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I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks pregnant. It was the hardest thing I've ever gone through. But I want to share my story. This was a life to be celebrated. And I also know that miscarriage is common but often isn't talked about. So today I wanted to share our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, the 3 awesome weeks that I got to experience knowing I was pregnant, and my unfortunate miscarriage story. As well as some tips for what to say to someone who you know may be going through this. I'm not sharing this for pity or for anyone to feel sorry for me. But I instead want others who are going through this to know that you're not alone. Thank you all for your support.
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0:00 - Why I'm Sharing This
2:39 - Wanting To Have Kids But Not Financially Ready
5:06 - How We Knew It Was Time To Start Trying
6:22 - The Trials Of The Season Of Wanting To Have Kids
7:25 - Starting Our TTC Journey
9:07 - Finding Out I Was Pregnant & Telling My Husband
12:37 - My Pregnancy Symptoms
13:40 - Planning, Budgeting & Buying Things For Me & Baby
16:41 - Telling Our Families
18:42 - When Things Began To Change
20:01 - Spotting Began (Miscarriage)
21:10 - The Worst Day (Miscarriage)
22:34 - Finding Out I'm Miscarrying
24:26 - Going Through The Process (Miscarriage)
33:42 - Miscarriage Afterthoughts
35:16 - Lessons I'm Learning TTC & Miscarriage
35:48 - Things Not To Say To Anyone Going Through This
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@victoriamarcotte9826 4 года назад

I found your video at the just the right time. This morning I went to my doctors for some bleeding. Turns out I'm having a miscarriage too. I was 6 weeks. This was my first pregnancy. We were so over the moon happy. Your story helps me feel so not alone. Thank you. It's so much more emotional pain then physically. I keep questioning all the things you did too. Your so brave to share this.

@TheBudgetingWife 4 года назад

Oh no... I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️ you’re definitely not alone.

@micheller2655 5 лет назад

You are so brave to share this with everyone. You and your husband are in my prayers 🙏 Stay strong

@gladisgamez9386 5 лет назад

I’m so sorry for your loss !!! I experienced a miscarriage at 5 weeks and it was so painful. I have 2 children already, but it was still so hard. Im currently 18 weeks pregnant, I got pregnant one month later and so far a healthy pregnancy ❤️🌈praise God !!! praying for your family. Praying for you daily 🙌🏼 oh no you will be amazing parents ! Many women have miscarriages and go on having healthy pregnancies. You might be paranoid at first but with God you will get thru it !

@sweetangel13ify 5 лет назад

My mom had a miscarriage between my brother and me. I was vary young and don't remember it, however she made a Christmas ornament with dried flowers she was given during that time placed in a ball ornament. We used it every year right next to the ones she made from when we were born. It was always such a special way to remember that little brother/sister I never got to meet.

@pv650 4 года назад

I’ve learned the hard way to not ask “when are you going to have kids” after I asked my ex coworker who I had just met. She was 26 and she told me she couldn’t. I felt horrible. And although we don’t work together anymore I still follow her on instagram. Its been 5 years since I seen her and I couldn’t be happier seeing her post her 3 year old son and new born daughter.

@dasiawheat3053 2 года назад

I cried this whole video.. I’m currently going through a miscarry, instead I still have my deceased baby inside of me 💔. I went to the doctors Thursday, Dec. 16, 2021 for my very first ultrasound, I was 9 weeks and 4 days pregnant. As the doctors were looking and detecting, they detected that my baby had no heart beat or blood flow going to his/her heart. I was instantly crying and very much devastated 😭💔 I feel as if a big part of me has passed away along with my baby.. yesterday I asked my doctor if we could go ahead and schedule the D&C procedure. I now have my D&C procedure scheduled for this coming Tuesday, Dec. 21, 2021 and I just feel so lost and depressed 💔💔💔 I’m struggling very hard going through this and a lot of times I feel alone 😭💔💔 thank you for sharing this, it really has helped 💔 May God Bless you and your family ❤️

@rewindmindz2931 5 лет назад

Sorry for your loss, I got pregnant my first try but it ended in miscarriage in October at 7 weeks as well. Then got my period after and tried again and am now 33 weeks pregnant with rainbow baby girl! You will be a great mom when it does happen for you and it will come at the right time.

