, transformation continues day by day. I send you the best vibes for this 2023, thanks for all the work you are doing. Much love and many blessings.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us . I have done the ceremony too. I believe what I saw, I knew that already . Everything is inside us . Just quit your mind .. I will never do the ceremony again .. I will try to go inside without any external help .. meditation can take you there ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thanks for this video. It showed up at the right time. I am heading to Soltara (Peru) tomorrow for a five night ceremony/journey. Thank you for reminding me that these are individual experiences and for reminding me that I am stronger than I think I am. God Bless 😌
Ayahuasca can be dangerous as well. Some people have died from overdose or from the shock. From my experience in Peru, I didn't get any benefits at all, and I still have the anxiety and depression.
that is true yet majority of people fail to mention severe risks that it poses. Thank you for being transparent and, look, something I want you to know - you can't heal yourself, go to the God that Bible testify about, just pray to Him whenever you are, with your own words...as long as you mean it...don't give up on Him...He can heal and He can set free Please please believe this..
I loved the way you explained it and it would certainly put anyone's mind at ease to take your advice and go to Soltara. Unfortunately I don't abide by covid as I believe it's a farce, so until humanity is free, I won't be going anywhere. It would be lovely to have the ayahuasca experience at this retreat in accompaniment with a special someone. Thank you Tatiana.
I've watched so many videos on this but you explain it so beautifully. I don't want to do it just trying to understand why people do it, now I understand better.
Corazón, mi corazón llora con vos. Tatiana, me pregunto si hoy tendrías la conexión que tienes con el dinero si esta medicina hubiera llegado a tí antes de tus 19 años. Más allá de mis preguntas, gracias por compartir tu experiencia, yo siento la conexión. Por otro lado me pregunto si sientes algún vínculo entre esta experiencia y parir.
@@TatianaJames its just nice to see someone bare their soul, even if it's a little bit...online. And thats what u did. Your dad being gone is personal to you. And you conveyed that in the video. There are so many fake people online. It's nice to see that you're one of the real ones...😘 Keep doing your thing. You are an angel...
Thank you :) I am so excited to try it as well one day, as soon as I am financially able to. Nature is literally holy. I am highly convinced that it is the best way to heal on all three levels - mind body and spirit. Not believing in those big pharmaceutical industries who profit of the sickness of man ... I am sure that your life will benefit immensely from this experience since you don’t carry that energy draining blocks anymore. Now this energy will be available for other life areas 🙏🏼 Thank you Tatiana 💚🌱
Thanks for sharing Tatiana. Ayahuasca can be beneficial to so many if used correctly, as with your experience at Soltana. Recommend Graham Hancock if you want to find out more on on this magical brew.
Great video! I am new to your channel! I only found out about Ayahuasca this weekend! I need to do my research but I do feel this is something I need to go through! I am a chronic migraine sufferer so need to find out if this would be safe for me!
So happy for you Tati!! I have yet to do Aya, but I've had two DMT ceremonies within the span of 3 years, and they were honestly the most profound/life-changing experiences of my life. There truly are no words to explain or describe it, other than pure love.
Both my parents have moved on and I do talk to them. They are still with us. My father moved on in 2017 and my mother moved on in 2021. After she passed, I have felt their energy since, each time I think of them, and talk to them.
I´m so grateful to you for making this video and sharing your experience with everyone here. I haven´t even done ayahuasca yet but you literally opened my eyes with what you said and convinced me I absolutely need to experience it myself. Thank you Tatiana!
The only thing a human being needs to heal his interior is God. Everything else is outside of God's Plan. Only Christ heals, Only Christ restores, only Christ saves.
I cried just after heard about your dad even without Ayahuasca lol. Take care, Tatiana. I know how it feels being silent about trauma and thinking that you can deal with it...and then it hits you every time. I'm going to try this Ayahausca experience one day.
It’s the first time I leave a comment on RU-vid but this is so emotional and the way you explain everything and the sensitive you are it’s just amazing!! I can watch ur videos for hours!! Keep going❤️
Absolutely love your videos! This one was very interesting. I am on my own journey as a Christian too. Could you receive answers to questions in this experience? Say you asked God a question? ♡♡
20:57 It was never "the money"... it was the beliefs and meanings each person held and defended during those times... but everything happens for some purpose. Thank you for sharing your experience 🙏
I've been looking into Ayahuasca retreats and I'm grateful for your video because I've been watching your videos for about a year now and I trust your opinion. That retreat looks awesome because safety is my priority and I'd be doing it alone.
Wow what a beautiful video Tatiana, thank you for sharing this. Your story about mourning your parents relationship and what it could have been is exactly how I feel about my parents ♥️ just hearing you speak about this experience brings me a sense of calmness 🌟
My pleasure! I'm not surprised to hear that I'm not the only one that feels this way about her parents. Knowing that over 50% of marriages end in divorce is a striking statistic and I'm sure many of those relationships could have been great had the economics or different life circumstances not gotten in the way. That's why self-development is SO important because life will always throw challenging situations at us but whether we can figure out how to navigate through the rough waters or not will determine our future. It's about equipping ourselves with the skills to succeed.
Hi Tatiana, I wish to do this life changing experience. I would like to know which Soltara Healing Center did you stayed? It was a Playa Blanca, Costa Rica or Sugar Beach, Costa Rica ? Thanks in advance.
Thank you for telling us about this Tatiana. I discovered a lot of new things through you - amazon, juicing and now this. Very grateful for you. You are definitely impacting a lot of lives in a good way 🥰
Great review. Felt like i was there through your descriptions. I like your sharing about your personal issues. Took courage Sounds like a really good retreat. Regarding synthesized vs plant medicine. I mean just because it’s a plant doesn’t make it better then say something that is synthesized necessarily The atoms that are used to create a synthesized i medication come from stars that went supernova or were made of the birth of the universe. Also poison ivy is plant too :). I like your takeaways from your experience and your search for meaning. Amazing all that love inside of you and the ability to experience it. I can hear your love for your audience in your voice and you truly seem to embody it. 🎉 I think the pursuit of healing inside ourselves, with our connection in nature and through the community give me hope. Ty
