my story being lukewarm in faith // unfiltered 

I feel like a message was shared personally from God to me in this video! Thank you for sharing. 🤍 Always love your content.

Preach it, girl!! Those are hard hitting truths we all need to hear. Thanks for sharing your heart and your walk. I think you have spoken to many hearts in this video.

I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU!!! First thing I am being really convicted right now. I'm gonna leave my testimony at the bottom of this comment. But I am a man that takes care of my disabled wife, we are believing for her healing. Listening to your video really caught my attention, I definitely have a background of being a lukewarm christian, to being totally backslidden and going to hell and I can say that with 100% accuracy. I rededicated my life to the Lord on June 15, 2022. I did some renouncing and denouncing, and received freedom in a big way. I started reading all the time, I started hearing the Holy Spirit speak to me. I just realized that although I have been continually growing in my walk with God, I have not been spending time alone with Him like I should be. I have plenty of time too, but I have been using the excuse that my wife could call or text me any minute needing help or need me to walk our fury baby Zoi. So I haven't been just digging in praying, listening, and worshipping. I always try to spend some time in the morning and throughout the day with the Lord but I haven't been still and quiet with the Lord. I have also noticed that altho I listen to sermons and teachings on youtube and I will also listen to the bible being read aloud on youtube I have not been engaging with God like I should in my bible. You have really encouraged me to sit down and just spend some deep meaningful time with God, and I might add I am also working on a prayer bible that was the first video I saw from you. You have not only inspired me to deepen my walk with the Lord I am also learning how to be more efficient at cleaning my home, keeping it clean. Because let's face it I'm a guy and most of us men are not the cleanest people. I am so grateful God put your channel in our recommended list on youtube. Thank you for being led by the Holy Spirit in making this video. Aaron's testimony Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life! At this time I was backslidden christian with no real knowledge of God. My fiancee has been believing and standing fast on God's Word particularly Isaiah 53:4-5 and 1st Peter 2:24 for her physical healing (during this time she was physically disabled), That being said she had to not only do more to help herself during this but she was taking care of me during this battle with covid. I was diagnosed with covid 19 on Monday, August 9, 2021 at an urgent care clinic. They gave me a prescription and sent me home. Where I tried to just sleep it off for two weeks. I don't remember much, during this time I had significant muscle loss (approximate weight loss was about 40 lbs). I was very weak. I had no strength and I did not want to eat. My fiance, Dacia, was forcing me to eat but it still wasn't much. After about a week and a half, I crashed at home. I felt like I was falling in pure darkness (Matt. 8:12, 22:13, 25:30). There was no light, and none of God's attributes. There was nothing but darkness, and I felt like I was spinning in every direction as I fell. The whole time I felt like I was being crushed and pulverized. What's worse is I knew I was falling into hell. There was nothing that I could do about it. Thank God, He didn't let me feel any pain. He rescued me from my fall towards hell and when I came back to myself, I asked for forgiveness for my sins! Then on Monday, August 23rd, two weeks after I was diagnosed, Dacia convinced me to go to the clinic again. When I tried to stand up off the bed, I felt like I would fall. I did not think that I could walk across the house. When I heard her shut the back door, I thought she had gone out the door. God gave me the strength to stand up and run across the house, but when I went out the door I fell on the porch. I couldn't get back up, (I found out later from my primary Dr. that when I fell I messed up my sciatic nerve). We had to have paramedics help us to our minivan. We decided to go to the ER because the clinic was closed. When we got there, a lady came out with a wheelchair and asked me what brought us to the ER; so I told her I had covid as I tried to stand up out of the vehicle. I fell again, thank God, He guided me right into the wheelchair. I was rushed straight back because they said I was in critical condition. My oxygen levels were less than 30%. They did 3 x-rays on my lungs because they were in disbelief of what they saw on the x-rays. Then I had a CT scan of my lungs. I only had 10% to 15% of my lung capacity that was usable. The rest was filled with fluid and blood