@acgall 5 лет назад

Thanks for sharing your story. I had a miscarriage in late January and now I’m pregnant with my rainbow 🌈 baby. Hang in there. I know it’s tough but brighter days are coming!

@jolenerenee3584 4 года назад

I’m so sorry you have to go through this. August 28 2019 will be one year since I had a miscarriage. This baby would have been our first born. My pregnancy symptoms stopped at 9 weeks and I carried to almost 13 weeks. It was the worst day of my life going to my ultrasound appointment and not hearing a heartbeat and not seeing my little bundle of joy. I started to bleed right after we left the hospital. And it was the worst day of my life. And with people giving advice.. I totally agree with you on things not to say and things to say. I had family tell me that I can try again. That hurt hearing that. I didn’t want to try again. I didn’t want to go through the pain again. Physically and emotionally. It’s been a year now and I’m just started feeling ready to have another baby. But we have to remember, God is Good. It’s hard to trust Him in times like this. My heart goes out to you and everyone who experiences loosing a child at any stage. Miscarriage, stillborn, or after birth. The baby was your child. You are a parent. We are just moms and dads to angel babies. Our babies never got to experience pain, heartache, or the trials of this world. Or child only got to know love. First from you, and now from the Lord. Hang in there, I feel for you! Proverbs 3:5-6 - Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and he will direct your paths. ♥️❤️

@acaciahunter5145 4 года назад

Jolene Funk i lost my baby I was supposed to be 9 weeks and I was measuring at only five so I didn’t understand why I carried for over a month longer. It’ll be a year in one month.

@jolenerenee3584 4 года назад

Acacia Hunter I’m sorry to hear. A loss is hard no matter when it happens 😔

@acaciahunter5145 4 года назад

Oh my goodness I didn’t even expect a reply... thank you so so much. You too. I hope soon you’re blessed with many happy beautiful babies!! I’m about to have a friend paint my last ultrasound from when I was losing my baby. I’m so excited to have this little piece of my baby. 💞💞

@jolenerenee3584 4 года назад

Acacia Hunter that is sweet! Something you can have as a memory ❤️

@jolenerenee3584 4 года назад

living life with gracie no I don’t.

@jjbuckner 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry Marissa... My wife and I just went through this a few months ago and all I can say is my prayers are with you and your husband. 🌈

@chelseam8308 5 лет назад

I’m so so sorry. I cried along with you; this was so heart wrenching. Life is so unfair to people who do not deserve it. You have support coming all the way from NY❤️

@mommaneedshelp6741 5 лет назад

So sorry for your loss! My husband and I have been trying for almost 4 years. Havent had a positive test yet, but still praying. I hope your hearts heal and the Lord gives you and Jacob peace!

@melissaandreag 5 лет назад

I have tears in my eyes for you! I’m so sorry girl. Thanks for sharing your experiences and feelings so in-depth. I’ve never been pregnant or experienced a miscarriage and you helped me understand why a miscarriage can be so heartbreaking.

@therogueeducator8452 5 лет назад

Friend, I am so sorry you have experienced miscarriage. I think it’s brave and wonderful you are documenting your grief so soon afterward. I think that will speak volumes to others in the midst of it. You’re in my prayers.

@KatieMaree27 4 года назад

I’m watching this after seeing the news of your rainbow baby. I’m sorry you had to go through this pain. I could never imagine the pain and hurt, the heart ache. Wishing you a wonderful pregnancy and can’t wait to see the video of you holding your rainbow baby. You will be an amazing mum. X

@BeautyLit 5 лет назад

Happy Anniversary. You two will have kids, you two will be wonderful parents. You two will get through this!

