Your videos helped get me through Covid lockdown, my son's death, lots of my longtime friends and clients dying because we're getting older, and dealing with learning to downsize my life now that I'm seventy five and alone. I hope you share more of your adventures. Long before you started doing videos or were even born, I visited a lot of the countries you've featured, had crazy adventures and am stunned by the changes. I hope you'll be back so I can see the world changing through the eyes of the generation that gives me hope for a future.
Gabi, I have suffered off and on my whole life with depression. I'm now 75 and it's still there lurking. The times when life loses its' meaning I now just call "reporting to headquarters" as I am looking for direction on a deeper and deeper level. That's what happens to me. God bless you in your searching. You are beautiful.
"If you're lacking a purpose your purpose here is to grow" - As noted Gabi has had this feeling of being a bit lost for a while. More discussion around potential solutions and progress would be wise. If you started working out/boxing once a week thats great, thats progress! Mental health changes were expressed in this video... but real growth happens when exercise becomes a daily habit, so much so you cant live without it outside of rest days. If the energy factor was so profound and its not just a lack of focus, it would be wise to get blood work done to check for imbalances maybe low testoreone levels - this can be modified through better nutrition or medication. Its hard to speculate without knowing the whole story and tribulations. Outside of that, get busy with another challenging project! This channel has been a success - what can you do with it from here ? Moving numbers around on crypto exchanges is hardly fulfilling and often stressful in itself.
That's why it is said that BEING RICH AND DOING ALL THE EXCITING THINGS LIKE TRAVELING AND HAVING FUN doesn't mean you will be happy. That's why being poor, stuck in one place doesn't mean somebody is unhappy. Happiness comes from inside. Everybody needs to find PEACE inside first in order to be happy. No money or status will give you the inner peace.
Brave video, After losing my mother and brother in the past 5 years, i unknowingly fell into a depression and anxiety state. I broke up with my partner, who is the love of my life. I have the same emptiness and no purpose or fulfilment in my life. It's so hard and felt like just clearing off and going abroad. But i realised i would be even more lonely. I now walk 10km each day in the fresh air, sometimes it comes in waves, and i feel helpless again. Im going to keep trying to exercise daily and take each day as it comes and try and ride through my emotions. You're not alone my friend. Take care, and I hope you have the fight to keep going.
You have broken up! She is not the love of your life! Wake up! Find something what you like, there is always something! Staying in the same sh*t causing depression. Go and travel, it will force you to speak with people, learn languages. There are so many people happy to walk with you and talk especially in Thailand. Look at Jesus his mother did not die and He asked who is my mother who is my brother?! You can make mother and brothers and love of your life just find what you like at least little bit! This video tells it all! Gabi is in Thailand because many warm people it is family based society like feudalism not greedy and depressed people everywhere like in the west!
Good to see you back Gabi! One thing I admire about you is that, even though you are struggling to find a life purpose, you know what is going on inside yourself. And that is key to keep on moving on in life. Wish you a great journey ahead and take it easy on yourself.
Life is a roller coaster; sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down, but remember never to give up. Your travel videos are probably some of my favorites. I love watching them and learning a lot. I love to travel myself, and I am currently traveling in Thailand as well.
Hang in, Gabi! Glad to see your new video! Thank you so much for connecting back and for not giving up! Riding those waves you described can be very challenging. Please remember to keep going forward step at a time no matter what. Better days are coming soon, brotha. ✊
Hey gabi! I recently started watching your channel. I am from india. I have been through this mental phase of feeling nothingness inside myself and understand on first-hand basis how much having an existential crisis sucks. What helped me though, is a mindset shift; which was as simple as accepting that this nothingness that i feel inside me is probably what the right way to feel is (at-least not the wrong way to be feeling, for sure). What i mean is, nothingness is what we all came from, so if that is what your mental self is trying to align you with, in reality there is nothing wrong with it. We are no-one, which is why we are one with everything. When we accept that everything else (other than this truth) is just a facade, is when we can feel joyous again, in participating in everything else (we become an observer first, and then we participate). I hope it helps you.
I love your wise "reframe"... it reminded me of Ram Dass' words: "Only nobody gets free"! Thank you for sharing your voice... Much Love your way. Namaskar ❤
i think most creators who have tried to create videos for several years in a row can definitely relate to how you're feeling. something that I have been trying to remember is that wherever you go, there you are. By creating this you are putting it out into the world and a problem shared is a problem cut in half. Wishing you nothing but the best!
