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My Toxic Friend prt1

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trigger warning thank you all for listening to the first part of this two part series of my story as a child. Know that you are not alone and there are many ways to reach out for support when you need. It gets better I promise.
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@Shadow__Pilot Месяц назад

I hate that it seems to be a universal experience for every kid to have a friend. Essentially their best friend, they’re everything someone that they got really close with, and that person ends up, using that against them to hurt them or manipulate them, like they’re so good at manipulation and it hurts because you just wanna be able to see that person grow up

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs 24 дня назад

You mean heal and become nicer, grow up is a word that hurts age regressors and trauma survivors.

@Muffinz06ya 24 дня назад

Definitely, my story may not have been as dense as hers but it was definitely years of manipulation and bullying by this person. I'm sorry you have to go through this 😿❤️.

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs 24 дня назад

@@Muffinz06ya Are you okay?

@BrumbObjects 20 дней назад

@@Muffinz06ya same

@sydneyhillers1763 Месяц назад

This is a Rose hate club forever. I’m so proud of you and I love you so much 🩷

@strange_tom Месяц назад

I think the crazy thing about watching this just speaks things that seem so harmless can hurt someone. I feel like after this I need to change

@zanderiscool5654 20 дней назад

Nobody deserves to go through this, its really unfortunate that happened but it’s really brave and great of you to share this :) This video shows that abuse from a “friend” can be taken from many different ways.

@Kxri.7 Месяц назад

I think this is a form of grooming…

@davidtaylor8589 Месяц назад

Heather won fair and square! Rose is a skin crawling evil

@dazaixchuuyareal Месяц назад

that is so insane I'm so sorry something like that had to happen to you, I hope your doing better now

@jordanc2014 Месяц назад

i’m really proud of you, that you could share your story ❤

@WaddlesTravelsTheWorld Месяц назад

the animation is so good! im sorry u had to go through this, bullies suck and i hope u can recover and live a happy life ❤

@IDFBFA1 Месяц назад

Technically not really animation

@Filmerandy Месяц назад

Damn. Harsh. I understand what it is like to be in those situations. It's just mentally draining, and it feels like we are a loser. Well, that was very shocking for a 7th grader to know that, and to share it with friends is kind of disturbing. It is weird to see 2nd graders know what 'that stuff' is, as I grew up in a childhood like that. Hope you are doing alright! Wonder what pt 2 will be about....

@lindahillers4345 Месяц назад

I’m so proud of you to be able to share such a difficult time in life. Middle school is a tough time. Can’t wait to see how things turn out for you. Love you

@Ineedaburrito Месяц назад

I'm impressed you're able to tell this story good job being able to handle it. I can't wait for what you make next.

@Claudia51436 Месяц назад

ROSE WHEN I GET YOU ROSE

@sillikatz Месяц назад

wow, a new-ish animator i can finally call myself an og as a fan from an animator, i can tell you will be very popular in the future! you made me feel an emotion i never felt before. thats what i call an animator.

@peanutbutton6961 Месяц назад

I really appreciate this🥹

@sillikatz Месяц назад

@@peanutbutton6961thats nice to know!

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs 24 дня назад

8:34 Ironic that she looks like the TD character and has the opposite personality of Heather mostly. Her outfit looks like Heather's Total Drama Reunion (Since Heather from TD is nice genuinely sometimes...)

@ICA_VOCA_12 Месяц назад

Rose is fatherless

@Shancheloves2008 Месяц назад

Oh my gosh I am so sorry You know I have a toxic friend Ever since middle school But you're not Alone 😔

@GemstoneButterfly Месяц назад

I'm so sorry this happened to you ❤❤❤I like your art and again I'm so sorry there was so many red flags I just don't know what to say

@FamilyKingdom Месяц назад

Congrats for 404 subscribers & Sorry you have to deal with that! Rose kid sounds so manipulated

@BKBLUEY Месяц назад

You deserve more subs.

@Stuflox 19 дней назад

Got your video up the recommendations lane. The topic is difficult, I really hope that everything is better in your life now. I understand how hard it can be after all this time to find the strength to talk about such things. But apart from that, I want to praise the quality in your videos, you have a very good speech and presentation. I with you to find your audience in the future =)

@sangomoon5456 Месяц назад

Im sorry you had to go through this.

@PeanutbuttonLOVE 19 дней назад

I LOOOOOVE YOURE VIDEOSE and i hop Rose gets totured by ✨️goblins✨️

@blissfortyfour Месяц назад

rose is very sus 🤨

@thakonwitwechpiat7689 Месяц назад

4:42 I fear this was the toxic friend will be born to be toxic yuri.

@okjeffy6581 Месяц назад

Great Story, and cute artstyle too.