@alexjacobson5084 4 года назад

This broke my heart. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story!

@alisondehart6618 3 года назад

I’m watching this as I’m going through my first miscarriage (was first pregnancy that also took us four months to conceive). We’re heartbroken but hearing other women’s stories brings some comfort because I feel less alone. It also makes me so happy when I looked at your channel currently and realized that you now have your baby!

@christiea6602 5 лет назад

I’m so sorry. I had an early pregnancy loss this year and it was heartbreaking. Thank you for talking about it.

@April-zh2vm 5 лет назад

So sorry for your loss it is so hard to go through especially your first pregnancy. In 2008 my first pregnancy was a 6 week miscarriage had to have a D&C and then 13 months later had our rainbow baby. Three babies later our family is compete and that first pregnancy as hard as it was to lose gave me a whole new outlook on the blessings that were to come. Hang in there only time will heal but know that there are a lot of women in your corner!

@AllThingsAnniston 5 лет назад

Oh how my heart aches for you & Jacob, and that sweet baby 😭💗 praying for nothing but peace & understanding in such a hard time.

@SashaWilson-Donaldson 5 лет назад

My heart breaks for you😔 you are definitely not alone..... I suffered a missed miscarriage in January 2016 so I can relate with your pain. I just want to let you know that God is faithful and you will indeed get what your soul desires. I know because I now have a beautiful 20 month old baby girl. I will be praying for healing and peace for you and your husband❤

@deborahphillips243 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry for your loss. I think you're headed in the right direction, doing what you need to do to heal. I've had multiple miscarriages and none was easier than the other. It is the loss of your loved baby, at any gestational age and only women who've gone through it can truly understand. Just know, we're all praying for you and your husband. Again, I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby.

@laurarohrbach2445 5 лет назад

Thank you for sharing your story! My first pregnancy ended in miscarriage at 7 weeks as well. I will always remember that baby and how that first one is the reason we have our sweet rainbow baby now. God is faithful. You’re right, though, it was the worst experience of my life, but I loved that baby for the 7 weeks we had together. Sending you and Jacob all the love and hugs.

@midwestbadger2503 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry 😞 Your rainbow baby is coming. Your longing to become a mother hurts to see but your future is so bright. You two will be great parents. Sending hugs your way.

@deliaf.c9149 5 лет назад

This is always hard no matter how many times it happens. I’ve had 3 different miscarriages but I’m thankful that my body is doing what it needs to do to keep me healthy even if that means going through these tough situations. Life truly is a miracle and everything needs to be aligned for life to happen. You are young and healthy, don’t loose hope, your family will come when it’s the right time. Prayers for you

@sweetlife031 2 года назад

My heart breaks for those women who have multiple miscarriages when dealing with one is gut wrenching in itself 💔😥

@juliecasselman2383 5 лет назад

I appreciate you being so open and vulnerable with us. I feel like I have a greater understanding of what some of my friends have gone through after listening to your experience, and I think you are sharing an important story. You're brave. xo.

@rebeccalee953 5 лет назад

I’m so sorry you have gone through this. It’s so very hard to go through, I’ve had 3, but I also have 3 beautiful children now. My love and prayers for your healing and a rainbow. You are a strong woman with a great support system, you will get through this!

@EmButterfly 5 лет назад

So sorry for your loss 💖 I think you are so brave for sharing your story and I think it’s an honourable way to remember your baby. I had a miscarriage in June so I can empathise with how you feel and this video has really helped me. We planted a tree with a plaque for our baby, I was just over 7 weeks too 💖💖 thank you so much for sharing your story 🇬🇧💖

@Adi-nc9mn 5 лет назад

God bless you! I'm so glad you had so much support through all of this. I'm praying that your pregnancy now is healthy and blessed! 💕

@CodyCat2336 5 лет назад

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry you had to go through this. Praying for peace and a full term joy filled pregnancy for you ❤️

