MY STILLBIRTH STORY: PART 2  

Not sure if you believe in this but those orbs flying around your video are you precious baby with you in spirit. He has not left your side!!! I whole heartedly believe that is him. Just look especially at 2:45. Looks like he getting close to you to comfort you.

14:19 your baby boy came down to comfort you. That orb was beautiful! He’s always with you 💙

So so sorry for your loss... I'm a loss mom as well... my little girl Jordyn was born sleeping at almost 24 weeks gestation.....she would've been a beautiful red headed 16 yr old had she not passed away... you are not alone sweetheart....💙👣

I hope you are receiving grief counseling. You are such a strong person to tell your story. Like others in the comments I saw the orbs. It's such a good sign, if you believe.

How eloquently you've explained your thoughts, feelings, your pain. Also-it needs to b said how absolutely kind & thoughtful for 2 families to care so much about other families later & losing their babies that they wanted them to feel so loved & comforted in the darkest, loneliest hours of someone's life. That is utter magnificence. We should all aspire to help others w/ such love & kindness.

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm proud of you for taking your time with it. Please know that many are forever changed, inspired and, most importantly, comforted by your words. I'm praying God's Comfort, Peace, and Strength will be yours. I'm just a Gramma from Tulsa, Oklahoma USA, but I will never forget you or your sweet Milo. Hugs from me to you, sweet mommy.

I counted more than 3 orbs during this video ......not dust...definite orbs of light . Sweet precious Milo is with you ❤️ He will always be with you Mama 💕

I'm so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain! I lost my 1st daughter 5 months ago, and this is the most difficult thing anyone has to ever face. What helped me through was praying to God! I still miss her and think about her everyday but what keeps me going is knowing that she is safe in heaven and that one day I will see her. So will you. Milo will always have you as a mother and nothing can ever take that away from you or MILO. AS long as you keep talking about Milo, Milo will live on. And just know that although we don't have our babies physically, we are still mothers! Your in my prayers!

When you said your feelings about sleeping the last time with him in your belly that literally broke my heart. He will always be with you and never forgotten. Hes clearly an angel that was to precious for this world. I think of you and your story often. I wish you so much happiness and i am truly sorry for your loss. Rely on your friends and family because their going to help you through this. ❤️ take care sweetheart

Lots of love sweetie. Our boys will be playing together, looking after each other until we can meet them again 💙

Keeping his smell is important my advice to you is to put his first outfit in a zip lock bag because if you just have it in the box eventually it will loose his smell so to keep the smell make sure to also have it in a air tight bag. I am so sorry about milo, I have had first trimester miscarriage and that was painful and my heart was ripped from me but I can not even imagine what you must be going through being that you were full term again I am so sorry and thank you for sharing little milo with us he will live on through you and his story.

I too am very sorry. That seems like such a weak thing to say for such a tragic thing to happen. You are so strong and sweet. Thank you for sharing your story and journey.

Milo is with you everyday 💗 you are a fantastic person! ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story. I have no doubt it will help so many people in their darkest hour. Much love xx

Omg I saw orbs on each of the vlogs. They were definitely there. I’ve heard about them but never ever seen one. Left me speechless with hairs on the back of my neck. No doubt about it - Milo is still with his mum. An amazing mum who speaks so eloquently and honestly. You can feel and see the rawness of your grief. I hope you’re doing ok. I’m catching up on your journey but just had to comment after seeing the orbs. Sending so much love xxx

I'm deeply sorry for your loss,I also saw some orbs flying around behind you at 2:23 ish xx

You are incredible. You are so strong. I’m so sorry you’ve experienced this heartbreaking loss.

What a wonderful amazing mummy you are, I have just watched all of your videos about Milo and just wanted to say what an inspiration you are.. The details you shared about how you felt and feel, and what you went and still going through, incredible. The world needs more people like you in it, lots of love xxx

So saddened by your loss and I saw an Orb around 2:50 minutes in so Milo is around & still with you 💙

Strong, beautiful inspiring- milo's mummy eternally doing him proud ❤

I'm sorry for your loss hunny but he's still with you, he was there during this video, I saw two orbs, they way they moved were for sure orbs and not dust. Hang in there your a strong mother .

