My Toxic Relationship & How I Left It (Emotional) 

After 2 years I finally decided to speak about my toxic relationship. It was still very hard for me to film this video. I understand that leaving an abusive/emotional relationship is the hardest thing ever but please know you are not alone. You are strong and I know you can get out of this. I hope this reminds you that everything happens for a reason and God wouldn’t put us in any situation we aren’t able to handle. 💜

I hope everything is okay and I’ll always support you💞! Keep your head up

thank you for sharing this girl your so strong i went through a toxic relationship as well and i had the same mindset as you but i’m glad you know your worth now, proud of you! 💘💘

i'm so happy you were able to get out of that relationship, you deserve the world ❤️

I was in a toxic relationship before and so glad not with that person anymore, I feel you girly I’m glad you got out especially being so young but I’m glad you found someone that isn’t like that I wish you the best in your relationship 💕

This is honestly so sad and scary .I am so sorry you had to go through this . No one deserves that 😢. I don’t understand how their can be such horrible controlling people out there. You are so strong and brave for speaking about this. I am really glad that you are safe and in a better place now .🙏🏽

I am so glad you were able to open up about this to us. I hope you know that we are here for you and that we will always support you. No one deserves to go through what you went through but we all live in learn. I am so thankful that you are safe and in better hands now. You deserve better! We love you❤️!

ive been watching you actually since your public interviews and your lyric videos so I've been through your journey and seen how much you have grown as a woman and how strong you have gotten and , you didnt have to share this with us but you did and for that I can say we all thank you and you are so amazing and I am glad you got out of that and I hope you are doing good because you deserve the world❤️...this video was very emotional and when you said you and your mom were close and he made you go that long without talking to her that made me sad because I can't even imagine one day without talking to my mom she is literally my best friend, we all love you Adriana and you are strong and beautiful keep your head up queen 🥺💕

Omg girl I cried 🥺🤧!! I’m glad you got out of that toxic relationship 🥰! Stay strong bby ❤️❤️

- I legit feel your pain I’ve been through a 5 year toxic relationship before I definitely was in the same situation as you 🥺🥺 thankfully god answered my prayers and guided me out of that situation &’ I’m happy as ever ! Love you girly keep your head up ! We’re here for you 💋🥰❤️

Omg Adriana !! You’re a strong girl. You went thru that for a reason but GOdD had send you a better and blessing boyfriend for you and I wish you the best, I appreciate that you’re sharing this story for us to hear. You are the bravest person I’ve seen on RU-vid Stay strong 💪🏼

I’m so sorry you went through this , but you’re so strong & brave ! For going through all of this and opening up about it , just know you’re loved & God is always by you’re side 💗! Stay blessed ! And never forget that you are so strong & beautiful

As someone who’s gone through a whole toxic relationship that was also mentally and physically abusive I can relate to you so much and can’t imagine how alone you felt during the whole thing ): 💔 it literally traumatizes you after and makes you so afraid to be with someone else but I’m BEYOND proud of you to be able talk about it and open up to us ❤️ especially that you found someone now who treats you with so much respect and adores you ❤️ you truly deserve nothing but happiness girly ❤️💯

I’m so sorry that happened to u, glad you’re in a way better relationship now sis 💜💜

As a female , girl the moment he told you to cut you’re family off it was TIME TO GTFO !!! Girl I am so glad you are out of that toxic relationship!! You deserve so Much more !! DONT EVER LOWER YOURSELF AGAIN !! You’re worth more and so much more❤️ he lost a good one !! So glad you are in a better and healthy relationship mama ❤️✨

I cant believe you had to go thru all of this like no female deserves this😔.. but im glad your better now! I been watching your videos for a long time now & I’m glad your now in a better relationship with Ethan 🥰! I’ll always support you! 💗

Girl everything happens for a reason but I’m happy for you that you in a good and healthy relationship now and that your happy your so beautiful and deserved to be treated like a queen 💖

When I was in high school I dated a toxic guy for 3 years. He cheated or break up with me to go talk to other girls then come and beg for me back whenever he wanted. He’d tell me he was gonna himself if I didn’t take him back. He to told me to cut off all my friends so sometimes throughout hs I was alone and depressed. Then when I was finally over him senior year my father passed away. I convinced my self I had to stay with him because he was the only guy I ever brought home to meet my dad. Im now with a man who makes me feel like the only girl in the world and is really my best friend. Letting go of a toxic person really let’s you be happy and glo up fr.