@lizk3085 4 года назад

This really touched me. You’re so raw and down to earth! I found your current videos when I was searching for pregnancy updates-because I’m pregnant again too. But then I stumbled upon this one it’s kind of spooky how close everything was. I found out we lost our baby on July 11th too, we went in for the first ultrasound and they didn’t have a heartbeat. I had no bleeding or cramping at that time. They offered doing surgery or taking pills to further along the process but I was just holding on to some sliver of hope I guess and just kept praying and then exactly a week after that on July 18th things happened naturally and it was super heartbreaking. I feel where you’re coming from so deeply, this has really helped me in the sense that I know I’m not alone like I think about that baby everyday even though I’m 12 weeks with another baby. I’m so sorry for your loss but best wishes on this current pregnancy!

@yuddh8190 4 года назад

As I am typing these lines, I am going through a miscarriage and this is a first pregnancy. Thank you for sharing this with us.

@missshaq6086 5 лет назад

The first video I watched on your channel was you finding out you were pregnant. This is so sad! I'm so so sorry for your loss. You will have a sweet baby in your arms one day. Stay strong!!💕

@bookwormtrish 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for comfort and peace for you all.

@ClaudiaSteichen 5 лет назад

I experienced my mom going through 2 miscarriages, it is very heart breaking and it is okay to cry and let it all out. I am so sorry for your loss, sending you lots of love

@maddyanderson1450 5 лет назад

You are SO LOVED Marissa and you are so brave to share your story with us!

@taylachapman7603 5 лет назад

Thank you for sharing your story. I had a similar experience in January. It’s nice to know that you are not alone. Your strength is inspiring! 💕

@Tania-bv3df 5 лет назад

I just feel so close to everything you were saying in the video. I’ve been un the same situation, trying for 5 months and then going through a miscarriage. I’m also your age and I thought that couldn’t happen to me because of that, but still it happened. Thank you so much for sharing this, it is really a great comfort to see that I’m not the only one who’s gone through this. This should not be a taboo. Thanks ❤️❤️❤️

@rebeccaellison9999 5 лет назад

I’m so very sorry for your loss. I am only at 6 weeks right now and I was so excited that I couldn’t hold it until before I told my friends and family. Now I’m struggling with being nervous that at that first appointment we could get bad news. I’m trying to just pray about it and be calm. My mom experienced numerous miscarriages as well as a still birth so I know this could end in heartbreak but it’s hard to not just get all caught up in the happiest of moments. I’m going to keep praying for this pregnancy and I will be praying for you both as well. Thank you for sharing your story and being so vulnerable. ❤️

@TheBudgetBounce 5 лет назад

Oh, Marissa. I can't imagine how hard filming this was for you. Thank you for sharing your experience through this. You did a great job. The tips for how to help those who have experienced this loss is so valuable to me. And all of the details you provided of this painful situation will help others now and in the future. You, Jacob, and your whole family are in my heart and prayers and I wish you all the best as you grieve this loss. Sending love and hugs to you all. 💜

@luzloveslife 5 лет назад

Had to wait until after work to watch because I knew I would cry. So sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing. I have been there and can totally relate to your feelings while trying to conceive, the excitement, as well as the planning early on. It was the most devastating heartbreaking experience to go through a miscarriage. Praying for you two.

@blessedhomemaker781 5 лет назад

So sorry for your loss. My sister had a miscarriage and she didn’t open up about it so I never knew what she went through or what to say. Thank you for sharing. Praying for you both. May God wrap his arms around you and comfort you during this difficult time.

@luzloveslife 5 лет назад

Blessed Homemaker some of us process things quietly. When I went through my miscarriage I couldn’t speak about it without crying and was hard to listen to people’s comments because as Marisa said there is nothing that will make it better. She put into words everything that I experienced and couldn’t say. I know people care and want to be there but it’s hard for some to relive that awful moment. It just takes time.

@genevatayne 3 года назад

This is both heart breaking and heart warming to watch. I am so terribly sorry for your lose and hope that you both have the family you deserve. I am also TTC atm and it is such a rollercoaster ride. Thank you for sharing your journey.