Hey Gabi. You have a style I never seen from others, and that's why I always watched your videos with much pleasure. Seeing places by the other side of the world, and feeling so near you. Please don't stop here, and continue even if with smaller projects.
Sooo happy to see you again! Thank you so much for this heartfelt video and sharing your insights. Your sensitivity is what makes your videos so unique and special but sadly it can also lead to some dark places. You were wise to listen to yourself and rest. You, my friend, are one in a million and the love we have for you is real. Big hug!💕
Thank you for taking the big step of being transparent and authentic, it’s so good to see you. Glad to hear you are walking out this journey with respite time for yourself as you cope with this season of life. Taking care of our mental health is even more important than addressing physical health. Rewatching your videos is still a great experience for this armchair traveler in the USA.
Thank you, Gabi, for your update. Great to know you are in good health, financially secure and happy in Thailand. Two of my best friends from childhood suffered burn-outs during the careers. One is a physician. the other an investment banker. When a third person, another mutual friend, suffered a "breakdown" these two friends advised him to see a family doctor (general practitioner) to get a referral to a psychiatrist. By coincidence, all 3 of them were diagnosed with GAD (general anxiety disorder) and depression. Good news: after just a few months of medication, all 3 are now feeling as well as they have ever been. Two of them continue their medications while the third no longer needs it. Sometimes, exercises, diet and fresh air work by themselves, sometimes they need medications. Good luck to you and Ploy
I feel you man. 53 years old here with the exact same issues as you but since I was 22. So 30 damn years of depression and anxiety. It sucks. And if people have not experienced it, they don't understand. Sadly that is how it is. I have money, a beautiful wife and I (we) also travel a lot. But I'm always sad and depressed. Except when I drink, so beware of that because it is a straight fast road to alcoholism.. But, I have two children that I love more than anything. They are my reason to keep on going. To go up in the morning. They give me that purpose that people with our issues need. I found a meaning, that is what you need, not to wait for it to pass, because, sorry, it may not pass. Gotta find that purpose, whatever it may be, chase it man! Chase it! Love! /Christian
I really understand you. I feel exactly like you. I'm trying to overcome depression. I've been following your travels and I hope you continue with the videos when you feel better.Right now the world is really grey. In August I'm going to Vietnam and Singapore and it was after watching your videos that I felt like visiting Southeast Asia. I wish you the best! A big hug from Portugal.
John 16:33 “I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.”
Thank you for sharing your struggles. Relatable. Awareness is key. Some of us go through anxiety or depression for varying reasons, maybe we don't even recognize it and or try dismissing it or cope with it in our own way. I think it was a good idea that you gave yourself a break from what you do as a RU-vidr. IMO, everyone needs a break from their work. Been a physiotherapist in pediatrics for 18 years and I tell people I will continue what I do until the day I stop having tons of good laughs everyday with the kids I work with. That might be impossible, I should say until I physically can't do it anymore :0( Given that, I still look forward to my holidays or breaks every few months and come back ready and refreshed. Peace and light to you.
Hi Gabi! I just wanted to drop you a quick message to let you know how much I appreciate all the hard work and passion you've put into your videos over the past two years. It's truly inspiring to see someone so dedicated to their craft, and your commitment has not gone unnoticed. I know that the journey can be tough at times, especially when it feels like the results don't always match the effort you're putting in. But remember, every video you create adds value to your audience and contributes to your growth as a content creator. Your authenticity and creativity are what make your channel unique, and that's something really special. Keep pushing forward and stay true to your passion. The impact you're making is real, and your dedication is sure to pay off. If ever you need a reminder of why you started or just a bit of encouragement, know that your RU-vid family are here cheering you on every step of the way. You've got this, and I can't wait to see where your journey takes you next!
Just because your life looks wonderful from the outside it doesn’t negate how you feel on the inside. Happiness definitely is an inside Job! Having retired, I too struggle with purpose and direction so I get how you feel. You take care and keep your head up! 🙂🇬🇧
Your videos have provided me with an insight into the wonderful places you've warmly shared. In a way I am living vicariously through you, thank you. It is clear you have a good soul and provoke an emotional response, that is a rare quality. We all have the key within us to unlock what we need and when we need it. Awaiting more videos....at your own pace. Thank you so much.