It’s crazy to know what goes behind doors but girl I am so proud of you for leaving that realizó ship and remember that god was and still is with you. That day that you got out he was watching you and giving you strength! I’m so glad you found a good person for you and you are happy and know your worth

I’m really happy for you for getting out of that relationship 💕

omg awwwwww beautiful 🥺 this got me in my feelz right away 😭 im so sorry to hear that you went through this ... Thank you for sharing with us about this... This definitely is a sensitive topic definitely for me that i started crying 🥺 I wish i could like give you a hug in person but im sending you a virtual one ☺️ No one should go through this. Im proud of you that you are out of that toxic relationship 🥳 Im sending you so much luck and positivity 🙏💘 May amazing blessing continue to happen in your life. Take care & stay safe 💕 LADIES REMEMBER YOUR SELF WORTH 💕

GIRL YOUR SKINNN! It looks amazing !

People can judge her in these comments but you will never know.. what it is being in a toxic relationship until you’re in one. I love you! Sending you so much love and positive energy your wa💖

I am so sorry you went through this and I am happy you are with someone who treats right. I was in a manipulative and emotionally abusive relationship 1 year ago and I'm so glad I got out of it but I am still nervous and anxious to be in another relationship because I don't want to ever experience that again.

I’m so happy for you Adriana you left out that toxic relationship, you look more happy then before!! ☺️

This made me cry I'm so sorry for what you went through :( "GIRLS DON'T LET NOBODY DO THIS TO YOU" we are humans that shouldn't be touched or be in a toxic/abusive relationship! keep your head up girl your a really powerful/strong women. ILY girl and much love for you!.

I’ve been watching u since forever :( and hearing this made me cry ,I’m so happy I found better girly

This is fucken crazy. I went through the same exact shit . Ever since then I haven’t been in a relationship and it’s been 5 years since that happened to me. I’m so aware & I’m so picky about guys now every little thing I notice makes me realize nah he ain’t it. I know my worth too well at this point . I’m glad you’re okay and was able to manage to get out of it. I cried when you cried 🥺

And this is why people shouldn’t use “toxica” or “toxico” in a joking way cause u wouldn’t like being in a toxic relationship at all !People DIE from being in a toxic relationship .

we all think we would never let a guy put their hands on us but when it comes down to it you are so shocked you can’t defend yourself. I feel you i went through that and we don’t deserve it thank you for sharing it helps knowing we can get through it 😞❤️

I Already knew Who your Talking About thank you for sharing your story I’m so sorry you went through that lol you and I’m so happy that you’re ok now 😊💖

I love you girl.❤️ I’m very sorry about this, it’s only making you stronger. God is good, many more blessings your way.🙏🏽

I love you so much, you’re so strong 💗💗 I can’t even imagine what you went through 🥺

been waiting for your side of the story, you deserve better baby girl💞

Wow Adriana you are so strong I’m glad you are okayyy and ur out of that toxic relationship I love you cutie take care❤️

Your so strong!! I’m so happy that your doing good that you happy and healthy! ❣️

This is not okay I glad u left this toxic relationship Adriana you are so strong

I’m so sorry you had to go through that you are so strong omg keep your head girl we love you sm 💞💞🥺🥺.