@susanmulvey6311 5 лет назад

I'm very glad your sweet, caring husband, Jacob, came home for you! And that your mother and sister came by for support too! Everyone is praying for you and Jacob! 🙏🏻

@kaylasalamanca144 5 лет назад

i had a miscarriage back in 2013/2014 and it’s something that changed me forever. it hurt more than anything in the world and you never ever ever forget about it. it will always hurt but it will get easier. Keep trying and keep trying and keep trying. It’ll happen for you and i’m wishing you the best of luck!

@deborahfairburn6585 4 года назад

Sweet Marissa, my heart breaks for you and Jason. I'm so sorry for your pain and broken hearts. You are in my prayers and thoughts. It takes a very compassionate and loving and brave woman to film a video like this. I know that there will be many people who can gain understanding and comfort from your sharing. Please don't let others tell you how or how long to grieve. This is the most personal loss you and Jason will ever have. I know you will grow through it together, with God's help, and I know you'll be okay.........just take your time to get there. What an awesome and wonderful family you have! It's amazing how much that can help get someone through the trauma you've been going through. Praying, praying, praying.

@taylordoupe2078 Год назад

Watching as many videos of yours to support you during your husbands job loss. Praying things change soon for you so you can enjoy the holiday season🙏🏻

@ilovescotti29 5 лет назад

This video broke my heart. Sending so much love and prayers ❤️

@PenniesNotPerfection 5 лет назад

So sorry you went through this. It has happened to many of my friends and despite knowing that it doesn’t make it easier. Praying for you guys. ❤️

@melodiev9253 5 лет назад

I’m so sorry for your loss. I will be lifting you and Jacob up in prayer.

@diserellabrittany 2 года назад

Stumbled upon this video and crying watching this. I just experienced a miscarriage nearly a week ago and it was our first pregnancy. It's been so hard, but it's reassuring knowing that you've had rainbow babies since and praying that my husband and I get to that point one day. Thank you for sharing your story. ♥

@brittanylong6558 5 лет назад

Prayers. God bless you guys. Thank you for sharing this difficult time - we all appreciate your vulnerability

@balancingonmytoes1789 5 лет назад

Marissa, I am so sorry for your loss. I haven’t personally been through a miscarriage myself but my mom had many and both my best friends have been through it as well. I know hearing about everyone that has doesn’t help but just know you are not alone. We are TTC right now and honestly the two week wait is so tough. My thoughts are with you through this tough time and I hope you someday have a happy healthy baby ❤️

@jpalmer9902 4 года назад

I've been going through your videos. I'm happy for your newest pregnancy. Miscarriage is the hardest thing I've ever been through. We lost our baby around 3 months in Feb 2019. I'm still an emotional wreck some days but it's gotten easier to be happy for other people's pregnancies. I spend more time hoping everyone has a healthy pregnancy more than I ever had before.

@TheBudgetingWife 4 года назад

Thank you so much. It is so hard to go through. I'm so sorry for your loss.

@Natalie_11188 5 лет назад

Marissa- I haven’t had a chance to watch the entire video, but I can see the pain in your face. I’m very sorry you’re going through this and I’m glad you’re talking about it and finding vlogging therapeutic.

@anniececil3112 3 года назад

Thank you for sharing your story. This is so incredibly relatable and raw. I miscarried at 7 weeks and it was the most traumatic time in my life. Amen-God is still good! Happy for your new baby:)

@cindywallace1954 5 лет назад

I am so sorry for your loss Marissa. I know how heartbreaking it is. I had 2 miscarriages before I finally had my wonderful son. It is devastating. I will pray for y’all.

@JessieFritz 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry, Marissa. All my thoughts are with you - I can't imagine what you're going through. ❤️

@TammySkipperTV 5 лет назад

I'm so so sorry for your loss and heartache. I genuinely wondered from some recent videos if you were expecting because of the pure joy coming through, I pray that joy returns in your time. I'm so grateful that you have shared in this way. I have someone close to me who experienced this loss and this helps me feel like I can begin to understand a little more of what she has felt. Thank you again for being so willing to share. My prayers are with you both. I'm also praying you can find a provider for the future who has in-house labs and other details to make your future care even better.