What a great surprise and joy to see you came back to explain why you disappeared. I felt sad, as when you lose a friend, when you stopped posting videos. You treat your viewers as family in posting such personal information, that is why your viewers are so loyal and full of love for you. I wish you the best in dealing with your mental health and hope you keep us updated when you feel up to it. Whenever you need to feel uplifted just read the commemts from all of us who love you my friemd..😊😊
Hi Gabbi, So sorry to hear your struggling with your mental health my friend. I know from personal experience what you are going through! I find physical exercise and keeping busy with my job helps me combat my Anxiety and depression. You are a wonderful person and just remember you have got a lot of Brothers and Sisters out here who care about you! Can't wait for your next adventure. Take care, Mike
Mate take good care of yourself as I also suffer a bit like you so I understand how you are feeling and you will get back on track again try and think positive your a great person and may God help you and thank you for opening up about your life
Best to you…….if it means anything, your videos have added meaning to me, will always appreciate you, you have helped with my anxiety and lack of direction, hope you find clarity!
You have been missed my friend, Gabby ,I’m struggling mentally myself, it’s not an easy path to walk. Hats off to you, your more in the clear than I am, out and about, I’m still struggling to go out in the world, frightening as it is, best regards pat.
Thank you so much for sharing what’s happening in your life now. I completely understand your loss of enthusiasm for what you were doing so well. I was an artist and achieved all I want to until 2019 when suddenly I was done with creating art. In my mind I felt like I was at the point where I would just repeat myself if I continued. To me that was pointless. So I stopped. And began to teach myself to write, which was a potential way to create I began to develop. I don’t have the same intensity I had for making art, but I do have the same satisfaction of creating. Let’s say it’s a more peaceful, steady way of living and feeling that life is what it is. Accepting myself as I am. Making peace inside. Realizing that life is a precious gift. Being always grateful from the moment I wake up in the morning to the moment when I fall asleep. It’s taken years of experiences and introspection to arrive where I am mentally and emotionally. But I really am who I always wanted to be now. Universe listens to all we think about and feel and gives us what we want and need. 🙏🧡
Jesus to trying to talk with you Gabi. I'm not Catholic but Protestant (born again) not born into a Christian family but after suffering with depression I turned to Christ and I have never looked back.
You have travelled all around the world to search something like happiness, love, peace….. but as you say you still feel empty and not happy. Maybe you could reduce exploring outside of you and spend more time in your inner journey. What you are looking for is your true nature, who you really are, the pure being of who you are. This is what will make you feel full of joy. And this joy can be only discovered in silence and deep inside you. The way out is inside you. And when time comes when you have no feeling to explore more or do more new things, it is a blessing : your time comes to turn inside . And there is so much to discover in ourself!
SO great to see you back on RU-vid.. its also good to know that you took some time out for you! and you come back when you are ready! You have a great following here and there are so many people love your energy and are thankful for you sharing your journey xxx PS - thank you for trusting in us with what you have been through 🥰
Heal first, make videos later. Finding something new to be passionate about and taking care of yourself should be your focus. Having those same issues at one point, I had to temporarily rely on anti-anxiety and mood stabilizing meds, just to be able to get out of bed every day. Many blessings to you and your family. Be kind to yourself, always.
Glad to see you are well. Stay grounded, eat healthy and exercise will help you. We all go through periods of instability, it will pass. Stay strong, you have a world of support wishing you the best
Hey Gabi, so good to see you back. Please do continue making videos. My 7-year-old daughter loves your video. We were in Thailand for a month around March-April this year and your videos around Phuket, Khao Lak really helped me plan a lot. My daughter kept on repeating she wants to meet you when we were in Phuket. I should have reached out; we were there around Songkran. We love all your videos, kudos to you and take care of yourself and your health.
Thank you very much for your openness. I've missed you. I started following you when you were in "my country" Kenya and have since seen many of your films. I really like your seriousness, your way of making films and that you are a kind man. I can't wait to see more films from Asia. But most of all, I wish you the best of luck with your mental health! 🙏🏻
Hi Gabi. I’ve always enjoyed your videos in Thailand. I spent the pandemic in lock down at home watching them. And I understand what you’re saying in this video. I think you give of yourself more than you realise in these videos. Thank you for including us in your life and your journey.
I totally identify with you Gabi. I've been feeling the same way. I travel like you but somethings missing. Hopefully it's just a phase! Let me know if you find answers! All the best
I'm happy that you're in some shape, thanks for checking in! I am addicted to spend Jan-Feb in Thailand since 2015, and I wouldn't have made it in 2022 without your videos on Thailand Pass and insurance. I pray for you to get your head back to where you want it. Consider building or creating something: house, product, new channel, design, a busineess, family, a bike, a book, a practice, or community. Putting aside a purpose and looking for a new one is totally ok. We really wish you the best with my girlfriend, I've been checking the comments section in every 2 weeks just to know if you're OK. :)
You're always wanting more and waiting for the next thing, you are effectively continuing the same loop. Honestly you need to stop chasing and start accepting what you already have and only then can you see the true beauty of things.