@LittlxxPuDDing 29 дней назад

vocal fryyyyyyyyyyyyyy

@sirmoony5633 Месяц назад

Oh my goodness. I'm so sorry that you had to deal with that. I hope you're okay! Besides, you're one strong person and you always deserve a lot of love and support in the world! How are you doing today? :D

@peanutbutton6961 Месяц назад

I’m doing better now thank you :)

@sirmoony5633 Месяц назад

@@peanutbutton6961 You're welcome! Besides, like I said, you always deserve a lot of love and respect in the world! Also, your art style is very cute! :D

@rileyyhillers3127 Месяц назад

we love you ash ❤️❤️❤️

@soooyaa4049 Месяц назад

That’s crazy

@soooyaa4049 Месяц назад

I need a part 2

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs 24 дня назад

Is it bad that I think Rose's behaviour might come from being absed herself emotionally and physically and s3xu@lly Not an excuse and never an excuse but I feel it did. I hope she did realise she messed up as and she had stuff going on implied by 9:30 if she won why would he have to have her prize? I get if she wanted to give a gift to him because he was dyng ig. And that she wanted to prove she loved him. That is sad and concerning because her dad was dying and the fact she felt she had to prove her l0ve. That or she was lying and in 6:41 in Peanut Button's bully video she said that people swore all the time. Concerning. Rose shouldn't have taken it out on Peanut Button when she did nothing wrong.

@pedro33226 20 дней назад

Evil, just evil. I had something similar that could have almost been (or maybe was) as bad as this. This kind of nonsense of preying on the innocent or weak, pisses me off since I know what that is like. Now that I’m out of high school and away from the person that caused that, my guard and awareness will never be dropped again. Plus compared to when it happened I have made changes. I do jujitsu, getting decent enough to now to be one stripe away from becoming a blue belt as well as now being interested in learning the proper handling of a firearm for when I live alone. Not surprised that this seems to have happened in Cali, somehow these kinds of evil people are made here. I encourage everyone to do jujitsu to have a way to defend yourself as it can have lethal counters to attacks as well as defenses that could potentially leave your opponent both nearly unharmed but also completely powerless to continue the fight. For the adults, jujitsu and learning to handle a firearm, I’m kinda moving a little off topic talking about firearm safety but it’s still important for self defense as an adult, especially if one is to live alone. I will never understand how people can grow to be this way, but leaving children alone with unfettered access to the internet, I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s how these kinds of people are becoming this way at such a young age.

@pedro33226 20 дней назад

The hardest parts of what happened to me that is similar, is that not only do I have to be stronger both physically and mentally to make sure that doesn’t happen to me again, but also because that happened to me, since I’m of the belief that evil is formed from the weak, because of what happened to me, now the possibility that I may do what was done me or worse than that, simply because the evil was done to me. I now have to have a strong body and mind to make sure that if I was given the chance to do that same evil, I refuse it. As I don’t wish for anyone else to experience that same evil that I experienced. But more than that, in order to move on and not traumatize myself from this evil, I must learn to forgive the person that did the evil act to me. In order to be able to grow into a stronger and better person, I don’t have to trust or accept the person who did the evil act back into my life, but I must learn to forgive that person for what was done to me.

@pedro33226 20 дней назад

Due to the belief that evil is formed from the weak, I can’t help but wonder for both your experience and mine, did someone do evil to both of them? This kind of evil isn’t just instinctual by kids or even by adults. I can’t help but wonder if someone did a similar evil to them or was this just bad parenting and left a young child with unlimited and unfiltered access to the internet?

@pedro33226 20 дней назад

To that, I may never know. But to those who wonder how they can block their kids from P. sites without having to completely monitor them whenever on the internet, that is kinda impossible, but I do know a way to make it easier to prevent the access to them. There is something called pfSense as well as being used to block malware, ads and trackers, it can also be used to block P. sites from being reached so that even if you type the URL to a P. site correctly, you won’t be able to access it, a cheaper alternative to pfSense would be the Pi-Hole. Both require some technical know-how but not too much. But essentially it blocks that internet traffic through the WiFi’s DNS so that it never loads on the device. For more detail on how to do it for pfSense I recommend the channel of “Naomi Brockwell TV.” Kids aren’t like this by nature, evil is introduced, obviously that doesn’t excuse the evil then done by them, but shows that the person could have turned out differently, even now I believe that to be true of the person that did evil to me. If that evil was never revealed to that person, that person wouldn’t have done the evil act done to me.

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs 24 дня назад

3:08 It was already abse...

@avo_peach23 Месяц назад

why didnt you tell your parents or any adult like the school's counsellor and teacher?

@Muffinz06ya 24 дня назад

I can assure you that it is not easy many times when someone is already manipulating you. They take everything from you, make you feel less and you give them that power because you believe that's the only way there will be no conflicts. Then you excuse them because you think you will lose everything if you say how you feel. Furthermore, if others do not see it at glance, they believe that it is something without much importance, they even believe that you made up it.