@petermackillop4599 5 лет назад

Very sorry for your loss. I appreciate your willingness to share such a painful experience.

@rachaelk8358 5 лет назад

I am so, so sorry Marissa. Allow yourself all the time you need to grieve and please don’t blame yourself. It is not your fault. I’m adding you and Jacob to my prayer list 🙏🏼💗

@ldg0324 5 лет назад

Hey, so sorry for what you and Jacob are experiencing. I suspected you were expecting and then again suspected a miscarriage when I first heard you were having a rough weekend. I've been there. Your documentation is real and sincere and so brave of you to share, especially so soon. I hope it helps you and I know it will help others. Take care!

@taylorshutt3817 5 лет назад

I had a miscarriage back in May, a week after I found out I was pregnant. It was not a planned pregnancy, but my husband and I were still very excited. It was heartbreaking and I still think about that baby every day. I have a 2 1/2 year old little girl and I was so looking forward to giving her a sibling. Unfortunately, some things are just out of our control. You’re very brave for talking about this because I still can’t bring myself to talk about it much, even though I want to give that baby the recognition he/she deserves. Praying that you get your rainbow baby soon. ❤️

@ericarobertson 5 лет назад

Thank you for sharing. I know it's hard. I've been there myself but your story will help others. I'll be praying for you guys 🙏❤️

@alshepp635 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for your strength and healing during this time. God is faithful.

@guitargrl87341 5 лет назад

This broke my heart. I'm so sorry for your loss💔 you are such a brave strong woman..💞 sending prayers to you guys

@lynmorris3453 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry Marissa. I know you said near the beginning that you didn't know how you could help others who are experiencing this, however I believe that sharing your experience has the ability to help others simply because it shows no-one is alone.

@daniellejohnson4383 5 лет назад

Sending you and your husband so much love. We had a miscarriage back in Apirl and so many things you talked about really touched at my experience. You are so brave to share your story💕

@sweetlife031 2 года назад

Yeah 👌🏻🙏🏻🌈 Just pointing it out that she's so pretty. she looks a lot like Rory (Alexis Bledel) from Gilmore Girls 👐🏻💞🥰🤗

@lalli566 5 лет назад

So desperately sorry for you guys. Sending healing prayers ❤❤

@carolynsager9922 5 лет назад

Marissa, my heart is aching so bad for y’all. I’m so so sorry this happened. God is working through y’all and will always provide. I pray for y’all and I’m sending a huge hug from Texas! Sending all my love❤️❤️

@maddiemediina 5 лет назад

Sorry you are going through this. ☹️ thank you for opening up and being so real ❤️

@KentuckyFreydFun 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry! I can't even imagine! My husband and I have been trying for 3 years. It's not easy. It's hard when your friends are pregnant for the 2nd or 3rd time and now friend's younger siblings are pregnant. It's hard. 💔 I'll keep you in my prayers. 🙏

@DebtFreeMillennials 5 лет назад

This just breaks my heart.... I'm praying for you and sending you tons and tons of love. Wish I could be there to give you a big hug!

@td6433 5 лет назад

I am so very sorry for your loss Marissa, you and Jacob are in my prayers xx

@savannahkensell8678 3 года назад

I’m so sorry for the pain you experienced. No one should have to go through it. You are so brave for sharing your story. I’m going through the same thing right now and the pain is unimaginable.