Dude I went through the same thing...sadly I didn’t learn my lesson and accepted him back into my life...ended up dropping him a few months ago because he put me through something that made me realize I had to leave him in my past.

ur so strong beautiful! thank yu for this, I needed it.💓

i started crying when you started crying , i’m so sorry you went through that :( but i’m so glad you have ethan ❤️

You’re so strong, so happy that you got out of it ❤️

girl I’m in a toxic relationship right now , and you made this 2 years ago and it came up on my RU-vid page it’s crazy how I keep asking good for signs and your old video just shows up out of no where 🥺amazing video btw 💕it’s not easy at all , thank you for making this 🥺

Girl we love you and don’t forget that ❤️

Omg gurl this was so beautiful you had me in tears I’m so glad god got you out of that ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Awe it's okay love he didn't deserve you at all girl keep your head up sorry you had to go through this ,💗

The fact that I can relate to this video is crazy LADIES ! Please don't lower yourself for a guy that treats you like crap YALL KNOW YOUR WORTH AND YALL SHOULDNT SETTLE FOR LESS . ❤️ everyone deserves a great guy . 💯

I know I am two weeks later this video but I just want to say how much I appreciate you sharing this personal information I also got out of a really toxic relationship that lasted a little bit over a year it was mentally and physically very abusive but now I am over 2000 miles away from him and I can finally feel at peace. You don’t know how much I needed to hear this from someone else I’m trying to get over him I’m not saying I love him but I still have love for him and wish him nothing but the best but it’s so hard not to cry and look back and feel like everything is my fault even though it’s not :((

I’m just seeing your video and was bawling my eyes out when you started to. I hope you’re doing so much better now. I’m so thankful you got out. Good for you!!! You’re my hero. ❤️

awe baby my heart drop when you start crying 😢 u were there for me when I was going thru da too & u really did help a lot to get out of the relationship I really appreciate u and we were going thru it da same time and that’s how we meet🥺ily and u kno u got someone here to talk whenever u need it 💜

Keep your head up girl❤️ it’s gon be alright

I genuinely appreciate you sharing this with us💘

Your mom playing along got me too shes a real one 🤧💗

girl i feel you. my relationship is toxic and i stand my own ground. my parents love him, and they know how strong i am. you are strong for that. im going two years with my bf.. at first my bf was so controlling now i tell him things he follows major girls to the point idc anymore i just tell him like i wanna be posted and he whines so i just gave up on that. yes, you argue but not everyday. baby you are so strong ily

so glad you're safe and that you're out of that ugly situation. cant imagine what you were feeling. you're so strong and were all so proud of everything you've overcome.

Definitely been there . I love u & you deserve so much better

You're so strong beautiful 🥺💘

This made me cry so much Casue I love your videos

I hope everything is okay! Keep ur head up Queen👑We love you❤️🥰

Don’t be sorry for crying it’s okay ❤️🥺🥺 i wish I could give you a hug

This is so sad 🥺 girl you are worth it I love you

Keep yo head up 🙏 no girl deserves to go through that shit ever whether she a good person or not and with all due respect your gorgeous inside and out and I'm happy for you because you finally found a dude that cares for you and it show's as long as you got ethan and family you should be okay y'all one of my favorite couples much respect to you and him

The fact that i been subscribed since the beginning of that relationship && he did seem kinda sus in the youtube videos but I’m glad you got out of it I’m proud of youu🥺 I’ve watched you glow you deserved better and you now have someone who treats you like how you deserve 💕

I don’t mind if it was way longer! I cried with you when you started crying 😢

Keep your head up queen 👑 you are soooo strong. We love you ❤️

I feel you girl this was me 2 months ago and I had to leave ASAP had to tell my brother to come and help me cuz it was toxic asf at the point were I wasn’t going to be able to be with family no more 🥺😔 but thank god I am not in the situation no more much love for you girl ❤️🥺

I wanted a relationship but girl imma reconsider that like my parents have been in an abusive toxic relationship and they still are so this ain't new but nah ur story hit a nerve girlll I love u ur strong asf

Aw I want to give her a hug 😕💕

I love youu adri ❤️, I’m so happy for you and so proud of you bby

I'm happy u got out of that that's a very tough situation I hope the best for you dree eres una Buena Persona por tener tanto mal en tu vida❤💜Here for you.I cried when she cried😭❤felt

I’m glad you have the homie 😃 I could see you guys more and infinity

Be happy don’t be sad 💖

Thank God that I wasn’t the dad in that situation. I would’ve pulled up in a different vehicle with my friend in front of his door and made sure that he knows that he doesn’t mess with my daughter! 😤

u deserve straight happiness mama

Thank you for sharing Adriana . I went to school with you and you are beautiful and so strong and we are here for you ..... I’m glad that you moved on and your happy in your relationship❤️

