I’m very excited for this! I’ve recently been disillusioned of gender ideology thanks to stuff like this. Now I’m inching towards the path of detransition. I’ve been on cross sex hormones for 18 years… turns out it was a combo of autogynephillia and childhood trauma of not being man enough for my father. Now I want the truth, no matter how uncomfortable ❤
Even if it can feel like a solo path these days there a lot of people supporting you. I suffered terrible distress as I had body dismorphia when I was a kid. My parents allowed me to have surgery. I regretted that surgery my whole life, it didn't helped my mental state, I was a victim of child abuse... It is no comparison with your case but just a way to say I feel you
