nf - hate myself (slowed + reverb) ~ ~ how can you relate to this song? ~ ~ ~ i do not own this song. ~ all rights go to nf. ~ i simply just slow the songs. ~ ~ add the instagram: / atw_matte
listening to this song in the middle of the night when the rest of your family is asleep while you're lying in bed thinking about the deepest things hits different...
WHY DOESNT THIS HAVE ANY ATTENTION. MOST OF THE MUSIC THAT I LISTEN TOO ISNT SLOWED DOWN ENOUGH BUT THIS IS SO PERFECT FOR ME THANK YOU PLEASE KEEP MAKING MORE
@@carbonmatte no problem i was just speaking my mind. keep up the good work. also i like to animate. and if you look on my chanelle you can see them if you like. but can i use one of your sounds to animate to in the future
Lyrics❤️ I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
I think anyone who listens to nf can relate to him. In one form or another. It all falls under the category of pain and everyone has experienced pain. I know I can relate to this song too. Ur not alone Claudia. :)
@@carbonmatte He has such a beautiful way with expressing emotions and the best part is that no matter how strong and intense his songs are, he never swear
i actually wanted to listen to this song (im deppressed as f ) but wasnt gonna come to this video but when i saw the pic of your vid, i noticed that my profile pic is the same as your vid's....... n i also found that this slowed version is better than what i was actually listening to for...... n damn, the comments are actually so supportive than the world around us....
this made my day! omg, music has always helped me knowing that it's okay to get depressed its, in fact, human but the actions that come with depressive episodes are what set people apart from others. I'm glad you saw this video and remember to keep ur head up! after every hurricane, the sun always comes out.
"Life's about taking chances, making moves Not about what you did, it's what you do Build on what you got and learn from what you lose And never let people distract you from being you" ~NF
@@no-jx5mu i used to be in foster care i understand more than most what ur going thru. i’m sorry ur living through that. if there’s anything i can say it would be… “success is the best revenge”
I don't know who you are, I don't know you, but I just want to tell you that Jesus loves you and he saved my life 2 years ago when I was deeply sad and alone I cried and I cried to Jesus and I felt such a presence of love that if today I had to say that God does not exist it would be lying, take courage Jesus will always be with you, just open the door of your heart to him, peace