My friend lost her daughter at 37 weeks, very similar story to you. She has this tattooed on her and it brings her comfort, I hope you find comfort in the words too: "You know that place between sleeping and awake, where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, that's where I'll be waiting." Peter Pan (JM Barrie) Sending you love 💗

Your so strong although I bet you don't feel it. Thank you for sharing your story, I know it wasn't easy for you

So sorry about your loss 😢 my sister too went through losing her daughter and I was there in the labour room supporting her as she gave birth, thankyou for sharing your experience and breaking the silence xxxxx

I’m so sorry for your loss. There is nothing worse than loosing a child. I lost my son Jameson at 38 weeks 6 days on December 29th 2015. I completely relate to your story. My only advice would be to purchase a journal. This really helped me to feel like I had a very private outlet almost a way to speak to my angel❤️ Also never loose hope. Hugs

this shattered my heart into pieces. im so sorry you've had to go through this i cant even imagine the amount of pain. youre so strong.

You are so strong and have shared your story so elegantly. I'm so sorry for your loss and pain! You are in my prayers!

I’m so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you’re going through.

I have no words for you loss . You are a strong and brave woman. Sending you lots of love ❤️ The memory box and the Teddy are beautiful ways to still keep an attachment personal and deep . Thank you for sharing the hardest part of your life even tho it isn’t easy. My thoughts and prayers are with you

My heart is shattered for you. You are so brave to share your story. My sister had a stillborn girl, Kimberly, and it was devastating for everyone- especially her. Thank you for opening up. Milo is so proud of you.

You are so beautifully articulate. You are a Mom for Milo to be proud of. I wish you peace.

I'm so sorry.😣 Milo is with you always. Those orbs floating around you...wow, he's wrapping is mummy in so much love. I have the same memory box and bear for my little Maisie.💛

I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my little girl to still birth and it's beyond a doubt the hardest thing you can go through. I'm 7 years in now and it never gets easier you just get better at coping. I think you are so amazing for speaking out and this will help so many other people. You are doing mylo proud xxx

I’m so sorry for the loss of your son. You are so strong!!!!!!

So sorry for your loss. My son was stillborn at 34weeks in march last year, Its not an easy journey but I wish you all the strength you need to get through each difficult moment. X

Hello megan Evans im so proud of you. I know it's hard bit you are a strong girl. When you lose a child it will always be a hole in the heart. I still miss my beautiful baby boy, i now you feel ❤. Your son will be in your heart and in your memory. I think he moved beacause he loved the sound of your voise, it's the sweetest lullaby he know. "Always there newer gone, always loved newer gone". He will always be with you megan, big hug frow an angelmom from Sweden ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Sweet girl, I am so, so sorry that your Milo passed away. I wish I could hug you or comfort you in some way. You have expressed yourself so beautifully in this video. Your love for your son and your family is incredibly touching. What you have been through is tragic but your desire to speak about it and share your story honors your son's life and will touch more lives than you will ever know. Thank you for being so brave. I will be praying for strength and peace for you.

I am so, so sorry. I can’t even imagine. Those charities are amazing though! And I love how you still smell him and how the teddy is wrapped in his blankies. So many tears for you.. and again, I am so sorry. 👼🏻💙

I’m sorry for your loss sweet girl ❤️. Thank you for sharing your story so everyone on the same journey can see that they can make it through. You and Milo are true blessings 👼 💓 ✝️

Despite everything, you are so level headed, so calm and honest. My heart is broken for you, Milo couldn’t have asked for a better mummy. Wishing you the best, look after yourself sweetheart💙

❤️you have so many orbs around you Megan

I cant believe how strong you are! Lots of love x

I thought I was the only one who saw the orbs...baby Milo is with you you poor sweet girl..(I say poor girl because of your loss) He is all around you. Thank you for sharing your story. I know this is a very private tragedy that happened to You but I believe You sharing your experience will help someone with their loss. You are very brave and strong.

