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my mental illness: the harsh reality about the never-ending fight to rebuild my life 

Brianna
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In this raw and unfiltered video, I open up about my personal battle with mental illness, including Borderline Personality Disorder, Complex PTSD, and ADHD, as well as the heartbreaking betrayal and trauma that led me here. I share the harsh reality of what it's like to constantly fight against the grip of mental illness, navigate the ups and downs of trauma recovery, and try to pick up the pieces of my life caused by the relationships that have fallen apart. From the darkest moments to the glimmers of hope, I hold nothing back as I share my journey of rebuilding my life one step at a time. Through this deeply personal video, I hope to shed light on the struggles of those living with these conditions and offer a message of hope and strength to others who may be facing their own battles. Feel free to follow along as I document my story of resilience and perseverance in the face of overwhelming obstacles.
My house, which has been my second biggest struggle in life, will be a central focus in my content. I'm excited to find innovative ways to use home improvement as a means of healing and coincide it with my mental health journey. From painting my walls to painting a picture of my mental health journey, I can't wait to bring you along for the ride.
Watch me grow and learn from mistakes during my journey of personal growth and renovation as we break down walls, break down stigma, and build a better life together. Not only am I taking down walls in my house, but I'm also breaking down the walls surrounding mental health. My RU-vid channel is dedicated to the power of renovation and organization to improve mental wellness.
In upcoming videos, I'll demonstrate how home improvement and mental health can coincide in ways you never thought possible. Whether it's building a new patio or building a new foundation for my mental health, I'm committed to showing that the two can go hand-in-hand. And let's be honest, nothing feels better than a freshly painted wall or an organized closet to give you a mental boost.
Join me as I share my ongoing battle with mental illness and the pursuit of a fulfilling life. I hope to inspire others who may be facing similar struggles to never give up and to always believe in the power of resilience and perseverance. Together, we can navigate the ups and downs of life and come out stronger on the other side.
Let's grab our tools and get to work! We'll paint a brighter future, nail down our goals, and hammer out the obstacles in our path. From my videos you should expect that I'll bring a new perspective to the world of mental health and home improvement. Let's make something beautiful out of the struggles we face and create a space that truly feels like home - mind, body, and soul.
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@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
Hey, I just wanted to drop a comment and say thank you so much for supporting my latest video about my journey with borderline personality disorder. I actually had around 3 hours of footage and let an AI software do most of the editing for me. Crazy, right? But I'm really happy with how it turned out and I hope you guys are too. It means a lot to me that you guys are interested in hearing about my struggles and experiences, and I'm grateful for all the positive feedback and support you've given me over the years. Let's keep spreading awareness and breaking down mental health stigmas together! The next video will be a house tour!
@amandalim8733
@amandalim8733 Год назад
So glad to see and have u back, Brianna!! Followed u since singapore days, always loved ur content and will continue to!!❤️
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
Thanks for the warm welcome back! It means a lot to me to have your support since my Singapore days. I'm thrilled to be creating content again, and I hope to keep bringing you enjoyable and valuable videos. Thanks for sticking around! ❤
@LindieBotes
@LindieBotes Год назад
I have BPD too and it sucks. I actually just made a video about it last week. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. I wish you all the best! Please take care of yourself 💕
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
I'm so sorry to hear that you're dealing with BPD too, it definitely isn't easy 😔. I'll have to check out your video, it sounds like something I could really relate to. And thank you for the well wishes, same to you! Let's both make sure we take care of ourselves, okay? Sending good vibes your way 🌟
@Sophiakim5582
@Sophiakim5582 Год назад
I hope to see more videos of you soon! The last videos I remember is you and James decorating the van. If you need someone to talk to I’m here. You and I are both the exact same age I believe but I’m here if you ever need me. 😊
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
Awesome thank you! yes i remember you as well. it means a lot that you came back
@TrendingTami
@TrendingTami Год назад