@SuperSexyCountryGurl 5 лет назад

So sorry to hear about your loss! Praying for you guys

@staceyoliver3073 5 лет назад

I am so sorry, sweet girl. I think you are so brave and I'm so glad you have shared your story. And I'm also glad that other people are watching to see how painful it can be, even early in pregnancy. I had a miscarriage at almost 8 weeks last September, and still struggle some days dreaming about what life would have been like. The words that I am haunted with came from some of my closest loved ones..."at least you were early"...."it just didn't stick". The pain is so real, and that is so apparent in your video, so thank you for sharing that and being a voice for early pregnancy loss. There are some painful experiences ahead of you that will be triggering, but I hope you hold strong to your faith that God is still good. Praying for your grief and comfort in this difficult time.

@TheBudgetingWife 5 лет назад

Thank you. I'm so sorry for your loss as well.

@feliciabateman4824 Год назад

Trying to get through the same thing and crying with you deff helps. Knowing I'm not alone. I'm so happy to see you have been blessed with beautiful babies 💗

@jeanbb3283 5 лет назад

So sorry for your loss Marissa. I’m sure this video will help others. Wishing you all the best x

@ashlynnicole2769 5 лет назад

Oh man, I am so heartbroken for you guys. Sending so much love your way💕

@victoriaibarra1471 5 лет назад

I lost my angel baby at 6 weeks and it was the most heartbreaking thing in the world. Praying for you and your husband during this hard times. 💕

@Lkay201 5 лет назад

I'm so so so sorry for your loss 💔 I hope for healing for you and your husband

@SpiritForMySelf 5 лет назад

I feel you. I have been crying listening to you talking, since I have also miscarried my baby at 6 weeks. It started on my birthday, so no birthday will be happy for me again. Greetings and hugs from Lithuania

@lovelanirose 5 лет назад

I’m sorry that you’ve had to experience this. It breaks my heart for you & none of this is your fault. I know that one day you’ll get your rainbow baby & have a beautiful angel watching after all of you. You are in my prayers❤️

@shelleymorales7711 5 лет назад

I am so sorry. I’ve been there. Take time to heal and take care of yourselves. Enjoy your anniversary trip and take it one step at a time.

@KloveK223 5 лет назад

Thank you for sharing. I needed this as I am currently going through it. 😓 The past 48 hours have been absolutely heart wrenching. And like you, I am frustrated with my doctor’s office and not having the answers I am so desperate for. You are so brave to share your story, but know that you have helped me so much just knowing that I am not alone and what I am feeling is validated. I can’t thank you enough.

@TheBudgetingWife 5 лет назад

Oh Kayla. I am so sorry for what you're going through. I'm here. I hope that you're able to take the time you need to rest and grieve.

@KloveK223 5 лет назад

Marissa Lyda - The Budgeting Wife Thank you, Marissa. I know I don’t need to try and explain the feelings I am feeling, because I know you know it all too well. But in this crazy world we live in, and with how taboo the conversation around miscarriage can be, I find comfort in knowing there are women out there like you who are strong enough to share their story of miscarriage with the world. So women like me can find peace in knowing they aren’t alone. Women are powerful beings; especially when they support and encourage one another. We are strong. ♥️ I appreciate you and your story, and I will be praying for your happiness and peace moving forward from this.

@Pepsi25920 4 года назад

This is the first time i've watched any of your videos and cried with you. I know the pain you've been through, i fell pregnant last year and had a miscarriage at 4 weeks which feels like the worst days of your life. Like, right now we should have an 8 month old and that feels so strange. You are so brave for sharing this. I'm so sorry this has happened to you and should never happen to anyone. As you say, a loss is a loss at anytime and give yourself time to grieve. I wish you good health in the future for you and your family, you will get through this!! Sending lots of hugs to you all as you've helped me, even over a year after. STAY STRONG!! xxxx

@TheBudgetingWife 4 года назад

Thanks Rachel. I'm so sorry for your loss as well.

@themorenofamily3404 5 лет назад

I am so sorry for your loss. Please know you and Jacob are in my prayers. Remember to give yourselves grace and time as you move through the grieving process and take time for self-care as you heal. God is, as you know, right here with you both through this and will continue to be with you as the days ahead get brighter. Bless you both.