Girl this is so scary 🥺 I’m so sorry 😭 I went through the exact same shit like it was sooo bad but thank god I opened my eyes one day and left the relationship. It got to the point where he would hurt himself when I would try to leave it was BAD he had all my password even my iMessage 🤢 he wanted me for himself . the worst thing was when I broke up with him he would show up to my house randomly and my step dad had to kick him out and tel him shit . I threatened him saying that if he ever came back to my house I was going to tell my family that he touched me . But we are strong 💪🏼 💘 #girl power !! LADIES KNOW YOUR WORITH

thank you girl! I really needed these words rn

To me, he seems like he was insecure and it really shows in the way you said he acted. I'm happy you got out of that relationship.

girl I went through the same thing for 2 years I hate it legit when you said you had to cut off your parents and it was hard girl I went through that too I hate because my mom was like my best friend I went through hell with him he made me cancel my phone and I wouldn’t have a phone all I did was because I thought I could find someone like him because I thought he loved me so much like nobody but I’m out of that and I’m happy rn with my new hubby and he made me change my ways of being scared off we should hang out love ❤️

I love you baby , god blessed you with a better man🖤

Adriana, thank you so much for sharing your story! I never imagined that at such a young age you would go through something like that. I have been following your videos for quite some time and I never imagined that you were hurting. I could almost picture everything you talked about and I can only imagine how scary it must have been. I am glad your mom was there and that you got out of that relationship. I am also happy that you are in a loving relationship now and that you know your true worth!

We love you adriana❤️

Wow... this is so strong of you and thank you I needed to hear this to keep my head up 💗

Love you are such an amazing person❤he dont deserve you and finally you got out and now you got who treated you more nicely love your videos❤😗

We love u ❤️ u have a beautiful personality

I remember I’ve been watching you forever now and I remember who it is. I’m so sorry love that you had to go through that. We would of never knew if you never shared that with us. I know it’s hard sharing that but I’m so glad your current boyfriend treats you amazing. We love you Adriana 🥺🤎

hey Adriana i love you keep your head up 💖

I’m sorry you had to o through this so young. I went they a similar situation too except he’s my sons dad and I will never really get rid of him

I miss your videos and I am here to support you and I love you

I am so happy and so proud of you for doing what you did for yourself!!

I felt been through a toxic relationship he made me cut all my friends off.

I’m so sorry you had to go through this 😞

Ik who exactly you're talking about i remember he posted on his yt channel that you gave him trust issues but it seemed off . But im glad you're in a good position with your bf 🥺❤

Hope you oh ok sis I got your back 💯🤞🏿

This is literally my niece situation she still hasn't gotten out of the relationship everytime a guy commented on a pic on fb her bf would beat her she tried to tell us but her bf wouldn't let her tell us he even beated her when she was pregnant she already has 3 childrens one thats 2 years old and one thats 7 months old she kept going back to him but this time when they fought he told her to seperate with her family we still haven't heard anything of her😥

I’m ur moms friend and I Remember her always talking about her daughter and how she missed you ,she was going through a lot without you too ,I’m glad you are back and out of that shit hole ! Thank god for your parents 💖💖💖

I also just gotten out a toxic relationship. It’s been 6 months. And durning those two years of being together he treated me like trash and made me feel like I wasn’t good enough which he left me with so much trauma, I can’t even talk with a guy without thinking he is going to cheat on me or he’s going to hurt me again. He did controlled me so bad and made me feel like I was the bad guy when he was the problem. And not to mention I did ignore a lot of these red flags also. And he was such a big time Cheater.

i’m glad you actually looked back and left when you could. i have been in this abusive, manipulative, cheating ass relationship. i just had to call the cops on him last night for holding me down by my neck and hit me on my face. i’m so glad you got out before of got worse.

I’m so sorry u did not deserve that♥️

I know exactly who she was talking about. All that matters that she okay and she in a healthy relationship love you Adriana 💕💕