clots! I later found out I had covid (delta variant) and double pneumonia. They asked me what hospital I wanted to go to in the city, but I asked to stay where I was so I would be closer to Dacia. They released dacia that morning, when she got home she called the hospital. They told her to start planning my funeral, there was no hope for me but they would do what they could. Every time she would call them they told her that there was still no hope, I was going to die. So they had to scrub a room in the ICU for me. When it was ready they rushed me from the ER to the ICU. By this time it was Tuesday morning, August 24th. I was awake all day on Tuesday. I just watched praise and worship music on youtube and I also watched the Chosen. They intubated me and put me on a ventilator on Wednesday morning, August 25th. I crashed twice (cpr did not work on me either time so they gave me a shot and both times the shot worked.) between then and Friday morning, August 27th. They took me off the ventilator Friday afternoon, August 27th. Dacia told me later after I came home that I had crashed twice, and both times God woke her up to pray for me. He told her to pray in tongues and confess Psalm 118:17 over me. NKJV I shall not die, but live, And declare the works of the Lord. (her confession for me was "He shall live and not die and declare the works of the Lord!") Both times I crashed, all I remember is that I felt love, joy, peace and comfort!!! They moved me to a normal hospital room around midnight between Friday and Saturday, August 27th and 28th. By Monday, August 30th I was allowed to go home!!! Throughout the 1 week hospital stay I watched the entire 2 seasons of the Chosen, which was available at that time. I was introduced to several music groups and songs I had not heard of before, including Brandon Lake and Elevation worship. Their song RATTLE, that song still gets to me everytime I listen to it. They have so many good songs. And I now listen to Pastor Steven Furtick, as well. Dacia picked me up and took me home with a portable oxygen machine. I couldn't even get myself in the house so we had to call paramedics again to carry me in the house. I had never felt fear like I felt throughout the 5 weeks after I was diagnosed with covid. I was so scared to stand up out of my chair that I would just sit there when I had to go to the bathroom until it hurt so much that I had no choice, I just had to get up. It was the beginning of October when I had enough strength to be able to start venturing outside the house and I was on oxygen til around the first week of January. For the first five months of fighting covid and all those symptoms, I was told I would be on disability, (praise God I was never applied for disability) and oxygen the rest of my life. But God has other plans for me. I had a bout with pneumonia and bronchitis during that winter and spring. Now on September 24, 2022, just over a year later, I am totally healed from covid and all the symptoms of it, I am also off of all the medication that I had to take due to covid. I am healthier now than I was before I was diagnosed with covid both spiritually and physically!!! I fully rededicated my life to God on June 15th 2022! Since then I have been healed of sciatica, planters fasciitis from 2015, shoulder pain I had for several years, knee pain from 2006, nerve pain and numbness in my right arm since 2014. My lungs are also totally and completely healed. I am truly a walking miracle of God and I am so grateful! There are no words I could say in the natural to express my gratitude to God, Brandon Lake's song gratitude is one of my favorites to sing to God. As of June 22, 2023 I now have a true walk with Jesus, He is everything to me! I received the baptism of the Holy Spirit on Aug 1st 2022, God has delivered me from many many things! The healing of sciatica pain happened on friday 3-3-2023 between 11:30 and noon during miracles on the mountain at eagle mountain international church (Kenneth Copeland Ministries), God told my fiancee 4 times to have me touch the t.v. and lay hands on Billy while He was laying hands on people to receive healing for sciatica pain. I received my prayer language in april 2023!!! It is now October 30th 2023 and I reached out for help to TSNL (Daniel Adam's Ministry). Because I was still struggling with some sin, a zoom meeting was set up October 18th and Dacia and I both received words of knowledge, healing, and I went through deliverance had lots of generational curses broken and several evil spirits cast off of me. I've never felt so free and my mind has never been so clear. I thank God He brought me out alive! And has given us a plan and a purpose for our lives.

Really enjoying your videos on faith! You have been an encouragement to me, I've started reading my Bible every day and am going to look into making a prayer Bible. ❤

Thank you so much for this 🙏