You are such a strong young lady who has been through what no one should ever experience & your worrying about other peoples feeling's, bless you darling. But take strength in knowing ( as another poster posted) those orbs around you I believe are milo, helping give you the energy to get through this terrible time. I would so love to just give you the biggest warmest cuddle. 😢😘

You are an amazing woman and mother! Sending the biggest hugs to you, and thank you for sharing Milo with us! Xxxx

donating to both chairites - megan you will make it through this...xxxx

Sending you love and light. I can’t imagine the heart ache your going through. You are very strong and a mature person and you will get through it. You really seem like such a lovely girl. Milo will be with you through every step of your life xxx

Sweet girl ❤ your story breaks my heart. I send you so much love. I want to say that Milo was with you through the whole video. He will always be with you 💜💜

I lost a baby boy at 27 weeks and 3 days pregnant in January 29 2009 and since then had emotional breakdowns that caused me to be put in a clinic for a while. I was on all kinds of medication for depression, anxiety and stuff. To this day i still will not be the same, but It is Nov. 18, 2017, I am 30yrs old with 4 children that still need me (12yr old), (10yr old), (7yr old), (5yr old). Your videos help me still know that im not alone and I want to try to help others by any way for comfort. Thank you Megan Evans.

You are beautiful and so natural, it's very upsetting to see you so down, the orbs were flying around the room, your not alone Milo will always be your angel looking down on you, I just want to give you a big hug it will get easier, xxx

My mother always told me you don't get over the death of a loved one but learn to live with it. This is a time of pain and healing for you and it takes a lot of courage and strength to talk about something so dear to you. God bless(:

so sorry for your loss. noticed some orbs in the background of this video xxxxx

My mom kept my brothers last out fit, every year on his death day and birth day she would go and smell it and hug it and hold it close to her... My brother Cody Lane Sims was born on February 4 and died on May 28 💔 we miss you every day bubba!! I'm so sorry for your loss. Always loved, never forgotten. ❤

You are so brave! Milo will live on because you were strong enough to tell his story 👑 👑👑

Your a good mum for being so sronge for Milo so much love you have for him breaks my heart to so you suffer with this your such a sweet young woman.I noticed alot of like colored flickers around you and the light around you at stages go Beautiful and bright baby is with you you'll NEVER be alone so make sure you speak to him because he is with his mum.God bless you Sweet heart💙

Wow those orbs!!!!! Milo is very close to his mummy xx

Dear Megan, don't even know where to start... you are so young and so mature to deal with this tragedy. May you find a peace with yourself 💙🙏🏻 ❤️

Many hugs and prayers for you! You are so brave to share your story. ❤️ We lost our son about 2 years ago and my favorite thing in his box was his blanket because it smelled like him. In the following weeks, I would go back and smell his blanket. I felt the closest to him then. I went back to his box about a month ago (after it was tucked away for about a year) I was saddened to find that the smell is gone. All I have now are he memories and the things in his box. ❤️

I'm sorry for your loss. My husband and I lost our first son 21 years ago. We went into the hospital for an induction because he was a week overdue to be told he had passed. It was a living nightmare. His car seat sat in the corner while I labored. The next day whe. Leaving the hospital, I was so mad at the world. We passed a house with a family sitting on the porch talking and laughing and it felt like such an insult, like, don't they know what's happened? Don't they know my baby is dead? We were going to the funeral home to make arrangements and people were just going about there business as though the world had not been completely turned upside down. Time was standing still for me and I noticed all the little things that people were doing and felt such contempt for them having the audacity to be "normal". It does get better with time but I still have times when I just cry when I think about that moment when I felt him slip from my body and away from me forever. The nurse called his time of birth at 4:07pm but only I know it was 4:06. I was staring intently at the clock while pushing. I never corrected them because I wanted that to be just for me and my son. Only we knew that time.

Wow the orbs! Then I seen the comments... I slowed the video down & replayed a bunch of times at 2:22 and 2:45. At 2:22 he goes behind her head. You don't have to convince me. That baby is with his mummy.

