You should never expect of yourself to show up in the same way every single day. It always important that you try and do your best, but one day you might be in a rush, the other day not feel well and therefor just want to scroll on your phone when you wake up. Don't be hard on yourself and know that every day you're doing your best, trying your hardest and doing what feels truest to you. You're becoming better and growing, which is all that matters 💗