I am so sorry you are going through this Brianna! It is so hard when you don't have support of family and friends. I often feel alone because I don't have much support from others. My mom has dementia and is going into hospice soon and so I only have my husband to rely on. And don't get me started about weddings, lol! I got married a LONG time ago and weddings really let you know who your friends are. At my bachelorette party the only people that came was one bridesmaid and my sister, it was ridiculous.....the rest of the people apparently couldn't prioritize ME and come. I agree with you....NOTHING you have wanted for your life or expected your friends and family to do is out of the ordinary. So shame on them for not being there for you. I hope in time they realize how they have behaved and try to make amends with you. In regards to "forgiving" people in the past to allow yourself to heal, I heard another concept recently that resonates much better with me and that is not forgiving but "accepting" what has happened. I can in no way forgive people for things they have done to me but I can handle "accepting" it and moving on. Check into that philosophy and it may help you to put all these idiots in the past. I think James loves you so much and I am happy he is trying to help you. You have a good guy there Brianna! Just remember nothing and no one is worth taking your life for. You were MEANT to be here and have so much to look forward to in your life. Take care and I am glad you are back on youtube girl! XOXO
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
I really appreciate your kind words and support. I'm sorry to hear about your situation with your mom and the lack of support you're feeling from others. It can be so tough to go through these things without people you can count on. And weddings, don't even get me started! 💔 I've had my fair share of disappointments with friends not showing up or not being there for me when I really needed them. It's hard not to take it personally, but at the end of the day, we can't control how others behave or how they prioritize us. All we can do is focus on the people who do show up and support us, like you mentioned with your husband. But are feelings are still valid even if others try and convince us otherwise. I really like the concept of accepting rather than forgiving. I've struggled with the idea of forgiveness in the past, especially when it comes to family members who have hurt me and continue to hurt me. But accepting what has happened and moving on is definitely something I want to get behind. And yes, James has been such a rock for me throughout all of this. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. And I'm really grateful for the support I've received from my online community as well. Thanks again for reaching out and sharing your own experiences with me. It means a lot to know that I'm not alone in this. Take care and talk soon.
@gordongreener9769
@gordongreener9769 Год назад
Hi Brianne nice to see you back. I lived in Singapore till 2019 then returned to Germany. Take care of yourself.
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
hey gordon, great to hear from you! 👋 thanks for tuning in to my mental health video, i appreciate it. glad to know that you used to live in singapore too, hope you had a good time there. 🇸🇬 thanks for the well wishes, i'll definitely take care of myself! you take care too over in germany. 🇩🇪
@SarahDixieHarry
@SarahDixieHarry Год назад
I’m so glad to see you back! I’m so sorry that you and James went through that rough patch! I wish the best for you and James and hope to see James in the next video! Praying for you both!
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
yeah, it was definitely a rough patch but we're taking it one day at a time. 🙏 thanks for your well wishes, i'll definitely pass them on to james. he'll be in some videos in the future for sure! 🎥
@Brenda5Mac
@Brenda5Mac Год назад
Wishing you the best girl. You’re stronger than you think 🫂❤
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
thank you so much for your kind words and support. 🙏 it means a lot to me to hear that you enjoyed my video and found it helpful. 😊 mental health is something that is so important to me, and i'm grateful for the opportunity to share my experiences and insights with others. your encouragement and positive energy are truly appreciated. thank you for reminding me that i'm stronger than i think. let's keep spreading awareness and reducing stigma around mental health together!
@ninaestabrook
@ninaestabrook Год назад
Aww, I feel for you girl. 🤗 I know we only met briefly a few times years ago, but you were caring, fun and sincere. Since then I always admired your adventurous spirit, your bravery (to share your life and your struggles) and your creativity (to create and share beauty). I'm happy to hear you and James have each other despite the circumstances and that this year will be so much better and healthier for you. I'm rooting for you. ♡
@briannadeg
@briannadeg Год назад
It's really comforting to hear that you remember me as caring, fun, and sincere. It means a lot to me that you took the time to watch my video and that it resonated with you. It hasn't been an easy journey, but I'm grateful to have James by my side and to have the support of people like you. Your encouragement and positive vibes truly mean a lot to me. Thank you for rooting for me and for being a part of my journey. Wishing you all the best! ❤
@akar2659
@akar2659 Год назад
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