@bethanyhibbett9445 5 лет назад

I’m so sorry, Marissa 😔 I understand how hard the waiting is. I had missed my period one month and was convinced I was pregnant, but when I tested, I wasn’t. We weren’t trying (for financial reasons) but I got my hopes up and was so excited about the possibility. I’m listening to your story and tearing up with a knot in my heart. Just as you shared your reason for sharing this video (others not being alone) know that you are also not alone 💜😢

@faithtrustandpixiedust2823 4 года назад

Bethany Bray Hey, I’m totally in the same boat as you. I haven’t had my period in nearly a month and each time I test, it’s negative and it’s heart breaking. A part of me is feeling guilty about it, but I know I shouldn’t feel that way since we’ve only been trying for a month or so. My period has never been late before so I just thought there was a possibility. What I’m taking from this experience is that everything happens in Gods timing it’s going to be okay. Marissa, my heart goes out to you and I just want you to know that you are so strong and you’re going to get through this. ❤️

@kimberlyg.3582 5 лет назад

So sorry Marissa. Thank you for sharing your journey with us 💜

@CeCe7 5 лет назад

My heart breaks for you and your husband. Know that you are not alone and God is walking this experience with you. Praying for comfort for you two and healing. Don’t lose hope!

@jennerationcreations5982 5 лет назад

I’m so very sorry Marissa. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family ❤️❤️. I love the tips at the end for how to respond when you’re trying to help a loved one going through miscarriage. I know I likely made some of these comments before my loss and then had a vanishing twin early on in my pregnancy with my youngest daughter. People said so many hurtful things without meaning to.

@Angelahhh 3 года назад

I live in Portland, OR too. I miscarried after TTC for 3 years. Hardest thing and the last thing I thought I’d ever have to go through. I’m glad you ended up getting you baby!

@Maddi812 4 года назад

I’m so sorry you have had to go through this... I had two miscarriages last year I’m also 25 one was twins at 8 weeks and the other one was 5 weeks.. please don’t give up hope I also thought I would never be able to have children after going through this but I’m currently 36 weeks pregnant! Please stay strong xx

@jenbrownbeauty 7 дней назад

Mama I'm so sorry for your loss, I feel you. I found out I miscarried my baby last week, at my 8 week ultrasound appointment. Had a silent miscarriage, my baby's heart stopped at 7 weeks and my body had no idea. I feel like a part of me is gone forever and I miss my little baby every second of the day. I'm trying to continue on with life, praying to God to give me strength, hope and light but the sadness is so heavy. Me and my husband TTC for 7 months until we got that positive test - the best day of my life. We told our family and close friends and celebrated my sunshine's life. Everyone was so happy. Telling all of them the sad news was terrible and I felt like I was reliving that moment time and time again but their support and prayers have given me some peace. I really don't know how to move on from this but I'm hopeful that God one day will bless us with a family of our own. My dogs have been super helpful in all of this, I know they know because they cuddle me all day and lick my tears away. My husband has been my absolute rock in this, he lets me grieve, holds me every chance he gets and tells me he loves all day and night. I'd be lost without him. This, by far, has been the worst experience of my life, the heartache is like non other. I would have loved to kiss and hold my baby, I wonder everyday what he or she would have looked like. The doctors had to do a D&C on me 3 days ago and I am so sad that I never got to know my baby. Never thought I'd be one of four women who go through this. Please pray for me and my husband.

@Hannahsworld101 5 лет назад

I'm so sorry.. Praying for you and your family during this difficult time

@phoebeb.4190 4 года назад

I am so, so sorry to hear what you are going through. Losing a baby is an emotional trauma that is so very hard to bear. I wish I had magic words to help you to feel better. I'm nearly 4 months post mc and I am still in bits. Be kind to yourself. Don't ever blame yourself. Take time to grieve for your child. I just wanted to come on and give you a massive hug and let you know that you’re not alone xx

@TheBudgetingWife 4 года назад

Thanks Phoebe. I'm so sorry for your loss.