I notice I had pride when my buddy told me I think everyone is stupid. Then one day I had a thought pop in my head of how I'm surrounded by stupid people. Now I'm homless, I lost my job, the worst part is I have so much confusion and shame that I can't even bring myself to ask my family for help.
Don't be sooo hard on yourself. If you have asked forgiveness for your flaws Father Yahweh is faithful to forgive, and will turn your shame into something useful to help others. Receive it and be blessed and a blessing to others.
Sorry bro,don't give up God always give second chance inspite of how weak we are,our family and friends may turn their back on you but God is the true love.
THESE DAYS BEING ALONE IN WILDETNESS WAS TWISTED BY THE DEVIL IS NOT BEEN SEPARATED BUT SET APART BECAUSE GOD WAS MOVING TO DISCERN AMONG THE UNBELIEVERS.. GOD PURPOSE WAS GREAT.. GOD BLESS