You are truly a remarkable woman and mother. My heart goes out to you 💙

You're so mature for your age... I wish you all the luck in the future and I know you'll still have a family one day with milo by your side in spirit

My heart aches for you. I had my 3rd baby (my two eldest are twins) On August 18th and we almost lost her due to complications. I always wonder what If I hadn't gone in, what if I would have waited and I cannot imagine my life without her. You are so strong. Thank you for sharing your story, my little Milo rest easily

So many continued prayers to you! ❤️

I'm so sorry sweet girl. You are so strong. I'm praying for peace and comfort for you.

❤💔So sorry you have to go through this! I lost a daughter at 20 weeks...Chloe Paige ❤💔

Sweet Megan, I am so so sorry for your loss. I’m sorry you never got to bring your sweet boy home. My husband and I lost our little girl 9 weeks ago at almost 42weeks. Listening to your story, I am weeping with you and I’m praying for you. Xxxxx

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I know it's so hard! I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤️

Truly heartbreaking, my heart breaks for you & your family

None of us wanted to be in the loss community BUT WE ARE NOT ALONE ALL MY LOVE TO ALL OF US THAT HAVE HAD A LOSS❤

You are a beautiful person n I thank you for sharing UR heartbreaking story. I have never loss a child for that I am grateful but I am the mother of 5 children. What u had to endure is was my biggest fear. I can not even begin to imagine UR pain. The closest thing I can do is imagine UR heartbreak. I am just feeling so sad. I'm so heartbroken for U. I can feel UR pain. I am truly sorry. God Bless you

Saddened for you. It's terrible to lose a child. The worst loss I would say. So sorry. It's still very early in your grief process. Very hard. 🍃🥀

Huge hugs.. Thank u sharing. I pray for your heart. U r strong. I can't even imagine. Waterswife look that up. She and her husband also went through the same thing . U r not alone. Love and Prayers.

This is heart wrenching - your strength is inspiring ❤️❤️❤️

If I could I would just hug you. There are no words that I could offer that would comfort your pain. It's not the same, but I lost a son to suicide when he was 18 and I remember well that dark place that took me months to climb out of. My youngest daughter is 15 and has a 5 month old son. She had hyperemesis gravidarum and nearly died from undiagnosed preeclampsia when they did an emergency induction. So I know a mothers fear for her child and the pain from losing a child. All I can offer is my prayers for your emotional healing and wishes for an amazing life for you and Your family.

Megan im just so sorry for you, that you must go throught something like this. Im so sorry for Milo. I cant imagine ... i dont have words. Im just really sorry. Really appreciate that you record these videos. I didnt lost the baby, im actually expecting second baby, but its so painfull seeing people like you, people who are so good, who are going throught these things. Wishing Good Luck to you ❤️ Im thinking and praying for you from the moment i saw previous video. (Sorry for my english)

Omg beautiful girl, Milo is all around you. It is so evident in the ORBS in this video. If that isn't a validation idk what is. Milo is a beautiful soul who is with you forever.

I wish I could give you a huge hug! I'm crying my heart out for you 💙

You are amazing. He will always be with you. Always xxx

You know what's crazy? I started watching your updates before I got pregnant, and then I got pregnant too. I watched your stillbirth videos when I was about 16 weeks pregnant, and 3 weeks ago when I was 20 weeks, I too lost my baby. It's so weird to have cried with you while watching you tell your story, thinking about how that would literally be my worst nightmare.. and then it came true a few weeks later. I hope you're doing well. xoxo

I am sorry for your loss, but want to thank you for sharing your story.

One of the hardest and most traumatic things I went through, was when I was waiting for them to pick me up and take me to the surgery room to deliver the twins ( back in Europe, We do NOT have our babies in regular rooms like they do here in the US ) and the "roommate" I was sharing the room with was having the labor pains and her husband cheering her up etc... I HATED everybody...why meeee????? Why us????