Hey Gabi! So good to finally hear from you , I’m happy that you are safe and trying your best to keep going. We all go through hard times and believe me you’re definitely not alone ! I hope you will find your purpose and we all hope to see you again . ❤
Grazie Gabi x il video! Eravamo davvero preoccupati per te. Ti vogliamo bene e ti auguriamo tutto il bene del mondo! L idea di esplorare l Asia sembra molto interessante! Abbi cura di te!🤗🤗🤗
Thank you for always being yourself Gabi. I’ve watched your videos since you began your channel and loved everything you upload and missed them recently. I relate to a lot of your feelings and experiences a lot as a fellow Thailand expat. Although I love your videos, I’m also glad you took a break if you weren’t feeling into it. I will always come back to see your videos if you decide to upload more in the future. We’ll always be here for you. Much love brother ❤️
Hi Gabi,I'm truly so grateful and extremely happy to see and hear from you.I believe and trust you will heal and find purpose again, and I admire you for sharing this tenderness with us❤.
Thanks Gabi for being candid. We missed you but most importantly take good care of yourself. We are not going anywhere, so post videos when you feel like it, no pressure.✌🏽
Thanks for the update and opening up to us Gabi. It was great to see and hear from you again. Like hearing from an old friend. I really miss your videos but so thankful for the help you gave for travelling to Thailand after covid. You have also inspired me to visit Laos next year as part of a round the world tour, which will also include Taiwan. So either see you there or hopefully you would have made some useful videos for me before I go 🤣.
no shame. well done. I've been there; like a congestion in my emotions the mental health can take time; personal time before you can feel fully and freely again.
Hey Gabi glad that you posted this video &we are still on the ride with you .Thanks for sharing update about ur life and keep going (in every direction that will make you more content).Cheers
I'm a newbie here, Gabi; was drawn here because of your Hue video. I'm so happy I found you. You are a good man [French, no?], speak from your heart and exude real beauty. I live and have lived, off an on, for many years in Chiang Mai. Hope serendipity puts you in my path. I once read this and it might resonate: "If you haven't yet found your purpose in life, your purpose in life is to find your purpose in life." All is well, mate, and may you know it. I say this for you as much as myself. Best to you, man, and may your mind find peace and acceptance. You are a beautiful man!
Hi Gabi, I'm so happy to see your video! Thank you for the update ❤ I've missed watching your journeys and hearing your stories good and bad. I'm glad you're safe. We'll all be here for when and if you decide to make more content. Take care of yourself 😊
Hi Gabi, its very nice to see you again. Missed your videos a lot. Its great that you oke and healthy. You can visit Turkey actually Antalya as well. I will be very happy to be your guide here. Wish you all the best
Wow, you really made me smile, Gabi, by the end of the video which I totally didn't expect (I've just watched yours from Hong Kong as the first one after a long-long break, it was awesome) as I'm apparently going through similar mental state too.
...Thanks for sharing this video and your thoughts, nobody has the right to expect anything from you, so take things as they come, no stress, just be more of yourself and find your new rhythm, because we are all grateful to be on the receiving end of your explorations and mind travels, whatever shape, message and format it is...Stay Safe + Forever Curious! Big Hugs from NYC! 🧡
Gabi! Thank you for making this video! It’s good to see you. I hope you will feel stronger mentally and be able to not only make videos again but know that we (as a community) care about you. Stay safe, stay well. 🙏
Wow great to see you back Gabi.. You are my inspiration after following your vlogs, I also started posting shorts n vlog of my travel.. God bless u.. And keep posting
Thank you for the update, Gabi! I hope you will continue to shed light on small business and charities in the places you visit, like Fior di Loti and others, so that we can send donations and support from around the world. Maybe doing something like that, for the benefit of others, will help light the fire again. Anyway all the best to you in whatever you decide to do!
Gabri, io ti stimo tantissimo, ti seguo dal vecchio canale italiano, secondo me tu hai scoperto la spiritualità ma poi l'ego ha avuto una resistenza a lasciarsi andare e morire, secondo me se vuoi trovare la Pace e la Gioia che cerchi ritorna nel sentiero spirituale, leggi e comprendi a fondo le scritture, vai all interno nella meditazione e lascia cadere tutte le insicurezze e le illusioni, liberati dal fardello illusorio dell'io! È stata solo una resistenza dell'ego, non è male, la resistenza è segno che stai avanzando, il sentiero spirituale non è finito, non è un caso se sei attratto dall'oriente, la tua incarnazione è una grande opportunità, molla tutte le illusioni dell' io e tuffati nella scoperta spirituale, credimi, troverai la Gioia che cerchi. Many blessings
I struggle with the exact same stuff, brother. It’s no joke! I don’t know if you dive or not, but since you liked the Similan Islands, you might want to explore the underwater world of Similan and Richelieu Rock. It’s magical!!
I can relate. I'm a traveler myself and been to so many wonderful countries, thanks to my job being a digital nomad. I spent the past few years traveling nonstop, living life to the fullest. But despite all these, I was feeling empty. I guess part of why I'm traveling is to search for myself and find my purpose. I'm blessed and grateful for what I have achieved in life, but deep inside I feel sad and lonely. It was made even worse after breaking up with a long-term partner. I just spent 6 months in Thailand, mostly in Chiang Mai. And while I was not completely healed, I feel so much better now. Right now, I'm back home, spending time with family. I still get depressed, but I'm now learning to focus on my blessings. I'm taking it one day at a time. and of course, my faith in God has significantly help me push through. Cheers,Gabi. you are not alone in these, and I totally understand you, one hundred percent!
thank you for sharing your experience 🙏 I have many digital nomad friends and It feels like this lifestyle highly impact the feeling of depression, anxiety, emptiness and loneliness. I wish you the best
Hi Gabi, it was great seeing you 🙏🏼 I’m sorry you’re having a bit of a rough time right now, but isn’t that the beauty of life. This is how we grow and evolve that enables us to eventually see the true beauty within . I hope you will once again find that spark. You really seem to be a great guy with a natural , authentic compassion for others. Hold on to that , I think that’s where you’ll find your calling . Take care , keep smiling, eat well , sleep well , look at the stars , marvel at the beauty and vastness of nature and swim in the ocean. All will be well 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 sending love your way . FYI, Eckhart Tolle’s books are insightful, they might be worth looking into . 😊
Your personal journey is your own. If you decide not to make anymore videos that is ok. Your health overall must come first. We have always enjoyed your videos! You seem happy and full of energy and smiling all the time. However I have to say I feel you on what you said about the depression and anxiety, I go through that myself and what you said is so important but yet heartbreaking because you are loved ( like we do) by so many and it is very hard to get back on track when you suffer and don’t know what direction to go to decide what to do next. Now maybe the time to do things for yourself and do something new and exciting! Things change over time and believe me I know about that! Don’t worry about what everyone wants from you, do what is best for you and your life and what you want, not what others want!! Life is a gift and should never be wasted! ❤️❤️. Continue being you and have fun in your life !!
So glad to see you're back! Im a friend and if you ever need someone to talk, im here Gabi! This journey never ends and our struggles only make us stronger 💪❤❤
Good to see you again and looking forward to your new videos about Asia! Life is never easy, and especially when you're a deep feeler. Stay well and be blessed! Saluti dalla Croazia ;)
Gabi: depression is living in the past. Anxiety is living thinking about the future. Lack of purpose in life is you're not in the present moment. So you've to analyze what is bothering you in this questions and mindfulness it helps a lot. Put up your self-esteem and just think : life is a great gift and run fast,so make it a wonderful experience . Yes you can. Believe.
I too am a traveller and can feel the emptiness and lack of purpose. However doing charity work or helping poor communities in the countries we visit is very rewarding and fulfilling. When i went to a north African country i bought poor children new shoes and clothing. Helped a mother on the street with her baby buying her diapers and food. This can be our purpose when we travel, it is not just about exploring.
Gabi, thank you for being brave and open about your personal life. You have a lot to give the world so remember, yes it is easy for some to say suck it up and move on, but do what you must on your own terms and timeline but with the realization that help is available if you want it. I myself try to always focus on how short life is really in the big scheme of things so I make the best of it with the time I am lucky enough to be given. That's all we can do. Take care!
I don’t used to comment but honestly I admire u so much, and u really inspire me. I missed ur videos and I appreciate all your feelings nowadays. I completely understand every single world and I just wanna send u a huge hug with all good wishes and energies. I can’t wait for the next trips in Asia!!!! Follow ur heart, don’t look back!!!