I'm so sorry this happened to you! I'm not gonna pretend that I understand because I know I don't. Because just imagining it is so painfull that I don't have the courage to do it. Maybe I missed something, but if I got it right, you went through this as a single mom? That's something I do understand, because I was a single mom myself. I know how incredibly strong that experience is, how exclusive that bond is, and I can just guess how devastating it must have been to suddenly lose your whole universe without even a fellow parent to bear the grieve with you! Just writing this brings me to tears... I wish I could do anything to soothe your pain somehow! I wish you all the best! Rest in peace, beautifull little Milo (a very pretty name, btw). Lots of love

An Angel born sleeping, flying high in Heaven xoxo Sorry for the loss of your sweet baby!

Sending you so much love, I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️

So very sorry for your loss, it's very sad to loose a child I loss my 27 year old daughter last year in a car accident, I miss her so prayers to you 🙏🏻

Megan,sweetheart,continue to be strong.You seem such a lovely young lady.Your family are supportive which is a great thing,not everybody has that. Keep your chin up.You’re young and as awful as this was for you greater things will happen in life for you I’m sure.Im not religious myself but there are a lot of prayers going your way which I hope will give you some.💕🇬🇧

I have just watch this and I can't understand what your going through but I believe your baby was with you, there were 2 orbs I seen, he is so with you

I am so very sorry for your loss. My first daughter was stillborn at 8 months. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through. At the time I was pregnant with my daughter one of my older sisters was pregnant with her son. 2 months after I lost my daughter my sister had her son stillborn at 37 weeks. It was so hard. Just know you're not alone. You're in my prayers! Hugs xoxo btw, may I suggest putting anything that smells of your baby into a ziplock bag?? I did this and it really helped keep my baby's smell.

Your boy is with you, there's a orb right at Rhee beginning

Damn girl.... so sorry for your loss! Your so strong 💪🏼

I am so sorry for your loss. This story has broken my heart... Im having my second baby boy and i am so scared of losing him as i almost lost my first in labor. I am praying for you in this hard time and praying you get peace. Lots of love from one mother to another my your sweet sweet boy rest in peace

MILO IS WITH YOU SWEETPEA ALWAYS WILL BE 💙🤟💙

I didn't even watch your complete vid. Tonight for me is the 4th anniversary of the due date of my child. I never saw him or her. Although I would have wanted a "her" .. I don't care. I just wanted a living baby. think my child was a boy. Tonight is anniversary of due date, 4 yrs. And for each of those 4 yrs I've felt a boy. Whilst this is about your child, I must commemorate the apparent 4th bday of my child. Who I think was a boy. Bday love to my child. XX And to yours x .. it's not easy, I know that.

Sending so much love your way, my dear..

Hi beautiful i new to your channel I'm very sorry for loss. I can't imagine this pain you are going thru i am mother two wonderful girl I can't imagine live without them you are wonderful young mother.. once again I don't know how you feel but I wish you the best for bottom of my heart.. god bless you lots of love from new jersey of USA

Just came across your channel a few weeks ago and watched part 1 and your video and Milo popped in my head for some reason so I came back to sub and seen you posted a part 2. I just wanna say you're incredibly strong and I wanted to thank you for sharing Milo's story with us. Not sure if your channel was designed to only be pregnancy related but once you've healed a little more, you should continue with RU-vid (if its your type of thing) I admire your older videos and although you suffered loss, you have a light to you that could lead a lot of people out of the dark. You're using one of the most painful experiences and you're shedding light about breaking the silence when it comes to infant loss, reliving a terrible situation as a way to bring awareness. That's a extremely selfless and incredible act and you're soo appreciated for doing that. ❤ you send light to others so im returning the favor and in sending some light your way! it might seem rough but you're strong, you got this, girl! You've got the strength. One day at a time. Be sure to reward yourself because you're a survivor each day, count the little victories. If you ever feel alone, just know: You're Milo's mom and you'll always be Milo's mom. You protected him while pregnant and now he's protecting you. ALSO check out all of those orbs. Someones paying mama a visit and is out being very cheeky trying to steal the lense and become the star of the video. hahaha. 😂❤

I’m so sorry for ur loss

Idk if you believe in Angel's or not but at 10:32 there was an orb over your right should my left. It started from by your head and went down the screen and you can tell its not dust.

My daughter was born sleeping as well. You're in my thoughts my friend. ♡